and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Brother, look, this, I just checked it two days ago, I don't have much time to stay with you...Brother, we don't have much time." Li Anyun tremblingly handed the medical certificate to Shi Yu. It proves how many days are left in the rules and regulations. Two or three years later, he will also be 19 years old.

"Uh... what? What is this? When did I not know? Li Anyun, how many things did you hide from me? Did you do it on purpose? Didn't you?" Shi Yu looked at the black and white writing clearly, eyes Staring at the small crack on the ceiling, tears welled up in the corners of his eyes.

"Two days ago, brother, look, there are still two years left, you have to get well soon while I'm still alive, at least you can stand up on your own and take two steps slowly, so that I can close my eyes I don't have to be too sad on the day when my eyes are closed." Li Anyun gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, her tone of voice changed, her mood was depressed, and finally she bit her lower lip and cried too.

He didn't want him to cry, but he also didn't want him to leave. Two years, the time limit seemed to be limited. Shi Yu opened his mouth and didn't speak, but his heart disease was like a ticking time bomb buried in his body.

After the countdown ended, the sudden burst of flames was his voice announcing his departure.

Everyone hid the result for him, including Tang Nianlang, only he kept himself in the light, shining forever.

"Li Anyun, don't say such things anymore. If you want to leave, I will go first. What's the point of living like this? You are better than me, at least you are a normal person..." Shi Yu roared almost hysterically, and his fingertips recovered. The remaining bit of consciousness is just curled up in the palm.

"No, I want to tell you, I want to tell you the reality, and I don't want to lie to you anymore, it's already like this, it's useless to cry, it's better to hope that you get better, brother, calm down." Li Anyun hugged Shi Yu's body was trembling, his lower limbs convulsed, hot and humid liquid dripped down, his eyes and face were red.

"So what if it's better, so what if it's not better, isn't it baby kiss? You're gone, do you want me to get married alone? Is there such a saying? Whether it's public or private, you have to wait for me." Shi Yu's voice was hoarse and he retched uncomfortably. The test results hadn't come out yet, and he didn't know what caused it.

"Ghost marriage? Brother, what are you thinking, bah, bah, bah, you're not allowed to talk nonsense like this, I'll still be with you every day after I die, it's just in a different form." Li Anyun sat on the bed Looking at him from the side of the bed, holding a fruit knife in his hand, the blade sank into the flesh, oozing blood.

"What are you two talking about, early in the morning, Anjun, is what you said true?" Shi Jingyan sat next to Li Anjun, rubbing the medical certificate vigorously.

"It's useless even if it's broken, the black and white paper has been nailed down, I want to live this period well, so that I won't cry again when the day of parting comes, although... will it..." Li Anyun smiled at her with her face up, This smile can heal itself, but it cannot heal, and the atmosphere is getting more and more depressing.

Only he acts as the atmosphere maker.

Shi Yu vented his emotions, he was not afraid of Li Anyun leaving him, he was just afraid that Li Anyun would accept it so quickly.

"Anjun, why doesn't Yu'er know? Aren't you staying together?" Shi Xi touched Li Anyun. Shi Yu wanted to ask this question, but he was reluctant to ask.

"I lied to him that I went to my grandfather's house and went to the hospital where my father was hospitalized. The doctor said that my illness has no way to recover, and I can only control this period so that it will not get worse." Li Anyun lowered his eyes, and the floor tiles were full of light. His reflection slowly curled up like his fingertips.

“安筠，对不起…是不是因为我啊，让你难受了是不是？我不要…啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊…我不要啊…”时予拼命的哭喊着，闹着让黎安筠走, back and forth several times, Li Anyun did not accompany him anymore.

"No, I'm too self-righteous. I thought it would make you feel better if you survived, but I didn't expect it to be a lifetime regret." Li Anyun sighed softly, feeling helpless and helpless.

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Time flies, as if it was taken away in an instant, more than half of it passed in a blink of an eye.

Finally came the most critical moment. He was bedridden for a long time, and his abdominal cavity was full of pus. Sometimes he could bear the distension and discomfort in his lower abdomen, and he frowns every time to relieve it.

"The pus must be drawn out, and it can no longer be dragged on like this. Please comfort the family members. You may experience nerve pain or hallucinatory pain, so you can't help but raise your hand to signal." The doctor lifted up the coat of the hospital gown on his body , revealing a slender waist, and the lower abdomen was swollen due to fluid accumulation.

"Brother, look at me...just a light prick, right? It won't hurt too much, will it?" Li Anyun ignored her image and watched as the doctor put a disinfectant pad on Shi Yu's stomach to cover it, only revealing The skin to be pierced.

"It hurts a bit, bear with it, the family members support his lower abdomen." The doctor took out the puncture needle, which was much thicker than ordinary needles, and even more painful than the indwelling needle, and pierced vertically into Shi Yu's lower abdomen.

The skin was pierced, and the pus was pulled out of the body by the syringe. He didn't feel much pain at first, but the tense emotions and Li Anyun's constant comfort made him feel more and more uncomfortable.

The screams surrounded the entire ward, like a puppet that can be controlled by others, except that there are no ropes to tie the limbs.

Li Anyun gently stroked his forehead, and the doctor put the extracted pus into a sterile bottle. The whole bottle was filled with pain, and Shi Yu felt like his internal organs were about to be emptied.

“啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊…好疼…停手啊…停手啊…”时予怎么挣扎都无济于事，医生根本没有要停手的意思，反而动作越来越重。

"Don't yell, the more you yell, the more it hurts. Bacterial diseases must be prevented early, otherwise it will become more and more serious in the future, not to mention the problem of abdominal pus. If it is not treated in time, it will become diseased." The doctor finished the last pump One injection of pus, tidy up the used things, and simply wrap them with gauze.

"Yu'er, Mom knows that you are in pain, but we have to endure the pain, right? When Yu'er was a child, he had such a long cut on his foot, and the stitches were taken out without a single sound. Why are you so afraid now?" Shi Jingyan put the quilt around him, and after pumping out the pus, Shi Yu's stomach became flat, without any bulging pustules, and she didn't dare to touch him, except for changing his hospital clothes, there was no one around for the rest of the time Dare to touch him.

"Brother, it's over." Li Anyun touched his lower abdomen tentatively, and a drainage tube was inserted into his lower abdomen, so he didn't have to use a puncture needle to suck out the pus every time.

The word "end" is the beauty after all the dust has settled.

The light fell into the silent black hole, and the splashing ripples wrapped the young man's last touch of gentleness with dignity.

It was the first positive negotiation after the wound was healed.

"It's over, Anjun."

"Ah."