There is a terminal illness called narcissism

Thinking about me carefully, I never seemed to care about the people around me before. What background or ideas they have is not important to me. Since Yan Qi appeared, I realized that people are far more than I imagined. It's much more complicated.Suddenly, I had the idea to investigate everything clearly, so I listed the problems one by one on paper and wrote them to Qi Zhiyuan.

1. When did Yan Qi meet you?How did you pick him?

2. Did you know that he served as the producer of a TV series?He obviously has a lot of connections in the film and television industry, so why would he want to go into business?

3. Does he have any special relationship with you?

After writing these few questions, I simply asked other doubts.

4. Xiao Duan was a famous agent before he became my assistant, why would he be willing to be my assistant?

5. You don't seem to like him very much, why?

6. Finally... what happened to Qi Cheng's mother?

I either don't inquire, or I have to ask everything clearly. I pushed the paper in front of Qi Zhiyuan, and I leaned back on the sofa, waiting for his answer.

Qi Zhiyuan picked up the paper with a slightly subtle expression on his face. He must have never expected that I would ask him so directly. Similarly, when I decided to ask these questions, I was sure that he would answer them.After all... Just because we don't ask about some things doesn't mean we can ignore them. Qi Zhiyuan owes me a lot of answers.

After a while, Qi Zhiyuan exhaled slowly. I thought he would struggle for a while, but instead he said with a gratified expression, "Xiao Yan, you have grown up."

? ? ?What's the meaning?

"I've been very worried, what will you do if I'm not here?" Qi Zhiyuan coughed twice, although his spirit was good, but the sickness on his face was still very obvious, "Fortunately, you can think of these problems ..."

I suddenly had an illusion of being underestimated...

Qi Zhiyuan paused, and when he looked at me again, his eyes became a bit more complicated, "Xiao Yan, you have never made any request in these years, you seem to live in your own world, and you don't have much contact with the outside world at all. When you said you wanted to enter the entertainment industry, even though it was ridiculous, I still agreed, and I thought this might be an opportunity for you to change, and it turns out that the current you are indeed much more reassuring."

I frowned, not quite understanding what Qi Zhiyuan meant, seeing my puzzled face, he laughed again, "This is very good... By the way, I see what you mean, do you know Yan Qi?"

I nodded, not only know, but also very familiar.

"It's a bit strange to say that Xiaoqi and I have only known each other for two months, but it feels like we have known each other for decades." Qi Zhiyuan seemed to be recalling the scene when we first met, and described to me: "At that time, he came to the company for an interview. , for some reason, I thought that kid was pretty good, and made people in the company pay attention to him for a while. Sure enough, he performed extremely well. At that time, several large orders in the company were all negotiated by him. I really don’t know how he Made it."

"Compared to those who dominate the company and rely on the old to sell the old, a newcomer who can create profits for the company and is willing to work hard reassures me much more. The thing that reassures me the most about Yan Qi is that he has no desire for profit in his eyes .I know he is working as a producer, and the kid runs to the set every now and then. I asked him your question too, and his answer is very interesting."

I immediately stared at Qi Zhiyuan, he didn't whet my appetite, and quickly said: "He said that being a producer is to witness his dream, don't you think it's very interesting?"

Witnessing dreams... Who would believe such a nonsense reason?I glanced at Qi Zhiyuan, he would never guess that Yan Qi entered the set because of me.

"As for the relationship, how could that child Xiao Qi have any other special relationship with me?" Qi Zhiyuan looked speechless, obviously puzzled by my question.

I saw that Qi Zhiyuan's expression didn't look like a fake, and I felt a little relieved.In fact, from the first time I met Yan Qi, there was a doubt hovering in my mind.So far, more than one person has said that Yan Qi is like me, and the staff on the set even regard Yan Qi as my relative.He and I are completely different people, but just looking at the appearance, I have to admit that he does have some characteristics of me.

It's fine if he doesn't get in touch with Qi Zhiyuan, but if he gets in touch with Qi Zhiyuan, it's hard for me not to wonder if he has any blood relationship with Qi Zhiyuan.

Maybe it was because my suspicious gaze was too obvious, Qi Zhiyuan immediately held my hand and said, "I only have you as my child, and you must be the only child I have."

Hearing this sentence, I snorted lightly, withdrew my hand, ignored his embarrassing expression, and reminded him to continue answering the following questions.

"Duan Sihang is quite famous, but so what if he is famous? Isn't a manager working as an assistant just for money?" He was too close to you."

When Qi Zhiyuan said this, it seemed that he really didn't like Xiao Duan.

"Last time you proposed to raise his salary, I just wanted to tell you about it. He is in an employment relationship with us. There is no need for you to be too close to him." Qi Zhiyuan shook his head and said earnestly, "You Don’t feel any pressure to use him at all, his assistant’s fee is higher than that of the agent, and he is very greedy.”

"Of course, this kind of person is also very useful. If he is short of money, then I will give him money. As long as he takes good care of you, what is money?"

...If someone listens to this kind of words, it will definitely increase the hatred value, but I feel very comfortable hearing it.I don't know how much money Qi Zhiyuan called Xiao Duan for being greedy?I took another piece of paper from the table and wrote the question, adding: Why does he want money so much?

"You don't have to worry about money." Qi Zhiyuan didn't answer my question directly, but asked me: "How was he during his time as your assistant? Is there anything wrong?"

I didn't answer, Qi Zhiyuan nodded, quite reassured, "Although I don't know whether the news from the entertainment industry is true or not, it's still right to be prepared. Duan Sihang looks like a nice person, who can know his identity?" What kind of person? It is said that he once brought a singer, and that singer was quite famous..."

I said that I knew about it, and Qi Zhiyuan continued: "There are rumors that the singer's death is related to him."

...This amount of information is a bit large.

"In short, pay more attention to it. He should do his job well for money." Qi Zhiyuan stopped talking about this topic, his eyes looked at the last line on the paper, and his voice gradually sank, "The thing I regret the most in my life , I just met that woman."

"It's useless to say things like this now. Keeping Qi Cheng is the worst choice I've ever made. I've hurt Siru!" Probably Qi Zhiyuan's emotions fluctuated too much. He squeezed the armrest of the sofa with one hand, and He covered his chest and couldn't stop panting. He frowned, and there seemed to be endless remorse and resentment in his eyes. That kind of deep emotion seemed to overwhelm him. It seemed that as long as I asked one more question, he would be unable to hold on. the fall.

I know that Qi Zhiyuan's appearance is very dangerous, and raising this question is undoubtedly provoking him, but I still remember Qi Zhiyuan said 'Qi Cheng is as crazy as his mother'!It was because he had another woman outside and gave birth to a son. Why did he use this language to describe a woman? Did someone force him to have an affair?

In order to prevent Qi Zhiyuan from falling down in front of me, I wrote a sentence: Do you want medicine?

He calmed down, took a few deep breaths, calmed down and smiled bitterly: "Xiaoyan, I know you hate me in your heart, maybe you think I'm hypocritical. But I haven't had many better days, and now I can take over with confidence. I don’t have any regrets about the company who can provide you with life security.”

"I want to know what happened back then?" I didn't want to listen to these sensational words, so I quickly put the written sentence in front of Qi Zhiyuan's eyes.

"I met her at a reception." Qi Zhiyuan lowered his head, clenched his hands on his legs, his actions seemed to be confessing his mistakes, but unfortunately... there is no one here who can forgive him, "At that time, I didn't bring a female companion with me. At first, I just thought of socializing and didn't pay much attention to it. I didn't expect that woman to just drink a glass of champagne and become drunk."

So you just go with the flow and get on with someone?If my tongue didn't hurt, I'd definitely give him a good taunt.A woman who dares to get drunk in front of a man is either reassured by him or interested in him, and usually men will understand it as the latter.

Seeing my expression, Qi Zhiyuan shook his head, "I know most people wouldn't believe what I said, but I don't have any other thoughts about her. Others regard her as my female companion. Seeing her drunk, let me go Send her away. The point is that I don’t know her well, and I can’t find her address, so I can only book a room in a hotel for her to stay in.”

I think the next scene is completely conceivable.Qi Zhiyuan's explanation was very pale, but he didn't look guilty at all.

"I was about to leave, but she came up to me and yelled in the corridor, saying that I can't abandon her." Qi Zhiyuan's face was full of disgust, and his tone was still angry, "I'm afraid that someone will recognize me if she makes such a fuss. , I had to go into the room with her first. Then she quarreled for a drink, and insisted that I drink with her, saying that as long as I had a drink, she would not let me go. I believed her nonsense and waited until the drink was over. That glass of wine, after waking up..."

"Is there medicine in the wine?" On the premise that Qi Zhiyuan didn't deceive anyone, I can only think of this possibility.

He nodded, reached out and rubbed his forehead, with a tired face, "I know I'm done, Siru is a person who can't rub sand in her eyes, I know her temper very well, if she knows, I'm afraid of this marriage will end."

"But you not only didn't break up with that woman, you also brought her child into the house!" I wrote this sentence heavily, and it is undeniable that when I think about it, I can't stop getting angry.To love my mother and do such a thing is to drive people to death!

Qi Zhiyuan covered his face, his voice choked with sobs, "Yeah, I'm such an asshole! I thought nothing would happen if it didn't happen, but I didn't expect that she would directly pester me, and she still wouldn't let me go after I gave Qian Dao modesty pass me."

A man is forced to be like this by a woman, who will believe it?

"Later, I couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to ask someone to put her in place, but she told me that she was pregnant. It was ridiculous, but she was pregnant in just one night?! I don't believe it would be my seed!"

Qi Zhiyuan became emotional again at this moment, he stood up and picked up his crutches, his feet were messy and his body was still trembling, "She said that if we drive her away, she will die in front of me, and when the time comes, one dead body and two dead, if the police investigate, The child in my stomach is the evidence, she is going to destroy me!"

Seeing Qi Zhiyuan's situation, the servants at home wanted to come over but didn't dare to approach him. They stood cautiously aside, as if they were on standby in case he was in poor health.

Qi Zhiyuan waved his hands angrily when he saw it, and shouted: "Leave me alone, you go and do your own thing!"

When only he and I were left in the living room, he recounted in a low voice, "Whether the child is mine or not, I decided to let her get rid of it, hehe, I am not a good person who made such a decision. But that woman suddenly disappeared, and I was worried that she would appear in front of Siru, so I had no choice but to confess everything to Siru."

So before Qi Cheng came to Qi's house, his mother knew about it?

"In the end, you also know the result. When that woman reappears, she will bring her son." Qi Zhiyuan must have lost all strength, and sat down dejectedly, "She said she wanted her not to appear in my life, There is only one request, she wants me to raise her son."

"I took Qi Cheng to do a DNA test, confirmed that he and I were related by blood, and then signed an agreement with that woman... I thought everything was over, and I could keep the child outside and not bring it back. That lunatic …She was crazy, she called me before committing suicide, the police found me, asked me to assist in the investigation, and then showed me the suicide note she wrote. She used her death to obtain a reasonable and official identity for her son , I have to bring him back no matter what.”

After narrating the complete events of that year, Qi Zhiyuan's whole soul seemed to be emptied, and he sat motionless on the sofa.I silently walked back to the room, and asked the servant to look after him as I passed the corridor, thinking in my heart, if Qi Cheng remembered his childhood and how his mother died, he would have a reason to hate our family.

Is it his personality that I don't know, or is his original personality just like that, but I just didn't realize it?

Compared to last night when I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, I slept very deeply this night, and my head ached when I woke up.And Qi Zhiyuan was in a car accident on his way to the company.

Qi Zhiyuan said that he wanted me to meet Yan Qi, but unexpectedly, the meeting place was set at the hospital. Yan Qi and I looked at each other, and the atmosphere was very strange.Qi Zhiyuan's health was already bad enough, but the car accident sucked away the last bit of his vitality. The person who caused the accident kept apologizing by the bedside, crying with tears streaming down his face. He was more like a son than me.

Before Qi Zhiyuan left, he asked Yan Qi to take good care of me in a trembling voice with difficulty, seeing Yan Qi nodding his head in response, my eyes suddenly became moist.Lawyers, documents, property, he prepared everything, and he smiled before leaving without even blaming the perpetrator.

I also have a feeling from this moment, from today, I am really...alone.No, I looked at the person beside me, I still have him.