cookie box

I opened my mouth, but in the end I didn't make a sound, the words I wanted to say were stuck in my throat.

... Or, after parting, I will find that I like you.

I looked at Ru Yuze in front of me, and felt very delicate in my heart, my chest was stuffy, heavy, and swollen with an unprecedented agitation.

"Are you...really gay?"

He smiled bitterly: "Is it still meaningful to say this now?"

"Yes!" I said, so loudly that I was taken aback. "If you're going with a girl I hope you're gay, if it's a boy I hope you're not."

He opened his eyes, his pupils were full of astonishment.

"why?"

"I don't know." I lowered my head slightly, "Probably because of willfulness, possessiveness, and other messy things, anyway... anyway..." I gritted my teeth and said the worried words, "The two of you are in a strange place. The environment depends on each other, and it is easy to produce special feelings.”

The blood finally returned to his face, and the corners of his mouth curled up almost imperceptibly.

"Like us?"

I nodded and shook my head again, my mind was very confused.

Maybe I shouldn't have rushed over on impulse today and said something inexplicable, I was secretly annoyed, and my head sank.

Ru Yuze rubbed my hair and said, "It's jealousy."

"what?"

I didn't hear it clearly, and wanted him to say it again, but he withdrew his hand and said to me: "If you don't go to eat, the canteen will be closed."

My stomach immediately growled twice in response to the situation.

He smiled and said, "Go ahead."

I clutched my stomach, a little reluctant to leave.

"One meal, if you don't eat, you can't die."

He sighed and picked up his coat: "Let's go, I'll treat you."

I said, "Didn't you eat it?"

"Eat another meal, you won't die."

In fact, I have eaten it too, but if I eat it again, I won’t be able to hold it to death, can I?

There have been countless conversations like this between us, where he urged me to eat regular meals, and I would rather go hungry when I was lazy.That's why there was later, he brought me breakfast, bought dinner... I think every step that came naturally came from his meticulous care.

For this meal, I took the words "chewing slowly and swallowing carefully" to the extreme, and I dragged it until the last moment when the lights in the cafeteria were turned off, before I could barely close the meal.I finally know what I'm missing.

Because, I will lose Ru Yuze.

"You explain it to the teacher in charge. It was a fool's brain to reject him at the beginning."

"Ah."

"Switzerland is a great country. There are many beauties and handsome men."

"Ah."

"You must not worship foreigners and hook up with foreigners."

"Ah."

"I'm not a good person. Rabbits don't eat grass by the side of their nests. Is it worthy of the school's cultivation that two high-achieving students don't study and fall in love every day?"

"Forest drought."

"what?"

"Will you get drunk if you drink Coca-Cola?"

"..."

He spoke clearly and logically, but when it came time to take it seriously, I was the first to be persuaded.

Unfortunately, there is no permanent banquet in the world.

Sending Ru Yuze back to the dormitory, I walked around the corridor, and finally stood downstairs in the dormitory, staring at the light in his window in a daze.

I was thinking in my heart that there should be some drizzle in the sky at this time to match my worries, and my neck was hooked.

My first reaction was Song Lan, and without even thinking about it, I slammed it into the back of my stomach.

With the sound of "嗤", I immediately knew that I had hit the wrong person.

Duan Hongxuan clutched his stomach and complained: "The attack is too heavy, brother."

I was surprised: "Why are you?"

"I just want to ask this question," Duan Hongxuan became angry all of a sudden, "Why did Ru Yuze move to our dormitory? Tell me, what are your two intentions?"

I was even more surprised: "He moved to your dormitory?"

Duan Hongxuan and I stared at each other for a long time and asked, "You really don't know?"

My summer palm: "I swear to God."

He raised his neck and asked the sky speechlessly: "I just couldn't bear you to mess around every day, so I moved out. Why did I come back after being clean for a year?"

"what?"

Duan Hongxuan moved out in the first semester of his freshman year. I always thought our dormitory was very harmonious. Until yesterday, I felt that the reason he moved out was because he couldn't bear the handsomeness of Ru Yuze and me.

"You're not mistaken, where are we going?"

He said: "You are tired of being together every day and you don't have sex, how dare you say you are not gay?"

I honestly say, "Not yet."

"..."

Duan Hongxuan made a bitter face.

"I didn't know for a while whether to complain about 'not' or 'yet'."

I shared a bitter face with him: "Don't worry, I won't go to your dormitory anymore, and Ru Yuze won't stay for long."

Duan Hongxuan looked blankly: "Why?"

I said, "Didn't Ru Yuze tell you?"

Duan Hongxuan shook his head.

I felt relieved: "It seems that the person who knows him best is still me."

Duan Hongxuan: "...Damn gay."

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