There is a terminal illness called narcissism

After formally dating Yan Qi, my life hasn't changed much. He is still busy going around every day, and the rare meeting is nothing...that intimate act.Thinking about how hard it is for me to fall in love after being single for so many years, it’s fine if I’m not the right gender, and I don’t even have what a lover should have, it’s simply unbearable!

Although this is my first time falling in love, it doesn't mean that I don't know what love is like. In short... the way I get along with Yan Qi is too wrong!He has been considerate and caring enough for me since we first met, and he thinks of me in everything, and now he is so busy to make money for me.Such a good person, logically speaking, I shouldn't expect anything extravagantly, but I just feel that something is missing.

I know that there is something wrong with my idea. I obviously don't like it, but I still dislike it. Could it be that this is a belated puberty?Touching my forehead, I sighed heavily, and didn't even bother to reply to the short messages I sent.

"What's the matter? After officially entering the entertainment industry, what's bothering you?" The voice of the man at the door was full of concern, and there was a rustling sound, and after a while, someone came to me wearing house slippers and sat down .

I raised my eyelids and glanced at Yan Qi, he was staring at me without blinking, his handsome face was full of smiles, and he was holding a box of takeaway in his hand - it was my favorite takeaway restaurant .I sighed again, leaning on the sofa not wanting to move.

"Qi Yan?" Yan Qi pushed me, put the takeaway box on the table, and raised his jaw to signal, "This takeaway is very good, you probably haven't eaten at his place for a long time, try it?"

I lazily reached out and grabbed Yan Qi's strong arm, and when he looked over, I asked with a serious face: "Yan Qi, don't you think there is something wrong with us?"

He narrowed his eyes, and I obviously noticed that the muscles on his arms were a little tense, but his face still looked relaxed, "Isn't it right? What's wrong?"

Sure enough, he also found out that there is a problem between us!My eyes lit up, I leaned closer to him, and said in a low voice, "The two of us..."

His eyes were glued to mine, and the whole living room fell silent for a while.

"The way the two of us get along is wrong!" I said a complete sentence, but I saw that Yan Qi had a strange expression on his face, whether it was disappointment or something else.

"I thought something was wrong..." Yan Qi raised the corners of his mouth, shook his head, and looked at me with helpless eyes, "Do you regret being with me?"

"No!" I replied immediately, lest Yan Qi might misunderstand, you must know that he is the one I like, and I haven't regretted this decision yet, "What I mean is, the two of us seem to have skipped the period of passionate love, Entering the state of an old married couple living in peace, without passion."

"Ahem!" Yan Qi opened his eyes wide, looking at me even more tangled, "Qi Yan!"

I pointed to the takeaway he brought on the table and shrugged, "Look, how can there be someone like you in the world, in my opinion, you are simply not human."

The corner of Yan Qi's mouth twitched, but he didn't answer.

"Whatever I like, what I want, you can buy it before I tell you; you can solve my troubles without saying too much in the daily conversation; even what color clothes I am used to wearing, what fixed place I like to wear You know exactly what time does, and you never bother me when you are not meeting, tell me, is this something that can only be done by people who have lived together for many years?" The more I talked, the more I felt that Yan Qi was beyond ordinary The perfection, too, this kind of perfection makes people too uneasy.

Yan Qi smiled suddenly, "Isn't that bad?"

"...We've only known each other for so long, it's not normal." I put my other hand on Yan Qi's left shoulder, and with a little force, he made him face me, "I didn't do anything myself, you don't lack anything, I have a feeling for you."

"It's not like that." Yan Qi put away his smile and looked at me steadfastly, his eyes were as deep as before, when he stared at me, it seemed that he could only hold me in his eyes.This kind of thought made my heart beat faster, wanting him to always focus all his attention on me like this moment.

"You are very important to me." Yan Qi replied emphatically, "Very, very important."

"But I didn't do anything." The only thing I did was to make the man in front of me turn from secret love to open love...

"You don't need to do anything." Yan Qi raised his lips slightly, and for the first time in these days, he took the initiative to hug me into his arms, "You just need to live the life you want, and I will help you with the rest."

This sentence is really Su Shuang... I listened to Zhile, retracted my hands from his shoulders, then wrapped my hands around his waist, and touched his side waist.Tsk tsk, this figure is not inferior to any model at all, it feels so good in the hand, my heart surges, and along his waistline, my hand gradually penetrates into his shirt...

Yan Qi hugged my hand hard, lowered his head, and frowned, "...Qi Yan?"

I raised my eyebrows at him, "You don't understand me?"

"...No." Yan Qi's eyes wandered for a moment, then he paused and said, "Do you want to touch?"

I really don't know whether to praise him or despise him, Yan Qi is usually very smart, why is he out of his mind at this time?I squinted at him and snorted softly, "Do you have any... impulsiveness towards me? As I said earlier, I didn't develop the right relationship with you, isn't it love? Why don't you even have any passion between lovers? What do you think? Let's see, from the beginning of our relationship, have we kissed, talked about love, and wanted..."

"Stop, stop." Yan Qi stopped my words, and said with a smile: "What is going on in your mind?"

"What am I thinking? Aren't you the one who knows best?" I asked back.

Yan Qi thought for a while, and there was more interest on his face, "I really didn't realize this before."

"Then you know what to do now?" I raised my head, with anticipation flashing in my eyes, "You are the first person I have dated with, and you have made money by having me as your boyfriend. It’s kind of generous not to care if you’ve had other experiences before.”

"Pfft." Yan Qi didn't know what was going on, when he heard me say that, he turned around and couldn't stop laughing.When I frowned and looked at him impatiently, he straightened his face, "Why do you think I have any other experience?"

I made a sharp glance, "Looking at your age and the way you seduced Ruan Wei, you have a lot of experience, right?"

"..." Yan Qi pursed his lips, and when he heard Ruan Wei's name, his eyes flashed a bit of disgust, "I didn't expect you to remember her, and you and her will never meet again in the future. What kind of experience is that set, then I have lived for so long, and I really don’t have any experience.”

I didn't expect to be able to get this information out, which is really a pleasant surprise for me!I said I don't care, but I have always been suspicious. Yan Qi is obviously not as close to women as I am. From the incident with Ruan Wei, I found that he has a good way of dealing with women.At the wrap-up banquet, Ruan Wei was sitting next to him, but when she left, Ruan Wei passed out drunk on the table, and had no contact with him afterwards, and he acted like a normal person, never mentioning that woman.

It stands to reason that such a person should have pretty good sex methods, but he never used those methods on me, which made me doubt both my own charm and whether his feelings for me were impure.If it's really as inexperienced as he said...

"Those people..." The corners of Yan Qi's mouth curled into a sarcasm, his eyes glowed coldly, "It's not worth my wasting my feelings for them, let alone other things..."

"Then kiss me." I looked at him with a smile, and put my hands into his clothes, stroking suggestively.

He trembled slightly, his eyes were much darker than before, he lowered his head, breathing on my ears, it was a little numb, "I really don't know what to say to you, maybe I should wake myself up. "

"Why are you scolding?" I glared at him, tightening my hands around his waist, "What did I do wrong?"

Yan Qi turned his face sideways, his lips just slipped past my ears, the warm and soft touch dissipated my courage in an instant.I was dissatisfied that Yan Qi didn't do intimate things with me, but when I thought about what he was going to do, I couldn't help getting nervous.I immediately calmed down and thought to myself: When I take down Yan Qi in one fell swoop, I shouldn't have any mentality of worrying about gains and losses in the future.

"No, you did the right thing." I felt Yan Qi kissing my ear, and his voice was soft and outrageous, "If you are wrong, then I will be wrong with you."

I retorted, "We can't be wrong."

"Well, that's right." He repeated this sentence as if hypnotizing himself, and then... lifted my chin, and his thin lips touched it.

I don't know how to describe this kiss, because compared to the previous 'tragic' experience, this kiss was so beautiful that I almost swallowed my tongue.Of course, it was Yan Qi's tongue.The moment he posted it, I opened my mouth on my own initiative, but later I felt that I was a little too active, and I wanted to close my mouth but it was too late.

His kiss fits what he said was inexperienced, jerky, and cautious. At first I wanted to laugh at him, and I stuck out my tongue to tease him, but then——

It's a dead end!How did he exercise his lung capacity?Kiss without panting!He didn't play any tricks when he kissed. Just licking and sucking made my tongue numb. I gradually felt hypoxic. I didn't need to look to know that my lips must be swollen!She didn't know when she was hugged and sat on his lap, she leaned on his shoulder and panted, pushing his face aside with one hand, signaling that she couldn't come.

"Didn't you ask me to kiss you just now?" Yan Qi licked the corner of his mouth, and his deep laughter echoed in my ears.

I waved my hand feebly, "Who knew you would kill yourself if you kissed me." I looked at his face and licked my lips like him. The inseparable feeling when kissing was really great.

Yan Qi seemed to have guessed what I was thinking, he approached me and sprayed his breath on my neck, "Do you want...to do it again?"

Just as I was about to nod, the cell phone I put aside rang desperately. I remembered that he hadn't replied to the short text message. I'm afraid he was a little anxious.Plus I'm the man who wants to take Yan Qi down, so what's the point of sitting in his arms?Quickly jumped up from his lap, picked up the phone and pressed the answer button.

Immediately, a short voice came from the phone, "Qi Yan, the company has assigned you an agent, I saw... the person is fine, I gave him your address, he may be able to come to you in a while. "

"Wait!" I've been involved in the work of an artist for a long time, and I almost forgot that I still don't have an agent. It's been so long. After Qi Zhiyuan died, I didn't have the capital of the young master of the Qi family outside. And identity, why did the company think of arranging someone for me at this time? "Xiao Duan, isn't it enough to have you? The company is willing to pay for it before hiring someone?"

"You can be regarded as an actor with potential now. It's normal for the company to focus on training." Duan was laughing, but I didn't hear how happy he was. Come to the contract. After the company assigns you, all activities will be on the right track. After all, I am not your manager, and the company will indeed be dissatisfied if you push the announcement because of your temper."

This means... Find an agent to take care of me?I wrinkled up and said, "I think it's good for you to be my manager."