There is a terminal illness called narcissism

The next meal I ate was tasteless, Guan Qian seemed to have made up his mind to take the high-cold route, his face was so cold, and he lost his appetite just by looking at him.Fortunately, Yan Qi was there, and he would talk to me about everything I said, so the topic at the dinner table did not seem too deserted.

In the past, I only thought that Yan Qi's role as producer was just for fun. When I asked some questions about film and television, I suddenly found that Yan Qi knew a lot more than I thought.Through my conversation with him, Guan Qian, who used to be indifferent to us, gradually merged into our topic, and unconsciously talked a lot.

After we finished eating, we sat on the sofa chatting like friends, and the original strange atmosphere had long since disappeared. As for the high-cold manager... he opened up a chatter box, and he was even more chattering than Tang Seng.

"To be honest, I thought it was very troublesome when I first knew that I was going to take over you as an artist." Guan Qian drank the coffee I had someone brew for him, squinted at me, and kept scolding, "There have only been small tricks before. Later, I was so lucky that I played the second male lead in Director Qin's play..."

"No." I corrected in a low voice, "It's male number three."

Guan Qian snorted softly, ignored my words, and continued: "For that film, and for the audience to know you, we have been hyping since the beginning of filming. First, there was an injury incident on the set, and then there was personal marketing on Weibo, Thanks to the hard work of the entire crew, not only Yu Yan, a popular celebrity, joined you in publicity, but also Ji Minglang's various gossip news, you, a little-known newcomer, have suddenly attracted a lot of fans."

"Of course I'm not saying it's bad, at least you can still watch the show." Guan Qian pursed his lips, his expression still not very good, "But, do you know that your so-called fame is like a castle in the air, not solidified? It looks pretty, but it’s actually nothing. I don’t know how many shows like yours, and when the craze is over, few of them will be remembered by the audience. Of course, what I didn’t expect was that I I will be your manager, and the company asked me to bring a rookie like you, so I understand why Director Qin's crew will all come to help you."

"..." What Guan Qian meant was that I went backstage?The point is that I have never given money or gifts to anyone!

"This kind of thing is not uncommon in the circle. It is not wrong to find a way to find a way. Now that you have found me, then you should know my request." Guan Qian stared at me through the lens, looking very serious, "My subordinates As an artist, the most important thing is to be obedient. I will not make any announcements that are not popular, and how to complete the work perfectly is what you have to do."

"I won't care about your private life. The premise is that your private life will not be exposed in the media. I have contacted your former assistant. He is indeed a good talent. It's just that the assistant is an assistant after all, and he has indulged you a bit. You It should be enough rest, and then shift the focus to work..."

The rambling conversation lasted until ten o'clock in the evening. If Yan Qi hadn't changed the subject, I'm afraid I would have asked this 'well-connected' manager to simply quit me as a young artist, so as not to cause him a lot of dissatisfaction with me in the future. .

After seeing off Guan Qian, I spread out on the sofa and let out a long sigh. Yan Qi probably knew that I was not very happy, so he sat next to me and said: "Guan Qian is very famous in the industry, although he is a bit strict. , but it can be said that he is wholehearted in his own artist. He will not force the artist to accept any play, he will only list the conditions one by one, and it is up to you whether you can seize the opportunity. There are countless domestic first-line stars who want to find him as their agent, so it's normal to be a little arrogant, you don't have to take his attitude to heart."

I turned over and faced Yan Qi, "You know him very well? Listening to your conversation with him just now, I feel like I can't get in." After thinking about it, I added, "Maybe you are better than me." Suitable for the entertainment industry."

"Me?" Yan Qi smiled, shook his head and said, "I'm a businessman."

"I think you don't like going into business." I replied with certainty, "You are more interested in talking about the entertainment industry than talking about the company. Maybe you can try acting..."

"I don't have the energy." Yan Qi didn't deny my guess, but said something that made me blush, "I'm very satisfied to watch you act."

I immediately jumped on him, wishing I could bite him, "Hey! Tell me honestly, the company will find me a famous manager like Guan Qian, is it because you are behind the scenes?"

Yan Qi opened his hands to catch me, and directly hugged me in his arms.Immediately, he and I were intimately glued together. If it was the past, I would have scoffed at such a big man cuddling. But now... well, I wish I could get closer to him.

"Would you believe me if I said it had nothing to do with me?" Yan Qi asked.

I immediately shook my head and asked, "Aside from you, who else can treat me so well?"

"Pfft..." Yan Qi rubbed my head, smiling so hard that he couldn't see his eyes, "You have a conscience, but..." He paused, and the smile on his face gradually faded, "Except for me, what if If someone treats you well, you must be careful."

My eyes lit up, could Yan Qi be swearing sovereignty by saying this?It seems that he also has worries about falling in love with me.I reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and said very proudly: "Don't worry, I know that you are under pressure when you are with me. There must be many people who like me and want to treat me well, but I won't like those people."

Yan Qi's handsome face froze for a moment after I finished saying this, and then he said with a broken smile: "What are you thinking! I mean, no matter how good the outsiders are, are they worthy of reassurance? Who knows if they have any other purpose."

I naturally agree with his words, "I understand what you mean, no one can lie to me, because as long as you compare them with you..."

"Are they nothing?" Yan Qi took the second half of my sentence.

I couldn't stop laughing, and kissed him on the mouth, "I found that you are very narcissistic!"

He glanced at me, "You're not the same."

Tsk tsk, he will refute me.I immediately pushed him onto the sofa, straddled him, and whispered in his ear: "How about you staying tonight?"

Yan Qi raised his eyes and stared at me, his eyes seemed to be struggling a little, he put his hands on my waist, and directly hugged me off his body, "You..."

I know I'm a little too sticky, but Yan Qi has a very peculiar characteristic, that kind of characteristic makes me want to get close to him uncontrollably, and I feel that getting closer to him is a matter of course.He... attracts me.Thinking about how I have only met such a person after being single for so many years, shouldn't it be strange to behave like this?

"As you can see, this house is very big." I stood up and pointed to this place, "There used to be Qi Zhiyuan, but now I am the only one left, and no one at home talks to me. If you live here, you won't need both sides Hurry up. I heard that you live in the company at night? Where can you have a good rest in the company? What if you don’t have a good rest and you miss work? "

After a long time, Yan Qi said slowly: "...You have many reasons."

When he said that, it seemed that he promised me to stay.There was a little excitement in my heart, I pulled him up and walked towards my room, "Well...my room is quite big, and there is a bathroom so it's not too comfortable to take a bath..."

Will it seem that I am a little too eager to take people to my room so impatiently?By the way, I don't seem to have prepared anything... I was thinking wildly in my mind, I had already taken Yan Qi to the room, found him a loose bathrobe, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When I came out wiping my wet hair, I saw Yan Qi turned on the rear-projection TV in the room, and there was a video left by my mother in it, and Yan Qi was staring at the screen without blinking, revealing The look made me feel puzzled for a while.He knows mom?What's with that look of nostalgia and sadness?

When I walked up to him, he immediately turned his head, apologetic in his deep eyes, and said a little embarrassedly: "Sorry, I fiddled with the remote control..."

I took the remote control from him, turned off the screen, lowered my eyes and said calmly, "It's nothing, isn't she beautiful?"

"Yes." Yan Qi replied without hesitation, "It's beautiful."

I feel more and more weird, you must know that Yan Qi has never praised any woman in front of me, he can't be... I was knocked on the head, and when I looked up, I saw Yan Qi's speechless expression, as if he was in front of me Grinding his teeth, his tone was a little annoyed, "What are you thinking about!"

I was wondering if you had some unspeakable emotional entanglement with my mother, but looking at Yan Qi's expression, I decided to swallow my guess.Because it is impossible for Yan Qi and my mother to be related, my mother passed away when I was young, even if Yan Qi knew my mother at that time, he was only a young boy.

Yan Qi didn't stay in my room at night, he was very familiar with the location of the house, he actually found a guest room to live in, and the next day, he moved his luggage in without my telling.Seeing Yan Qi easily ordering the servants to help him carry his luggage, I suddenly felt that he was the owner of the house.

I am very happy that he can come to accompany me, but at the same time, it cannot be ignored that I am really awkward.He has infiltrated my life, he knows everything about me, but I don't know much about him.Our feelings may be interlinked, but his identity is always a thorn in my heart, and I desperately hope to know everything about him.

I still get along with Yan Qi as lovers, the difference is that I am observing him secretly.I believe that people will have many small habits that cannot be concealed in life. Whether it is something they like or something else, there will always be something to discover.It's a pity that the observation didn't last long, and I started to get busy.

Xiao Duan doesn't know what he's been busy with lately, he's gone. I'm not the only artist under Guan Qian's hands. He's at most providing convenience to me, and he can't follow me all day like Xiao Duan used to.After Yan Qi stabilized the company, he had a lot of time, so he accompanied me when I went to the audition.

As a result, on the day I went to audition for "Prestige" magazine, I ran into an acquaintance Ji Minglang.Wearing the latest men's suit of the season and blue colored contact lenses, he put on a melancholy look in the studio. He looked like a statue carved by Michelangelo when he didn't speak. He just opened his mouth...

"Oh, how long has it been since I saw you, my dear Xiaoyan~"