Moonlight kisses the waltz

"I thought, where should I start?"

"Why not, let's start with your defection from the army."

Su Qi's eyes fell on the marble table, and she spoke slowly.

"You escaped from the blockade with all the materials. The colonel was held accountable by the commander and sentenced to three days and three nights of confinement in the tower. I took great risks to deliver his meals at night. He was sitting alone in the room , without any expression of anger or resentment, and even a little surprised when he saw me."

"He asked me why I was going to meet him at the risk of violating the military order. I said, I have no loyalty to the country, nor to the army, I am only loyal to the man who rescued me from outside the blockade when I was dying. The colonel was silent for a long time, and then he said to me that it would be difficult to choose the path of loyalty to him, and I hope I can think clearly."

"It took me two full years to prove my loyalty to him, and to gain his trust and... the opportunity to join his plan."

Su Qi looked at Lin Yu: "I promise him that I will enter World 0 as a 'dark chess' to approach Bei Qiao and Luo Shang'an, and pass on information and clues from your side to him."

Lin Yu had been listening very quietly, and only nodded at this sentence: "I know that, we have been looking for the 'Lieutenant' he sent over, and it was only later that we found out that it was you."

Su Qi half-closed her eyes: "But it's actually fake."

Lin Yu was stunned, and after a while he looked at Su Qi: "What does this mean?"

"Don't forget who was the highest leader in the army at that time, it was Commander Luo, and it was his father. Everything the colonel did, at least those things listed on the surface, would be reported in detail. Commander. The army commented that Luo Xingu was the most proud son of the commander, and even overwhelmed the commander himself. But sensible people know that as long as the colonel is a little careless, the commander can take all the powers that the son has. Take it all back."

Su Qi paused for a moment.

"So, even if you pretend, the colonel has to pretend to listen to his father."

Lin Yu choked for breath.A faint possibility popped up in his mind, which was a direction he had never thought about, nor dared to think about.

"The real mission assigned to me by the colonel is to let me prepare the news for you in secret and pass on the military's movements. Then... at the right time, I will 'turn over' to you and guide you to counterattack the army."

Su Qi pursed her lips, and the muscles on her face tensed: "Lin Yu, why do you think you can defect to the army? Because even your departure is in his plan! He never wanted you to stay in that place from the very beginning. In the bloody hell... He even stood on the opposite side of the army earlier than you, Luo Shangan, and Bei Qiao..."

Su Qi raised her head and looked at Lin Yu who was already frozen on the seat.

"He planned his own death with his own hands and nailed himself on the cross that was spurned by all people." Su Qi's voice began to choke, "You don't know... when you finally conquered the army's defense line, he was smiling .He said to me on the communication... He told me, Su Qi, someone must be responsible for this war. What he did has aroused enough public anger. Quench your anger."

"I had already noticed that he was going to commit suicide, but I didn't know where he was, so I couldn't stop him even if I shouted out my throat..." Su Qi slowly closed her eyes and didn't speak again.

Both of them knew what happened next.

Lin Yu stretched out his hand to caress the area on his chest, and clenched his fingers tightly.

Just yesterday, he was still teasing Luo Xingu with those things in the past, saying that Luo Xingu "abandoned his career".Yes, it is really strange why Luo Xingu, who has always planned rigorously, lost so thoroughly in the final battle.He thought it was incredible that Bei Qiao won.

Thinking about it now, it was the victory they created together, with 50.00% of Luo Xingu's efforts integrated into it.

How can you not win?

Silence spread in this space until Lin Yu broke it.

"Sorry, I want to ask one more question." Lin Yu said slowly, "Has he ever told you, since when did he decide to go undercover in the army?"

"Since he sold the piano at home and joined the army." Su Qi said word by word, with a sad voice, "This game, from the very beginning, he has already been."

……

"crunch-"

The door of the villa opened, and the originally fluent piano sound stopped.

Luo Xingu's voice came from the direction of the living room: "A Yu, is everything going well?"

Lin Yu said "Mmm", kicked off his shoes, and walked towards the living room without taking off his coat.

He was still carrying the cold air left by the winter snow on his body, carrying the cold wind all the way, walking straight towards Luo Xingu.Then, while Luo Xingu lowered his head to turn over the piano score, he hugged Luo Xingu from behind with his arms around the other's neck.

Luo Xingu was taken aback: "What's the matter? You and Su Qi won't drink while eating, right?"

Lin Yu said dully, "No."

"Then go and change first." Luo Xingu patted his arm lightly, "I can't even move if you hug me like this."

Lin Yu buried his head in Luo Xingu's neck: "Brother Luo, I want to hear you play the piano."

Luo Xingu laughed and said, "Let go of me first, how can I play the piano like this."

"Then I'll sit next to you."

Luo Xingu had no choice but to give up the piano bench to Lin Yu.Lin Yu moved two steps and sat down with his eyes lowered.

"What do you want to hear?"

""Winter Wind"." Lin Yu said.

"You take up half of my bench, and you still want me to play "Winter Wind", are you deliberately making it harder for me?" Luo Xingu joked.

"This level of difficulty is nothing to you." Lin Yu said, "Didn't you practice this song very early?"

"Well, I practiced it when I was 12 years old. It was true that I played more Chopin's music at that time." Luo Xingu casually drew a series of arpeggios on the keys.

"If your family didn't let you practice the piano when you were young, would you be very sad?" Lin Yu asked.

"Yeah. That's the first time I had a fight with my dad. He thought it was bad for me to put so much effort into my music. My dad wanted me to go his way for quite a while, but in the end I won the fight." Luo Xingu caressed the keys intentionally or unintentionally, "So nothing can stop me from learning music."

"Yes, nothing can stop you." Lin Yu said softly.

Luo Xingu turned his head to look at Lin Yu, and frowned slightly: "A Yu, what's wrong with you? I always feel like you..."

Lin Yu stood up from the piano bench, "I'm going to change clothes and take a shower."

"Oh, good." Luo Xingu nodded.

Lin Yu walked to the stairs, took off his scarf and coat, and threw all his underwear into the laundry basket, then went into the bathroom and turned on the shower.

The loud sound of running water drowned out all other sounds in the bathroom.

Hot water poured on his back, Lin Yu supported the wall with one hand, covered his eyes with the other, his body shook slightly.

He broke down in sobs.

The scenes of the past are unbearable to recall.

Every time I read a little bit, it is full of thorns and thorns.

Every word that was said inadvertently seemed to be turned into a sharp arrow, piercing the flesh and stabbing the spine, causing pain everywhere in the whole body.

"Crash".

The bathroom door was pulled open unexpectedly.

He heard Luo Xingu's voice coming from the door.

"A Yu, did Su Qi tell you something today?" The voice was very calm, completely missing the kindness and gentleness downstairs.

Lin Yu wiped his face with hot water to calm down a little, then turned off the shower and turned around.

"What do you think she should say to me?" He looked at Luo Xingu.

Luo Xingu looked at him, and said after a while: "I thought Su Qi didn't remember."

Lin Yu wrapped the towel around his waist, walked towards Luo Xingu step by step, and walked straight in front of him.

He stared at Luo Xingu's face, that face had long since lost the fierceness experienced in the artillery fire, and replaced it with the peace of time.Lin Yu thought, he must not cry in front of Luo Xingu.

But he couldn't help it.

It is not easy for him to endure from the coffee shop until now.

Tears mixed with the drops of water on his cheeks, and Lin Yu clenched his fists.

"Do I still have to thank you? You played a big game, sending your own brother out, sending Bei Qiao out, and finally sending me out too." Lin Yu gritted his molars, "You even You didn't explain it to me, you would rather hurt me than tell me your plan."

His voice quivered.

"I'm so unworthy of your trust? I can do what Su Qi can do. Why don't you let me help you share a little? If you tell me, I will never leave. "

Lin Yu cried until his eyes blurred: "I won't even watch you jump off that building...sir."

He was stopped by Luo Xingula in his arms.

Luo Xingu's uncontrollable breath came from his ear: "Don't cry, it's my fault, it's all my fault. Ah Yu, don't cry anymore."

Lin Yu pursed his lips, his whole face twitching from crying: "You are such a gentle person, but you want to raise your gun and pretend to be so ruthless... You don't like it at all, do you? Why are you apologizing, you Saved so many people, but was betrayed by the whole world."

"It's all over, it's a long time ago, don't take it to heart." Luo Xingu patted him on the back lightly, "I'm fine, I really don't care."

"Liar, if you didn't care, you wouldn't have said those things to me at the beginning. You actually cared in your heart, but you always used the so-called 'fairness' and 'equivalence exchange' to paralyze yourself. Until now you still use that A set of theories to bind yourself!"

Lin Yu sped up his speech and became ruthless: "Do you dare to say that you had no selfish intentions when you locked me in that room in your last life? You did! You are already looking for death, and you just want to take me to die with you!"

Luo Xingu pushed Lin Yu away abruptly, and took two steps back.

"Why, dare not mention it?" Lin Yu gritted his teeth, "You just want to lead the role of the savior, right? It's touching, isn't it? It's become a habit to suppress your true inner thoughts, right? Take care of other people's feelings and ignore yourself It's become a habit, right?"

"Stop it!" Luo Xingu suddenly shouted.

"I just want to say. Whether it's me or Luo Shang'an, do you think we will be happy if you protect us by sacrificing yourself? How is this different from imposing your will on others! Don't be self-righteous Luo Xingu!"

The sound echoed between the bathroom and hallway doors.

Lin Yu's chest heaved up and down, and his whole body was flushed with emotion.

He slowly walked towards the silent Luo Xingu, and put his arms around his neck.

"Cry when you want to cry, laugh when you want to laugh, and don't look back." Lin Yu slowed down his voice, looked into the man's eyes, "Live for yourself once."

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