and his "forced" doll kiss

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Shi Yu nodded vigorously, finally showing a ray of warmth in the confusion, and wanted to reach out to hug Li Anyun, but he didn't even have this chance.

Ye Luo casually took a transparent plastic cup, went to the bathroom to get hot water, and handed it to Li Anyun to rinse her mouth.

Li Anyun took it, poured a little into her mouth, stood up and went to the bathroom to spit into the sink, and wiped her lips with the back of her hand.

"Thank you brother Luoluo." Li Anyun held the unfinished fine noodles in his hand, and fed them little by little. He didn't open his mouth, but used a spoon to force his teeth open. He was already thin, but after being so hungry for a while, his whole body became pale. Almost turned into a skeleton.

"Anjun, I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat." Shi Yu turned his head to look outside the ward, Shi Jingyan was standing outside the door, with a subtle expression on his face, neither disgusted nor distressed, probably guilt,

"mom…"

When Jingyan yelled, her fingers hanging by her side curled up together, and she quickly let go, because she was touched.

"Mom." Li Anyun stopped what he was doing, and looked at Shi Jingyan who was standing at the door, "Mom, I... I didn't come here secretly, I didn't violate your will, I just miss my brother."

Li Anyun was a little nervous, he knew all of Shi Jingyan's thoughts, abandoned, gave up, and finally disappeared from memory.

Ye Luo also looked out the door. The woman's past gentleness disappeared, and she became sharp and mean, more in line with the image of a mother in dark film and television works.

Shi Jingyan walked into the ward, walked to the side of the bed, pulled back the crooked quilt, took out a piece of paper to wipe the noodle soup on the corner of Yu's mouth, and even touched his forehead lightly with her lips, interpreting a mother's love for her son. Love.

"Yu'er, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Mom may be in a moment of brain fever and impulsiveness. Everyone will have this moment, right? Forgive Mom, okay? I like Yu'er the most. You are left behind by Mom working hard. It is a gift left in this world, cherish it for the rest of your life, please forgive mom?" Shi Jingyan said while she shed two lines of tears.

Shi Yu turned his head to Li Anyun's side, and the fine noodles were put into his mouth logically, without much seasoning, it was still delicious.

"Is that why you took Li Anjun away? I can't leave Anjun, I can't let Anjun leave me, taking him away is like killing me, I know you feel uncomfortable when I do this, but it's not The reason why you don't want me, if you really don't want me, tell me before you leave, even if you make up a lie, but you don't have anything, you just left, and you took An Jun away " Shi Yu cried while talking, and laughed while crying.

It's ridiculous, from liver donation to high paraplegia, to mental illness, Li Anyun is the only one who wants to live, all his thoughts, all regrets, all the treasures he wants to give.

"Brother, I was wrong too. I shouldn't have left with Mom. I really thought it was just shopping, and I was drugged. I almost forgot about you." Li Anyun pinched the edge of the stainless steel lunch box, there was a corner It was worn out, and there was a bloodstain.

"It was my fault first. If it wasn't for me, Yuer wouldn't have become like this. This is my biggest regret, and I can't make up for it in my life. I can help you take care of Yuer. If you want to be so heartless " Ye Luo's voice was very low, he was afraid of offending people, but he was even more afraid that they would say hurtful words again.

"I can also take care of my brother. Anjun only clings to her all her life, likes her, and wants to show her all the good things. Anjun will work hard." Li Anjun laughed, as if she had returned to the origin of everything.

At that time, the minutes and seconds seemed to pass a little slower.

"Take me home, okay? I don't want to stay here anymore. It's so cold and hurts...why do I still feel it? I'm not... am I unconscious?" Shi Yu began to resist, and Li Anyun touched him Also hide to the side, if the light does not enter the gap, the wind will not disperse.

"Brother, go home, take me home, okay? I don't want my brother to stay here forever. Mom, after we go home, we will live a good life. Our days are numbered. From now on, only him will be left. If you lose it, then you have nothing but yourself." Li Anyun was about to hug Shi Yu, but was stopped by Ma Yongkang.

"Want to escape? I haven't been cured yet, and I have paid all the money." The man changed his clothes, and the words □□First Mental Hospital printed on his chest were gone, and he looked no different from a doctor in an ordinary hospital.

It seems that everything here is much gentler because of this small change.

The heartbeat hidden in the darkness can finally be restarted.

Li Anyun noticed the small details in the ward. The curtains were changed to light blue, and the sheets were also changed to blue, which looked better than the large area of ​​cold white.

There is also a vase on the bedside table, with a few plum blossoms inserted, just like those sold in the flower shop, trimmed, and there are no redundant dead branches and leaves.

"I want to take my brother home. My brother is not sick, and my brother is not mentally ill. There is no problem. The problem is this world." Li Anyun grabbed Ma Yongkang's hand as if begging for mercy, with his nails pinching his wrist bone, wishing to crumb.

"Anyone who is sent in has a problem, and every disease has its meaning." Ma Yongkang did not push Li Anyun away, as if all the people had lost their previous emotions and peeled off a layer of masks.

"Brother is not sick, brother is not sick, I am sorry for him, I am sorry for him, don't treat brother as mentally ill, brother is not mentally ill..." Li Anyun cried, looking at Shi Jingyan, after repenting, she already knew repentance , he regretted being shackled here.

"Okay, okay, I'm not sick, I'm fine." Ma Yongkang pricked a needle in his wrist, which was thicker than ordinary needles, and the clearly visible blood vessels were deformed due to prolonged inactivity of his hands.

"What is this? What did you inject my brother?" Li Anyun broke away from Shi Jingyan all of a sudden, and rushed to the bedside. Ma Yongkang's hand trembled, and Shi Yu twitched the corner of his mouth.

"It's nothing, it's for healing. His condition is recessive and can be contained. It can't be ruled out that it will become dominant due to external or internal factors." Ma Yongkang finally said what Li Anyun thought was a professional term, Shi Yu Indeed, there is no disease, but those who take emotions seriously.