The county horse is a medicine jar
Chapter 58 058
The day was sunny and cloudless, Lanqing Mozhu started to pack up early, Shen Qingwan had already got up and disappeared, only Lin Sishen was still lying on the cloud bed and did not get up for a long time.
Mo Zhu walked around the screen and opened the closet beside the screen, she got up from the cloud couch with an inexplicable expression, yawned and asked: "Isn't it just a day, why pack so many things?"
Mo Zhu took two robes for her, without turning his head, he said: "The general has already asked for leave from the head of the military department on behalf of the young master. This time, the young master has to stay in Xichen Temple for three days to bathe and fast."
Lin Sishen was startled, and asked in surprise, "Was it so long for three days?"
Lan Qing on the side took over the conversation, and replied with a smile: "The old lady said that the princess and the prince have been married for so long without any movement, so they have to go to Xichen Temple to fast for a few days, listen to the Buddhist scriptures with the master, and pay homage to the Buddha carefully." Pray."
Lin Sishen sat up and rubbed his dry eyes, and said helplessly, "I thought it would be enough to go for only one day, but I didn't know it would take so long to go for three days."
Mo Zhu kept tidying up his clothes in his hands, and said lightly: "The old lady also specially instructed that if the young master arrives at Xichen Temple, he must sleep in a separate room with the princess, and he must not mess around under the eyes of the Buddha."
Lin Sishen chuckled, Grandmother really worried about her, she had to give special instructions for such things.
She stretched her waist and got up, shook her head angrily and amusedly and said helplessly: "Grandma really is, and I'm not such a person who doesn't know how to measure. I have to tell you about such things."
Mo Zhu glanced at the lazy Lin Sishen, sighed softly and reminded: "My lord, get up and wash up, the carriage is already waiting at the gate of the mansion."
Lin Sishen washed and dressed slowly, went out and saw that Shen Qinghou was sitting down in the pavilion and drinking warm tea just like yesterday.
The woman in white is sitting under the pavilion, her skin is snowy and her eyebrows are picturesque, her eyes are like a stream of clear springs, her whole body is cold and arrogant, like a fairy falling from the world.As the brilliance circulated, one could faintly glimpse the soul-stirring demeanor in the cold and proud appearance.
She only lifted the portable pot to pour tea, which was just a very ordinary gesture, but in the eyes of people, it was as beautiful as a beautiful picture scroll spread before her eyes.
Lin Sishen pursed his lips, pretended to be doing nothing and approached, stood under the pavilion and coughed lightly to greet him: "The princess got up very early today."
Shen Qinghou stared fixedly at the transparent tea soup in the teacup on the table, and said without raising his head, "I do this every day."
Her voice was as clear as spring water ding-dong in the mountains, mixed with a trace of coldness, Lin Sishen couldn't help shivering.
Lin Sishen didn't know what to say, she stood there in a dilemma, her eyes wandering around Shen Qinghou's body.
Shen Qinghou's temper was the most unpredictable she had ever seen. One moment she might be looking forward to her with a smile, but the next moment she would be as cold as ice. The key is that Lin Sishen still doesn't know how to coax her.
Both teacups were filled with tea, Shen Qinghou pushed one of them aside with a calm expression.
Lin Sishen raised the corners of his lips when he saw this, and sat down beside Shen Qinghou in two steps, turned his head to look at Shen Qinghou's indifferent face, coughed lightly and said, "Yesterday, I went to see you at the Heming Tower." Li Qi and Princess Qingyao were killed."
The white fingertips resting on the rim of the cup flicked lightly, and Shen Qinghou looked up at her with a flat tone: "I know."
Lin Sishen sneered: "I knew I couldn't hide it from the princess."
She didn't want to talk about Princess Qingyao with Shen Qinghou, but Shen Qinghou had been indifferent to her yesterday and today, although it was not to the point of ignoring her, but seeing her cold face, Lin Sishen I feel an unspeakable anxiety in my heart.
She thought about it carefully last night, Li Qi and Princess Qingyao seem to want to divide the relationship between herself and Shen Qinghou, if she really concealed it and planted the seeds of doubt in Shen Qinghou's heart, wouldn't she be on the right track? their arms.
So today she obediently said that she went to see Li Qi and Princess Qingyao yesterday.
Shen Qinghou's eyes flicked across her face, and he nodded and said: "The spices used by Qingyao are a bit unique. When you came back yesterday, your body was stained with her fragrance."
Lin Sishen lowered her eyes and smiled, and sighed secretly in her heart, as if no matter what she did or who she met, she couldn't hide it from Shen Qinghou's eyes. This feeling made her panic for no reason.
She explained to Shen Qinghou: "The Princess once reminded Sishen that if she sees Princess Qingyao, she should avoid it. It was Li Qi who invited Princess Qingyao to meet yesterday, and I was a little unexpected."
Shen Qinghou frowned slightly when he heard this: "Li Qi is a very scheming person, you also need to beware of him."
Lin Sishen recalled meeting Clivia by Li Qi's side, and after pondering for a moment, he said: "He secretly has contacts with the second prince."
Shen Qinghou's thin lips curled slightly, and her cold expression seemed to ease a little. She nodded and said: "On the surface, this person is respectful and loyal to the prince and Princess Qingyao, but in fact, he has long been dissatisfied with them in his heart. He and the second prince Collusion is within my expectation."
Lin Sishen took a sip of tea and said in a low voice, "Father is also very dissatisfied with the prince these days, I think..."
However, Shen Qinghou suddenly had a glimmer of light in his eyes, glanced at the screen wall calmly, and interrupted Lin Sishen: "Lan Qing and Mo Zhu should have packed up, husband, you should go and see if they are still missing." What."
Lin Sishen also noticed the probing gaze behind her, she responded with a chuckle, then got up and walked out of the pavilion.
Sure enough, she hadn't walked a few steps when Liu Qingyun suddenly appeared from behind the screen wall. She looked haggard and gloomy, as if she hadn't had a good rest last night.
Liu Qingyun glanced at Shen Qinghou, and then stopped Lin Sishen in a deep voice: "Shen'er."
Lin Sishen turned around and looked at her, pretending to be surprised: "Why is mother here?"
Shen Qinghou then stood up, but Liu Qingyun waved her hand, signaling that she didn't need to get up: "I just want to say a few words to Shen'er, the princess is welcome."
After speaking, he hurriedly pulled Lin Sishen out.
Lin Sishen felt a sharp pain from her pinched wrist, she frowned and said in a low voice: "Mother, what can you tell me, why is your complexion so bad, but what happened?"
Liu Qingyun pulled her out of the Glazed Light Pavilion, went straight back to the courtyard where Lin Sishen lived before, entered the house and closed the door, then let go of her, stared at her with a sullen face and scolded: "You stand still for me!" , I have something to ask you."
Lin Sishen had never seen Liu Qingyun's serious appearance before, when he suddenly saw her serious appearance, his heart skipped a beat, and an ominous premonition rose in his heart.
She stood still, looked at Liu Qingyun's gloomy face, and asked softly: "What happened?"
Liu Qingyun glared at her fiercely, and tremblingly said with red eyes: "What else can happen, it's naturally your business."
Lin Sishen stood there blankly and blinked, then raised his hand to touch Liu Qingyun's forehead: "Mother, what's wrong with you? I...I'm fine, nothing happened."
Liu Qingyun waved her hand away, looked at her bewildered face, gritted her teeth and said angrily, "You still don't know what happened to you? Let me tell you, it's a big deal, if I didn't find out in time , you will ruin it, do you know it?"
Lin Sishen's face suddenly became serious: "Mother, what are you talking about?"
Liu Qingyun sniffled, and asked with red eyes: "Let me ask you, have you really forgotten your identity after pretending to be a man for so many years? How dare you fall in love with Shen Qingwan!"
"Being tempted?" Lin Sishen was stunned when he heard the words, and then he said in surprise: "Mother, what nonsense are you talking about, when did I become interested in the county?"
Lin Sishen's dazed and surprised look didn't seem like a fake, Liu Qingyun touched the tears in the corner of her eyes, and said in a low voice: "The authorities are confused but the bystanders are clear, don't you really realize that you are different from others to Shen Qinghou?"
Lin Sishen sighed quietly, looking at Liu Qingyun's sad face, he couldn't bear to raise his sleeves to wipe the corners of her eyes, and said helplessly, "Mother, who did you listen to? I have always remembered my own words for so many years. How can you dare to take the initiative against the county because of your identity?"
In fact, Liu Qingyun herself is not sure, but yesterday she secretly saw Lin Sishen looking at Shen Qinghou in the Liuguang Pavilion. It was a look that she was familiar with but scared, very similar to the look she had when she looked at Lin Zheng back then. .
She didn't sleep all night, and kept thinking about that terrible hypothesis in her mind. She got up early this morning to find Lin Sishen, wanting to ask him to clarify.
But Lin Sishen's firm tone now made her hesitate a bit: "You really haven't?"
Lin Sishen shook his head without hesitation: "Of course not."
Although she does admire Shen Qingwei very much, and she treats her differently from others, but that is only because her relationship with Shen Qinghou is too complicated, they use each other and have to trust each other, whether it is a couple on the surface, Or private allies.
It was destined that Lin Sishen treated her differently from others.
Liu Qingyun stared at her eyes, as if trying to find a way to dodge them, but she only saw magnanimity and determination in Lin Sishen's eyes, and she said in a low voice with some hesitation: "Since there are no, then you swear."
Lin Sishen was stunned for a moment, what mother made her swear that she would never be tempted by Shen Qinghou, or that she never lied.
Liu Qingyun raised her hand and stroked Lin Sishen's face. She was in pain and annoyed, but she had to force Lin Sishen to swear: "Shen'er, it was your mother who hurt you back then, and made you tremble by hiding your identity for so many years. I can't watch you take a wrong step. My mother wants you to swear that you will never take the initiative to the county, so that my mother can feel at ease."
For so many years, Liu Qingyun has always felt ashamed of Lin Sishen, so the old lady turned a blind eye to Lin Sishen's indulgence, and she always tried her best to satisfy any request of Lin Sishen, as long as Lin Sishen wanted to do something, she tried her best to persuade General Lin.Even if Lin Sishen got into trouble, she would do her best to help Lin Sishen hide it.
But she is a mother after all, the gentle gaze Lin Sishen looked at Shen Qinghou yesterday was like a poisonous thorn piercing her heart, planting seeds of doubt and fear.
Lin Sishen had disguised herself as a man for so many years, so she was not afraid that Lin Sishen would confuse her identity, and really fell in love with a woman like a man.It's just that Lin Sishen has always been very sensible, and has always reassured her, so she never had the slightest doubt about Lin Sishen's frequent visits to Ningxianglou.
This certainty began to shake yesterday, and she felt unprecedented fear and regret.
Her biggest wish all the time was not the glory and wealth of the General's Mansion or Lin Sitao's revival, but that Lin Sishen could recover her status as soon as possible, like an ordinary woman, marry and have children to enjoy family happiness.
Liu Qingyun held Lin Sishen's face with red eyes, and begged in a low voice: "As long as you swear, in the next two years or so, you won't have any wrong thoughts about Shen Qinghou, and you will always remember your identity. "
Lin Sishen raised her hand to grab Liu Qingyun's wrist, she hesitated, yes, when mother asked her to swear, she hesitated for some reason.
Her slightly pale thin lips pursed slightly, Lin Sishen lowered her eyes to hide the dodging glint in her eyes, she whispered: "Mother, why do you make me swear to things that won't happen."
Liu Qingyun cupped Lin Sishen's face vigorously with her hand, forcing her to look at herself, she begged with a trembling voice: "You must swear, only in this way can I feel at ease. You have always been a sensible child, even if it is for Let mother rest assured, you swear, okay?"
Looking at Liu Qingyun's red eyes and sad expression, Lin Sishen sighed quietly, a bit of bitterness and grievance appeared in her heart, but she suppressed it, she pursed her lips and nodded heavily: "Mother , I swear it will be, don't be sad."
Liu Qingyun breathed a sigh of relief, she leaned over and kissed Lin Sishen on the forehead: "Mother knows that you have always been the most obedient and sensible child of mother."
Lin Sishen lowered his head, a sarcastic smile parted from the corner of his lips.
The sensible and obedient Liu Qingyun said were precisely the shackles that had locked her tightly all these years.
It is because she is too sensible and obedient, so these years she has lived anxiously, not daring to relax even a little bit. She thinks about everyone in the general's mansion, and for the sake of everyone in the general's mansion, she has worked so hard for so many years to secretly establish an organization, step by step. She left a way out for her relatives, but she didn't think about her own way out.
But no one in the general's mansion knew what she had done, and no one knew what she had done for them.
Under the coercion of the second prince, she did so many things against her conscience, killed so many people and did so many bad things.Whenever she was haunted by nightmares at night, she curled up in pain, terrified to the extreme, but she still didn't dare to cry out.
Because she was afraid that people would hear it, that her grandmother, father, mother, and elder brother would hear it, and that they would worry about her.
She knew that the General's Mansion was far from being covered with thousands of honors and favors that outsiders saw, and it was not so impenetrable. Being with you is like being with a tiger. If you make a wrong step, you will be lost forever.She can only bear it so stubbornly, and only she can barely bear it.
Lin Sishen raised three fingers expressionlessly, and said in a trembling voice, "I swear, I, Lin Sishen, will never feel any love for Shen Qinghou. If I violate this oath, I will be struck by thunder..."
Liu Qingyun hurriedly held her hand, looked at her with a weeping voice, and said word by word: "It's not you, it's me, it's me Liu Qingyun will die in a thunderstorm."
Lin Sishen was stunned, she looked at Liu Qingyun in disbelief, her pitch-black pupils seemed to be soaked in a layer of mist, and her pale thin lips trembled slightly.
Liu Qingyun shook her head, took a deep breath and said firmly, "Say it quickly."
作者有话要说:感谢在2019-12-0721:14:04~2019-12-0820:56:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Chen Mooren?, Fuchuan 1;
Thanks to the little angels who cast the landmines: Little Miaojiu, 24484341, Qi Dongyeyu, Jiu Nian, Mo Xiaochen, 36402108, 412638731;
感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:汤和熊的父皇22瓶;13.、bang、我变秃了也变强了、望谷10瓶;无事小神仙3瓶;赖美云新单-不渺小-1瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Mo Zhu walked around the screen and opened the closet beside the screen, she got up from the cloud couch with an inexplicable expression, yawned and asked: "Isn't it just a day, why pack so many things?"
Mo Zhu took two robes for her, without turning his head, he said: "The general has already asked for leave from the head of the military department on behalf of the young master. This time, the young master has to stay in Xichen Temple for three days to bathe and fast."
Lin Sishen was startled, and asked in surprise, "Was it so long for three days?"
Lan Qing on the side took over the conversation, and replied with a smile: "The old lady said that the princess and the prince have been married for so long without any movement, so they have to go to Xichen Temple to fast for a few days, listen to the Buddhist scriptures with the master, and pay homage to the Buddha carefully." Pray."
Lin Sishen sat up and rubbed his dry eyes, and said helplessly, "I thought it would be enough to go for only one day, but I didn't know it would take so long to go for three days."
Mo Zhu kept tidying up his clothes in his hands, and said lightly: "The old lady also specially instructed that if the young master arrives at Xichen Temple, he must sleep in a separate room with the princess, and he must not mess around under the eyes of the Buddha."
Lin Sishen chuckled, Grandmother really worried about her, she had to give special instructions for such things.
She stretched her waist and got up, shook her head angrily and amusedly and said helplessly: "Grandma really is, and I'm not such a person who doesn't know how to measure. I have to tell you about such things."
Mo Zhu glanced at the lazy Lin Sishen, sighed softly and reminded: "My lord, get up and wash up, the carriage is already waiting at the gate of the mansion."
Lin Sishen washed and dressed slowly, went out and saw that Shen Qinghou was sitting down in the pavilion and drinking warm tea just like yesterday.
The woman in white is sitting under the pavilion, her skin is snowy and her eyebrows are picturesque, her eyes are like a stream of clear springs, her whole body is cold and arrogant, like a fairy falling from the world.As the brilliance circulated, one could faintly glimpse the soul-stirring demeanor in the cold and proud appearance.
She only lifted the portable pot to pour tea, which was just a very ordinary gesture, but in the eyes of people, it was as beautiful as a beautiful picture scroll spread before her eyes.
Lin Sishen pursed his lips, pretended to be doing nothing and approached, stood under the pavilion and coughed lightly to greet him: "The princess got up very early today."
Shen Qinghou stared fixedly at the transparent tea soup in the teacup on the table, and said without raising his head, "I do this every day."
Her voice was as clear as spring water ding-dong in the mountains, mixed with a trace of coldness, Lin Sishen couldn't help shivering.
Lin Sishen didn't know what to say, she stood there in a dilemma, her eyes wandering around Shen Qinghou's body.
Shen Qinghou's temper was the most unpredictable she had ever seen. One moment she might be looking forward to her with a smile, but the next moment she would be as cold as ice. The key is that Lin Sishen still doesn't know how to coax her.
Both teacups were filled with tea, Shen Qinghou pushed one of them aside with a calm expression.
Lin Sishen raised the corners of his lips when he saw this, and sat down beside Shen Qinghou in two steps, turned his head to look at Shen Qinghou's indifferent face, coughed lightly and said, "Yesterday, I went to see you at the Heming Tower." Li Qi and Princess Qingyao were killed."
The white fingertips resting on the rim of the cup flicked lightly, and Shen Qinghou looked up at her with a flat tone: "I know."
Lin Sishen sneered: "I knew I couldn't hide it from the princess."
She didn't want to talk about Princess Qingyao with Shen Qinghou, but Shen Qinghou had been indifferent to her yesterday and today, although it was not to the point of ignoring her, but seeing her cold face, Lin Sishen I feel an unspeakable anxiety in my heart.
She thought about it carefully last night, Li Qi and Princess Qingyao seem to want to divide the relationship between herself and Shen Qinghou, if she really concealed it and planted the seeds of doubt in Shen Qinghou's heart, wouldn't she be on the right track? their arms.
So today she obediently said that she went to see Li Qi and Princess Qingyao yesterday.
Shen Qinghou's eyes flicked across her face, and he nodded and said: "The spices used by Qingyao are a bit unique. When you came back yesterday, your body was stained with her fragrance."
Lin Sishen lowered her eyes and smiled, and sighed secretly in her heart, as if no matter what she did or who she met, she couldn't hide it from Shen Qinghou's eyes. This feeling made her panic for no reason.
She explained to Shen Qinghou: "The Princess once reminded Sishen that if she sees Princess Qingyao, she should avoid it. It was Li Qi who invited Princess Qingyao to meet yesterday, and I was a little unexpected."
Shen Qinghou frowned slightly when he heard this: "Li Qi is a very scheming person, you also need to beware of him."
Lin Sishen recalled meeting Clivia by Li Qi's side, and after pondering for a moment, he said: "He secretly has contacts with the second prince."
Shen Qinghou's thin lips curled slightly, and her cold expression seemed to ease a little. She nodded and said: "On the surface, this person is respectful and loyal to the prince and Princess Qingyao, but in fact, he has long been dissatisfied with them in his heart. He and the second prince Collusion is within my expectation."
Lin Sishen took a sip of tea and said in a low voice, "Father is also very dissatisfied with the prince these days, I think..."
However, Shen Qinghou suddenly had a glimmer of light in his eyes, glanced at the screen wall calmly, and interrupted Lin Sishen: "Lan Qing and Mo Zhu should have packed up, husband, you should go and see if they are still missing." What."
Lin Sishen also noticed the probing gaze behind her, she responded with a chuckle, then got up and walked out of the pavilion.
Sure enough, she hadn't walked a few steps when Liu Qingyun suddenly appeared from behind the screen wall. She looked haggard and gloomy, as if she hadn't had a good rest last night.
Liu Qingyun glanced at Shen Qinghou, and then stopped Lin Sishen in a deep voice: "Shen'er."
Lin Sishen turned around and looked at her, pretending to be surprised: "Why is mother here?"
Shen Qinghou then stood up, but Liu Qingyun waved her hand, signaling that she didn't need to get up: "I just want to say a few words to Shen'er, the princess is welcome."
After speaking, he hurriedly pulled Lin Sishen out.
Lin Sishen felt a sharp pain from her pinched wrist, she frowned and said in a low voice: "Mother, what can you tell me, why is your complexion so bad, but what happened?"
Liu Qingyun pulled her out of the Glazed Light Pavilion, went straight back to the courtyard where Lin Sishen lived before, entered the house and closed the door, then let go of her, stared at her with a sullen face and scolded: "You stand still for me!" , I have something to ask you."
Lin Sishen had never seen Liu Qingyun's serious appearance before, when he suddenly saw her serious appearance, his heart skipped a beat, and an ominous premonition rose in his heart.
She stood still, looked at Liu Qingyun's gloomy face, and asked softly: "What happened?"
Liu Qingyun glared at her fiercely, and tremblingly said with red eyes: "What else can happen, it's naturally your business."
Lin Sishen stood there blankly and blinked, then raised his hand to touch Liu Qingyun's forehead: "Mother, what's wrong with you? I...I'm fine, nothing happened."
Liu Qingyun waved her hand away, looked at her bewildered face, gritted her teeth and said angrily, "You still don't know what happened to you? Let me tell you, it's a big deal, if I didn't find out in time , you will ruin it, do you know it?"
Lin Sishen's face suddenly became serious: "Mother, what are you talking about?"
Liu Qingyun sniffled, and asked with red eyes: "Let me ask you, have you really forgotten your identity after pretending to be a man for so many years? How dare you fall in love with Shen Qingwan!"
"Being tempted?" Lin Sishen was stunned when he heard the words, and then he said in surprise: "Mother, what nonsense are you talking about, when did I become interested in the county?"
Lin Sishen's dazed and surprised look didn't seem like a fake, Liu Qingyun touched the tears in the corner of her eyes, and said in a low voice: "The authorities are confused but the bystanders are clear, don't you really realize that you are different from others to Shen Qinghou?"
Lin Sishen sighed quietly, looking at Liu Qingyun's sad face, he couldn't bear to raise his sleeves to wipe the corners of her eyes, and said helplessly, "Mother, who did you listen to? I have always remembered my own words for so many years. How can you dare to take the initiative against the county because of your identity?"
In fact, Liu Qingyun herself is not sure, but yesterday she secretly saw Lin Sishen looking at Shen Qinghou in the Liuguang Pavilion. It was a look that she was familiar with but scared, very similar to the look she had when she looked at Lin Zheng back then. .
She didn't sleep all night, and kept thinking about that terrible hypothesis in her mind. She got up early this morning to find Lin Sishen, wanting to ask him to clarify.
But Lin Sishen's firm tone now made her hesitate a bit: "You really haven't?"
Lin Sishen shook his head without hesitation: "Of course not."
Although she does admire Shen Qingwei very much, and she treats her differently from others, but that is only because her relationship with Shen Qinghou is too complicated, they use each other and have to trust each other, whether it is a couple on the surface, Or private allies.
It was destined that Lin Sishen treated her differently from others.
Liu Qingyun stared at her eyes, as if trying to find a way to dodge them, but she only saw magnanimity and determination in Lin Sishen's eyes, and she said in a low voice with some hesitation: "Since there are no, then you swear."
Lin Sishen was stunned for a moment, what mother made her swear that she would never be tempted by Shen Qinghou, or that she never lied.
Liu Qingyun raised her hand and stroked Lin Sishen's face. She was in pain and annoyed, but she had to force Lin Sishen to swear: "Shen'er, it was your mother who hurt you back then, and made you tremble by hiding your identity for so many years. I can't watch you take a wrong step. My mother wants you to swear that you will never take the initiative to the county, so that my mother can feel at ease."
For so many years, Liu Qingyun has always felt ashamed of Lin Sishen, so the old lady turned a blind eye to Lin Sishen's indulgence, and she always tried her best to satisfy any request of Lin Sishen, as long as Lin Sishen wanted to do something, she tried her best to persuade General Lin.Even if Lin Sishen got into trouble, she would do her best to help Lin Sishen hide it.
But she is a mother after all, the gentle gaze Lin Sishen looked at Shen Qinghou yesterday was like a poisonous thorn piercing her heart, planting seeds of doubt and fear.
Lin Sishen had disguised herself as a man for so many years, so she was not afraid that Lin Sishen would confuse her identity, and really fell in love with a woman like a man.It's just that Lin Sishen has always been very sensible, and has always reassured her, so she never had the slightest doubt about Lin Sishen's frequent visits to Ningxianglou.
This certainty began to shake yesterday, and she felt unprecedented fear and regret.
Her biggest wish all the time was not the glory and wealth of the General's Mansion or Lin Sitao's revival, but that Lin Sishen could recover her status as soon as possible, like an ordinary woman, marry and have children to enjoy family happiness.
Liu Qingyun held Lin Sishen's face with red eyes, and begged in a low voice: "As long as you swear, in the next two years or so, you won't have any wrong thoughts about Shen Qinghou, and you will always remember your identity. "
Lin Sishen raised her hand to grab Liu Qingyun's wrist, she hesitated, yes, when mother asked her to swear, she hesitated for some reason.
Her slightly pale thin lips pursed slightly, Lin Sishen lowered her eyes to hide the dodging glint in her eyes, she whispered: "Mother, why do you make me swear to things that won't happen."
Liu Qingyun cupped Lin Sishen's face vigorously with her hand, forcing her to look at herself, she begged with a trembling voice: "You must swear, only in this way can I feel at ease. You have always been a sensible child, even if it is for Let mother rest assured, you swear, okay?"
Looking at Liu Qingyun's red eyes and sad expression, Lin Sishen sighed quietly, a bit of bitterness and grievance appeared in her heart, but she suppressed it, she pursed her lips and nodded heavily: "Mother , I swear it will be, don't be sad."
Liu Qingyun breathed a sigh of relief, she leaned over and kissed Lin Sishen on the forehead: "Mother knows that you have always been the most obedient and sensible child of mother."
Lin Sishen lowered his head, a sarcastic smile parted from the corner of his lips.
The sensible and obedient Liu Qingyun said were precisely the shackles that had locked her tightly all these years.
It is because she is too sensible and obedient, so these years she has lived anxiously, not daring to relax even a little bit. She thinks about everyone in the general's mansion, and for the sake of everyone in the general's mansion, she has worked so hard for so many years to secretly establish an organization, step by step. She left a way out for her relatives, but she didn't think about her own way out.
But no one in the general's mansion knew what she had done, and no one knew what she had done for them.
Under the coercion of the second prince, she did so many things against her conscience, killed so many people and did so many bad things.Whenever she was haunted by nightmares at night, she curled up in pain, terrified to the extreme, but she still didn't dare to cry out.
Because she was afraid that people would hear it, that her grandmother, father, mother, and elder brother would hear it, and that they would worry about her.
She knew that the General's Mansion was far from being covered with thousands of honors and favors that outsiders saw, and it was not so impenetrable. Being with you is like being with a tiger. If you make a wrong step, you will be lost forever.She can only bear it so stubbornly, and only she can barely bear it.
Lin Sishen raised three fingers expressionlessly, and said in a trembling voice, "I swear, I, Lin Sishen, will never feel any love for Shen Qinghou. If I violate this oath, I will be struck by thunder..."
Liu Qingyun hurriedly held her hand, looked at her with a weeping voice, and said word by word: "It's not you, it's me, it's me Liu Qingyun will die in a thunderstorm."
Lin Sishen was stunned, she looked at Liu Qingyun in disbelief, her pitch-black pupils seemed to be soaked in a layer of mist, and her pale thin lips trembled slightly.
Liu Qingyun shook her head, took a deep breath and said firmly, "Say it quickly."
作者有话要说:感谢在2019-12-0721:14:04~2019-12-0820:56:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Chen Mooren?, Fuchuan 1;
Thanks to the little angels who cast the landmines: Little Miaojiu, 24484341, Qi Dongyeyu, Jiu Nian, Mo Xiaochen, 36402108, 412638731;
感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:汤和熊的父皇22瓶;13.、bang、我变秃了也变强了、望谷10瓶;无事小神仙3瓶;赖美云新单-不渺小-1瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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