and his "forced" doll kiss

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"I've been talking about the company for too long this afternoon. I'm going to bed first. By the way, the phone rang just now. Who's going to answer it?" Shi Xi finished the last spoonful of lotus root starch, and took the bowl to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

"I didn't answer it. I didn't hear the phone ring. Maybe I made a cross call. Besides, if there was something urgent, I would have called you earlier." When Shi Jingyan answered the phone, it was from her own sister. I want to drag Shi Yu into their home.

"It's my aunt, what did she say?" Shi Yu noticed Shi Jingyan's small movements, and shrank back unconsciously.

"It's okay, I chatted for a while, Yu'er, go to sleep." Shi Yu sat up, turned on the light in the room, and looked at Shi Jingyan with red eyes.

From Shi Yu's memory to the present, Shi Jingyan has always held a grudge against Shi Yu, because Shi Xi liked him before meeting Shi Jingyan.

She has already let go of Shi Jingyan, but she will never let go of Shi Jingyan in her life, and no one has said the details, only knowing the night when Shi Yu was born.

Shi Yu, who was still lying in the small cradle next to the hospital bed, was threatened by Shi Jingyu. The woman held a dagger and hid it in her palm. Covered on the thin quilt that I covered at the time.

The harsh cold light of the night shone on the yellowed white wall, Shi Yu opened his eyes and looked at Shi Jingnian, without crying, making noise, or making any movement.

Quietly waiting for something, staring at Shi Jingyan with wide open eyes.

Shi Yu didn't know what happened next, except that the knife wounded his arm, leaving a shallow wound, and the woman was imprisoned for it.

"Talked for a while? She came to you again? Don't answer her calls from now on, okay? I beg you, I don't want...I don't want to be the center of conflict between you two." Shi Yu got out of the bed and grabbed her Shi Jingyan's clothes showed traces that she usually wouldn't care about, and her heart ached.

"Okay, stop answering, Yu'er go to bed quickly, don't think about it, she didn't do anything to mother, An An is asleep, Yu'er should go to sleep too, I have to go to school tomorrow morning, will An An go tomorrow? "Shi Jingyan sat on the edge of the bed, stroking Shi Yu's back one after another, and curled up obediently beside her like a milk cat.

"Anjun is going tomorrow. Last time he took the class test and received the award from Mr. Lin. He was happy for a long time." Shi Yu wanted to use Li Anyun to change the topic, but Shi Jingyan was still thinking about her on the phone just now. said those words.

"Mom, let's go to the living room and have a chat, okay? Can you tell me what happened at that time? Why did she keep pestering you?" Shi Yu put on his coat, glanced at Li Anyun, and fell asleep on the rocker. The bed was very stable, with hands and feet wrapped in a small quilt.

"Well, good." Shi Jingyan stood up with the edge of the bed, Shi Yu supported her, the light in the living room was on, and there was a paper bag on the coffee table, which should have been put by Shi Xi.

The grandparents in the next room are already asleep, and the elderly usually go to bed very early, sitting on the bed and watching movies before eight o'clock, especially in winter nights.

"Yu'er, how do you feel living with mom for so many years?" Shi Jingyan suddenly became so serious, Shi Yu was not used to it, he had never seen Shi Jingyan like this, never seen it before.

"This kind of life is enough for me to grow up. I won't ask for too many things, because things that don't belong to us can't get them after all. No one can take away things that belong to me. If my aunt can't let go, then Go on, no one can stop her, right? If she thinks that I should belong to her and dad, then she will live in such entanglement all her life, and I will not think that I am her child, and I believe that dad will not I like her, I have never even liked her, let alone marrying and having children with my father." When Shi Xi heard what Shi Yu said, it seemed that he had fulfilled the answer in his heart, as if he had vented his depression for several years. emotion.

"Yeah, if it weren't for her stalking me that year, I wouldn't have faked it with her. Fortunately, I met your mother, otherwise I might have spent my life in prison. I can't forget the day she attacked Yu'er. I was really impulsive that night and sent her to the prison with my own hands. However, now, I will choose to let the law punish her, because she hurt, yes I and Shi Jingyan's child." Shi Xi walked out of the room, not knowing whether it was too tired or something, he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

"So, Auntie, still hasn't let go of the past? She called the school last time, and I found her number later, and I wrote it down on a piece of paper. Mom, let her stop pestering you, okay?" Shi Yu Looking at Shi Jingyan, she couldn't control her emotions for a moment, and tears fell on her wrist.

Shi Jingyan hugged Shi Yu, blamed herself over and over again, and said sorry, she always thought that Shi Yu didn't remember this matter, but now she knows that he has always remembered, very clearly.

He could even imagine a scene of a woman entering the scene on impulse.

Later, we chatted for a long time, about the days to come, about the blueprint for the future, and about him and his stories.

Shi Yu listened carefully, listening to her slowly talk about the past, there was a trace of tenderness in the evening wind, everyone was passing through the world, staying here for a long time, naturally assimilated all emotions.

"Yu'er, do you want to watch the stars together?" Shi Jingyan and Shi Xi were next to him, and the backs of her and Shi Xi showed traces of time.

"Well, let's see!" Shi Yu grabbed the pillows on the sofa and ran into the room, as if he saw his shadow when he was a child. It turns out that he has not always been like this, but in front of Li Anyun, he has always maintained the image of a big brother. image.

Shi Jingyan followed behind him, the swing chair in the room hadn't been sat on for a long time, Shi Xi put the quilt on the chair, and sat in the middle by herself.

"Will you let Dad come up?" Shi Xi looked at Shi Yu with a smile. When Shi Yu was a child, he didn't like to be hugged by Shi Xi. Sometimes when he fell asleep, he would hold him high and wake up after a while.

"Come up, let's go together." Shi Yu was squeezed by Shi Jingyan and Shi Xi, the winter night was especially warm, the stars were shining outside, and the light inside the room was on.

"Good night, go to sleep, the stars are going to disappear soon." Shi Jingyan rubbed Shi Yu's hair very lightly, for fear of disturbing the wind and blowing into the room again.

"Well, if you call me tomorrow morning, will Anjun be afraid when she wakes up?" Shi Yu thought about Li Anjun all the time, even in his dreams, he would call his name.

"He will definitely come to look for you early in the morning." Shi Xi turned his head to look at Shi Yu, and for the first time he felt that Shi Yu still looked like a child.

"En." Shi Yu nodded lightly, and fell asleep after a while.

The evening wind really blew all night, Shi Yulai was in Shi Jingyan's arms, breathing heavily.

The dawn light fell on the wooden floor before his eyes, reflecting the shadow of the light outside the window.

The yellowed old photo album was turned over by the wind. In the photo, all the people are gentle.

Only him, the only light falling into his heart.