and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Dad, how are you? Is there any other discomfort?" Li Anyun lost a lot of weight, even thinner than the last time I met her, not so thin that she lost her appearance.

"Did An An not eat well during this time?" Li Yan looked at Li Anyun, his eyes were wet, the boy in front of him was the same as usual, even more vulnerable than usual.

"Eat, Dad, do you still remember what happened on the day of the accident? I think it's amazing that everyone is involved in the disaster. Those who want to meet and those who don't want to meet are all together." Li Anyun lay down On the quilt, it was obviously a hospital quilt, but it smelled of washing powder used at home.

"An'an, don't think about it. The town has been rebuilt. Life is going to continue. It's not enough to be so stiff all the time. Do you want to accompany mom and dad at night? Huh? An'an hasn't come back for a long time, dad reads it every day An'an." Tang Nianlang walked in from the outside with a thermos bottle in his arms, the cold wind made him shiver, and tears flashed in the light.

"Then what about my brother? I promised my brother to sleep together every day." Li Yan smiled, but he was caught off guard by Li Anyun's sudden words.

"Don't like Mom and Dad anymore? An An's heart has been hooked by Yu'er, and her biological parents are gone." Shi Jingyan couldn't help teasing, Li Anyun pouted and gave a hard look.

The little stars in the eyes became sharp, and the sharp cold light refracted the moonlight at night.

After thinking about it, he felt that he had done too much, so he smiled stiffly, his mind was full of him, and what he said that day was like a sharp knife that could pierce the heart.

Shi Jingyan didn't think much of it, on the contrary, she liked his words, she could say whatever she wanted, she could do whatever she wanted, it didn't matter whether it was funny to cry, anyway, she knew how well she was, and she could do whatever she wanted.

"Then I'll go back to accompany Yu'er, and An An is here?" Shi Jingyan was often in a dilemma, and Shi Yu was the most difficult thing for Li Anyun to let go of, and now Li Zhen had another accident, which made it difficult for the two families.

"Don't, don't, don't...to be with my brother." Li Anyun hugged Shi Jingyan, as if afraid that she would leave. This scene seemed to imply that Tang Nianlang and Li Di were redundant.

"Jingyan, do you still want a son? I don't want this child anymore. Doesn't it mean that if you have milk, you are a mother, and if you have money, you are a father. This is just right. Teacher Shi Xi is so good at doing things. It doesn't matter if you have another child." Tang Nianchu He said jokingly while feeding Li Zong water.

"Isn't this the youngest son? I took care of An An a lot when I was young. Although it was harder to take care of than Yu'er, he has come all the way. Then I will call him uncle and aunt?" Shi Jingyan followed her and hugged Li Anyun. When she got up, Nai Tuanzi pouted and looked at Tang Nianlang, for fear that her mother would throw her away.

"Don't, don't, don't... don't, auntie..." Li Anyun grabbed Tang Nianchu's hair, the distance was too far, and she always missed, the more desperate she was, the more she struggled, and finally cried heartbreakingly.

There was no way to end this, but fortunately, she was tired from crying and fell asleep, lying on Shi Jingyan's shoulder, sleeping very deeply.

Gently put him next to Li Zhe, put the quilt on him, Shi Jingyan pushed open the door, and left the hospital, thinking about the scene just now, if Shi Yu was there, he would protect him.

On the other side, Shi Yu struggled to get up, the muscle spasm frightened Shi Xi to call the doctor, the bigger the movement, the more frightening it was.

When Shi Jingyan returned to the ward, Shi Xi had just finished thanking the doctor, and saw Shi Jingyan coming up in a blink of an eye.

"Is Yu'er asleep?" Shi Jingyan handed him a bowl of fried rice she bought. There is a night snack street at the gate of the hospital. Most of them are porridge shops or noodle restaurants. Most of the people who stay in the hospital cannot sleep. Eat too much taste.

"Asleep, how is Li Zun? Has the situation stabilized? How about An An? Did you leave him there?" Shi Xi sat on a chair far away from the hospital bed. The fried rice was already warm, but it was still edible. .

"The doctor said that the chance of relapse is very high, but it is stable now. An An fell asleep, so he was not brought back. After all, he often stays with us, and he will feel very uncomfortable." Shi Jingyan pulled Sitting in a chair next to him, stroking his lower abdomen through the quilt, the pajamas were crumpled, and his body was soaked in sweat.

The vomit just now hasn't been poured out yet, waiting for the doctor to come to test and check, there is no way to vomit like this all the time, the smell in the plastic basin is terrible.

Not long after, Shi Yu struggled to wake up from the nightmare, with more and more thin sweat oozing from his back, and the expression on his face became more and more ferocious.

"Yu'er? What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?" Shi Jingyan suddenly became nervous, one hand rested on her forehead, and the other hand felt the temperature of his forehead, "It's not hot, Yu'er, is it?" Had a nightmare?"

"I dreamed that the house fell down again... It was terrible, and it returned to the ruins. Anjun...Anjun and I got separated, I went to find him, and when I found him, he was already... blood all over the place..." Shi Yu Panting, staring at the ceiling in a daze, staring blankly.

"Don't be afraid, this kind of thing won't happen, drink some water, sweat so much." Shi Jingyan has always been partial, giving all the tenderness to him.

Shi Xi also fell asleep in a daze, getting used to the sound of breathing at night, so she slept peacefully.

Although they were not next to each other, Li Anyun was awakened by the nightmare almost at the same moment as Shi Yu, with the same appearance, his forehead sticking to his skin with sweat.

This is not the first time such an accidental fit, and I don't know whether it is a miracle created by nature or existence is reasonable. Anyway, every time Shi Yu has a nightmare, he will be tortured by the same nightmare.

After Shi Jingyan settled him down, she and Shi Xi huddled together on the folding bed and closed their eyes to rest.

Waiting until the wind blows the leaves, and the light fills the sky again, Shi Yu wakes up after hearing the sound of the bells. The sound is turned into ashes and he can recognize it. He bought it for Li Anyun at the market before. He has been wearing it all the time. On the body.

"Brother, why did you leave first last night...I've been looking for you for a long time, can you stop doing this next time?" Li Anyun was sent over by Tang Nianlang, and after saying goodbye downstairs, she turned around and left. Letting go, it feels more relaxed after unloading the burden.

"I didn't go back with you yesterday, Anjun, are you stupid?" Shi Yu spoke in a very low voice, afraid of waking them up, so he was always cautious.

"No, Anjun is not stupid, he just misses his brother... There was a call last night, but I didn't answer it, and when I was about to call, it said that the line was busy." Li Anyun seemed to be talking nonsense, but every sentence was true. The call was opened by grandparents, using the landline of the grocery store.

"Check it out later and see if you dialed the wrong number." Shi Yu looked at Li Anyun, the boy's figure shone in the winter light, sure enough, nothing in this world could compare with him.

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After chatting for a long time and a lot, Shi Yu had to choose between letting go and falling, anyway, the final choice was in his hands.

No one can control it, and no one can replace it.

The clump of roses in the backyard is dazzling, and only a young man can be surrounded by light with it.