not demon

【31】

"Everything in the world has spiritual breath. If Gu Qingming stays here for one more day, the spiritual breath will be weakened by one day. He can't return to the source of growth of all things, how can he turn into a human body again?"

Yechen said: "Fang Yueheng, if you really want your Qingming to come back, let him go with me, otherwise you will end up living with a pile of bones."

Fang Yueheng's heart trembled, and he hurriedly continued to ask: "Qingming, what's going on, didn't you say that you have stayed here for a long time, and one day you will re-transform into a human body, and you will never change back?"

"Yue Heng, I actually... I lied to you." Seeing that the matter had been exposed, Gu Qingming had no choice but to confess, "I really don't have spiritual power anymore, but I want to see you so much, and my obsession is too deep I just stayed here, but as long as I stay here for one more day, the aura will become less and less, and in the end..."

"What will happen in the end?" Fang Yueheng asked in a trembling voice.

Gu Qingming bit her lower lip, and finally said: "In the end... I might lose my mind."

Fang Yueheng seemed to be in despair when he heard this sentence, he finally understood why the days when Gu Qingming appeared became less and less every time, and every time he appeared, he had endless words to himself, as if he was afraid of disappearing in the next moment.

And before, Gu Qing could still appear in the morning, but these few times he could only see her at night.

Even if we meet at night, that person never sleeps, and keeps telling himself how much he misses himself and how much he wants to see himself.

"You...why didn't you tell me earlier." Fang Yueheng looked back and gently grabbed Gu Qingming's lapel, with despair on his face, "Even this little bit of hope will end in a cruel end."

"No, Yue Heng, listen to me..." Seeing Fang Yueheng suppressing his emotions, Gu Qingming felt even more uncomfortable. He grabbed the man's cold fingers, "I'm fine, I'm really fine, I can accompany you For a long time, as long as it takes. I won't go back from today, I'll just stay here, okay, Yue Heng, really..."

"Gu Qingming, are you crazy?" Yechen said at this time, "If you stay here, it's really over, your aura will only get weaker and weaker, and it will be difficult to come back to life in the end! "

"Don't worry about it." Gu Qingming shook his head, got into Fang Yueheng's arms, choked up and said, "Yueheng, I'll stay by your side, okay? Don't drive me away. I'll leave during the day and come at night. I'll be with you all the time, you Don't drive me away, I won't go..."

"Yechen." Fang Yueheng raised his dark eyes, "What are you talking about?"

"Don't you hate our family? Why are you helping us again?" Fang Yueheng looked at Yechen.

A trace of astonishment flashed across Ye Chen's face, he shrugged helplessly and said, "Well, I admit it was my fault, what happened before may be... I misunderstood."

"Can a misunderstanding solve the relationship?" Fang Yueheng roared angrily: "Master Yechen, I don't care what you misunderstood, you shouldn't make Qingming and my mother bear this punishment, they did nothing wrong, you Is it what a gentleman does to harm others to a desperate situation for his own selfishness?"

Ye Chen was startled.

"Yue Heng." Gu Qingming tugged at his sleeve.

Fang Yueheng was so angry that his brain was aching, his clarity could not come back, he lost his own mother, who should he blame, who should he blame, he was so dazed that he forgot his sense of proportion when he saw a "culprit" , I just want to ask him if he has a heart, if he has even a little bit of compassion.

"In short, I'm really sorry for you." Ye Chen lowered his eyes, "But I just want to remind you that Gu Qingming won't last long, I hope you think about it, I will come again tomorrow, if Gu Qingming is willing to come with me Just leave immediately, if you don’t want to, then I can only go back and report.”

After all, Ye Chen turned into a crow and flew into the sky.

There was a sudden silence all around.

Fang Yueheng rubbed his sore browbones before continuing, "Old Li, take them down, and pretend that what happened tonight never happened."

"Yue Heng, are you angry?" Gu Qingming carefully raised his head in Fang Yueheng's arms and asked him.

"No." Fang Yueheng caressed his face lovingly. "I won't be angry with you, come in, I have something to tell you."

When the two entered the house, Fang Yueheng hugged Gu Qingming to the bed, brushed back Gu Qingming's soft hair, hugged him in his ear and said, "It's my fault."

After waiting for a while, Fang Yueheng heard a low "hmm" in his ear.

"If you want to follow Ye Chen, I'll just wait for you..."

"Um……"

Fang Yueheng bowed his head and pressed his cold lips to Gu Qingming's forehead.Gu Qingming slowly closed his eyes, and a delicate kiss fell from the center of his eyebrows to his lips.

The two have been separated for too long, and there is no time to do other things at all. They just want to hug each other well, speak clearly what they haven't finished, and don't leave any regrets.

"Qingming, tell me tomorrow morning whether you want to leave or stay, is that okay?" Fang Yueheng hugged Gu Qingming and said, "If you want to leave, I will wait for you here no matter how long, until I get old and die , you don’t have to look for me anymore, find someone who loves you more than me, and continue to treat you well.”

Hearing Fang Yueheng's words, Gu Qingming panicked instantly, covered his lips and said, "No. Yueheng, I don't want to find anyone else, I only like you."

"I know, I'm just making an analogy." Fang Yueheng comforted him, "I'm just afraid that I won't be able to wait for you so long, so I'll grow old early, and Qingming will still be a handsome young man by then, and I won't even look like that anymore. so what should I do now."

"No." Gu Qingming's eyes were red, and he hugged Fang Yueheng more tightly.

"Idiot, there is nothing wrong with it. I just told you that I will definitely wait for you." Fang Yueheng stroked Gu Qingming's slender waist with his palm, "but if you don't leave and stay here, I will Take you away from here, find a leisurely place, paint and recite poems, play chess and enjoy the flowers, and wait until... the day when your soul flies away, I will also go with you. "

"Yue Heng, why do you say you want to walk with me in every word, I don't want to be like this, I want you to live a good life, we have only passed four years, and we still have a lifetime to live..."

"I know I know, so this is for you to think about it all night." Fang Yueheng pulled the quilt over for him, and said in a gentle voice: "You little swallow, I don't blame you for lying to me for so long, why are you still complaining?" I'm up."

"Let's just hug and talk for a while, and we'll know tomorrow morning." Fang Yueheng also lay down, wrapped his arms around Gu Qingming's waist and said, "By the way, Qingming, I'll tell you something interesting."

"What's the matter?" The tear stains on Gu Qingming's face were still there, he stretched out his hand to wipe them away quietly, and asked in a voice as calm as possible.

"I was drinking alone in the yard today, and I suddenly thought of the time when you confessed to me." Fang Yueheng seemed to be recalling the sweet past, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising, "You said you liked me, how good I was to you , how much you want me to be by your side, and you also said that you would make lanterns for me, cook for me, and sleep with me..."

"At that time, you were really full of enthusiasm, and I couldn't stop it." Fang Yueheng smiled teasingly and lightly scratched the tip of Gu Qingming's nose, "You were also cuter then, and you would blush after saying a few words. I usually don’t even dare to talk to me loudly.”

"Why are you suddenly talking about that time?" Gu Qingming was still a little embarrassed, and suddenly hugged Fang Yueheng, "Don't say any more, say something else."

"Then what do you say? I think Qingming was very cute and delicate at that time, and I didn't want to like it." Fang Yueheng hugged him back.

"At that time, Yue Heng was also very kind to me, and I liked it very much." Gu Qingming laughed foolishly twice.

"That's what I should, because I like you so much, I don't want you to be bullied by others."

Fang Yueheng's eyes gradually adapted to the darkness. In the darkness, he gently picked up one of Gu Qingming's hair, wrapped it around his fingertips and whispered: "I still remember that Qingming was afraid of thunder at that time, and when it rained, he would come here with his clothes and quilts in his arms." Look for me in the study, stand barefoot in front of me, and mutter that you want to sleep with me."

"That's because I'm a swallow." Gu Qingming pouted unconvinced, and reached out to pinch Fang Yueheng's cheek.

"It's not like you don't know that swallows hate rainy days the most, and I'm naturally afraid of thunder, so I can't blame me for that."

"Little fool, how could I blame you? I was too happy at the time."

"Why?" Gu Qingming asked curiously.

"It's hard to fall asleep with a beautiful woman in my arms." Fang Yueheng blew lightly into his face.

"Didn't Qingming find out? Whenever it rains, the door of my study is always ajar, just waiting for you to come."

When Gu Qingming thought about it, it was true.Every time I went to the study to look for Fang Yueheng with the quilt in my arms, that person would just get up and open the door, as if he knew he would come, he could not help but lightly hit Fang Yueheng on the chest and said, "You really..."

"That's why I used to think that you were easy to deceive, but in the end I was deceived by you. Really..."

"I'm not easy to cheat." Gu Qingming said angrily.

"Yes, yes, my Qingming family is not easy to deceive." Fang Yueheng smiled and kissed his forehead, "By the way, Qingming wants to eat osmanthus cake, I'll bring it for you to try."

When Gu Qingming heard that there was something to eat, his whole body became elated, and the sadness just now was wiped away. He hugged Fang Yueheng and said, "I want to eat!"

Fang Yueheng smiled dotingly, lifted the quilt, put on his boots and walked towards the table.

There was always Gu Qingming's favorite dessert on the table, and Fang Yueheng never forgot it for so many days. He was afraid that one day Gu Qingming wanted to eat it when he came back, and if the mansion didn't prepare it in time, it would take a lot of time.He and Gu Qingming really couldn't afford to delay at all.