There is a terminal illness called narcissism

Unexpectedly, when I said this, Yu Yan's emotions became more and more excited, and he even grabbed my hand, his eyes widened and his expression became a little distorted, "I don't believe it!"

My hand hurt so much from being pinched by him, I quickly covered his mouth with the other hand without thinking too much.Yan Qi blocked Yu Yan and me very aggressively, I was really a little angry, this is not a private place, if something happens, should I continue to hang out in the entertainment circle?

"Can't you be normal?" I lowered my voice in annoyance, and said in Yu Yan's ear, "Please watch the occasion carefully. If you don't control yourself, we won't even be friends in the future!"

"Friend?" Yu Yan pushed my palm away when he heard this sentence, this time he controlled his voice, and a mocking laugh overflowed from the corner of his mouth, "What friend, you have been lying to me from the beginning."

My eyes fluttered and I looked up at the sky.

"You never regarded me as a friend from the beginning to the end." Yu Yan's voice was a little erratic, but he didn't let go of my hand, "I know that you should hate me at the beginning, and you really wanted to fight in the first audition. I……"

Hello!I couldn't help shouting in my heart, didn't this matter have been exposed long ago?And in the end, I was the unlucky person, and I also know that people can't do bad things, otherwise there will definitely be retribution.And...how did he know I wanted to hit him?I didn't say that before!

"Most people are the same. It's normal to be envious or jealous of people with good talents." Yu Yan's face has returned to calm, but the feeling is even more depressing. "Do you think good talents are lucky? I never In elementary school, things are faster than others, and you can do everything well. It is obviously something that can be done easily. Why do others spend so much effort? I don’t understand.”

...I don't think I can complain.

"I naturally received countless compliments, but as a result, my mother took me more and more seriously. She asked me to report to her in every detail, and did not allow me to contact other people. Bad me." Yu Yan sneered, "Her desire to control is getting stronger and stronger, not only to control me, but also to control my thoughts! Whether it's at school or at home, I feel like I'm being watched. No freedom at all! I hate it when I have to stay home with a sick person when other people can go out as they please!"

"She is your mother..." I wanted to retort loudly, but under his gaze, my voice couldn't help but weaken.

"Mom? Huh—" Yu Yan's mouth turned up slightly, evoking a sarcastic arc, "What kind of mother would want to control everything about her son? Did you know that she installed a camera in my room, not just the room, She even installed the bathroom and toilet, and the thought of her looking at me through the screen at some point makes me sick!"

"How could this be?" I couldn't help muttering. It's not a big deal for parents to want to control their children, but it's really abnormal when it reaches this level.Everyone needs to have sex, no one can bear to live in that environment.

"I know why she is like this. Dad ran away with other women when I was very young. She has only me by her side. I'm afraid that I will leave her like my father." Yu Yan shrugged his shoulders, as if letting go As if relaxed, she smiled at me, "She has transferred her feelings for her father to me, loving me, hating me and guarding me, to be honest, I would rather she hate me, her love Makes me sick to my stomach."

"I can't bear her touch more and more, even a simple hug, I feel like I'm about to suffocate! I started to have a rash... Maybe it's the psychological disgust reflected in the body, my body seems to be clear The expression rejects her!"

"It's not a bad thing, at least I have a reason to keep her away from me." Yu Yan raised her eyebrows, "Because I'm allergic to her, she even took me to the doctor, most doctors didn't see any problem, I only let her separate from me temporarily and reduce contact. Later, she couldn't stand it anymore and said, "He is my son, the flesh that fell from my stomach, why can't I get close to him"? She was so angry that she found many doctors for me. It's useless, she wants to be close to me, but she doesn't want me to be sick, and the way she looks in pain makes me feel happy even if I have a rash."

I frowned, Yu Yan's mentality is really... very problematic.His mother has a problem, and it affects him as well.

"You think I shouldn't think so?" Yu Yan saw my expression and asked me.

I thought about it, and could only reply, "Maybe there are other ways, it doesn't have to be like this."

"You said it lightly." I heard Yu Yan snort coldly, "I don't know how many ways I have tried, but she always can't listen to anything, she can't communicate at all! As long as I can stay away from her, I will do anything Go try it!"

"What happened later?" I hurriedly asked, "Your mother separated from you later?"

"Haha, otherwise, how could I be standing here?" Yu Yan asked me back, and before I could speak, he said, "I can go to college well, thanks to her being admitted to a mental hospital, but unfortunately..."

"What's the pity?" Yan Qi, who had been listening for a long time, asked aloud.

Yu Yan glanced at Yan Qi, and snorted lightly, "It's a pity that because of her, it's difficult for me to get in touch with people properly."

"Is this why you hate physical contact with others?" I never thought that Yu Yan, who has always shown a gentle face outside, would have such a tragic past.

Yu Yan replied casually: "Maybe, after all, because of her, I haven't been in contact with crowds for many years. When I was admitted to Beijing Film Academy, I felt that acting can train interpersonal communication. Although I don't suffer from rashes, as long as I learn to act, I will be able to communicate with others." There is no problem at all with people.”

Hearing this, I have a different opinion, "Can you get along well with people by acting?"

"It's really not good." Yu Yan nodded, and rubbed his fingertips on my palm, "I won't get better if I touch anyone except you."

"You are enough." I wanted to push his hand away, but he grabbed it tightly, I think my hand is absolutely green, "Look at you are so smart, you know I used to be acting in front of you, just Like you said, I'm jealous of you and don't see you as a friend."

"That was the beginning." Yu Yan was still trying to touch me, this time Yan Qi came to help me and moved Yu Yan's pliers-like claw away.

Yu Yan's eyes turned around Yan Qi and me, and when his eyes met me, they got a little hotter, "No matter what you thought at the beginning, it is a fact that you suffer because of me, the most important thing is Yes... It's very easy to get along with you. I was a little too shocked when I kissed you at the time, but in retrospect, I really didn't find it annoying at all. When I got in touch with you later, you are a very understanding person, cleaner than anyone I have ever met, When you treat me as a friend and get in touch with me, I think you are better."

"Wait." I asked speechlessly, "Didn't you say that I don't regard you as a friend?"

When I asked him this way, he gave me another look, and then simply took out his previous routine, saying how sad he was, how much he wanted to touch me, how much he couldn't leave me .I felt sick all over, and got goosebumps all over the place.

"It's almost there." Suddenly, Yan Qi, who had been serving as the background board, said aloud, he stretched out his hand to pull me past, and led me directly to the place where the crowd gathered.

"You—" Yu Yan was about to say something, but his voice was stopped by Yan Qi's stare back.

"You still want to attract attention?" Yan Qi raised the corners of his mouth, and the smile on his face fascinated me, "If you don't care about the occasion and cause any negative impact on Qi Yan, then you don't have to worry about it anymore. Appeared."

I looked back, and Yu Yan's face turned blue from Yan Qi's words.

"Producer Yan, your hand is stretched too far." After all, as a professional actor, even if he gets angry, he still does a good job on the surface, at least he can finish this sentence with a smile.

Yan Qi tilted his head and chuckled, "I'm not short, so my hands are naturally not short. You can try to see if it's my hands or yours."

Bloody face!Yan Qi is so handsome that I have blood all over my face!This threatening line sounds so beautiful, I can't close my mouth when I hear it.

Yu Yan didn't reply this time, but his eyes became much colder, Yan Qi ignored him and took me to Li Jiajia's side.It just so happened that the awards show of the Golden Eagle Festival was about to begin, and the stars present had their arrangements, and they were going to walk on the red carpet in order.Yan Qi told Li Jiajia that he would let Li Jiajia take care of me for the time being, and he greeted Director Qin and sat down in the reserved front row seat.

"What happened to you and Yu Yan just now?" Li Jiajia saw Yan Qi leaving, and immediately asked me gossip.

I glanced at Yu Yan who had regained his former celebrity aura beside him. He was chatting with some celebrities he knew, and he looked gentle and polite, completely gone from his gloomy appearance just now.In fact, occasionally I think that he and Qi Cheng have something in common. Maybe people with mental problems will be hot and cold, and their temperament will change drastically?

"It's nothing, Yu Yan is talking about new dramas with me and Yan Qi, you know, he is so serious about dramas." I pretended to be light and said, Li Jiajia had no doubts, and replied following my words: " That's right, he just has this temperament, he won't be pulling you to play against you, right?"

"As expected of Sister Li, the guess is accurate." When I agreed, Li Jiajia smiled even more beautifully.

Then she asked me about my upcoming schedule, and I said I wanted to try a new play directed by Dong Fei.Hearing what I said, she immediately encouraged me, saying that the opportunity is rare, let me cherish it, and I thanked her sincerely.

"By the way, that Duan Sihang..." Li Jiajia looked at me and asked in a low voice, "He won't be your assistant anymore?"

When I mentioned Xiao Duan, I was still a little unhappy, "I don't know, he seemed very busy and didn't tell me anything. It happened that the company assigned me an agent, so he just didn't show up. I didn't even know him What are you doing?"

"He..." Li Jiajia's words turned a corner, "I know what he is doing, I thought you knew, but you don't know?"

My curiosity was aroused in this way, and I quickly asked: "Sister Li, don't be a fool, what is he doing?"