Moonlight kisses the waltz

Lin Yu saw Qi Mu again, on his way home from the research institute on Thursday night.

Qi Mu stood under a street lamp, wearing a thick woolen coat, with fluffy and curled hair.

Lin Yu didn't think it was a coincidence that Qi Mu was standing there, he was obviously waiting for him.

"How did Teacher Qi Mu know that I'm here?" He walked over and asked.

Qi Mu smiled and said, "I know the owner of that bar, and if I ask a little about who is hosting the party on the second floor, I'll know your identity."

After finishing speaking, Qi Mu stretched out his hand towards him: "It's very destined, Dr. Lin."

Lin Yu didn't respond.

Qi Mu was not angry at all, he withdrew his hand with a smile, took out two tickets from his pocket and handed them to Lin Yu: "Next month I have a performance in the orchestra in London, Dr. Lin is welcome to watch, this is the seat in the front row .”

This time Lin Yu did not refuse, took the ticket and said, "Thank you, you gave me an account number, and I will transfer the money there."

Qi Mu was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed out loud: "You are really... I want your money for giving you the ticket, what do you think of me. Hey, go if you are interested, and give it to a friend if you are not interested .By the way, Luo Xingu, whom I mentioned to you last time, will also go.”

Lin Yu paused.

Qi Mu looked at Lin Yu with great interest: "Since you've heard his concert, haven't you paid attention to him since then? You don't even know his itinerary at all—"

The tail is elongated, as if on purpose.

Lin Yu frowned and said, "Mr. Qi Mu, you are the principal violinist of the orchestra, so naturally you will get news faster than me."

Qi Mu lit a cigarette slowly: "No, this is what Luo Xingu told me before."

The word "deliberately" is very heavy.

Lin Yu put the ticket in his pocket, said "Thank you for your attention", and didn't want to continue chatting, so he was about to leave.

Qi Mu didn't stop him, just stood there watching Lin Yu leave.He exhaled smoke and smiled amusedly.

……

On Saturday morning, Lin Yu received the first message from Luo Xingu since he arrived in Munich.

"Tomorrow at 09:30, I will arrive at Neuschwanstein Castle."

Lin Yu thought for a moment, then typed a reply: I want to sort out the recent reports of the Sea Research Institute, this time...

Before finishing typing, Luo Xingu sent another one.

"I'll meet you in Munich this afternoon."

Lin Yu deleted all the lines he typed.

He didn't want Luo Xingu to know his address in Munich.

"Got it, I'll pick you up at the airport." He replied.

Luo Xingu directly sent him a hotel location.

"Wait here."

Almost an orderly tone.

Lin Yu lowered his eyes and replied a word.

"it is good."

Early the next morning, Lin Yu took the intercity bus all the way to Neuschwanstein Castle, and checked into the hotel indicated by Luo Xingu.

The room the pianist booked was on the second top floor of the hotel, with a 270-degree wide corner floor-to-ceiling window, with a view almost covering the entire city.

The sun slanted into the room, Lin Yu chose the warmest place to sit down, the black tea just made by the waiter was placed on the table.

Therefore, when Luo Xingu arrived in the room half an hour later, what he saw was Dr. Lin holding a laptop computer and writing a report on the window seat.

Luo Xingu: "..."

He untied his scarf, changed his shoes and walked into the room.

"As expected of Dr. Lin, he is so dedicated." He said.

"Wait a minute, I'll save the file." Lin Yu didn't look at Luo Xingu, and continued with his operation.

Luo Xingu poured himself a cup of black tea and sat down by the bed.

Ten minutes later, Lin Yu finished editing, switched on the computer, stood up and looked at Luo Xingu.

"Go out for a stroll?" Luo Xingu said.

"There's nothing to see here in winter." Lin Yu refused.

"There are castles and forests. The green is very beautiful, but the gray and white in winter is also very interesting." Luo Xingu said patiently.

Lin Yu frowned, as if he had realized something: "Aren't you here for work?"

"No." Luo Xingu smiled, "I just came to see you."

Lin Yu looked at his expression, as if he was asking, "Then why don't you go directly to Munich".

Before Lin Yu could speak, Luo Xingu answered by himself: "I'm going directly to Munich, and you're afraid you'll hide and refuse to see me."

Lin Yu was silent.

Luo Xingu didn't explain further, he was worried that if he said more, Lin Yu would stay away from him again.

He stretched out his hand to Lin Yu: "Come here, give me a hug."

Lin Yu walked over slowly.

Luo Xingu held Lin Yu in his arms, stroked Lin Yu's cheek, and asked warmly, "Are you still used to this week? Have you met any new friends?"

Lin Yu said, "This is my private matter."

"Dr. Lin misunderstood. I'm not caring about you, nor asking for your opinion." Luo Xingu turned his head towards Lin Yu, looked him in the eyes, and said slowly, "I'm listening to the pet's report."

The word "pet" is ambiguous and unquestionable.

Lin Yu stared at him.

Luo Xingu said: "Dr. Lin doesn't know how to talk to the officer? Or has he forgotten all about it?"

The Luoxin Ancient Knife is precise and stabs at the weak spots.

Lin Yu wanted to hide, but he didn't.

"You are not my officer, and you have not been for a long time," Lin Yu said.

Luo Xingu said "Oh" and nodded: "Alright, so I won't be betrayed again."

Lin Yu frowned.

Luo Xingu stretched out his hand to stroke Lin Yu's furrowed eyebrows. "If not, you also know that I died earlier, so what happened later is not very clear. If Dr. Lin doesn't want to hang out with me, just tell me what happened later."

Lin Yu obviously didn't expect the topic to turn to this, and his expression was startled.

Luo Xingu said leisurely: "I, I can probably think of my fate. I guess there is no tombstone. I may be nailed to the list of sinners and repeatedly whipped. If I am lucky, I can leave a strong mark in the history books of later generations, um ...not a good record."

Lin Yu pursed his lips and said for a while, "I didn't expect you to lose so thoroughly, let alone...you would commit suicide."

"That's because my younger brother and Bei Qiao are better. I am convinced. He has always been successful and defeated, let alone a person with such bad deeds like me. Even if he doesn't behave himself and die, he can't survive. It's just you, Dr. Lin. What? Did you go to the dungeon with Bei Qiao and the others? Or did you go to the other world?"

Lin Yu became more and more silent.

Luo Xingu felt the temperature of the hand he was holding was slowly dropping.

He put away his smile—as the victor, is Lin Yu doing well?It stands to reason that Luo Shang'an shouldn't treat Lin Yu badly.

"I rejected Bei Qiao's invitation, cut off all contact with them, and chose to stay on the ground and live in a small village." Lin Yu said slowly, "There are still a lot of floods and acid rain, and I can't survive for two days. year."

Luo Xingu looked surprised.

Lin Yu didn't look at him, and narrated quietly: "So I don't know what future or historical records you are talking about. I live in isolation from the world, and thousands of people who fell in the disaster Same, died in an unknown corner."

The air froze for a long time.

Lin Yu spoke again: "I think this is also a kind of punishment. In the first half of my life, I did experiments that violated human ethics and morality, and I am already a sinner. From your standpoint, I am a traitor and a deserter. It should end well."

This is too heavy to say, it makes people feel uncomfortable.

Luo Xingu took a deep breath, bent his fingers against his lips, and looked at the corner of the room.

He murmured in a low voice: "It was my mistake..."

"What?" Lin Yu frowned.

Luo Xingu calmed down and returned to his normal tone: "I mean, if I had known that you were going through such a miserable life, I wouldn't have let you go. I would have dragged you, at least we could have died together."

It was half serious and half joking, but Lin Yu didn't respond, not even showing any expression.

Looking at Lin Yu's appearance, Luo Xingu's heart sank slowly.

It seems that Lin Yu will not be able to forgive him after all, and I am afraid that he will not forgive him until his death.

In his imagination, he at least saved Lin Yu's life.Then, together with Lin Yu and Bei Qiao, they became the leaders of the new world, leading people to a better life as the victor.Lin Yu will have a happy second half of his life, meet another person who loves him, heal his pain, and live out that life happily.

He never expected that Lin Yu would have such a tragic ending.

If the noble and proud Dr. Lin is depressed for the rest of his life because of his injury...

Luo Xingu sighed long.

Then he can't forgive himself, no excuses will work.

He had always been lucky in his heart before, and his stalking these days and his perseverance towards Lin Yu were all because of Lin Yu's "I really like you".He felt that if there was a liking, there would still be a chance after all, and it would not be a dead game.

Likeable, not enough to repair a broken soul, not enough to subvert the deep-rooted hatred.

The so-called righteousness of the world, the so-called salvation.

—He failed to save his lover.

If this entanglement continues, will Lin Yu be like him, unable to get out of the shadow of his previous life, and live with burdens all his life?

Look what he has done.

Every day Lin Yu didn't forgive him, he would have to soak in guilt and pain every day.

If you don't forgive forever, you will be lonely forever.

……

Luo Xingu helped Lin Yu stand up from the bed.

Lin Yu looked up at him.

Luo Xingu lowered his eyes and said softly, "A Yu, go back to Munich."

Lin Yu frowned, obviously not understanding what it meant.

"I'm not asking where you live, you don't have to worry. As you wish, I won't bother you if you don't want to see me in the future." Luo Xingu had a faint smile on his face, "What did you say before that you are imprisoned and bound?" It's all a lie to you, I want to take advantage of the situation to keep you, and I am angry with you, don't take it seriously."

Lin Yu's gaze paused. "Luo Xingu?"

Luo Xingu turned on the phone, slowly turned to the contact page, and deleted it in front of Lin Yu.

Then he opened the photo album and deleted all their group photos and the single photo he took of Lin Yu.

Finally, he pulled out his wallet.

He gently opened it and found Lin Yu's photo.Under Lin Yu's shocked eyes, he handed the photo to the other party.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Luo Xingu said slowly, "I'm not qualified to be sad, I'm not qualified to get rid of my responsibilities, and I'm not qualified to hold you by my side again. I've already killed you once, I won't Let me hurt you a second time. I didn't expect that I made you suffer for so long, you should have stabbed that knife at that time, at least you should kill me yourself to relieve your hatred."

Lin Yu pinched the photo, frowning even tighter. "That doesn't look like anything you'd say."

Luo Xingu smiled: "I told too many lies before, true and false, which hurt many people. Don't worry, I will entrust Wang Hao to remove all those random things on the Internet, so that they will no longer affect you. From now on, you will be Haven't met me before... Live well."

He raised his hand to touch Lin Yu's cheek, but he hovered in midair abruptly.

"A Yu, I regret it." His ending was choked with sobs.

Lin Yu stared at him blankly, suddenly a mist appeared in his eyes. "Why did you suddenly say this to me, Luo Xingu, what do you mean you regret it? What do you regret?"

Luo Xingu didn't answer again.

He dropped his hand and walked out the door.

……

Lin Yu boarded the return intercity bus.

The sun was shining at noon, he looked at the frozen lake in the distance, and sighed softly.

It's strange, he should be relieved, should be relaxed, but why he feels more uncomfortable.

He was holding what Luo Xingu had just given him in his hand.

That is the background picture he put in the introduction part of his personal column, his doctoral graduation photo.

Luo Xingu actually carried his photo with him.Is this some kind of scheme again?Or play hard to get?

Ke Luoxingu's last sentence really moved him.That kind of remorse and pain, he believes, is not a disguise.

But, if that is Luo Xingu's true words, what is all the past between them before?

No, still no.

Luo Xingu's mood changes without warning, almost after he finished talking about the follow-up of his previous life, Luo Xingu suddenly collapsed.

It stands to reason that Colonel Luo, who single-handedly created all the tragedies, shouldn't have expected this kind of ending long ago?

There must be something wrong.

Lin Yu took off his glasses and leaned against the back of the car seat.

He slowly closed his eyes.

The author has something to say: Lin Yu's reasoning: Luo Xingu's inner OS—you traitors will be buried with me!The more you die, the better!

Lin Yu: So why he collapsed, I don't understand.

But the fact is: Luo Xingu's inner OS—fuck me, I worked so hard on acting for a long time, but the daughter-in-law still didn't keep it?Still dying badly?My mentality collapsed and I played with a hairball!destroy it.