I am an ancestor in an enemy country
Chapter 30
Xiao Chengyu thought about why Song Shiwen would deny him. He thought it was because of the grievances between the two countries. what he said.
But it never occurred to him that Song Shiwen really hated him because of that sentence.
The string in Xiao Chengyu's heart was tightly wrapped around his heart, and the heart was divided into pieces.
After returning to the capital that year, Xiao Chengyu faced many difficulties and dangers, and he walked on thin ice in the capital. It was only because he had no one to worry about and no weaknesses around him that he was able to fight among wolves and seize the throne.
However, when the new emperor came to the throne, his foundation was still unstable. His fifth elder brother Xiao Chengyun colluded with the surrounding small countries in private, and joined forces to attack Liang State, trying to carve up Liang State. Due to internal and external troubles, he had to fight.
It took several years of fighting to stabilize Liang Guo's foundation, and also eliminated Xiao Chengyun who had dissent and courtiers who were ready to move.
Afterwards, he kept sending people to go to Beijing to look for his little friend. Later, Nanyue Kingdom continued to provoke at the border. Xiao Chengyu couldn't bear it until he reached Shangjing City. Who knew that Nanyue Kingdom was so corrupt that the frontline soldiers had no intention of fighting, and some even died without fighting. Some generals guarding the city simply led their troops out of the city to surrender.
All the way south without any hindrance, they reached Shangjing.
Originally, Xiao Chengyu really didn't want to destroy the Nanyue Kingdom, because the kid was from the Nanyue Kingdom, and he was afraid that the kid would hate him in the future, so he accepted the Nanyue King's letter of submission and quit Shangjing.
But he was vaguely grateful that God had treated him well, that the proton sent by Nanyue Kingdom was actually a child he could not find anywhere.
But now the kid told him word by word that he would not forgive him, even if what he said was drunk, Xiao Chengyu was still very sad.
Not for himself, but for Song Shiwen. His little friend must have suffered a lot when he didn't know it.
If he didn't think so much at the time, he would have taken him away.
Probably because he felt that the mood of the person holding him was not right, Song Shiwen panicked for no reason, struggling to stand up from Xiao Chengyu's lap, Xiao Chengyu dragged him back, "Don't move."
Xiao Chengyu asked him, "Ask, how can I forgive my brother?"
There was a long silence in the hall.
Just when Xiao Chengyu thought that the baby in his arms was asleep, he found that his chest was moist. Xiao Chengyu looked down, only to find that Song Shiwen's face was full of tears and his eyes were full of tears.
If he had heard Song Shiwen say that he would not forgive him just now, Xiao Chengyu would have felt his heart being strangled by the strings of the zither, but seeing Song Shiwen's tears, it was like a blunt knife stabbing bitterly back and forth on his weakness.
Xiao Chengyu was flustered for no reason, he who was always calm was at a loss at this time, he didn't know what to do, his heart ached badly, "Okay, okay, if you don't forgive, you won't forgive, please don't cry, okay, I'm sorry, brother is wrong, I was wrong."
Confused to wipe his tears.
Song Shiwen buried his face in Xiao Chengyu's chest, wiped the snot and tears from his face, and said in a muffled voice after a long time: "Brother, do you know that after you left, I was bullied."
Xiao Chengyu was stunned, remembering the pinch marks he saw on his body before, he was so distressed that he could hardly breathe, "Ask, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, brother doesn't mind."
The voice was unfamiliar as if it wasn't his own.
He was sad and uncomfortable, and wished he could kill himself. He didn't want to hear Song Shiwen talk about the past, for fear of opening his wounds, but he also wanted to know what his children had experienced in order to dispel his guard and Only then can I know how to vent my anger on children.
Song Shiwen probably felt that the matter had been kept in his heart for too long, and it was too depressing. Perhaps it was also because the person in front of him was a little brother with a full sense of security, so he wanted to speak out, because in the later dream , when the face of the little brother appeared, he was not so afraid.
He raised his head to look at Xiao Chengyu, and told what happened that year.
Song Shiwen has been very beautiful since he was a child, and everyone who has met him thinks so.
And as she got older, she became more and more beautiful, and the eunuchs in the palace had dirty thoughts.
They have already lost part of their bodies, and they have lived at the bottom for a long time, which has caused something to be missing in their hearts, and they have become more and more abnormal.
They also discovered that as Song Shiwen grew up, King Nanyue still didn't recognize his intentions, and became more and more certain that Song Shiwen would die in the palace sooner or later just like his mother.
They have seen many people, compared with Song Shiwen, those empresses who are in the limelight and favored in the palace are not as good-looking as Song Shiwen.
When Song Shiwen was four or five years old, they would stare at Song Shiwen unscrupulously and say obscene words.
Song Shiwen knew that he was too young to do anything, so he could only stare at them fiercely.
But later they found that Song Shiwen had changed a lot, he seemed less fragile than before, a look could scare them, and Song Shiwen learned martial arts from nowhere, so they dared not approach him even more.
When Song Shiwen was 13 years old, his young temperament became more prominent, clean and charming.
Even wearing shabby clothes, it is difficult to hide his own temperament.
The eunuchs looked at An An and felt itchy, but because of his martial arts, they only dared to hide in a dark corner and peek.
Then one night, those eunuchs got together to drink, and when they drank too much, they mentioned Song Shiwen in the palace. Everyone thought that Song Shiwen was really a beauty, as a man was only 13 years old, he was already beautiful It's like the fairy in the painting.
Drunkness welled up in their hearts, and their courage grew.
Finally, the drunken eunuchs made up their minds together and took advantage of the darkness to go to Song Shiwen's room.
"Brother, do you know that it was raining heavily that day, and I was awakened by the sound of thunder, and I saw those eunuchs surrounding my bed, looking at me and smiling, and when I wanted to sit up, they grabbed me separately. hands and feet, they laughed, very obscenely, and said such vulgar words while laughing, and then someone came over to tear my clothes off..."
Speaking of this, Song Shiwen was immersed in the terrible memories, and he couldn't help crying. Xiao Chengyu's heart was pulled so hard that he couldn't breathe, so he could only kiss his forehead, hug him tightly, and give him To appease is also to appease my own heart that wants to kill.
"Ask, don't talk, let's not talk, okay, no matter what happens, I will be by your side, and I will never leave you again. Ask, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He was distressed, sad, trembling and fear that could not be concealed in his voice.
Song Shiwen paused, looked at Xiao Chengyu and smiled, "Brother, are you afraid? Why are you afraid?"
Xiao Chengyu said hoarsely: "Ask, do you really know how to punish brother and how to make my heart ache."
Song Shiwen didn't answer his question, and continued on his own, "At that time, there were six eunuchs. They were all drunk. They bullied Su Fan and me since childhood. That night, when they were about to tear my clothes off , I severely bit the eunuch who was holding my wrist, and bit his hands to pieces before I got rid of them, my mouth was full of blood, and my hair was disheveled, I must have been very scary at that time."
"A few of them gathered around, little brother. Fortunately, you taught me some martial arts at that time, so I subdued those eunuchs. I broke their hands and feet. I watched them kowtow on the ground and begged for mercy. I saw their kowtows. The blood was broken, but I was indifferent, and it was hard to let go of the hatred in my heart, so I realized that I also have a terrible side, but I can't help it, if I am not vicious, I will be bullied and let others bully me."
"During that long period of time, I didn't dare to sleep at night. Whenever I fell asleep, I would have nightmares. It was Su Fan who was with me all the time. Until now, I was afraid of thunder. Brother, do you know? If you dare to get close to any man, only you and Su Fan can get close."
"As soon as any man gets close to me, I feel disgusted and disgusted, but I am not afraid of you, brother, and even like you to be close to me."
"Brother, sometimes I think, if I don't know martial arts at that time, I don't know what I will become, so I am very grateful that I met you at that time, you taught me a lot."
"But sometimes I hate my brother. He clearly agreed to take me away from Shangjing, but my brother suddenly said that he can't take me away. Brother, do you know how sad I am? I cried for a long time when I went back, is it because I was disobedient, so you abandoned me."
"Since I was a child, no one has been kind to me except Su Fan and Su Momo. My mother, they said that they jumped into the well because they disliked my existence, and King Nanyue wished that I would not exist in the world. The princes called me a bastard of unknown origin."
"Brother, if you couldn't take me away at the beginning, you shouldn't have given the promise, and I kept that promise and counted the days to wait for you. I waited for you for ten years, but I didn't wait for you. I hate why you made the promise. , but didn’t come back to look for me, if you hadn’t been forced to come to Liang Guo as a hostage, brother, wouldn’t we never see each other for the rest of our lives, would you have already forgotten me.”
"Brother, if it were you, would you forgive me?"
"Forgive me for not telling you my identity at the beginning. I was just an unfavored prince, and I didn't say that I was actually a boy when you mistook me for a little girl, because I was afraid that you would ignore me if you knew it. Me, no one has been so kind to me, I am greedy for your kindness to me, and I can't bear to let go, so I have been lying to you."
"When I saw you, I didn't dare to admit it. I was afraid that you would kill me. The better you treat me later, the more I dare not admit it. I was also afraid that you would kill me."
Song Shiwen was drunk, and what he said was upside down, but Xiao Chengyu heard something from his words.
After listening to it, there are many things I want to do, and complicated emotions are stuck in my chest, and I can't get up or down.
But the most important thing now is to coax the sad Song Shiwen, "Okay, okay, let's deny it, let's deny it, ask if you don't want to admit it, we won't admit it, brother wait for you, don't be afraid, no one can bully you anymore You, no one dares to take your head."
I don't know if Song Shiwen listened, but he just hummed and said so many things in one breath, Song Shiwen felt tired and relaxed a lot, and obediently lay in Xiao Chengyu's arms, pulling his Playing with the skirt, I don't know where the fun is.
Xiao Chengyu just let him pull, his eyes looked at a certain place in front of him, and the cruelty that he hadn't seen for a long time surfaced in his eyes, which was deep and frightening.
If Cheng Lu saw such a look in his eyes, he would know that someone was determined not to survive.
After talking for a long time, the hangover soup is not as hot as before, it is already cold.
Xiao Chengyu coaxed Song Shiwen to take a sip, but he refused to drink it after only one sip, muttering that it was too bad and the taste was too strange, so he didn't want to drink it.
When it was brought to his lips, Song Shiwen lost his temper again, turned his head to the side, and finally buried his face in Xiao Chengyu's shoulder again, unable to survive.
Fearing that he would have a headache when he woke up in the morning, Xiao Chengyu couldn't help it, so he picked up the bowl and took a sip, holding the child's chin, and poured the hangover soup in for him.
Song Shiwen really didn't like the taste of the hangover soup, he frowned and pressed his tongue out, Xiao Chengyu pushed back, Song Shiwen was forced to swallow the hangover soup.
Finally, kiss him again.
Xiao Chengyu found out that the kid who was drunk was very cute when he kissed him.
Finally, Xiao Chengyu asked him, "Ask, will you still remember what you said today?"
Song Shiwen thought for a while, "I don't know."
"It doesn't matter if you don't remember." Xiao Chengyu kissed his lips again, "I only hope that the king's heart is like mine, and I will definitely live up to the love. Just ask, I am happy with you!"
For the rest of your life, you have me.
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The author has something to say:
萧承宇:敢欺负我老婆,一个都别想跑。感谢在2021-08-1817:03:46~2021-08-1917:35:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Guihe;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Qi Qi 1;
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: a yo10 bottle of orange pomelo;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
But it never occurred to him that Song Shiwen really hated him because of that sentence.
The string in Xiao Chengyu's heart was tightly wrapped around his heart, and the heart was divided into pieces.
After returning to the capital that year, Xiao Chengyu faced many difficulties and dangers, and he walked on thin ice in the capital. It was only because he had no one to worry about and no weaknesses around him that he was able to fight among wolves and seize the throne.
However, when the new emperor came to the throne, his foundation was still unstable. His fifth elder brother Xiao Chengyun colluded with the surrounding small countries in private, and joined forces to attack Liang State, trying to carve up Liang State. Due to internal and external troubles, he had to fight.
It took several years of fighting to stabilize Liang Guo's foundation, and also eliminated Xiao Chengyun who had dissent and courtiers who were ready to move.
Afterwards, he kept sending people to go to Beijing to look for his little friend. Later, Nanyue Kingdom continued to provoke at the border. Xiao Chengyu couldn't bear it until he reached Shangjing City. Who knew that Nanyue Kingdom was so corrupt that the frontline soldiers had no intention of fighting, and some even died without fighting. Some generals guarding the city simply led their troops out of the city to surrender.
All the way south without any hindrance, they reached Shangjing.
Originally, Xiao Chengyu really didn't want to destroy the Nanyue Kingdom, because the kid was from the Nanyue Kingdom, and he was afraid that the kid would hate him in the future, so he accepted the Nanyue King's letter of submission and quit Shangjing.
But he was vaguely grateful that God had treated him well, that the proton sent by Nanyue Kingdom was actually a child he could not find anywhere.
But now the kid told him word by word that he would not forgive him, even if what he said was drunk, Xiao Chengyu was still very sad.
Not for himself, but for Song Shiwen. His little friend must have suffered a lot when he didn't know it.
If he didn't think so much at the time, he would have taken him away.
Probably because he felt that the mood of the person holding him was not right, Song Shiwen panicked for no reason, struggling to stand up from Xiao Chengyu's lap, Xiao Chengyu dragged him back, "Don't move."
Xiao Chengyu asked him, "Ask, how can I forgive my brother?"
There was a long silence in the hall.
Just when Xiao Chengyu thought that the baby in his arms was asleep, he found that his chest was moist. Xiao Chengyu looked down, only to find that Song Shiwen's face was full of tears and his eyes were full of tears.
If he had heard Song Shiwen say that he would not forgive him just now, Xiao Chengyu would have felt his heart being strangled by the strings of the zither, but seeing Song Shiwen's tears, it was like a blunt knife stabbing bitterly back and forth on his weakness.
Xiao Chengyu was flustered for no reason, he who was always calm was at a loss at this time, he didn't know what to do, his heart ached badly, "Okay, okay, if you don't forgive, you won't forgive, please don't cry, okay, I'm sorry, brother is wrong, I was wrong."
Confused to wipe his tears.
Song Shiwen buried his face in Xiao Chengyu's chest, wiped the snot and tears from his face, and said in a muffled voice after a long time: "Brother, do you know that after you left, I was bullied."
Xiao Chengyu was stunned, remembering the pinch marks he saw on his body before, he was so distressed that he could hardly breathe, "Ask, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, brother doesn't mind."
The voice was unfamiliar as if it wasn't his own.
He was sad and uncomfortable, and wished he could kill himself. He didn't want to hear Song Shiwen talk about the past, for fear of opening his wounds, but he also wanted to know what his children had experienced in order to dispel his guard and Only then can I know how to vent my anger on children.
Song Shiwen probably felt that the matter had been kept in his heart for too long, and it was too depressing. Perhaps it was also because the person in front of him was a little brother with a full sense of security, so he wanted to speak out, because in the later dream , when the face of the little brother appeared, he was not so afraid.
He raised his head to look at Xiao Chengyu, and told what happened that year.
Song Shiwen has been very beautiful since he was a child, and everyone who has met him thinks so.
And as she got older, she became more and more beautiful, and the eunuchs in the palace had dirty thoughts.
They have already lost part of their bodies, and they have lived at the bottom for a long time, which has caused something to be missing in their hearts, and they have become more and more abnormal.
They also discovered that as Song Shiwen grew up, King Nanyue still didn't recognize his intentions, and became more and more certain that Song Shiwen would die in the palace sooner or later just like his mother.
They have seen many people, compared with Song Shiwen, those empresses who are in the limelight and favored in the palace are not as good-looking as Song Shiwen.
When Song Shiwen was four or five years old, they would stare at Song Shiwen unscrupulously and say obscene words.
Song Shiwen knew that he was too young to do anything, so he could only stare at them fiercely.
But later they found that Song Shiwen had changed a lot, he seemed less fragile than before, a look could scare them, and Song Shiwen learned martial arts from nowhere, so they dared not approach him even more.
When Song Shiwen was 13 years old, his young temperament became more prominent, clean and charming.
Even wearing shabby clothes, it is difficult to hide his own temperament.
The eunuchs looked at An An and felt itchy, but because of his martial arts, they only dared to hide in a dark corner and peek.
Then one night, those eunuchs got together to drink, and when they drank too much, they mentioned Song Shiwen in the palace. Everyone thought that Song Shiwen was really a beauty, as a man was only 13 years old, he was already beautiful It's like the fairy in the painting.
Drunkness welled up in their hearts, and their courage grew.
Finally, the drunken eunuchs made up their minds together and took advantage of the darkness to go to Song Shiwen's room.
"Brother, do you know that it was raining heavily that day, and I was awakened by the sound of thunder, and I saw those eunuchs surrounding my bed, looking at me and smiling, and when I wanted to sit up, they grabbed me separately. hands and feet, they laughed, very obscenely, and said such vulgar words while laughing, and then someone came over to tear my clothes off..."
Speaking of this, Song Shiwen was immersed in the terrible memories, and he couldn't help crying. Xiao Chengyu's heart was pulled so hard that he couldn't breathe, so he could only kiss his forehead, hug him tightly, and give him To appease is also to appease my own heart that wants to kill.
"Ask, don't talk, let's not talk, okay, no matter what happens, I will be by your side, and I will never leave you again. Ask, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He was distressed, sad, trembling and fear that could not be concealed in his voice.
Song Shiwen paused, looked at Xiao Chengyu and smiled, "Brother, are you afraid? Why are you afraid?"
Xiao Chengyu said hoarsely: "Ask, do you really know how to punish brother and how to make my heart ache."
Song Shiwen didn't answer his question, and continued on his own, "At that time, there were six eunuchs. They were all drunk. They bullied Su Fan and me since childhood. That night, when they were about to tear my clothes off , I severely bit the eunuch who was holding my wrist, and bit his hands to pieces before I got rid of them, my mouth was full of blood, and my hair was disheveled, I must have been very scary at that time."
"A few of them gathered around, little brother. Fortunately, you taught me some martial arts at that time, so I subdued those eunuchs. I broke their hands and feet. I watched them kowtow on the ground and begged for mercy. I saw their kowtows. The blood was broken, but I was indifferent, and it was hard to let go of the hatred in my heart, so I realized that I also have a terrible side, but I can't help it, if I am not vicious, I will be bullied and let others bully me."
"During that long period of time, I didn't dare to sleep at night. Whenever I fell asleep, I would have nightmares. It was Su Fan who was with me all the time. Until now, I was afraid of thunder. Brother, do you know? If you dare to get close to any man, only you and Su Fan can get close."
"As soon as any man gets close to me, I feel disgusted and disgusted, but I am not afraid of you, brother, and even like you to be close to me."
"Brother, sometimes I think, if I don't know martial arts at that time, I don't know what I will become, so I am very grateful that I met you at that time, you taught me a lot."
"But sometimes I hate my brother. He clearly agreed to take me away from Shangjing, but my brother suddenly said that he can't take me away. Brother, do you know how sad I am? I cried for a long time when I went back, is it because I was disobedient, so you abandoned me."
"Since I was a child, no one has been kind to me except Su Fan and Su Momo. My mother, they said that they jumped into the well because they disliked my existence, and King Nanyue wished that I would not exist in the world. The princes called me a bastard of unknown origin."
"Brother, if you couldn't take me away at the beginning, you shouldn't have given the promise, and I kept that promise and counted the days to wait for you. I waited for you for ten years, but I didn't wait for you. I hate why you made the promise. , but didn’t come back to look for me, if you hadn’t been forced to come to Liang Guo as a hostage, brother, wouldn’t we never see each other for the rest of our lives, would you have already forgotten me.”
"Brother, if it were you, would you forgive me?"
"Forgive me for not telling you my identity at the beginning. I was just an unfavored prince, and I didn't say that I was actually a boy when you mistook me for a little girl, because I was afraid that you would ignore me if you knew it. Me, no one has been so kind to me, I am greedy for your kindness to me, and I can't bear to let go, so I have been lying to you."
"When I saw you, I didn't dare to admit it. I was afraid that you would kill me. The better you treat me later, the more I dare not admit it. I was also afraid that you would kill me."
Song Shiwen was drunk, and what he said was upside down, but Xiao Chengyu heard something from his words.
After listening to it, there are many things I want to do, and complicated emotions are stuck in my chest, and I can't get up or down.
But the most important thing now is to coax the sad Song Shiwen, "Okay, okay, let's deny it, let's deny it, ask if you don't want to admit it, we won't admit it, brother wait for you, don't be afraid, no one can bully you anymore You, no one dares to take your head."
I don't know if Song Shiwen listened, but he just hummed and said so many things in one breath, Song Shiwen felt tired and relaxed a lot, and obediently lay in Xiao Chengyu's arms, pulling his Playing with the skirt, I don't know where the fun is.
Xiao Chengyu just let him pull, his eyes looked at a certain place in front of him, and the cruelty that he hadn't seen for a long time surfaced in his eyes, which was deep and frightening.
If Cheng Lu saw such a look in his eyes, he would know that someone was determined not to survive.
After talking for a long time, the hangover soup is not as hot as before, it is already cold.
Xiao Chengyu coaxed Song Shiwen to take a sip, but he refused to drink it after only one sip, muttering that it was too bad and the taste was too strange, so he didn't want to drink it.
When it was brought to his lips, Song Shiwen lost his temper again, turned his head to the side, and finally buried his face in Xiao Chengyu's shoulder again, unable to survive.
Fearing that he would have a headache when he woke up in the morning, Xiao Chengyu couldn't help it, so he picked up the bowl and took a sip, holding the child's chin, and poured the hangover soup in for him.
Song Shiwen really didn't like the taste of the hangover soup, he frowned and pressed his tongue out, Xiao Chengyu pushed back, Song Shiwen was forced to swallow the hangover soup.
Finally, kiss him again.
Xiao Chengyu found out that the kid who was drunk was very cute when he kissed him.
Finally, Xiao Chengyu asked him, "Ask, will you still remember what you said today?"
Song Shiwen thought for a while, "I don't know."
"It doesn't matter if you don't remember." Xiao Chengyu kissed his lips again, "I only hope that the king's heart is like mine, and I will definitely live up to the love. Just ask, I am happy with you!"
For the rest of your life, you have me.
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The author has something to say:
萧承宇:敢欺负我老婆,一个都别想跑。感谢在2021-08-1817:03:46~2021-08-1917:35:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Guihe;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Qi Qi 1;
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: a yo10 bottle of orange pomelo;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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