want to die every day

Because of the game video this time, the players of Jingxiao Game and the Capital of Kun know each other better. Of course, this does not include Wushuang. She is not interested in Jingxiao Game and still lives her lonely and fulfilling life in the Capital of Kun.

The game accounts of all the players in Kunzhidu were officially canceled. This day, Gu Yan used a card to log in to Kunzhidu. On the registration interface, he did not pinch his face and directly used his appearance. When naming, he could not use his real name. He thought about it I want to name it Yun Qianzhi.

Then he entered the game, and after a brief introduction to the plot, he entered the game code on the redemption interface and got a ghost face flower, which he asked the staff to prepare.

The wonder and boredom of the game had already been deeply felt, so he still wanted to give it a try, and then he targeted himself and used the Ghost Face Flower.

After a burst of white mist, Gu Yan opened his eyes. The scene in front of him had changed. At this moment, the sun was shining right above his head. He was standing in a backyard surrounded by white daisies. Not far away, there was a woman in blue and white stripes standing in the center. A man in a hospital gown.

This is not the first time Gu Yan has faced such a scene, he has experienced it countless times in his dreams, but this time he can decide when to wake up, he walked over, the man heard the footsteps and turned to look at him, smiling Said: "Gu Yan, you are here."

Gu Yan was stunned: "You...why did you call me by that name?"

"Sooner or later, we have to bid farewell to the past. You are no longer the you of the past." The man's slightly long bangs swayed in the wind, revealing his slender eyebrows and eyes, and the warm arc of his smile made people want to cry.

"Wave goodbye to the past..." Gu Yan murmured a few times, and then grabbed the man's hand, as if afraid that he would disappear, "If the price of saying goodbye to the past is losing you, then I'd rather be Gu Qin!"

"You haven't lost me, the fact that we can meet here is the best proof." The man's hand was already bruised and purple from Gu Yan's grip, but he still kept smiling. Gu Yan was bewildered by this and couldn't notice it for a long time.

This sentence seemed to break Gu Yan's dream at once. Others can fall into the illusion after being hit by the ghost mask, but he can't.

Because he clearly remembered that he had been dead for 100 years, all of this was fake, and the person in front of him was also beautified in his memory.

But even so he still wanted to see more, he asked: "How are you doing?"

When Gu Yan asked this sentence, he already regretted it, no matter which answer he wanted, he would not be what he wanted.

The man quickly answered him with a smile: "I'm doing fine."

"How can you live well!" Gu Yan finally felt emotionally broken because of this answer. He was killed by man when he was sick. He didn't blame the other party for this. On the contrary, he thought more about what if the other party Once you wake up and know all this, how much pain you will have to bear.

But everything is irreparable - because he is dead.

He managed to crawl out of hell and found that this was the world 100 years later. At that moment, he went crazy. He didn't understand what the meaning of resurrection was, and regret and pain couldn't be changed.

The man hugged Gu Yan gently, the latter tried his best to keep his face calm, he couldn't say a word anymore, the man's voice was warm and comforting.

"I'm always by your side, please, be happy."

After the man finished speaking, Gu Yan found that everything in front of him gradually began to disappear, and when he came back to his senses, he actually exited the illusion, but he obviously did nothing.

"Gu Yan, are you okay?" Hearing the voice, Gu Yan turned his head, and saw Yuan Haoyue was beside him, with the same face on the other side, but the id changed to Mu Chengxue.

Gu Yan touched the corners of his eyes subconsciously. Fortunately, he didn't cry this time. He controlled himself to calm down and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to look for you." Yuan Haoyue came to Gu Yan's room to look for someone, but found that the other party had entered the Capital of Kun, and upon seeing this, he also used a game card to enter the game.

Gu Yan's face did not put on any disguise, he happened to sit on a tree in the novice map and meditate, Yuan Haoyue found him and waited beside him.

Yuan Haoyue discovered through the game video before that Gu Yan seems to have other purposes for Ghost Face Flower, what can Ghost Face Flower do?You can see the person you want to see the most in the illusion. This explanation reminds him of how he was when he was in the illusion on Halloween.

At that time, there was a large field of white daisies in the illusion, and Yuan Haoyue asked the staff to come to the picture in private. Before seeing the illusion, he never knew daisies, and his favorite flower was naturally not daisies.

When Gu Yan suddenly disappeared and came back, Yuan Haoyue bought a bouquet of daisies by accident when passing by the flower shop.

Since then, Yuan Haoyue has felt that Gu Yan's attitude towards him has changed a lot, and the sense of alienation that had been vague has disappeared. This made him both happy and anxious. All the preferences in the information have been changed, and I often reveal to fans that I like Daisy.

Yuan Haoyue panicked when Gu Yan entered the illusion again. He was obviously beside the other party, why——who did he want to see?

Yuan Haoyue immediately called the staff and asked them to release Gu Yan's illusion.

Yuan Haoyue lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I saw that you haven't come out for a long time, so I asked the staff for help."

The picture quality in the game has a little more soft light, Gu Yan's eyes are shining when he looks over, that light is both sharp and seems to be able to penetrate people's hearts, directly shining into the secret hidden in Yuan Haoyue's heart.

"It's okay, it's time for me to come out of the illusion." Gu Yan has always been sober, knowing what is real and what is fake, he closed his eyes, and a kind of fatigue swept over his body, if Yuan Haoyue wasn't there He was about to go offline, he asked: "You came to the game to find me on purpose, what's the matter?"

Mentioning this, Yuan Haoyue's expression became a little subtle, and he said, "It's nothing... I just saw you in the game and came to look for you."

Gu Yan looked up at him, then stood up and said, "I have one more thing to do in the game, please help me."

Yuan Haoyue asked in puzzlement, "What's the matter?"

"We need two people to get married, come?" Gu Yan stretched out his hand, his long hair moved with the wind, and the end of his hair touched Yuan Haoyue's cheek, itching and very seductive.

Yuan Haoyue heard his heart beating wildly, he stretched out his hand to shake Gu Yan's hand, and said with a smile: "Then I must go."

The marriage system in the capital of Kun is very complete. It is necessary to go to a place called Xianlv Island. The two parties must confirm each other to accept the two-person mission. The mission is to obtain an item from a boss-level monster. It is set to require two people to attack at the same time to give the final blow to kill it.

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue have always had a good tacit understanding. After understanding the rules of the game, they killed the monster very easily. They took the items that the monster exploded and submitted it to Yue Lao.

World Channel——

Yuelao: "Congratulations to Mu Chengxue and Yun Qianzhi for their wedding, going up to Biluo and down to Huangquan, I dare to say goodbye to you."

Luohualei: "This time the two young ladies are united! Congratulations!"

Han Zhi: "Ah... Originally, I planned to change the name."

Nameless: "Is there any wedding wine? I want to drink wedding wine."

The two parties bought veils to cover their faces, and began to fight monsters under the title of Taoist couple. They retained their real strength, and killing monsters can exercise their skills.

After brushing for three hours, they found a place to rest, and needed to replenish the consumed qi and blood. They came to a bun shop called Jianjiu in the Qinglian Sect, and they had enough money in their pockets to buy buns.

Seeing an old couple in the hotel shop, Yuan Haoyue went to buy it, while Gu Yan was sitting in a teahouse not far away, surrounded by noisy NPC hawking and players discussing game dungeons. Special words reached his ears.

"Be happy..."

Gu Yan looked at the source of the voice, the person who spoke was the owner of the hotel, the ID on the person's head was Baichujiu, the person was no longer young, and had turned into a handsome old man.

Seeing Gu Yanwang approaching, he smiled slightly and said softly, "Qianzhi, you must be happy."

Gu Yan just looked at him quietly, now Bai Chujiu smiled happily, and then Yuan Haoyue came over with a paper bag and said: "Don't you see the proprietress of this shop, she even gave a few more steamed stuffed bun."

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue left, the former turned his head before leaving, and nodded to Bai Chujiu, as if agreeing to something.

Jianjiu Steamed Bun Shop is still busy on this day.

The two were playing a game, and they didn't know that a small account on Weibo quietly uploaded a short video, that video was the scene of Yuan Haoyue and Gu Yan kissing at Christmas, the video was quickly reposted, within a few minutes #原顾cp实池# became a trending topic on Weibo.

Yuan Haoyue's entertainment company was shocked. Since they couldn't contact Yuan Haoyue, they immediately called Yuan Haoyue's agent to the company. The boss threw several entertainment newspapers and magazines to the ground and said angrily: "Can you explain to me what's going on here?"

The manager's expression was very calm. He sat on the sofa and asked his secretary to pour him a cup of coffee. He glanced at the magazine covers on the floor, all of which were pictures of Yuan Haoyue and Gu Yan kissing. He said, "What's the matter?" No surprise, the two of them were originally CPs."

"Can this be related? It's true that they are CPs in the game, but this is all close to reality!" The boss is very worried that this will affect Yuan Haoyue's image as a popular lover.

The agent looked at the boss with sympathy, and he sighed and said, "I've expected today, so the publicists are already prepared to deal with this matter."

Hearing what the agent said, the boss breathed a sigh of relief, and there was a smile on his face: "I knew that the gold medal agent is not ordinary..."

"Wait." The boss suddenly became belatedly aware, "What do you mean you have predicted it?"

The agent didn't answer him, but just opened Weibo to show him, which was a passage from Yuan Haoyue's Weibo statement, he said: "Wouldn't it be easy to solve the problem if you just disclose the relationship?"

"what!"

The audience's attitude towards this matter is also different. Some people are happy to fly in place, while some people are skeptical, thinking that this is a means of publicity. After all, there are countless Weibo fans who eat melons We have seen through all kinds of routines.

When Yuan Haoyue posted the news of their relationship on Weibo, they completely believed that the two were really together.

"Ahhh! My God, I always thought this candy was just hollow, but this one turned out to be a hard candy with real sweetness inside!"

"I didn't expect to see Mr. Gu and the male god together in my lifetime."

"Quickly invite them to the variety show, and tell me the story of falling in love honestly and clearly!"

"Both of them are really hammering, what about the rainy CP?"

When Lin Jiajun saw the last comment on Weibo, he silently clicked the report. All the players expressed their calmness towards Yuan Haoyue and Gu Yan. Didn't they flirt with each other enough in the game?What's all the fuss about.

The only one who made a big fuss was Yu Haixian. He even ran to Gu Yan’s room to ask him out of the game cabin. He felt very happy. He regarded Gu Yan as his own brother. After they got married, his idol would also become his own brother. .

God!This was so exciting, Yu Haixian was excited just by imagining it, wishing they would hold a wedding right away.

It was in the evening that Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue came out of the game, and only after they came out did they hear about the incident from the players.

Yuan Haoyue turned on the computer to watch the secretly shot video. After watching it, he smiled and said, "The angle and shooting skills are quite good, and they are professional."

This sentence already revealed that the person who took the sneak shot was a staff member of the game, but Yuan Haoyue was in a good mood and didn't plan to pursue anything. He silently saved the video to his phone.

Soon his agent called to inform him about the Weibo statement, and Yuan Haoyue said uncharacteristically, "I will obey any arrangement of the company."

Manager: "..." It's not because the company agreed to you being together that you are so easy to talk to.

Gu Yan just swiped Weibo twice and didn't have a particularly big reaction. Seeing him put down his phone, Yu Hai, who was sitting across from him, said excitedly, "Brother Gu, don't you want to respond?"

Gu Yan once signed a contract with an entertainment company for a short time, and the company also registered a Weibo high-V account for him. This account now has tens of millions of fans, but because the contract was terminated later, this Weibo account was abandoned and never updated. After passing a Weibo post, fortunately, fans of Gu Yan's ruthless personality knew about him, and they still frantically followed him.

The only person Gu Yan paid attention to on Weibo was Yuan Haoyue. This was set up by the manager at the time to let the two of them build a good relationship so that Yuan Haoyue could take care of Gu Yan.

This has also become the happiest candy for the cp party. Gu Yan is not interested in showing affection, and when he heard that he wanted to respond, he asked in confusion: "Why do you have to respond to such a thing?"

He really didn't understand such a bright thing, why did he act like he was announcing it to the world.

Yu Hai first said: "Brother Gu and the idol are blessed by many people, they will be very happy when they know."

"I'm only responsible for making one person happy." Gu Yan said this coldly.

Yuan Haoyue was lowering his head to send a message to his manager when suddenly his hand was grabbed by Gu Yan who was beside him. Gu Yan raised his mobile phone to take a picture of the two holding hands, and logged on to Weibo to send a message.

Gu Yan V: "Together, we will be happy [picture]."

As soon as his Weibo message was posted, all the fans exploded, and the comments increased wildly.

"Ah, ah, ah, be happy, be happy!"

"On this day, I passed away peacefully."

"Sajia's life is worth it."

Friends in Yuan Haoyue's circle expressed calmness about the operation of announcing their love affair. They have also watched the Jingxiao game. It felt like I had finally waited until this day when the relationship was announced.

Bai Qingqing V: "Only I am a fake show, they really do it."

Wei Konghong V: "In order to celebrate that these two dogs and men have finally been exposed, I will go to the cemetery for a live broadcast today!"

This day is destined to be not an ordinary day. Both Weibo and the entertainment circle were shaken by the news that Yuan Haoyue and Gu Yan were together, while the person involved was very calm in the room discussing what to eat tonight with other people.

Gu Yan found that Yuan Haoyue's expression was not very good after answering a phone call, so he asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

It was inconvenient for Yuan Haoyue to say it here, so he tugged on Gu Yan's sleeve, then got up and went upstairs, Gu Yan also followed after seeing this.

"Huh? Brother Gu, you..." Before Yu Hai could finish speaking, Lin Jiajun stuffed him with a meatball.

After closing the room, Yuan Haoyue said, "My parents just found out about us."

Even though Gu Yan's expression was slightly cold when he heard it, Yuan Haoyue's heavy tone reminded him of many bad scenes.

Before Yuan Haoyue finished speaking, he said, "They said they want to see you."

Gu Yan can face any death and danger without changing his face, but he is also like ordinary people, when he is about to meet his lover's parents, he will always start to get nervous for no reason.

Yuan Haoyue's parents are both abroad, and their time for games and competitions is relatively intensive and it is difficult to ask for leave, so they chose to meet via video.

Gu Yan wore a black suit solemnly for this, with a serious expression as if he was about to host an international meeting. When he went to the room, Yuan Haoyue, who was only wearing home clothes, looked at each other for a few seconds, and said after a long while, "I'll go change one." clothing."

"No need to change it, it's fine."

There was a sound coming from the computer, and the video had already been turned on. Seeing this, Gu Yan walked over and bowed, "Hi, uncle and aunt."

"Don't be so polite, you are Hao Yue's first serious lover."

Gu Yan raised his head at this time, Yuan Haoyue motioned him to sit down together, and only then did he start to look at Yuan Haoyue's family.

Yuan's mother looks very beautiful. It can be seen that Yuan Haoyue's temperament and facial features follow her. Yuan's father is also a very gentle person. From this we can see that Yuan Haoyue must have grown up in a very warm and beautiful family. Great, this made Gu Yi feel relieved a lot.

In the era when same-sex was legal, no one would look at their relationship with strange eyes. The original parents and original mothers immediately investigated Gu Yan when they heard the news, but the strange thing is that they did not find any information about Gu Yan. As for the family relationship, the only thing that is relatively vague is that he seems to have something to do with a family surnamed Yu.

They also watched the game for this reason, and asked people to inquire about Gu Yan's personality, and they got very good comments. They also took this opportunity to ask Gu Yan, and Yuan's mother asked: "Gu Yan, where are your parents and family?"

Gu Yan's family members were buried in the ground 100 years ago, and there is nothing left now. He said flatly, "My parents have passed away, and now they live in Yu's house."

The calmer Gu Yan's statement was, the more people felt that he was trying to force himself to be calm. Yuan Haoyue couldn't help but clenched his hand tightly to try to give him strength.

Yuan's mother had a good first impression of Gu Yan, she felt distressed when she heard this, she waved her hand and said, "It's okay, you have us now."

Gu Yan was stunned, he never expected to get the approval of Yuan Haoyue's parents so easily, originally he thought about what if Yuan Haoyue's parents didn't like him?

But the reality made him feel relieved. The world today is really different. A monster like him has many people who bless him and like him. He finds it ironic, but the constant warmth in his heart is irresistible no matter what. .

The conversation between the two parties was very smooth, and Yuan's mother even asked when they would get married. Gu Yan, who had gotten married several times in the game, said that she could do it at any time, but Yuan Haoyue wanted to plan and prepare well. look.

The original father and the original mother are now abroad and can't go back for a while, and they didn't urge them anymore after hearing what they said.

After turning off the video, Gu Yan still felt that everything that happened was like a dream, which was more unreal than an illusion. Yuan Haoyue hugged him from behind and said, "Today, all this is really like a very beautiful dream to me."

Gu Yan also felt the same way, he was even a little confused, how long could such happiness last, he was just a heartless monster.

Yuan Haoyue realized that Gu Yan hadn't spoken, so he walked up to the other party and held his hand. When he touched the other party's hand, he found that the other party's hand was cold, and his face was a little pale. He reached out and tried Gu Yan's forehead, and asked worriedly: "What are you doing?" What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell? "

Gu Yan saw himself pale and frightened through Yuan Haoyue's eyes, he shook his head and said, "I'm fine...just too nervous just now."

Yuan Haoyue thought that seeing his parents suddenly made Gu Yan uneasy, if it wasn't for his parents urging him, he wouldn't want to let Gu Yan face it so soon, he said seriously: "Everything is up to me, don't worry."

Gu Yan didn't feel at ease because of Yuan Haoyue's words. In fact, such words were too illusory. He was silent for a while and asked, "Have you ever thought about what to do if your parents don't like me?"

"They have no reason not to like you, so don't think too much about it." Yuan Haoyue always thought so, and the fact is the same, he pondered for a while, "If they don't like you, then I will take you away. "

Gu Yan didn't expect Yuan Haoyue to say such childish words, his lips curved slightly, he picked up a skeleton model on the table and said, "If I become like this, will you still like me?"

"Of course." Yuan Haoyue replied without even thinking.

"Then——I'll take it seriously." After Gu Yan finished speaking, she kissed Yuan Haoyue.

After leaving, Yuan Haoyue tidied up the room and rested. He didn't notice that the skeleton model on the table was missing.

Gu Yan returned to her room, Xiaofen and Xiaolan uncharacteristically cuddled each other in the corner and looked at Gu Yan, they didn't dare to make a sound, because Gu Yan looked too scary right now.

There was no light in the room, only the faint moonlight came in through the light-colored curtains, Gu Yan sat on the bed, his whole body was plunged into darkness, one leg was bent, and only the arm resting on his knee could be seen .

"Click-"

The skeleton model in his hand was broken by the middle, Xiaofen and Xiaolan covered their mouths so as not to exclaim.

Gu Yan was still holding the broken skeleton model tightly in his hand.

"Liar..." he whispered.