Moonlight kisses the waltz

The moment the water glass fell on the quilt, Luo Xingu knew that everything was over.

The best reaction was that he should have not reacted at all.

At the banquet four years ago, he took the white rose that Lin Yu gave him, and remembered everything in his previous life.

That is a burden.

Every time he took a step closer to Lin Yu, he was bound tighter by the past, until he fell into the abyss and couldn't turn over.

He sacrificed many people in that life.But among them, it was Lin Yu who made him most unable to forgive himself.

He wanted to make amends, but was afraid.

Terrified.

At this moment, Lin Yu was sitting on the white hospital bed with a sleepy look.

He wanted to explain, but he didn't know where to start.

He is a slave tied to a cross waiting for his fate to be judged, and the flames under his body are scorching, and every minute is suffering.

"Is your kindness to me a pity?" Lin Yu said slowly, "or is it a kind of compensation?"

Luo Xingu felt bitter: "No, not at all."

"It can't be liking, can it?" Lin Yu squeezed out a smile, "I don't think Colonel Luo, who hated his enemies so deeply in his previous life, would like a traitor."

Luo Xingu frowned.

This sentence is directly plucking out his heart.

Lin Yu clenched the quilt tightly: "Am I ridiculous in your eyes? You obviously remember everything and know everything, but you still want to watch me approach you so cautiously and tell unworthy lies. I have no Showing love to you with reservations, even with you in Huaishan... Luo Xingu, you...how could you do this, how could you treat me like this..."

The trembling ending was swallowed into the belly, Lin Yu pursed his lips, his face tensed.

"A Yu, it's a long story, but it's not what you think." Luo Xingu tried his best to organize the language, "Give me some time, and I will explain it clearly to you."

"There is no such thing as Colonel Luo's grievances in this world. How dare I refuse to listen to what the Colonel has to say to an outcast like me?" Lin Yuping looked straight ahead, "It's just that I don't have the energy to tell the truth from what you say. You Let me be afraid. Luo Xingu, count me as afraid of you, okay?"

——You can say whatever you want.

—but I don't believe a word of it.

Luo Xingu's stomach churns.

A great sense of powerlessness gripped him.

It was pitch black in the deep sea, and he sank to the bottom.

"Let's talk about this later, you get well first, Ah Yu." He said softly.

Lin Yu ignored it.

"I'm leaving for Munich the day after tomorrow, and the ticket has already been booked." Lin Yu took off the silver ring on his ring finger and put it beside the bed, "Brother Luo...you know who I'm calling Brother Luo. I like you, but I can't get over this hurdle in my heart. Therefore, I dare not like you any more. Please go back with your things."

Lin Yu used honorifics for him.

Going around in circles, or back to the original point.

Luo Xingu was silent for a long time, and finally said: "If you don't like it, throw it away. Believe it or not, it's for you, and I won't take it back."

On the same day, Luo Xingu drove back to the villa alone.

He calmly answered Bei Qiao's call for follow-up inquiries, as well as Wang Hao's notice about work, as if nothing had happened.

Then he closed all the curtains in the villa and shut himself in darkness.

He walked to the locker, opened a pack of cigarettes, and took out a box of torn wrappers.

He lit his cigarette and walked slowly back to the piano.

In the silent and dark room, there was a little red light from the cigarette butt.This point of light dimmed and then came on again, and the cigarette butts piled up a hill beside the piano bench.

Luo Xingu rested his arms on the piano stand, and looked down at the keys illuminated by the light from the cigarette butts.

The cigarette ash hit the white keys, and he simply reached out and crushed the cigarette butt on it.

The white keys were stained with layers of gray stains, which were also blurred by the liquid that fell from above.

For more than 20 years, he has always wanted to get rid of the shadow and burden of his previous life, but all his efforts were destroyed today.

Luo Xingu slowly closed his eyes.

The joy stolen will be taken back one day.

……

"Boom boom boom!"

The door was slammed hard.

Luo Shangan stood outside the door, knocking on the door vigorously: "Brother! Are you there!"

"Boom boom boom!"

No one responded.

An anxious look appeared on Luo Shang'an's face. He looked at the closed curtains inside the french windows, and then patted on the door harder.

"Brother, I know you are inside, open the door for me!"

"Squeak-"

The door opened, and the electronic button inside was activated.

Luo Shang'an was stunned, and after he realized it, he quickly ran into the house, coughing as he was choked by the smoke that hit his face.

"Ahem... Brother, don't you stop smoking?" Luo Shangan narrowed his eyes and walked in. The room was pitch black, and with a little light leaking through the door, he saw Luo Xingu sitting next to the piano.

Luo Shangan's movements froze.

"Brother?" he called softly.

Countless red wine bottles rolled beside the piano, some of which were still dripping.His elder brother tilted his head and leaned against the piano leg, without the slightest expression.

Luo Shangan hurried over: "Brother, brother, don't scare me... I heard Xiao Qiao said that you are not in the right state, but I didn't expect it to be so wrong... What's the matter? Is something wrong with Lin Yu?"

After he finished speaking, Luo Xingu turned his head and looked at him with half-dark eyes.Suddenly, Luo Xingu hugged him, resting his chin on his shoulder.

Luo Shangan was startled, and grabbed his brother's arm: "Brother, what's wrong with you?! Talk!"

"Xiao'an, do you hate my brother... Please don't hate my brother, okay?" Luo Xingu spoke indistinctly.

Luo Shang'an was at a loss: "Hate you?"

"Brother did it too far, but I didn't intend to kill Bei Qiao, I really didn't want to force him to death." Luo Xingu pulled Luo Shang'an's arm very hard, "Don't go anymore, don't ignore brother, My brother feels bad."

Luo Shangan was terrified.He hugged his brother's body and comforted him in a panic: "I don't hate you, how could I hate you? You are my own brother, I won't leave if I don't...I won't leave you. Don't Sad, nothing happened to Bei Qiao, did you have a nightmare? Take it easy, relax, it's okay, it's okay..."

He comforted Luo Xingu for a while before he fell into a deep sleep.

Luo Shang'an looked at his brother, and felt that what was lying in front of him was not Luo Xingu, but an exquisite doll - beautiful on the outside, but empty on the inside.

Finally today, the doll was broken.

After packing up the wine bottles around the piano, Luo Shang'an saw a pile of cigarette butts scattered under the piano stool.

The second young master of the Luo family, who was restless, took out his mobile phone.

……

"beep--"

On the back of his hand was the hemostatic patch left over from the infusion. As soon as Lin Yu walked out of the hospital, he heard the phone vibrate in his pocket.

He took out his mobile phone, and the name on the screen still started with the word "Luo".

Only this time, it was Luo Shang'an.

Lin Yu answered the phone: "Xiao An."

"Brother Lin Yu, have you met my brother these two days?" Luo Shang'an's voice was much heavier than before.

Lin Yu said "hmm" without explaining too much.

"I don't know if you guys are arguing, I just...have never seen my brother like that." Luo Shangan took a deep breath, "I went to see him today, he was only half breathed, like a dead man .”

Lin Yu squeezed the knuckles of the phone tightly.

"He drank a lot of wine and smoked... My brother quit smoking for many years, and then his throat hurts when he smelled smoke." Luo Shang'an said with difficulty, "My brother has never been an emotional person, I don't I think there is some conflict between you two that will force him into this state. Can you tell me what happened to my brother?"

Lin Yu frowned, and took a while to answer: "Where is the other person?"

"At home, just fell asleep."

"I'll go back and pack my things later," Lin Yu said.

"……tidy?"

"Well, I'm going to Munich the day after tomorrow to study for a period of time." Lin Yu replied, "Let's talk about the details when I get there."

"it is good."

Luo Shangan hung up the phone.

In the evening, Lin Yu arrived at the villa.

Luo Shang'an was sitting on the sofa in the living room. When he saw Lin Yu enter the door, he immediately stood up and ran forward in three steps at a time.

"Brother Lin Yu." Luo Shang'an was full of worry.

The white puppet cat followed Luo Shang'an and meowed pitifully at Lin Yu. It seemed that Luo Xingu frightened it a lot after all the afternoon's tossing.

Lin Yu looked around the room for a week. Although Luo Shang'an cleaned up, he still smelled a bad smell of alcohol and tobacco.

He bent down and touched Xiaobai's head, then looked at Luo Shangan: "Is your brother in the room?"

"Yes." Luo Shang'an nodded, "Brother Lin Yu, then you can talk to my brother when he wakes up, and I'll leave first."

After speaking, Luo Shangan opened the door and took the puppet cat away by the way.

Lin Yu walked up the stairs and stopped at the master bedroom.

The door of the bedroom was open, and Luo Xingu slept in the tavern with messy hair, one arm outside the quilt.

Lin Yu walked into the room and looked at Luo Xingu's sleeping face.

The Luo Xingu he sees now is definitely not as thrilling as what Luo Shang'an witnessed at that time, but the appearance of the person on the bed is really beyond his expectation.

She was no longer polite, nor glamorous, and even showed a hint of decay.

Nothing like an artist in the spotlight.

Maybe it was because he brought some air-conditioning when he entered the door, Luo Xingu was startled, and slowly opened his eyes.

Looking at each other, Luo Xingu was stunned for two seconds, and then said, "A Yu, has your fever gone?"

The first sentence is actually concerned about his condition first.

Lin Yu nodded, "I'm fine."

Luo Xingu smiled lightly, but the smile didn't last long, and his brows were furrowed immediately: "I drank some wine, and I have a headache."

"You have a good rest. I'm here to pack your things." Lin Yu said, "I'll leave early the day after tomorrow. I'll be staying in the research institute tomorrow, so I won't bother you."

"Remember to bring more thick clothes, it's much colder than the sea there." Luo Xingu said slowly, "Don't get sick from the cold again."

Lin Yu lowered his eyes halfway, his expression indifferent.

"If, I mean, if you have any difficulties, you can still come to me." Luo Xingu said word by word, "It's okay, I won't..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Yu walked closer to him and sat down beside the bed.

Luo Xingu was startled.

Lin Yu bent down, took Luo Xingu's hand and put it on his neckline, and gently pulled it down, revealing a section of fair collarbone.

Luo Xingu slowly opened his eyes wide.

"You don't have to torment yourself." Lin Yu's tone was dull, "I'll stay tonight, you can do whatever you want, I'll listen to you in whatever position you want to do a few times, until you're satisfied."

The smile on Luo Xingu's face disappeared completely, and was replaced by paleness.

The person in front of him was not 19-year-old Lin Yu.

It was Lin Yu who stood in front of the artillery barracks and stood side by side with him in the previous life.

"Do you think... I'm threatening you with my own life?" Luo Xingu said with difficulty, "In your eyes, I'm just so unscrupulous?"

"The colonel didn't use tactics to me." Lin Yu looked into Luo Xingu's eyes, "My level of strategy is purely played by the colonel in the palm of his hand, so there is no room for resistance. I thought I was The hospital made it very clear, I'm afraid of you, so I dare not stay by your side. If you want, let's save some affection so that we can get together and leave, and don't waste all the remaining goodwill. "

Luo Xingu also turned cold: "What if I don't want to?"

Lin Yu's body was pressed even lower, getting closer to less than ten centimeters, and his breath was full of intoxicating heat.

"You don't have to force me like this. I thought about it for several rounds all the way here. Don't torture yourself anymore, and I don't want to bother to judge whether you are hypocritical. Anyway, the result is the same. What about the person you are targeting?" There is no escape, and it is better to be more straightforward than to be repeatedly humiliated."

Lin Yu paused for a moment.

"I'll be your confinement."

Luo Xingu's pupils tightened instantly.

Lin Yu added slowly: "But there is only one thing, from now on, never mention your feelings for me again."

The author has something to say: Thank you Chang Geng for the 15 bottles of really gentle, 1 bottle of ABC, and 1 bottle of nutrient solution for yourself, thank you for your support.

For a person who loves the piano, he is usually reluctant to put anything on the piano, such as vases, such as heavy books.Luo Xingu directly pressed the soot on the keys, almost equivalent to pressing the back of his own hand.

Alas, this chapter almost made me vomit blood.The palms of the hands and the backs of the hands are full of flesh, and my heart aches for anyone who cries. 【Watermelon Wiping Tears】