There is a terminal illness called narcissism

When Zhan Sheng said this, I immediately had a feeling that I would hear some family secrets next, but it turned out that I was thinking too much...

"All in all, as a father, I am very relieved to see Xiaoyan has a friend like you." Zhan Sheng put the case in my hand and patted my shoulder, "I will trouble you to take care of him in the future. "

"Huh?" I didn't expect Zhan Sheng to change the subject and say this to me, "I'll take care of Yu Yan?"Don't be kidding, everyone knows that Yu Yan is much more famous than me!

"I'll give you a discount when you see a doctor in the future." Zhan Sheng smiled kindly, as if his whole body was emitting the light of a loving father.

"...Haha." Who wants to come to the hospital often to see a doctor!It just couldn't be better!The more I think about it, the more I feel something is wrong. Is this Dr. Zhan really Yu Yan's father?It doesn't look like it at all!

"Why is Yu Yan's surname Yu, and he doesn't take your surname?" I really want to thank Yan Qi once again, his and my brain waves are in sync again at this moment, and he asked the question I wanted to ask.

Zhan Sheng's smiling face froze, he turned his head sideways, and let out a long and melancholy sigh, "This kid has his mother's surname. After all, I never took care of him. If Qi Yan hadn't been hospitalized here, I'm afraid I wouldn't even be able to see him."

"Hmm..." I frowned and wanted to speak out, but Yan Qi came over and rubbed my head, his gaze was still a little erratic, and I could hear the discomfort in the words, "You, your tongue is not convenient, Don't talk for a few days, write down what you want to say, or... I will help you."

After finishing speaking, he immediately set his sights on Zhan Sheng, "Doctor Zhan, as a father, you should not leave the care of your children to others. Besides, Qi Yan and Yu Yan are just friends, nothing to talk about As for whether to take care of him or not, if you want to know about him, you should inquire about it yourself.”

Yan Qi's words paused for a while, and then said: "Yu Yan should need your help."

"My help?" Zhan Sheng frowned, a little confused, "What happened to him?"

Yan Qi didn't answer him this question, but pulled me up from the stool and took me to the ward to get the medicine.Xiao Duan stopped me and him without saying a word, put the case in my hand into Yan Qi's hand, and said politely: "Mr. Yan, please help Qi Yan to get the medicine, I will take him to the car to wait for you first."

As soon as I heard this, I immediately grabbed Yan Qi's hand, obviously felt him shrink back, took a step to the side, nodded at me and said: "Well, you go first, and I will send you back when I get the medicine. "

"Hmm..." I winked at Xiao Duan, but this time he deliberately pretended not to understand me, and dragged me to the other end of the corridor.

"Wait!" Doctor Zhan Sheng chased him out, stood at the door and asked, "I don't understand what that person said just now. What does it mean that Xiaoyan needs my help?"

I looked back at Zhan Sheng, feeling amused in my heart, the reason why Yan Qi said that was entirely because I told him about Yu Yan today.For Yu Yan's question, it is obvious that he needs to see a doctor. Isn't Zhan Sheng a ready-made doctor, although he is not from the psychology department.

Compared to my happy mood, Xiao Duan kept a dark face and didn't give me any good looks. Once back in the car, he continued to pull me into the back seat. When I stared at him, he sat upright and put on a pose The deputy wants to have a long talk with me.

"Qi Yan, do you even know what you're doing?" Xiao Duan found a pen and paper from somewhere and threw it into my arms, "If you can't speak, just write."

Tsk, I curled my lips, I really don't know where my assistant got the courage to question me.I couldn't reprimand him verbally, so I just obeyed his wishes and wrote heavily on the paper: "I know what I'm doing, why, no?"

I raised my eyebrows, and saw Xiao Duan clenched his fists, and his baby face was full of anger, "You.very.clear.?" He asked word by word, with a sarcastic arc at the corner of his mouth, " Kissing a man in a parked car?"

When I heard him say that, I belatedly realized that I was really impulsive at the time and won a kiss in one go, and I still feel red in retrospect.

My head suddenly hurt, I turned my head to stare at the guy who withdrew his hand, only to see Xiao Duan's face turned blue and he was very angry, "Do you know the seriousness of the matter? I was standing beside me at that time. If it wasn't for me, It was seen by others, how do you explain it?"

Before I could answer, Xiao Duan continued: "You've just made your first TV series, and you want to make a scandal before you're popular? These days, netizens use CP and corrupt jokes. Do you think homosexuality is so easy to be seen by others?" Accept? Dare to do this without standing firmly in this circle, do you not want to hang out?"

Being attacked by Xiao Duan's words in a row, I lowered my head and realized that what I did was wrong... Xiao Duan was right, I completely forgot that I am also a person in the entertainment circle now.But I don't regret doing so. At most, I didn't choose a good location and ignored the occasion on impulse. This problem needs to be corrected.

"I used to think that you really wanted to make a good movie, not just for fun." Xiaoduan's voice was full of disappointment, and he laughed at himself: "Maybe I care too much, what my assistant said must be Qi Shao you Don’t even think about it.”

Oops, I didn't have time to think about it, so I quickly wrote on the paper: "Xiao Duan, don't be angry, this time I didn't think well. I promise I won't do this kind of thing in the future without looking at the environment, I will be careful Be an actor!"

Xiao Duan glanced at my paper and snorted coldly, "The environment is suitable, so you want to continue like this?"

"..." I wrote a series of ellipses, indicating that this kind of thing is unknown and pending.Judging by Yan Qi's attitude, he has no resistance to me. If he and I become a couple, it's normal to do other things, let alone kissing.I raised the corner of my mouth and showed a smile. I will not give up on the road of acting, and I will not give up on Yan Qi!

"You can't be with him." As if guessing what I was thinking, Xiao Duan said quite bluntly, "You and him are not the same kind of people at all, as long as he appeared, I thought he was very dangerous. A person who didn't disclose any information and deliberately approached you, how can you trust him so much?"

I tapped some paper with a pen, and slowly wrote a few words, "Yes, I believe him." I can doubt anyone, but Yan Qi, I don't want to doubt him at all.Without him, I'm afraid I wouldn't even be able to be an actor. He has been helping me all this time, and he didn't take advantage of me at all.

"Homosexuality has no good results." Xiao Duan's eyes darkened, and he said with a sigh: "Think about it carefully, don't make a decision so quickly, as long as you don't get too close to Yan Qi in the future, I won't tell you what happened today. Mr Qi."

I forgot that Xiao Duan can also report to Qi Zhiyuan!But Qi Zhiyuan can't control me for a long time, and... "I'm not gay, I'm sure my sexual orientation is normal, and I have complicated feelings for Yan Qi, which I think is deeper than liking." I re-wrote this sentence words, express your attitude.

Xiao Duan took out the piece of paper from my hand and crumpled it into a ball, "You really haven't woken up yet."

Just when I decided to fight for my reasons, Yan Qi returned to the car with the medicine in hand. He sat in the driver's seat and fastened his seat belt, and sent me to Qi's house silently.Before I got out of the car, he handed me the medicine and whispered: "Today's matter... don't do it again." He looked at Xiao Duan and said, "There is still Xiao Duan, don't worry, I will not do it to Qi Yan." I don't have that kind of feeling, I think it's because I didn't do something well that caused him to misunderstand..."

What!Don't have that feeling?Misunderstand?I heard it funny for a while, and clenched my teeth unconsciously. I really have no emotion, so why didn't he refuse when I kissed him?Mingming, Mingming is the same as me, I can assure you that Yan Qi will definitely like that kiss!

"So Mr. Yan, you know that you have caused people to misunderstand." Xiao Duan chuckled, and glanced at me, "Sometimes it is not a bad thing to keep a proper distance, but getting too close will indeed make it difficult for people to distinguish friendship and love."

"I regard Qi Yan as my best...friend." Yan Qi pulled the corner of his mouth lightly, turned away without meeting my eyes, "I also hope that Qi Yan regards me as my best friend, as long as he If you need me, I will be there."

"..." I was so annoyed, it was the first time I had this feeling for a person since I was a child, and I was sure that I could get a unique relationship, but it turned out that I was overthinking everything?This TM is kidding me!

In anger, I snatched the ball of paper back from Xiao Duan's hand, and threw it at Yan Qi's face.I can't help it, I still can't bear to beat this person...

Xiao Duan chuckled, pushed me out of the car door, and watched me enter Qi's house.As for whether he said anything to Yan Qi in the car, I have no idea.

As soon as the person left, I put down the medicine and went to take a shower in an extremely tired state. The more I thought about it, the more unpleasant it became.Isn't the situation just now like being dumped?Why should I be rejected?If you want to dump... I should also dump the person!Thinking so, I didn't lose my judgment because of anger.First of all, I don't believe that Yan Qi doesn't like me, this intuition is almost deeply rooted in my mind, secondly, I think Yan Qi has some scruples to admit the fact that he likes me.He said that everything he did was for my own good.

So maybe he went with Xiao Duanxiang, thinking that it would be good for me not to fall in love with me.Who told me that my current occupation is very special, if it is revealed that I have a lover, it may have an impact on my career.

Thinking of this, my anger eased a little, I lay on the bed and went through my mind about what happened today, and through Yan Qi's reaction after being kissed by me, I almost confirmed my guess.Tossing and turning at night and not being able to sleep, I thought again of the doubts that Xiao Duan had left me.Open the laptop that I haven't used these days, click on the webpage, and search for a person's name: Zhuang Zhe.

The wireless network signal at home is very good, especially late at night, the network speed is fast.The search page quickly revealed a lot of news about Zhuang Zhe.The most eye-catching news headline: The cause of Zhuang Zhe's death is a mystery, or he committed suicide due to love, fans gathered to mourn, and were deeply saddened.

Zhuang Zhe... is dead?

I went through the news in disbelief. In the news photos, a large group of fans were holding a poster of a handsome young man, crying uncontrollably.This news was released on Christmas Eve last year.