and his "forced" doll kiss

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"An'an is back? It's been a long time since I saw my family An'an." Li Yan had an IV pierced on his arm, so sore and sore that he couldn't lift it up, he still wanted to hug Li Anyun and raised his arm vigorously.

Seeing his movements, Li Anyun didn't cater to him, but took two steps back instead.

"An...An'an." Li Zong looked a little disappointed, and still gave Li Anyun a smiling face, "What's wrong with An'an? I haven't seen my father for a long time, don't I know him?"

Li Zong wanted to hold his hand, but was dodged for a while, and tears began to flow from his eyes. Since ancient times, the image of father rarely sheds tears, or even shed tears, but since ancient times, it has been since ancient times, and it cannot disturb the present world.

Li Anyun saw Li Di's tears, but remained indifferent, standing by the hospital bed with his hands hanging by his sides.

"Don't you like dad anymore? When I was a child, An An was the most clingy to my dad. She had to hug her when she slept. If it wasn't for the man who didn't have milk, I wouldn't give up and miss you." Li Li wiped away his tears, opened the drawer, and opened the drawer. A small box was taken out of it, and he handed it to Li Anyun tremblingly, saying happy birthday, happy 17th birthday.

Seeing that Li Anyun didn't intend to pick it up, she silently put it back in the drawer and turned her face to the window.

Tang Nianchu had just returned from receiving the boiling water, and thought that what he saw was the warm picture of father and son, but he didn't know that the two seemed to have quarreled just now.

"Nian Rou, what's wrong with An'an in our family? Why don't you laugh, talk, hug me, don't...don't call me dad anymore." Li Hou looked much older, he was only in his early forties, with white hair Multiplied, wrinkles one after another.

"He didn't want to come back. I forcibly pulled him back. Yu'er's condition is not particularly optimistic. I was worried that it would affect the operation a week later, so I brought him back to recuperate and sent him back after the operation." Tang Nianxiang glanced at Li Anyun, His eyes were full of helplessness.

When Li Anyun heard Shi Yu's name, his dull pupils lit up instantly, like little stars twinkling in the night sky.

But after a while, it dimmed again, the stars were not bright anymore, who could look at it with a smile.

"Ah...yes...it's because of Yu'er." There was disappointment in Li Ji's tone, it turned out that he had been acting affectionate from the very beginning, "What's wrong with Yu'er?"

Li Anyun heard Li Ji asking Shi Yu again, and raised her face, and little stars appeared in her eyes again.

Li Di felt that he was ridiculous, that every time his own son was happy, it was because of Shi Yu.

"I have a mental problem. I don't know if it's true. It looks pitiful, but I'm afraid it will affect An An's mood. This operation is still numb, and the difficulty is more difficult than in previous years." Tang Nianlang poured half a glass of water for Li Li , helped him up and drank half of it.

He pulled another chair for Li Anyun.

Li Anyun did not sit down, but stared blankly at the sunlight spreading down on the ground.

"How could this be? Yu'er didn't have a good New Year's Eve." Li Zong's tone was full of regret, "So our An'an will never come back, right?"

Li Anyun hesitated to speak, since he was brought back, he wanted to run away. He didn't want anyone to mention Shi Yu's condition again, just like the kind of unwillingness that someone kept whispering in his ears when he didn't want something to happen.

Walking to the side of the hospital bed, he hugged Li Die gently, "Dad."

Hearing the word dad, Li Di couldn't hold back suddenly, and raised his arms to hug him tightly. "An'an is back, happy birthday, baby."

Li Anyun nodded, and he couldn't hold back anymore, crying heartbreakingly, "Dad, I don't want to leave my brother, I want to be with my brother, I really want to..."

Li Zun's movements stopped and became stiff.

"When An An gets better, I'll go to my brother's place so that I can have the energy to take care of my brother, won't I?" Li Zhen looked at Li Anyun, relieved, he knew that the time they spent together as a family was running out.

"I can't take care of my brother. Recently, my heart is always hurting badly. I can't sleep. It's exhausting to take care of my brother every day. Mom, Dad, I don't want to leave...I don't want to leave you...Can it be cured after surgery? ?” Congenital heart disease cannot be cured by surgery, because it has been sick since childhood, and surgery only solves part of it.

"Anjun won't leave us, will he? We'll be together as a family after Chinese New Year." On the day when he got the test results, Tang Nianlang hid in a corner and cried for a long time. He didn't dare Believe in the result,

After all, he couldn't stand the reality, and he accepted it alone, which no one dared to accept. Li Anyun was satisfied just by hearing the word "Shi Yu".

The heartbeat was filled with satisfaction, and could no longer beat the left chest.

Li Di couldn't accept it even more, he was afraid that one day Li Anyun would...

"I don't want to go, I don't want...why? I don't want to be separated from you..." Li Anyun knelt on the ground, her mind was full of Shi Yu's last smile, she obviously wanted to hide her emotions well, but once she saw them, she couldn't get nervous anymore live.

Tang Nianlang knew that the end would always come to an end, and she didn't want to force herself to change the result.

Li Li was originally weak during this period of time. After learning the news, he didn't think about eating or drinking for two whole weeks. He washed his face with tears every day, cried when he woke up, and never left his bed with tissues all day long.

A man is probably most vulnerable when he is a father.

"Dad, I'm sorry. It's Anjun's fault. Thank you, Dad." Li Anyun's heart softened. He knew that Shi Yu couldn't stay by his side during this time, so he gave up the last struggle.

"An An, if Yu'er is always like this, do you really want to spend the rest of your life with him?" Tang Nianlang regretted after saying this, the little stars in Li Anyun's eyes finally lit up, and now they are gloomy again.

"I'll leave before Brother, Mom, can you stop mentioning this, I don't want to think about it so quickly." Li Anyun opened the drawer, clutching the small box in her hand, and didn't open it for a long time.

"Open it and have a look?" Li Zhe looked at Li Anyun, he was very happy like this, at least he was still the same as before.

"No. 17." Li Anyun took out the small peace talisman inside and held it in his palm. Every year on his birthday, Li Zhen would go to the temple to burn incense and ask for talismans. This year is different from any other year.

"When your father just recovered a little bit, he insisted on going to the temple to burn incense and pray for a peace talisman. After he came back, his body couldn't hold on anymore. He could get out of bed and walk around, but now he can lie down all day long." Tang Nianchu still said As before, hang the peace talisman on him, and pray for peace and success every year.

"Thank you Dad, I will trouble you this year." Li Anyun gently groped for the small peace amulet with the four words "Peace and Joy" engraved on its surface.

"Don't be afraid of trouble, if it's troublesome, it can even be longer, parents are not afraid of trouble." Tang Nianlang hugged Li Anyun, crying heartbreakingly, there was a faint fragrance on the clothes he was wearing, and he couldn't tell what it was smell.

Li Anyun has been growing up in such an environment, so it is far from disease-free and disaster-free, but he is also fortunate to have such a group of people around him.

New Year, long lanterns, and red candles are limited to the seasons, and only teenagers are limited to the world.

A safe talisman, one every year, makes waves every year.

Is it not working or the fate has not arrived?