Tranquility

When Tangning woke up, the house was not lit, and there were shadows outside. There seemed to be a lot of people, and there were words like "drink", "congratulations" and "a big fat boy" from time to time.

With the light coming in from the outside, Tangning stared at a few parallel logs above her head. There were black tiles on the wood, and there was a spider web. A big spider was dangling underneath and couldn't fall off.Tang Ning was sure that this was not a hospital, nor was it any other place he knew. He had lived for 20 years and had never seen tiles.

Tangning's family was in business, and was above average among the rich in that city.Tang Ning was the second child in the family, and she had a half-brother above her.Obviously, Tangning's brother's mother was his first wife, and Tangning's mother was the mistress who was beaten by everyone. One can imagine the relationship between him and his brother.

Tangning was also very helpless, she didn't choose her parents, no matter how bad they were, they were her parents.As one of the most disliked members of the whole family, Tangning has been very sensible since she was a child, or precocious. He never competed with his brother, and even avoided him. With enough money to support him, he moved out of his home to board after he went to college.Growing up in such an environment, Tang Ning revealed a kind of indifference and indifference from his bones, forming a complex personality of both inferiority and aloofness.Tang Ning was afraid to go home, facing his father's face of hating iron and steel, his brother hated mocking his eyes and his mother's thin and sickly body, so he always went out to paint from life, put his love on mountains and rivers, exiled himself, and gradually turned himself into a marginal person .

When Tang Ning was in college, he would draw some novel covers for others, so Tang Ning had been exposed to many novels and knew about time travel, but he never thought that one day it would happen to him.

After realizing that she had time traveled, the first thing Tangning thought of was her mother. Without herself, she would have no support in that family.Tangning regretted it very much. He regretted that he didn't go home to spend more time with her, leaving her alone to face the sarcastic comments from her relatives. Now he understood the feeling of wanting to raise a child but not wanting to be loved.Tangning was also very worried, worried that her mother's weak body would not be able to bear the pain of sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person. She only hoped that her father, who had always cared for her mother, could heal her pain. Now, her father is the mother in that family. The only pillar left.

It had to be said that Tangning still did not agree with her father and mother in her heart.My mother has congenital heart disease, but it is not so severe that she cannot bear children, but she cannot do strenuous exercise. As long as she takes good care of her, she can live for 60 or [-] years without any problem.

Since she was a child, her mother's house has taken good care of her, and everything follows her. She is afraid that her mood will fluctuate, and she is not allowed to see too many people and things.However, my mother is naturally sentimental, delicate in mind, and always unable to take care of her body. Especially after reading Qiong Yao's novels, she is full of fantasies about love, and she can be desperate for love.

At that time, it was a big issue, and everyone was opposed to it. The father and mother were very persistent. The more others opposed it, the more persistent they became. It was very Qiong Yao's way.In the end, the family gave in for the sake of the mother's body and the child in her womb.

When the father's original partner heard that her husband was cheating on her, she divorced and went abroad angrily, and wanted to take her son away, but in the end, her elder brother was left behind by her grandparents.

Because of this incident, the grandfather's family has not been able to hold their heads up, and the relationship with the mother has become increasingly weak; the grandparents and relatives in the family also disliked the mother very much. Fortunately, Tang Ning did not have a heart disease, which made the grandparents look better. .

Even so, the grandparents treated Tangning well, and compared to her elder brother, they were like heaven and earth. They even wrote a will to separate property.

In Tang Ning's memory, other than his parents, other people rarely smiled at him, his grandparents would not touch his head, and his elder brother secretly bullied him.In the beginning, Tangning was very wronged. She would always cry and fight with her mother, who would only cry while hugging him, but her father was worried that her mother's bad mood would affect her health, so she scolded Tangning not to make trouble with her.

Gradually, Tangning became more and more silent, hiding from everyone she saw.It wasn't until he came across the reason in his teens that his sky fell.It turned out that it was not others who were sorry for him, but his parents who were sorry for others, and he was the evidence of crime.

The resentment of more than ten years has become a joke. Since then, he can no longer justly resent others, he has become the person who is resented.He has no right to complain, he deserves it, but what did he do wrong, to be treated like this, it is his parents who are wrong.

In front of his elder brother and his mother, he would never be able to lift his head up or straighten his waist. Facing his elder brother's contemptuous gaze, Tangning, who was very proud in his bones, couldn't bear it but had to. All my grievances were poured out to my parents.

Tang Ning was in the rebellious period, always confronting his parents. He changed from a slightly gloomy boy to a mean, violent, foul-mouthed bad boy.Forget about her mother. She is in poor health and has a simple personality. When she was eighteen or nineteen years old, Tangning couldn't bear to care about her.But the father had already married and had children at that time, and with adult judgment, he provoked the mother. It can be said that the father should bear a lot of responsibility for this matter.

He looked down on his father, kept arguing with his father, exposed his scars, poured out all the bad words, and seriously challenged his father's dignity.Gradually, the relationship between him and his father became more and more rigid, even after college, it was rare to see him.Fortunately, his father has always been very kind to his mother, otherwise, he would take his mother away to live with him after he works.

Now that he is dead, will the relatives feel sorry for themselves? Maybe they are a little sad, but it's a little bit.Tangning didn't blame them for being cold when facing relatives, but no matter what the reason was, hurting was hurting. Tangning felt that it was best to be strangers who had nothing to do with each other.

He died, and my father must have been very sad.No matter how much he said to hurt his father, no matter how disappointed his father was with him, even though Tangning never admitted it, he knew in his heart that his father always cared about him.He suddenly realized that no matter what, his father gave birth to him and raised him, and he didn't let him down, so he shouldn't be so resentful and entangled.Thinking that his parents would be devastated, Tangning felt sad but at the same time relaxed, because he suddenly understood that his parents were his parents, they gave him life, and for this reason, it was only natural for him to bear his parents' mistakes. No fault, because they are a family.He has no right to be resentful because he bears the fault of his parents. It is only right and proper for the father to pay the debt.

After more than ten years of knots, Tangning suddenly unraveled after experiencing life and death. Tangning felt a little relieved. She let go of the guilt of destroying other people's families. He could start over and live in an ordinary family.

But, is this an ordinary family?Live in a thatched cottage?No lights?Is it ancient?Tangning felt a little uncertain, her gurgling stomach reminded him that the days ahead would not be so leisurely and beautiful.

Tang Ning stretched out her hand. This hand was thin and pale, very small, with slightly inconspicuous finger sockets, it was a child's hand.The bed under his body was very hard, with a layer of cloth, which was rough and made him very uncomfortable.Tangning sat up, feeling a little dizzy and her eyes were dark. It seemed that the child was not in good health.

Tangning looked at the room, it was a muddy floor, the one sitting on it seemed to be a kang, she had seen it on TV.A layer of cloth was spread on the kang, and it was dark, and it was hard to see what color it was.Opposite is the window, made of wood with a layer of paper pasted on it.There is a desk below, the door is on the left of the window, the door is closed, it is very lively outside, many people are talking, with a little northern accent, it is Chinese.While listening to them, Tangning turned her eyes to the right. There was a shelf like a high stool on the right, with a wooden basin on it. A piece of cloth was hung on the wooden basin. Tangning used the one to wash her face when she watched ancient TV dramas. It really is ancient times.There is a two-door cabinet next to the shelf, and then there is nothing.Tangning couldn't tell whether the wall was made of stone or earth, but Tangning could be sure that the family was very poor.

All of this was something Tangning had never seen in her previous life, let alone thought about it.Tang Ning was wearing a loose coarse cloth robe that covered her head to toe. She had no pants or underpants. The chill underneath made Tang Ning uncomfortable and a little cold.Tang Ning rubbed her belly. He couldn't imagine what kind of poor life he would live in the future. He never thought that he would have a day when he would not be able to eat. Tang Ning wanted to commit suicide.However, this fragile thought just passed by in a flash. It would be better to live than to die. He didn't have the courage to commit suicide yet.

Tangning's head was hurting faintly, and she wanted to jump off the kang and open the door to have a look, but found that she had no strength, her hands and feet were limp, and Tangning lay back down weakly, trying to listen to what the people around her were saying. Fortunately, the soundproofing of the room was not very good. People have loud voices.

"Tang Da, you are blessed. You have married a beautiful wife. You are more blessed than us, so I will do it to you!", a very rough voice

"Good brother, let's not say anything, drink!" The voice was a little low, full of breath

Then there was another "dry" sound, which made Tangning's ears hurt, and she couldn't hear what she said clearly.

Suddenly a thin voice came out from under the window, it was a female voice, I couldn't hear it unless I listened carefully,

"Second Aunt, where did Carpenter Tang marry a girl? Did you see it just now? Does it look good?"

"Tch, haven't you heard? Which girl wants to be a ready-made mother, she is a widow, and she has a mop bottle. She looks like a monster, and she is not a safe person at first glance." The voice was a bit rough.

"Hehe, Second Aunt, which beautiful daughter-in-law is not a demon in your eyes? When this widow marries into this family, I don't know whether it is her suffering or Mu Mu's suffering." There was a slight sarcasm in the thin voice.

"Mao'er's mother is really beautiful. Auntie, when did I say that she is a demon? This widow is far worse than the previous one." The aunt was a little bit unconvinced

"Auntie didn't say that she has a demon spirit. She has a fairy spirit at first glance. There are quite a few people who say that she is a vixen. It's a pity that she is not blessed." The thin voice weakened a little.

"Hehe, you can't talk about that on the day of great joy. People, eh, why not. A person like her shouldn't be here with us." There was a bit of embarrassment in the voice.

"Go, accompany me to the new house to have a look."

Tangning's head hurt even more. Hearing the voice, the family was getting a wife or a stepmother.The one in front is very beautiful and gave birth to a child named Maoer.Tang Ning's back turned cold, she couldn't be herself, she also needs a stepmother.Tangning roared inwardly: Why is my life so miserable!But who is the wood?Could it be that the one in front gave birth to more than one?That's good, at least I don't have to suffer alone.

At this time, the door suddenly opened, and the light in the gap reflected the figure of a child.