There is a terminal illness called narcissism

I stood in front of the full-length mirror and carefully looked at myself inch by inch, well, no matter from which angle I looked at it, it was perfect.I stretched out my hand and touched my chin. The skin is well maintained, and there are no pores at all.The lip shape is slightly thin, but the humidity is well maintained, the color is very healthy, and the height of the nose is just right in my opinion, especially with the heroic eyebrows and eyes, it can't be described as handsome, it should be said - very handsome!

I really haven't gotten tired of seeing this face for 20 years, and I believe it will become more and more pleasing to the eye in the future.Thinking of this, I can't help but click my tongue, wondering when I will let everyone appreciate myself as much as I do.

"Qi Yan, it's time to go out." Xiao Duan, the assistant who tidied my clothes, reminded me. I glanced at him sideways and found that he was secretly peeping at me. I couldn't understand the look in his eyes, but the meaning of urging was very clear.

I turned around and faced him, raised my finger and pointed to the wig on my head, "Call Sister Rui over, I found that my hair is still a little untied, don't fall off when I go on stage."

The corner of Xiao Duan's mouth twitched, and he almost pushed me out the door, "Don't waste time, if I didn't bring a full-length mirror here, wouldn't you even be able to shoot the scene?"

"You can't say that." I immediately shook my head and denied it. For me, becoming a well-known superstar is a lifelong goal and pursuit. How could it be possible to delay filming because of such a trivial matter as a dressing mirror?I have a strong memory of the qualities of a professional actor. I will appear on stage whenever I am supposed to, without delay!

Xiao Duan's expression became even more strange now. He looked around and saw no one was looking at him, so he lowered his voice and said beside me: "I said, Young Master Qi, you have to know that you have only just stepped into the showbiz circle now, and you don't even know who you are. There is no personal dressing room lounge, so don't make it so special in this public place. If I didn't bring a full-length mirror, would you have to spend half a day in front of the public mirror?"

I was a little unhappy when I heard this sentence, so I picked up the folding fan pinned to my waist and tapped Xiao Duan lightly on Xiao Duan's head, imitating his example and saying in a low voice: "Don't call me Young Master Qi, I don't think it's very Vulgar? I know you are looking at me according to my father's orders, but I am an actor here. Besides..." I paused, ignoring the sights projected from all directions, and focused on the middle of the stage. For the protagonist of the rival play, "If an actor doesn't tidy up his appearance before going on stage, is he still an actor?"

"Nonsense! Who is taking pictures like you for a long time..." Xiao Duan muttered, but he closed his mouth immediately after I stared at him.

In fact, I know very well that the eyes around me are similar to Xiao Duan's eyes on me. It is nothing more than thinking that I rely on my family relationship to stuff money into the film crew. I have contempt for my behavior and also faint jealousy.No way, the conditions of whoever called my family are indeed very high in the eyes of ordinary people. Even though I have never asked about the situation of my family's company, I clearly know what it means to be rich.Perhaps in the eyes of most people, being an heir safely is better than acting in a hurry, but I am really not interested in financial management. I am afraid that the only thing that can make me explore is acting. .

Even... my acting skills are not very good in the eyes of everyone.Is this not a very normal thing?I haven't been admitted to any Chinese opera or Beijing Film Academy, and I haven't received any professional training. Even if I want to become an actor, I have to practice my acting skills, so I am in the growth stage.

My inner thoughts obviously couldn't be understood by others, because I soon heard someone talking about me behind me, the voice was not loud, just within the range of my hearing.This made me sigh again that my hearing is very strong, but sometimes it is better not to hear.

"Tsk tsk, that's Qi Yan, the son of the Qi family who didn't even participate in the audition, snatched the role of the third male, and ran twice in front of him?"

"Isn't it him? I heard that he is very famous. Before the company assigned him an agent, he brought people around. No, he has come to our theater."

"He is very demanding! Just now I saw that he disliked the wig for not getting it right. Looking at his posture, he really needs to be plated with gold all over his body to be applauded."

……

I am speechless, so this is called demanding, isn't this the most basic thing?Looking at the short paragraph next to me, he seemed to have heard what those people said, and he muttered again, "Look, I told you not to make trouble."

I really can’t say that, Xiao Duan’s ability is quite strong, it’s said that he has brought some stars before, it’s a bit wronged that he has such an agent as my assistant.In particular, I couldn't save face for him, but let him be labeled as an assistant. I understand that he was upset.But this job is in exchange for money, so my dad shouldn't treat him badly.

I also thought about letting Xiao Duan be my official agent. Anyway, he is familiar with business and has a lot of contacts. It is not difficult to come and help me with some jobs.But after thinking about it, the company hasn't made any arrangements yet, so why am I in a hurry?Maybe a gold agent can be arranged for me at that time. I, a rookie who has not signed a contract for a long time, should use an assistant first.After all, Xiao Duan became my assistant, which is my default, and I can rest assured that I will use the person my father finds.

As for the people who talk about me behind the scenes, I don't need to think too much about their psychology. Maybe they originally wanted to fight for my role, but now they have been eliminated as the male supporting role.I've been a part-timer twice, so I'm naturally envious of the protagonist who has a part in the show. Now the male number three is more or less a role.

At this stage recently, costume dramas are prevalent, and the filming of this drama bought the copyright of the popular Xianxia novel, and the author participated in the screenwriting. As soon as news of the sale of the copyright was reported, it became a hot topic on Weibo. The various characters are even more dazzling.Popular idols and veteran drama players are all likely to participate, but I, a little-known person, got a role that is not too small. Can't this make people jealous?

I myself wondered if my dad invested in this movie while I was not paying attention.Otherwise, why did you set me up?If there is no ghost, I don't believe it!

"What are you talking about?" A soft female voice sounded from behind. Those who were talking about me just now shut their mouths. I was secretly curious and continued to eavesdrop quietly.

"It's screenwriter Ruan."

"I didn't say anything. We are watching Yu Yan's acting. As expected, he is a new actor with a lot of popularity, and his performance with Li Jiajia is not inferior at all."

Yu Yan is the number one male actor in this drama, and Li Jiajia is the number one female actor. Compared with Li Jiajia, Yu Yan became famous earlier, and Yu Yan is a new generation of male god who has only recently become popular.By the way, male god is the nickname of netizens, I will not admit that that person is a male god.At most, the appearance is in line with the public's aesthetics, and it is still far from my standard.

"I think you are not looking at Yu Yan, you are looking at Qi Yan." The woman laughed, her voice was still a little pleasant, "Although it is the first time for Qi Yan to officially play a role, I just watched his makeup trial I think he is perfect for this role, what do you think?"

I heard those people were silent for a while, and then said one by one: "That's right, Qi Yan is very suitable for the role of Wen Renxu, and his temperament is too similar."

I know what they mean very well. Isn’t it because Wen Renxu is the son of the head of the Cultivation of Immortals sect? His aptitude is not as good as that of the male lead and the second male lead. Just because he has a good status, he wants to marry the female lead .The heroine is also a younger sister of the sect, and is quite taken care of by the head of the school, so she has a lot of scenes with the male third, and finally broke up with the male third after the head of the sect passed away.

From everyone's point of view, this Wen Renxu should be the so-called playboy in the fairy sect?I don't think Wen Renxu has done anything particularly bad.Fortunately, the screenwriter Ruan was very kind, and he said something I like to hear.

"Wen Renxu is very infatuated and good-looking. If the female lead and the male lead hadn't developed a relationship, maybe he would have a chance to counterattack."

That's right!That's what I thought!Look at Wen Renxu, who is rich and handsome, at most he can't keep up, and he is not bad anywhere.With a few words from screenwriter Ruan, there was no one to talk about behind me, so when screenwriter Ruan walked up to me, I smiled and nodded to the woman.

I took this opportunity to observe the screenwriter Ruan, she looks a bit average, but I think she has gentle eyes, she must be a good woman.

This woman stretched out a hand of friendship in front of me, smiling like a flower, "Qi Yan, please do your best for the next scene."

I shook Screenwriter Ruan's hand, shook it politely and then let go, "Well, I will work hard."

When the screenwriter Ruan left gracefully in front of me, the short paragraph next to me interjected, "Do you know Ruan Wei?"

"No, it's my first time to come to this theater today, don't you know?" I asked back.

"That's weird." Xiao Duan gave me another look that I couldn't understand, "She is the original author of this play and one of the main screenwriters. She is so optimistic about you, it can't be..."

"Little boy!" I heard a suppressed angry voice behind me, and after looking at Xiaoduan's expression, I understood it clearly.

These individuals, wouldn't they use handsome and handsome adjectives to describe me?What a jerk!Am I the one who seduces people with my face?I rely on money!Wait, that seems a little weird to say.Whether it's money or looks, I have it. It's unreasonable for a woman not to like me!

On the field, the scene between the male lead and the female lead reached its climax, and the female lead looked back reluctantly after saving the male lead.The male number one clenched the protective jade pendant given to him by the female number one, and had some inner drama.Next, it's time for the female number one to return to the sect, and it's time for me, the male number three, to express my endless admiration for the female number one on the stage for the first time.

Suddenly at this moment, a staff member in the theater ran up to me and told me that someone was looking for me.I also specifically emphasized that it is urgent and try not to waste my time.It just so happened that there was a break at the end of the male lead and female lead role, so I greeted Xiao Duan and followed the scene manager to the sidelines.

In the corner of the set, there was indeed someone waiting for me. Normally, only people familiar with my movements would know, so I thought there must be something wrong with that person coming here on purpose.Unexpectedly, as soon as I approached, the field manager next to me grabbed my body, and with a white cloth covering my mouth and nose, as soon as I smelled the slightly sweet and pungent smell, I immediately passed out.

The last thought I had before losing consciousness was, damn, is my makeup going to take off!