and his "forced" doll kiss

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It was clearly July, but it was raining patter outside the window, and the originally clear sky was covered by clouds.

The owner of the small stall downstairs and out of the hospital beckoned his staff to move the pots, pans, benches and tables into the store, and was reprimanded for being slow.

Li Anyun hurriedly pulled the quilt for Shi Yu. Shi Yu knew that he was afraid of lightning and thunder since he was a child, "Mom, can you help me raise my arm?"

Tang Nianchu let out a hey, walked to the side of the bed and lifted Shi Yu's hand gently, Shi Yu moved his finger, and when it was close to Li Anyun's ear, he clasped it firmly, and smiled childishly after he succeeded.

Li Anyun also smiled, and reached out to hold his hand on her ear, which was as cold as if soaked in ice water, "Brother, your hand is so cold, I'll cover it for you." Shi Yu lowered his hand to cover it, his eyes were covered with white flowers, mixed with dense black spots.

His head fell down on Shi Yu's body, and his four hands became tightly clasped with momentum.

"Anjun! Anjun! Anjun!" Shi Yu shouted nervously, his legs convulsed uncontrollably, and the hand holding Li Anyun trembled.

"An...Anjun...Anjun, what's the matter with you?" Tang Nianlang panicked. A woman's heart is already fragile. She hugged Li Anyun, and when she saw the thick blood covered in the quilt, her legs softened and she fell to the ground, "Anjun... What's wrong with you, Anjun? Don't scare mom. "

"Doctor! Nurse! Come on, something happened, my son fainted, is there anyone here!" Li Yan couldn't make a sound, and Mo Yin coughed for a while.

A doctor rushed to the ward with two nurses. Li Anyun had medical records in the hospital, and they immediately brought a defibrillator and necessary injections.

"Why so slow? My son has fainted." Tang Nianlang sat on the ground and complained, the collar of the dress was wet with tears.

"I'm sorry, the township hospital has limited conditions. The defibrillator was just used for an old man in shock. Put him on the bed and untie his clothes." The doctor said while helping the nurses and doctors to lift Li Anyun to the bed, and untied him two or three times. Unbutton a row.

The scar on the left chest was clearly visible. Li Anyun closed her eyes tightly, with a smile on her mouth, and her body trembled as the defibrillator was sucked and pulled out.

Shi Yu had never really seen the operation of this instrument, and it seemed painful to see Li Anyun's body falling on the steel bed, otherwise why would he suddenly frown?

"Doctor, does this hurt?" He asked this question cautiously, he was afraid of being laughed at and didn't understand anything, but his heart ached.

The doctor shook his head, injected the injection into the skin, put on a nasal breathing machine, and walked out of the ward.

"Hey, what are you going to do?" Tang Nianlang stood up and grabbed the armrest of the steel bed.

"Go for further inspection, don't worry, you will be fine."

Tang Nianchu was half-believing, Shi Yu was also half-believing, no one could figure it out, so he just believed it as a lie.

After more than two hours, Li Anyun was pushed into the ward by the doctor just now, and the face of the person on the bed was much worse, as if she had woken up, cried, and fell asleep again.

Shi Yu turned his head to look at Li Anyun, his crying shoulders were trembling, "Mom, Anjun cried before, did he feel bad? Mom, give me the paper, I want to wipe Anjun's tears."

Indeed, there were a few tears hanging from the corners of Li Anyun's eyes, and the tear stains were faintly fainted.

Tang Nianchu took out two pieces of paper, put them in the palm of Shi Yu's palm, and put his hand next to Li Anyun's side face. This time, his fingers suddenly couldn't move, and he couldn't use any strength.

Shi Yu made a loud voice, and finally his arm fell on the bed weakly, "Ahhh! Why can't I even do such a simple movement, I just want to wipe Anjun's tears, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ahhh! Mom, I just don't want An Jun to cry. Did you say he cried just because of the pain, or because I... We were not by his side and he was afraid? Mom. "

Shi Yu was crying so much that he was about to collapse, two tissue papers overlapped and floated off the bed, like butterflies in flight, shining brightly for a lifetime and finally passed away.

"Anjun, you won't leave me, right? You are the only one I can rely on. I want you to talk with me. Just like before, let's go see the sweet-scented osmanthus at the entrance of the alley and let's set off fireworks by the river beach together , drink soda together, want... orange flavor, and run after Quack together, I don't hate Quack anymore, Anyun, do you still remember making wontons together? We made it with my parents, we...we got dark After that, we sat on the haystack together to look at the stars, and went fishing in the river after dawn, is it still the same as before?"

Shi Yu tried his best to grab Li Anyun's hand, from fingertips to knuckles, to touch his coldness, "Anjun, you don't need to cover it for me, I'll cover it for you, is it cold?"

"Brother, I like you, can you just hold me like this?"

"Well, I love you."

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The last kiss stayed for a long time, rolling between lips and teeth, holding hands with him and cuddling each other.

Later, Li Anyun left him forever because of a heart attack, and kept things simple, there was no crying and crying, only Shi Yu muttering to himself.

After he passed the teacher qualification certificate, he continued to stay in the town to teach the children in the town, and the seat by the window was still reserved for him.

I have been alone for a long time, thinking about him all the time, wanting to continue to be with him, after all, it is not worth the reality.

On September [-]st, Shi Yu stabbed a small knife that had just been sharpened into his left chest with his free hand, and the blood soaked the fabric of his white shirt.

Li Anyun seemed to feel it. A flower petal fell from a branch beside the tomb.

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