and his "forced" doll kiss

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"An'an, Yu'er, why did you come back so late?" Shi Jingyan was sitting in the yard next to Shi Xi, it was rare to have such leisure and elegance, and she could see the Milky Way even when she looked up.

"Take him to have a barbecue, is there hot water?" Shi Yu dragged Li Anyun in, and as soon as he entered the room, he could smell the delicious smell.

"Are you back? I simmered soup, quack soup, doesn't An An like to drink it?" Grandpa fanned the stove with a fan, and looked at Li Anyun from the corner of his eye while fanning.

"Quack... Quack? Quack? Then..." Li Anyun caught a glimpse of the empty cage at Grandpa's feet. There were only small dishes for Quack inside, and the two ducks were nowhere to be seen.

Li Anyun curled her lips, tears rolled down her cheeks, and her crying shoulders trembled.

Grandpa was frightened, who knew that Li Anyun was so obsessed with ducks, grandma heard the sound, took a look at Li Anyun, then pointed at grandpa and began to scold him.

Speaking a dialect, the characteristic of Wuhan dialect is probably that a slightly louder voice sounds like arguing, and grandpa can't quarrel with grandma anyway.

"I want you to hide it for him. It's okay now. I'm crying. I really can't imagine. If something happens to Quack one day, what will happen to An'an?" Shi Jingyan put the two together A duck was taken out of the box behind the sofa, and Li Anyun's throat was already hoarse from crying, which perfectly interpreted the hoarseness.

"Quack...don't hide quack...don't, don't...don't..." Li Anyun looked at his grandfather sobbing, tears falling on the back of his hand, as if he had lost a treasure.

Also, treasures should be held by others.

"Fuck... what's going on? Why did you cry right after you came back..." Shi Yu looked at Li Anyun whose eyes were red from crying, and then at his grandma who was wronged after being scolded by her grandma.

Shi Yu: Why don't you boil me?

After hearing a few quacks, I subconsciously understood the ins and outs of the matter. Anyway, it was not the first day to compete with ducks for favor.

Helplessly sighed.

"Quack...was grandpa...cooked..." Li Anyun couldn't help laughing as she spoke. Looking at the two little ducks in her palm, she gently rubbed them with her fingertips.

The hair was soft, Shi Yu hugged Li Anyun in his arms, and said dotingly, "Don't cry because of this in the future, grandpa can't cook Anjun's quack, you know?"

Li Anyun huddled in Shi Yu's arms, and nodded obediently.

After taking a bath, the two of them lay on the bed. Li Anyun was wearing that set of blue-gray pajamas, the two buttons on the collarbone were unbuttoned, and a large piece of skin was exposed on the chest.

After making a fuss on the bed for a while, Li Anyun lay on Shi Yu's lap, a pair of long legs dangling on the railing, the fabric was soft against the skin.

"You smell so good, lemon smell." Li Anyun was childish like a three-year-old child. With his movements, his clothes were lifted up, revealing the lines of his body.

Every inch of his skin is beautiful, especially his knuckles, which are well-defined and slender, which is simply the gospel of manual control.

"Does it smell good? I'll let you smell it." Shi Yu lay beside him, stretched out his hand and hooked his collar, with great stamina, he felt numb for a while, and his face was flushed.

The exhaled mist hit his face, blurring his vision, and even startled his heartbeat.

The sound was so far away that it seemed to be spreading from the left atrium to the right ventricle.

It didn't stop until it finally stopped at the apex of the heart.

Shi Yu is so exquisite that he looks like the person in the painting, his eyes reflect the whole galaxy, in Li Anyun's eyes, he is almost perfect, full of his gentleness like crazy.

After a while, the painting style suddenly changed. Li Anyun grabbed the pillow and threw it on Shi Yu's body, crying as he moved, and couldn't hear anything clearly.

"Anjun...what's the matter with you..." Shi Yu grabbed Li Anyun's hand, and the sudden release of emotion caught him off guard.

"I...I want...think..." Li Anyun didn't know what was wrong with her, anyway, she just wanted to cry, because those two months were still because of him.

Trying to forget the past, like a skeleton whose emotions have been eroded, walking dead in this world.

"Don't think about it if you can't figure it out, be obedient." Shi Yu put his coat on the quilt, lay on his side, and looked at him with his face propped up. The boy in his arms closed his eyes, as if shrouded in a filter of famous paintings. Rendering thin air.

"Brother, where did you go that day?" Li Anyun suddenly opened his eyes, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little strange, as if he was far away from this noisy world.

Hiding in the dust.

"Which day?" Shi Yu was startled, he suddenly remembered that there was something that he had been brooding over for a long time, why couldn't he remember it.

Falling into torment and sinking into the past, Shi Yu grabbed his hand, fine beads of sweat oozing from the palm.

It turned out that the unfinished sentence of Li Anyun was said for him.

"That day, you knew, why did you hide it from me?" Li Anyun followed closely. The question he always wanted to ask was also the question he couldn't say.

"Why did you ask this suddenly?" Shi Yu knew what he was talking about. On the last day, in the intensive care unit, Li Anyun met the man who bullied her at that time, who was a relative in the next bed.

It seemed that he could vaguely see the scene at that time again. After the doctor's rounds, Li Anyun was lying on the hospital bed in a daze. Because of the drug reaction, he was only haunted by excessive nausea and vomiting, and thinking about him.

I vaguely felt that the hospital gown on my body was lifted off by a pair of rough hands and brushed over the skin. Those hands were different from Shi Yu's, they were full of calluses and wounds after labor.

She curled up on the bed with her entire body unobstructed. The man raised the corners of his mouth, and the tip of his tongue seemed to be provocative. In a panic, Li Anyun desperately grabbed the corner of the quilt, which he felt was his last support. The pain in his body made him unable to contend with the man. , can only let him bully him.

………… I don’t remember what happened next, but I only remember the day when the crisis was turned into safety, and I lost control of my emotions and went into shock again.

Later, as long as she closed her eyes, Li Anyun felt that there were hands working in the dark, occupying every inch of skin through the fabric, slowly turning into ravages, and finally reaching into the clothes, stroking every nerve with her fingertips...

The breathing can't keep up with the heartbeat, every step is an abyss of despair, and the little one bears the shadow alone.

When Shi Yu found out, it was Li Anyun who was whispering in his sleep.

"Help me...save..." The more Li Anyun thought about it, the more frightened she became, and the more frightened she became, the more she lost her mind. She frantically grabbed Shi Yu, with the expression on her face like a bloodthirsty monster.

Seeking a bloody encounter in the thorns, trembling hands, powerless to justify his actions.

The tenderness of the boy was oppressed by this force, Shi Yu only felt a sharp pain in his wrist.

Fear, dementia, numbness, entangled in this tormented body every night, pain, helplessness, hopelessness, collapse, fall, Li Anyun only felt that she was entangled between death and death.

That person's every action towards him that day was engraved in the bottom of his heart, and among the distortions, it seemed that there were harsh laughter and sneering disdain.

Shi Yu was not good at calming down, he regretted not going in to accompany him that day, but he would not let anyone hurt him in the future, he vowed secretly in his heart.

Also make a vow.

Later, Shi Yu slowly accompanied him, accompanied him to shake hands with the whole world, and he never mentioned that matter again.

Even rooted out from the heart.