Moonlight kisses the waltz

Man is an insatiable creature.

The more you want, the heavier the burden.The more you get, the more you want.

Love is born from the heart, like the sand between the fingers, if you hold it tightly, it will disperse without a trace.

Luo Xingu often wondered if God really wanted to punish him and let him get along with Lin Yu with those memories.

He is a demon trapped in the abyss called "the past" and cannot be redeemed. In his last life, he exchanged his life for the peace and stability of the entire world, but he was nailed to the "cruel" pillar of shame.

He created his own death with his own hands, and this scene deceived everyone, including his own brother.

The bullet pierced his chest, and everyone shouted and cheered excitedly. He fell from the tall building, and the time was elongated at that moment.

He wondered if he had any regrets.

He saw Lin Yu's face on the screen in the sky, pale and broken.

Forest language.He muttered the name silently.

So, it turns out that he cares about Lin Yu so much.

His hands were stained with countless blood, and when he was facing Lin Yu in the prison cell, he really wanted to drag Lin Yu to hell with him!

It's just that in the end, I still don't want to part with it.

……

On Thursday, Lin Yu received a call from Su Meng.

The other party offered him an invitation straight to the point.

Su Meng: "A Yu, do you have time on weekends?"

Lin Yu: "What's wrong, Senior Sister?"

Su Meng's tone was brisk: "Your brother-in-law is coming to Haidu, let's go around and have a meal together."

Lin Yu was very happy: "Brother Wentao is coming, great, I have time."

"Hmm, I'll tell you where I've chosen."

"it is good."

"Call the eldest young master of the Luo family together. He has just been discharged from the hospital, so let him be astonished."

Lin Yu hesitated for a moment: "Luo Xingu...then I'll ask him."

"The rings are all in hand, you have to let him obey you, little brother." Su Meng teased, "It can't be that we Ah Yu are being bullied by him every day, right?"

"He's been nice to me."

"Hey..." Su Meng sighed, and said helplessly, "All right, then I'll wait for your news."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Yu habitually looked for Luo Xingu.

It was around seven o'clock in the evening, and there was bursts of piano sound on the first floor.

Lin Yu walked down the stairs. In the living room, the purple velvet cover was placed aside, and the night lights were on around the Steinway grand piano.Luo Xingu wore a white silk shirt and played the piano under the soft light.

- Beethoven's "Pathetic Sonata".

Lin Yu stood by the sofa, quietly watching Luo Xingu play.

At the end of the second movement, Luo Xingu stopped and turned his head slightly to look at Lin Yu.

"My senior sister called just now. Her lover came to visit her from Beicheng, saying that she wanted to sit down and have a meal with her on the weekend." Lin Yu paused, "She also invited you."

"Thank her for the invitation for me, I will attend on time." Luo Xingu said.

Lin Yu's eyes widened slightly: "Are you willing to go?"

Luo Xingu said: "Yeah, this is not a social event, it's all family members, why don't you go?"

Lin Yu immediately broke into a smile: "Then I have to tell my senior sister, let's choose a restaurant with a lighter taste, and you can't eat too greasy food."

Luo Xingu couldn't deny it. He sat on the chair and watched Lin Yu and Su Meng talk on the phone, and waved to Lin Yu: "A Yu, come here."

"What?" Lin Yu walked over, only to see Luo Xingu patted his piano bench and moved it a little.

Lin Yu sat down on the piano bench.

"Do you want to learn piano?" Luo Xingu asked.

Lin Yu said in surprise, "Me? Of course I want to, but don't you accept students?"

Luo Xingu laughed out loud: "Of course you are an exception, or it is not impossible to accept you as my first student."

Lin Yu's joy was beyond words. He gently placed his hands on the keys, as if he was worried about breaking the piano.

Luo Xingu supported Lin Yu's left arm and instructed: "The first thing to pay attention to is posture. The back of your hand and wrist should be at the same level, and your fingers should hang down naturally and then keep them straight."

Lin Yu stayed in that position for a while, then frowned and said, "I once read an article saying that Chopin always held two eggs in his hand when he was a child, because the shape of his hands for playing the piano was similar to the shape of his hands for holding eggs. "

"It makes sense." Luo Xingu held his left hand into a fist with his right hand, "Look, actually making a fist is the same."

Lin Yu nodded.

"Then you try to press the button." Luo Xingu said.

Lin Yu hesitated for a moment: "Which finger should I press?"

"It's all right, try your index finger first."

Lin Yu pressed a note: "I wanted to say it before. The keys of the piano are much heavier than I imagined. Why do you play it so lightly?"

"The keys are all pure wood with varnish on them. This is still a Steinway grand piano. If you change to an upright piano, the keys will be heavier."

Lin Yu listened attentively, and pressed a few notes on the piano casually.

A smile appeared on his face: "It's really interesting."

Luo Xingu patiently explained: "The note you just pressed is the high note do, and the second one is la. These are white keys, and the keys in the interval are black keys..."

Luo Xingu talked a lot, and Lin Yu memorized them one by one in his heart. He listened and sighed: "I used to think that learning music is a talent job, but I didn't expect to have to test memory."

"Hmm... This statement is not entirely correct. After learning for a long time, the fingers will have muscle memory for the keys, and they can basically do sight-reading."

"What is sight-reading?"

"Play while looking at the score. Even if it's a piece that you haven't learned, you can play it at a slower speed."

"Amazing."

"It's nothing, just like when you do a math problem, you can know which formula to use at a glance." Luo Xingu's example is simple and easy to understand. "Of course there is another situation that is even more exceptional."

Lin Yu asked curiously, "What's going on?"

"Absolute pleasure."

Lin Yu shook his head, "I've never heard of it."

"Absolute musicality can be achieved even by people who have never studied music. To put it simply, when a person plays a certain note on the piano, he can immediately judge the roll name corresponding to this note, that is absolute musicality. Musicality."

"You can definitely do it," Lin Yu said.

Luo Xingu smiled lightly: "For me, it should be considered okay."

Lin Yu was very happy, as if he had found some fun game, he urged Luo Xingu to close his eyes: "Brother Luo, I want you to try it, don't cheat and peek."

"Yeah." Luo Xingu closed his eyes.

Lin Yu pressed a button according to the roll call given to him by Luo Xinguzhi just now.

"Alto so." Luo Xingu replied.

Lin Yu pressed another button.

"This is re."

Lin Yu continued pressing a button.

Luo Xingu paused for a long time this time.

Lin Yu was a little curious—this sound is next to re, why can't Luo Xingu hear it?

Luo Xingu opened his eyes and said, "A Yu, did you do it on purpose?"

"This is the middle do." Lin Yu repeated pressing a few times, "You got the first two right, can't you answer this one?"

Luo Xingu leaned over and kissed the corner of Lin Yu's mouth.

Lin Yu was startled: "Why did you suddenly..."

Before the words fell, all the voices behind were swallowed back into the stomach.Luo Xingu held the back of his neck with one hand and kissed him lightly.Lin Yu was caught off guard, and in a panic, he pressed down on the piano keys with one hand, making a discordant legato.

Luo Xingu frowned slightly, took Lin Yu's hand and held it in his palm, and kissed him more deeply.

Lin Yu gradually relaxed and began to respond to the kiss.

He is the bravest only when he takes the initiative for the first time, and at other times he is like a little squirrel covering himself with a fluffy tail.And to be honest, his kissing skills were really mediocre, he was completely led away by the person in front of him, and became a mess.

"Meow~" Xiao Bai stood on the sofa and called out.

Luo Xingu paused, pecked Lin Yu's lips with nostalgia, and then stepped back to help Lin Yu straighten his body.

"The answer is over." Luo Xingu said.

Lin Yu hadn't recovered completely yet, when he heard Luo Xingu's words, he subconsciously asked, "What?"

Luo Xingu smoothed Lin Yu's curled hair, then stood up from the piano bench, walked to the edge of the sofa and picked up Xiao Bai.

"It's the answer to your question just now." After speaking, Luo Xingu carried Xiao Bai in his arms and went to feed him.

Lin Yu was confused, and pressed "so", "re" and "do" again with his fingers, but he still couldn't figure it out.He turned on his mobile phone and searched the Internet, and the first thing that popped up was—""so""re""do". The person who reads these three sounds to you is a confession, congratulations!"

Lin Yu was dumbfounded.

He really didn't mean it!

He really doesn't know!

The heat on Lin Yu's face kept rising, even worse than when they just kissed.He rested his arms on the music stand propped up by the lid of the piano, and buried his head in the crook of his arms, which was called a death.

No wonder Luo Xingu's reaction just now, he asked why he couldn't figure it out!

Can't guess what a ghost!

This is not learning music, this is obviously a proposition.

***

Time flies to the weekend.

Considering Luo Xingu's physical condition, Su Meng thoughtfully set the meeting place at a Cantonese restaurant, saying that he was going to drink soup.

When Luo Xingu and Lin Yu arrived, Su Meng had already ordered several dishes, and spread the soup list in front of Lin Yu and them: "I will leave the task of choosing soup to you!"

Sitting in the back of the box is Wen Tao, with a thin body and a melon-shaped face. At first glance, he looks like an academic, with a gentle manner.

Lin Yu and Wen Tao greeted each other, and heard Luo Xingu next to him holding the menu and saying to Su Meng: "Senior sister, I have never eaten the food from this restaurant, so you should come."

Su Meng looked at Luo Xingu in amazement, and then said with a half-smile: "Young master Luo is really familiar."

Because the relationship between Lin Yu and Luo Xingu has not been officially disclosed in front of them, it is logical that Luo Xingu does not need to be so close to Su Meng at this time.

Luo Xingu looked calm: "Well, isn't this called in our Arabic language?"

Lin Yu was shocked.

He understood that Luo Xingu was holding grudges.

Before he attended the seminar in Haidu, Su Meng ranted against Luo Xingu in the corridor as his own family member!

Lin Yu hurriedly kicked Luo Xingu under the table.

A certain musician quickly and obediently sat down in his seat, carefully choosing soup with the menu in his arms.

Wen Tao picked up two pieces of pastry for Lin Yu, and said, seemingly unintentionally, "A Yu, I heard from Tao Yue two days ago that there is something wrong with your project."

Lin Yu remembered that Wen Tao and Tao Yue were brothers and sisters when they were in school, and they had a very close relationship.He nodded: "Yes, fortunately, it was solved smoothly. It was the graduate student who deleted the data in the host computer by mistake."

Wen Tao said "Oh": "I heard that the graduate student stayed in Liu Yun's laboratory before?"

"Well, he entered the laboratory with a bachelor's degree. He is a very outstanding talent. I have already warned him not to associate with Liu Yun any more." Lin Yu said.

Wen Tao glanced at Lin Yu.

Su Meng smiled at the side: "Do you think our Ah Yu is really stupid? He is not stupid, he just doesn't want to be distracted by this."

Wen Tao shook his head: "Liu Yun's heart is not right. I had a senior who was in the same class as him back then. He was robbed of his research quota and falsely accused of plagiarism. It took a while, and a lot of work was wasted. Now, Ah Yu, you have become the project team leader at a young age, and you are on an equal footing with him, and you may even grab a higher-level position in the research institute. He must be uncomfortable."

Lin Yu said: "I don't want to go up in the so-called management position, I just want to do scientific research."

"You don't want to, but he wants to. You are the most blocking stone in front of him. In short, you should be careful and don't let him interfere in anything in your project." Wen Tao advised.

Lin Yu wanted to speak again, but Luo Xingu took his hand: "A Yu, which of these two do you like?"

Lin Yu stopped talking, and went over to read the menu with Luo Xingu.

The waiter came over with four cups of tea and set them up for each of them.

Su Meng raised her eyebrows, looked at Luo Xingu with her chin in one hand, and shook the teacup in the other: "Master Luo, are you familiar with the people from Haidu Conservatory of Music?"

Luo Xingu was explaining the dishes to the waiter, when he heard this, he raised his head and replied, "It's still cooked."

Su Meng smiled: "Can you introduce someone for me?"

Luo Xingu adjusted his sitting posture and expressed his willingness to hear more about it.

"My cousin, who studies folk music, wants to find a teacher in Haiyin, so it will be convenient for her to take the entrance exam to the music academy. But we don't know anyone well, so I want Master Luo to help me ask, who is the teacher who can teach pipa in Haiyin? Suitable." Su Meng introduced.

Lin Yu turned his head to look at Luo Xingu.

Luo Xingu smiled slightly: "Oh, of course there is no problem. You can send me the information of your cousin, and I will find a suitable teacher for her."

"Her name is Su Qi, she is 17 years old." Su Meng said.

Luo Xingu's hand stopped in the air.

"Su Qi?" Luo Xingu asked.

"Well, what's wrong?" Su Meng frowned slightly.

"Oh, it's okay, I'll make some arrangements, let's have a meal together later." Luo Xingu took a sip to cover up his emotions, and then closed the menu.

After returning home that night, Lin Yu sat on the sofa drinking a box of milk, and turned his head to look at Luo Xingu.

The other party is looking down at a book.

Lin Yu stretched his hand over the book and shook it carefully.

Luo Xingu's eyes flashed obviously: "Ayu?"

Lin Yu bit the straw: "Brother Luo, you've been reading that page for almost 10 minutes, why are you so dazed?"

Luo Xingu closed the book and smiled at Lin Yu: "It's okay, I'm just a little tired."

"Then let's go upstairs and rest quickly." Lin Yu immediately stood up and stretched out his hand as if asking Laluo Xingu to get up.

"A Yu, you go up first, I'll sit here for a while." Luo Xingu said.

This is what it means to be alone.

Lin Yu didn't push anymore, but just gave him a worried look, and finally went upstairs by himself.

Luo Xingu leaned back on the back of the sofa and let out a long breath.

For more than 20 years of his life, a large part of the time has been spent healing the pain of the previous life.So he tried his best to live a completely different appearance from his previous life.

It seems that those scars won't hurt if you don't touch them.

But today, when Su Meng said the name "Su Qi" lightly from his mouth, he was still stung.

At that moment, he was pulled back to the world filled with red light all over the sky and continuous artillery fire.

He picked up the wounded but firm-eyed girl from outside the blockade and said to him, "From now on, I will not be loyal to the country or the army. I will only be loyal to you, Colonel", and he carried this sentence through his life.

He didn't want to see Su Qi, because seeing that girl was like seeing himself who was brutal and murderous in the army.

But at the same time, he is trying to convince himself that everything has changed, now is a new era, a peaceful and happy country, they just have the same appearance and name, those sad past should not be repeated Take it out and whip it.

Suddenly there was more weight on the shoulders.

Luo Xingu looked up and saw Lin Yu came back sometime and sat on the sofa again, holding his shoulder with one hand.

"After thinking about it, I still can't leave you here alone." Lin Yu pushed his glasses, "Brother Luo, I told you, if you have any unhappy things in your heart, you can tell me I said, don't always bear it by yourself."

Luo Xingu exhaled lightly, reached out and pulled Lin Yu into his arms: "Give me a hug."

Lin Yu stayed in his arms quietly for a while, then asked cautiously, "Did the favor my senior sister entrusted to you cause you trouble?"

Luo Xingu laughed: "Why do you think of this?"

"Because you are not very happy when you come back from the dinner."

Luo Xingu patted Lin Yu's back in relief: "It's just finding a teacher to continue studying. It's not difficult. I'm not happy because I was hospitalized for too long a while ago, which delayed a lot of things. It's just a bit tricky to deal with recently."

Lin Yu tilted his head to look at him: "Really?"

Luo Xingu nodded.

Lin Yu changed his posture and sat straddling Luo Xingu's lap, and said seriously: "Then I have a certain right to speak. When I was studying for a Ph.D., I was in the same state as you are now for a while. After the talk, I set a very strict timetable, and divided all the schedules into three categories: urgent, general, and postponed..."

Lin Yu shared his experience with Luo Xingu in great detail.

Luo Xingu put his arms around Lin Yu's waist and listened patiently to Lin Yu's words.

"So there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain. You are only hurting your body if you are anxious now, and you are not thorough in the first place. You can't be impatient. It will take a long time." Lin Yu said.

Luo Xingu let out a "huh" as if suddenly realized, and praised: "As expected of Dr. Lin, the speech is really good."

Lin Yu was very happy to be praised: "Brother Luo, I think experience is accumulated. When I get older, I will definitely be more...well, more stable than now." Lin Yu chose such an adjective.

Luo Xingu stretched out his hand and brushed away the bangs on Lin Yu's forehead that blocked his sight, and looked softly at the person in front of him: "If you get older, that's what Ah Yu looks like in his 20s."

Lin Yu couldn't stand being looked at by Luo Xingu like this, he pursed his lips and slightly avoided his gaze: "Brother Luo, sometimes your eyes are more straightforward than your words."

Luo Xingu was directly amused and coughed twice.

"Hiss—don't laugh." Lin Yu sat up straight, "I've been studying recently."

"What to learn?"

"Learn about love." Lin Yu was serious, and he helped his glasses, "Well... from the average analysis, we are a couple who are relatively compatible and progressing quickly. It can be regarded as... it can be regarded as directly passing the stage of ambiguity and entering the stage of passionate love."

Luo Xingu nodded with great interest: "Continue."

"The relationship between couples in the period of passionate love is concealed and impulsive. The so-called concealment is the implicitness of words, and usually expresses 'love' in body movements. The impulsiveness is because they are in a romantic relationship, so rational analysis, control and judgment The strength will decrease, and they are likely to make actions that are beyond their control. Therefore, couples in love sometimes have troubles because of this psychological intertwined contradiction."

After speaking, Lin Yu sighed. "I can now understand couples who are in trouble."

Luo Xingu smiled: "Dr. Lin is using theoretical knowledge to explain reality again."

Lin Yu opened his mouth, and was about to refute, when he suddenly caught the key word: "'again'?"

Luo Xingu said, "I want to feed you some more wine."

Lin Yu frowned and thought for a moment, then suddenly opened his eyes wide: "So when I was having dinner at home that day, I got drunk and talked nonsense, didn't I? You said I didn't say anything."

Luo Xingu quickly took his hand: "No, I was talking nonsense. I confessed to you while you were drunk, but you refused to say something I said. Sigh, it hurt my self-confidence."

Lin Yu's movements stopped, and he was stunned: "It shouldn't be."

Luo Xingu said: "Maybe Ah Yu is really different when he is drunk."

"Then I'm at a loss. I don't remember a word of your confession." Lin Yu sighed.

"It's okay, I still remember, I can tell you." Luo Xingu touched the silver ring on Lin Yu's hand, "Dr. Lin attended a banquet three years ago, and quietly walked to the piano to give me Bai Qiangwei. At the banquet The piece played on the field was Johann Strauss Jr.'s "The Waltz of the Voice of Spring". I guess Dr. Lin can't dance the waltz, so he wanted to teach you how to dance. He even thought about whether he could abduct you directly after the banquet. go back."

"In the end I ran away." Lin said concisely.

"Yeah, I didn't turn my head back." Luo Xingu shook his head regretfully, "I've been thinking about it for a few days, thinking that you probably don't like this kind of too direct, so I have to go a little bit roundabout."

"You're so direct, the words you said are more polite, I was only 15 years old at the time, I really thought you were mocking me." Lin Yu scratched his cheek, "If you are more devious, I will not dare to approach you .”

Luo Xingu tightened his arms around Lin Yu's waist, and raised the corners of his lips slightly.

"Then let me be more straightforward now." Luo Xingu looked into Lin Yu's eyes, "A Yu, I want to go to see the sea with you on a sunny day, drink coffee on a rainy day, and then sit in the private room and wait for the rain outside to hit the ground. I can kiss you while you watch the rain. I want to hug you and fall asleep every day until you get used to having me by your side forever. I also want to occupy your 24 hours..."

He paused for a moment: "Of course, this is a bit exaggerated. After all, you have to devote your energy to scientific research."

"It sounds like scientific research robbed your lover." Lin Yu said.

"That's right, I just can't lose my temper." Luo Xingu smiled helplessly.

Lin Yu looked at Luo Xingu, then leaned over and kissed the other person's forehead on the corner of his lips.

"But I won't share my love with it." Lin Yu said, "I only love you."

……

As night fell, there was no wind or cloud, and the whole house was quiet and peaceful.

Lin Yu found that Luo Xingu had nightmares from time to time at night, would break out in cold sweats, and sleep extremely restlessly.

Luo Xingu would always sleep with his arms around his waist, hugging him tightly, like a koala.

In fact, Lin Yu was not very comfortable with this posture, but Luo Xingu liked it, so he let the other party play with it at will.

He didn't know why Luo Xingu always looked insecure. The two of them had been in love for a long time, and he said that he would not leave no matter what. Luo Xingu still watched him very closely, and it even got worse these days. .

He really wanted to talk to Luo Xingu again, but whenever this matter was mentioned, Luo Xingu would avoid it lightly.

This kind of possessiveness sometimes makes him breathless, and it is a densely woven net that binds him firmly in it.

Compared with fear, Lin Yu felt more pity in his heart.When he likes someone, he will treat that person wholeheartedly.

He never thought that he might be Luo Xingu's first love. After all, Luo Xingu has a wide social circle, and there are interviews and various rumors about his secret love.More importantly, Luo Xingu's kissing skills are very proficient, it can be seen that...experienced.

So he naturally thought that Luo Xingu must have been hurt emotionally, so he was so unwilling to let go of him, even for a moment.

In his heart, he was a little jealous of Luo Xingu's former lover, but he secretly rejoiced that Luo Xingu only belonged to him now.

They are nostalgic for each other, relying on each other for warmth, bathing in the moonlight, sitting on the white keys of the piano and kissing.

The picture of memories flashed through my mind, and finally turned into a sweet mist, scattered in my chest.

Lin Yu wiped the thin sweat off Luo Xingu's forehead with his hands.

He thought, if Luo Xingu recovers physically, the next night when he is hugged by the other party, he will not avoid it again.

The author has something to say: Lin Yu: I'm jealous of myself.

Cultural people are really reserved.Changing to Bei Qiao might mean—"Luo Shang'an, do you want to have sex with me?"

Thanks to Petrichor for the grenade, 20 bottles of Jingzhe, closed., 35444171 bottle of nutrient solution at 1, thank you for your support.