your diary

"Ugh."

In a room full of dust, a tall man was standing. He fanned the dust on the table with a book, and coughed several times due to the flying dust. Covering his mouth and nose, he looked extremely disgusted.

He didn't want to come either.However, he remembered the inexplicable call the day before...

"Hi, may I ask if you are my Lulu's boyfriend, is Huo going to Mr. Huo? My Lulu is missing, do you know where he is now?"

Opposite is a woman's voice, I don't know if it is the ex-mother-in-law or the ex-sister-in-law, but it is "ex".

"I'm sorry. I thought I had to tell you something. It's been three months since we broke up. He's missing, please don't look for me, can you call the police?"

Although he said so on the phone and was so blunt, Huo Buqu still came. After calling and sending messages without getting a reply, he came to find the person who said he would never meet when we broke up.

However, he found in the nest where they had lived for a year that no one had come to this nest for a long time, probably since the day he left, the place has never changed, everything is the same as when he had it, It seems that he is welcome back at any time.

The computer was turned off, and there was half a glass of horrible-colored Coke on the table, and the doll on the bed stared at him with big red eyes,

It seemed to be blaming his irresponsible old master.

Seeing that there were no clues to be found here, Huo Buqu was about to leave, but when he turned around, he bumped into the desk. The stack of books on the desk and the Coke on the desk were turned over. Ben was unharmed.

At the moment when he was about to pick up the book, he suddenly saw two words on the page of the book on the table - diary, and his curiosity arose.

This is an invasion of personal privacy.he thinks.

But it’s all coming, wouldn’t it be worse to get nothing?There might be some clues in there.

Thus, Huo Buqu opened the diary desperately amidst the entanglement of heaviness and curiosity.

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[The following is the content of the diary, most of which are omitted]

On March 3, xx, the weather was fine.

Ah, good, I see him at last, my Romeo.He is still so handsome, but the woman next to him is very obtrusive. I heard from my friend that it is the girlfriend he is dating?

It doesn't matter, anything is possible before marriage.

……

On May 5, x, light rain.

I'm so happy, he finally broke up with that woman.I struck up a conversation with him at a bar, and even though he ignored me, I was still happy.

……

On May 5, XX, there was a thunderstorm.

Ahhh! ! !I don't know if this is fate or not, I just feel my back is so sore, I can't stand up, Liu dared to laugh at me, I want to cut him.

Alas, why did he put money on the table?I'm really not out to sell.

……

On June 6, XX, it was sunny.

It was really unexpected, I thought he was the first to poke and break the window paper, but it turned out that he confessed to me first.

……

On June 7, XX, it was sunny.

Why are you arguing with me over such a trivial matter?Are you really better than me?Huo Buqu, I deeply suspect that you and I just want to have fun when we fall in love, otherwise why do you still keep her photo?big liar!

……

On July 7, XX, it was cloudy.

Hmph, you can't find a good way to make me happy, and I'm not a woman, so what's the use of giving me a necklace and bracelet? Cos it?

……

On June 8, XX, it was sunny.

I couldn't believe what I saw in his drawer, I thought it was a horrible nightmare, but it wasn't.

I confronted him, and he actually said that he hoped that woman would give birth to the child, after all, it has been three months.Hehe, he wants a child, so it's okay to be a surrogate in the future, but isn't the relationship with the ex-girlfriend a mess in the future?

Even if the money and goods are settled now, when the child is born, maybe something will happen, just like a vampire.

……

On September 9, XX, it rained moderately.

Why did he get so close to Chen and let that Chen kiss him?Are there other things they do when I can't see them?I'm going crazy just thinking about it!Are they really just good friends?The so-called best friend for life?

Oh, I don't believe it!adulterer adulterer!

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On July 10, XX, it was cloudy.

Is there any bottom line for your so-called playful play?In the photo, you put your hand on the chest of the escort, the wine girl, let her sit on your lap, and then you come back and tell me nothing happened?

Hmph, explain to me!Get lost and sleep on the sofa without explaining!

Hey, I told you to go, you really did, and even gave me a three-second show to fall asleep, did you f*ck exhaust your energy on that little bitch?

I hate you!

……

On November 11, x, it rained.

What about working overtime? Why did I see you and that Chen naked, naked, rolling on the single bed in the office?You still said it was pure fruit sleep, am I such a foolish person?Can you still make noise while sleeping?That Chen can still have sex while being held down by you. Can't the dream come true?Could the hickey on his body be bitten out by himself?

Get out of here!

……

On January 1, year y, there was heavy snow.

Finally came to this point, we broke up.

Looking back on the quarrels of more than half a year, it is unbelievable. I love you so much, but I am willing to break up with you.

Maybe my existence is a kind of bondage for you. I can't conquer your heart, and I can't make you belong to me alone.In this case, it is better to let you go free.

However, you are free, I am so painful.

With every breath, the pain intensified.

……

On February 2, year y, it was sunny.

I got someone to take your picture, honey.

You put it down so quickly, you slept with someone else so quickly, really... Before we didn't date, I loved you, but I didn't feel anything when I saw this, but now... I have become hypocritical.

I'm so jealous.

……

In March of year y, it was sunny.

That's it, I don't want to bother you anymore.

I know that I shouldn't abandon my responsibilities, and I also know that love should not be the whole of my life, but at this moment, my heart is like being baked by flames, and I can't bear this kind of suffering.

forgive me.

I really, don't want to think about you anymore.

farewell.

[End of diary content]

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Huo Buqu was very surprised. Did his ex-boyfriend love him so much?But he really didn't cheat on girls during the relationship, and he didn't have an impure relationship with Faxiao Chen that surpassed friendship!

At the beginning, he and Lu Lu got along relatively quickly because of a drunken disorder. Later, they didn't talk for long, only more than half a year, and they broke up due to various quarrels.The biggest reason for the breakup was that Lu Lu suspected that he was cheating. No matter how he explained it, it was useless. The other party's persistent and unreasonable troublemaking made him feel tired.

He didn't know, it turned out that Lu Lu had known him a long time ago, and had secretly followed him for so long because he secretly took photos after breaking up during the relationship... This kind of invasion of personal privacy made him feel very uncomfortable.

"I'm violating his privacy now anyway."

Huo Buqu closed the diary, looked at the last date, and felt a little bad, it was almost two months, if Lulu couldn't think about it, it would be too late to find him now.

He called Lulu's family to ask about Lulu's disappearance for a few days, and Lulu's family said "he has been missing for a month".

Why not call the police?Didn't you find out that he was missing after not talking on the phone for so long?Hasn't Lulu's work unit notified you?Didn't Lulu's friends ask?

"Ah, he resigned, he resigned three months ago." Liu Luan said in a mocking tone, "Why, do you want to get back together? I can't find anyone."

Huo Buqu sighed deeply and said, "It's not what you think, he's missing."

Liu Luan didn't make a fuss at all, and continued rubbing his nails with nail clippers. "It's understandable to play missing to change your mood. It's understandable, maybe it's a trip. Since you have broken up, you don't want to cry and worry about it."

It's not in a hurry to lose a friend, how could Lulu have such a crappy friend?Liu Luan is not in a hurry, Huo is not in a hurry, he said the last three words in Lulu's diary, Liu Luan was stunned, and did not pursue his violation of personal privacy, so he quickly called his friends in the same circle Has anyone seen Lulu recently.

Everyone said: Ah, he hasn't posted on Moments for a long time, and I haven't seen him at a party recently.

Lu Lu has never had a strong sense of presence in the circle of friends, and he seldom gathers. When he doesn't show up, everyone ignores him.

Lulu’s last Moments gathering was two months ago, and the last time he posted on Moments was a month and a half ago. He posted a picture of a landscape with the accompanying text: The world is big, but I am small.

Since then, there has been no trace.