and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Brother, would you like to go out and play?" Li Anyun's heart trembled violently. The elder brother who had been very gentle to him before could only lie paralyzed on the bed.

"Didn't you say it was inconvenient?" Shi Yu swallowed the last sip of rum, and the trachea stuck in his throat could be removed soon, breathing hard the thin air in the ward.

"It's convenient... Why is it inconvenient, come on." Li Anyun wiped away the tears that slipped down with her fingertips. The medicine had been in her purse for a few days, and she didn't take a single one. What was spreading in her mouth was not the bitterness of the medicine.

"Anjun, can you be alone? Bring your brother?" Shi Jingyan picked up Shi Yu, the wheelchair was covered with a soft layer of fluff, and the backrest was tilted back. Press down."

"Okay." Li Anyun supported the handle of the wheelchair. She was almost a little taller than the wheelchair, and it was difficult to push it. Shi Yu couldn't push it at all, so there was no way to push it with him.

"Just walk around the hospital. Don't push too far. If Anjun feels uncomfortable, come back and take you to find your mother." Shi Jingyan put on a coat for him, stood at the door of the ward, looked He watched Li Anyun push the wheelchair outside, watching him walk out of the hospital gate.

The lights outside were bright, only in the dust, the boys hugged each other, and when the warm ocean in the afternoon slowly rose, they stopped and watched the sunset gradually fade out of sight in the distance.

Shi Yu closed his eyes, enjoying this long-lost comfort, unknowingly, his body paralysis seemed to become a kind of dependence, so that at least he could be restrained by him and be together forever.

It was bustling and bustling, the day became more and more tense, passers-by all looked at them with strange eyes, Li Anyun avoided everyone's strange eyes, and waited for the crowd to quiet down before pulling herself out.

"Brother, look, the sunset today is the same as that day, the orange color is so beautiful, the sky in Wuhan is really beautiful." Li Anyun looked up at the only faint setting sun in the sky, like mist.

"The day you went to Teacher Lin's house for the first time?" Shi Yu asked Li Anyun to fold up the blanket. The wind was not strong, and the down jacket could withstand the cold wind.

"Well, bro, do you still remember that... that hot pot restaurant? I want to eat again..." Li Anyun became more and more sad as she spoke, and felt more wronged as she thought about it. Unbearable.

"Anjun, don't cry, don't you think fate is such an illusory thing, it's amazing in reality, you, me, Teacher Lin, Ye Luoluo, people who don't belong to us are all tied together because of this small town, So, no matter what happens, there is a reason, but we don't know it." Shi Yu felt that Li Anyun's emotions were even too superfluous, and he couldn't understand why he was more empathetic than himself.

"Brother, don't you know the reason why I like you?" Li Anyun's fatal question directly broke Shi Yu's defenses. Likes are different from answers to riddles, and the results of guessing things are also different from feelings.

"Okay, later, let's go to that hot pot restaurant again, but don't focus on memories and look forward to the future." Shi Yu felt that he was ridiculous, obviously he was the one who wanted to vent his anger at the beginning, why is he hypnotizing himself now.

Li Anyun was stunned for a moment, he didn't know what Shi Yu meant when he said this, and he didn't bother to guess.

After all, this education is also placed here, how can guessing riddles compare to the people in the school.

"Yo, what's the matter? Huh? Didn't you used to be quite capable? Why are you in a wheelchair now?" A boy who was just as tall as Li Anyun suddenly rushed out and stopped in front of the two of them.

"Who are you? Talk so rudely? Who do you think you are, talking nonsense here." Li Anyun knew that it was not a good thing, and his hand on the wheelchair loosened, but he clenched his fist tightly.

"Anjun..." Shi Yu stared at that person. That face was all too familiar. It was the leader of the group of gangsters who blocked Li Anyun at the school gate.

"Don't play tricks on me, Li Anyun, didn't you say that your brother is the most powerful person in the world? I have never seen a hero in a heroic novel sitting in a wheelchair, heck... I advise you not to exaggerate, your brother is just a waste " The boy rushed in front of Li Anyun, stretched out his hand and prepared to use force, Shi Yu watched helplessly as the man's hand was only half a centimeter away from his face.

"Don't...I beg you, don't do this...You can do whatever you want to me, it doesn't matter, but don't treat An Jun? You can make fun of me as you like, or you can do it to me, as long as you don't touch him. "The last sentence was very firm, Shi Yu gave up his timidity and chose to face the reality.

"Don't pretend to be pitiful to me. Do you think I will pity a waste that I can't control myself? Huh? Thinking too much." The man raised Shi Yu's chin, and his eyes filled with a bay of clear water were about to be ignited by hatred .

"I don't, I really don't, I beg you...don't stop us..." Shi Yu's humble appearance was etched into Li Anyun's mind. Before something happened, he would never compromise so easily, he would waste time waiting Time is running out.

The man was not soft on his hands. He punched Li Anyun on the shoulder very hard, almost breaking it. His hand strength is famous in the town.

Li Anyun staggered a few steps back, clutching his shoulders and groaning in pain, but he didn't want to be exposed in front of the man, so he endured the pain and straightened up. He was afraid that the man would be rough on Shi Yu, so he used his own way to protect him.

Shi Yu shouted desperately, the timing is not right, there are no people on this road, and it is not a necessary road, it is just a small road that stretches to the end and is only boundless darkness.

"Hiss...don't go too far, you did it on purpose. I remember my brother saved you when the landslide happened. At that time, under the steel plate, my brother pulled you out, and his shoulder was scratched by the rust. , ah ah ah...why are you so ungrateful?" Li Anyun grabbed the man's hand, his nails sank into the flesh, pinching blood marks, and the painful man shivered.

"So what, this is a society where the weak and the strong prey on the strong, so do what you want, and you won't give up your dignity just because of a little favor." The man punched Li Anyun a few more times, without dodging or retreating , It's not timid, everyone is tacit.

Li Anyun gritted her teeth and stared at the man fiercely, waves of pain swept through her body, Shi Yu collapsed powerlessly on the wheelchair, with a thin layer of sweat seeping down her back.

The man seemed to be interested in Shi Yu's stubbornness, he tried his best to challenge his limit, and used ambiguous gestures to make Li Anyun show an expression of avoiding suspicion, the more profound it made him feel happier.

Building happiness on other people's pain, the man got more and more aggressive, Li Anyun couldn't help it, and swung his fist towards the man's face, which scared Shi Yu all of a sudden.

"Let's do it, I'll let you taste what it's like to fight back. That's alright, for a waste to fight against your own kind, how healthy we are, what is there to like about a paralyzed man?" The man said he liked two While writing, Li Anyun's heart twitched, how could anyone know that they had expressed their feelings for each other.

"Get out, get out...Brother is not a waste, you are, why? Why do you want to be like this, and my brother didn't provoke you, why are you like this?" Li Anyun hugged Shi Yu, and pressed against him through the fabric of his clothes heartbeat and breathing.

"Think about it for yourself, why do you say he is a waste, today's punches should be regarded as retaliation." The man clapped his hands and left, disappearing at the end of the path.

Li Anyun watched the black shadow slowly shrink into a point, but did not remove his hands from his body. The man's words were like nails, nailed to the edge of his heart.

No matter how you pull it out, you can't pull it out.

After dusk, there is endless darkness, and what stretches into the distance is pain.