tear up a white paper

Han Fei won the award.

His oil painting "Gobi Sea" won the Excellence Award in the International Student Art Exhibition, which is the highest award.

""Gobi Sea" vividly presents the endless Gobi Desert, the hesitant emotions are as vast as the sea, but a strong obsession emerges from within. Although the expression method is a bit single, the painter learns from each other's strengths and uses simple colors skillfully, It fully expresses the respect and longing for life in the face of the Jedi.”

Han Fei didn't like this judgment. He didn't choose simple colors on purpose, but...he was short of cash, and he couldn't afford new paints at that time.

But this episode does not affect that he is the only outstanding oil painter in the five northwest provinces and the whole country.

He is entitled to be proud.

Although he did not go to Beijing to receive the award, nor did he participate in post-exhibition exchanges and learning.He is still the youngest creator among the ten Chinese works that have won this honor.

Among the ten honorable mentions, the five northwestern provinces accounted for two, and the other was a sketch. Its creator is an alumnus with Han Fei, a senior this year.

They are the pride of the Academy of Fine Arts, and the school publicizes and reports them, and everyone knows them.

"Han Fei, are you Han Fei?"

"..." Han Fei stood at the school gate, looking at the hand on his shoulder.

His obvious resistance caused the other party to take it back. The man touched his nose uncomfortably, and asked again: "Is it you?" He pointed at the banner above Han Fei's head, swiped his finger, and then pointed to the window , which contains award-winning news, works and photos of winners.

In the photo, the thin and handsome boy has a pair of light-colored eyes that are empty of everything, thin bangs slanting on the eyebrows, and lips that are so thin that no color can be seen.That was the passport photo taken by Han Fei when he first entered school. Although he is so thin and superficial, as if he does not exist, he has an aura that cannot be ignored.

It turned out to be the case.

Since winning the award, more and more people have come to say hello!Han Fei mechanically pulled the corners of his mouth, and smiled vaguely. He didn't want to talk too much with such a person.

The reason why the corners of his mouth twitched was because there were too many people who complained about him. He was not very gregarious in the first place. Since he won the award, more people whispered behind his back. Even the counselor specifically asked him to talk to him, telling him not to be too gregarious. "Self-righteous", we must learn to be "thankful".

"Ha ha!"

The man laughed out loud, as if he knew what Han Fei was thinking, he swiped his finger again, pointed to another photo, then pointed to his own face, and said, "I, Fei Han."

"!" It turned out to be another winner!This time, Han Fei smiled more sincerely, and said, "Oh, where is my painting?"

"..." Fei Han was dumbfounded, and laughed, "They said you are lofty and proud of your talents. I didn't believe it at first, but your paintings... I can see clearly but not high, and I can see your talents but don't feel arrogant! "He didn't feel that this person was arrogant at all. Even though they were standing face to face, Han Fei was still as indifferent as air, but he didn't think it was arrogance.

"?"

Fei Han sneered and did not explain, but instead asked: "Why, I have worked so hard, did I travel all the way to Beijing to move paintings for you?"

"..." Han Fei was a little annoyed, and said the wrong thing again!He bit the corner of his mouth, like a child who made a mistake, he was embarrassed to read Fei Han.

"That's all, it's like I bullied you!" Fei Han put Han Fei's shoulders familiarly, so thin!Fei Han squeezed the thin shoulders under his palms, not daring to use any strength, fearing that the fragile bones would be broken in his hands, so he hooked his neck and walked into the campus, saying: "You people are like this, in the works Like carrying a plug-in in his body, he is full of talent, but in life, it seems that some screws are missing, and he gets stuck when he turns and turns."

"..." Han Fei couldn't answer, and wanted to argue that he was not stuck, nor was he a machine lacking parts!But he really stuttered and couldn't keep up with the trip, the facts speak louder than words, he was dumbfounded and had no choice but to say nothing.

"Where are you taking me?"

"Shouldn't you invite me to dinner? I did a trip for you. City X is more than 1000 kilometers away from Beijing!"

"You...don't you have to go too?"

"I don't have to go, you can do it for me."

"..." Such a rebuttal was uttered so bluntly by this person, and Han Fei found himself speechless.He had never met such a person before, the other party took it for granted, and he should do what he said, making Han Fei forget his own position, and began to think that the fact is true, whoever spends money , such a comparison, a meal is nothing.

"Hmph!" Seeing that he was no longer struggling, Fei Han dragged Han Fei into the cafeteria, and said with a smile, "Which master are you following? I can't see where you come from. Do you have art in Gaoxin International that I don't know about?" teacher?"

I ask this question because there are two types of fine arts students. One is for the college entrance examination, and the students with high scores are hugged out of their feet.The other kind is learned from a master at an early age and learned one stroke at a time.

There are many talented people in the former, but after all, they don't have a solid foundation, and they will suffer a lot.As for the latter, no talent means no talent. No matter how good the teacher is, no matter how many teachers there are, they only know technical skills and have a solid and powerful foundation.

Art is picky, if you don't have that talent, you just don't have it.

No matter how hard you try.

There are quite a few artists in X City, Province S, but there are only a few who can and will guide apprentices. Fei Han has counted the local painters one by one. He has worshiped all the painters as teachers, but none of them is like Han Fei. style of painting.

"..." Han Fei didn't answer, he took out his meal card very willingly, and brushed Fei Han with a piece of stir-fried noodles, a piece of meat bun, and a bottle of soda... He squinted his mouth and gave it to himself. She picked up a piece of pineapple, sat opposite Fei Han, and watched him eat.

"..." Fei Han suddenly felt that he had committed a crime. He heard that Han Fei's family background was average, but he didn't believe it. An average family couldn't afford an art student.But Han Fei only used one piece of pineapple to satisfy his hunger!

He was a little embarrassed and said: "You... you just eat this? No wonder you are so skinny as a kite, a gust of wind will blow you away!"

"That's enough," Han Fei blushed slightly, recalling the other party's previous question, and said, "I'm self-taught, I have no connections, and I have never worshiped a master, so you can't tell."

In fact, he didn't really want to talk about this topic. In their circle, anyone without a master is Ye Luzi. Although he didn't want to lie, he also didn't want to admit that he was Ye Luzi without a teacher.

However, Fei Han said that he could not see his way.

He already decided that he was heresy.

"Fuck, what a genius!"

"..." Han Fei was a little ashamed. He didn't expect that he would hear such a distinctive comment without ridicule or disdain!

He had never heard anyone praise his talent!

He likes to draw, the studio is his whole world, and painting the white paper on the drawing board is everything to him.

He didn't know if it was a talent or a talent, or if it was a "cheat" as Fei Han said.But he is willing to paint, and for painting, he forgets to eat and sleep, and can keep waving his paintbrush from morning to night, just like a lunatic who has practiced four tanks of water, like a pilgrim who pays homage without end.

Even though he often couldn't afford paint, he didn't have a master to guide him.

The speaker didn't feel that he had said anything serious, so he got up and walked to the window. Han Fei wanted to follow to pay the bill, but he saw a broad palm and he refused to let him follow.

Han Fei thought that the other party saw that his meal card was shy, and felt unhappy.He can not eat or drink, he can go hungry, but he doesn't want to be ashamed, and he doesn't want to be looked down upon.

He doesn't get close to his classmates and roommates, because he can't afford to be close, he can't afford to pay back, and because he can't afford to pay back gifts from others.That being the case, it is better to keep a distance from the beginning.

Fei Han came back with a pair of empty bowls and chopsticks, took a bowl of strips and pushed them to Han Fei, saying, "Let's eat together, don't waste the fruit of farmer uncle's hard work."

Without waiting for Han Fei to refuse, he said again: "You don't need soda water, don't stare at it!"

"!" Han Fei laughed, it turned out that the order was too much and he couldn't finish it!He watched Fei Han bite off half of the roujiamo in one bite, and his mouth was tilted. He was even more amused. How could this man be so barbaric? He didn't have the temperament of an art student, and he didn't look like the original artist of the award-winning work.

"..." Fei Han seemed to know what he was thinking, puffed his cheeks and mumbled: "No way, not everyone has that thing, look at you, it looks like a melancholic talent with rich emotions, and the studio is heaven. I can't do it anymore, the studio is too quiet, it makes me manic."

"You don't like drawing?"

"I like it." Fei Han said, "I like drawing, but I can't calm down. It's just... how should I put it, the temperament doesn't match. Besides, if you come out of No. [-] Middle School in the city, how can you have any creativity, aura and so on! Even the legendary Zhang Zhengyi has disappeared! You are different, you seem to be born to create."

"...Thank you." It turned out to be from No. [-] Middle School!Han Fei gave him a sympathetic look. Who is that in the legend?He didn't know, just picked up the chopsticks to hide his shyness.

This is not a compliment, but a compliment, a compliment from the heart, and he is a little happy in his heart.

"..."

"..."

Suddenly no one spoke, only the sound of two people sucking noodles at the table.Fei Han looks tough, like a pit bull just off the field, running and scrambling to get something to eat.He Fei is polite, eats like a farm cow resting by the field, chewing slowly.When Han Fei finished chewing the half bowl of Latiaozi in front of him and started eating pineapple, Fei Han on the opposite side also finished rolling the plate in front of him, and there was a sound of air being sucked out of the straw, and he even finished his soda.

"..."

"..." Han Fei inexplicably felt a little strange. He suddenly felt that Fei Han seemed to be waiting for something, but he couldn't figure it out. He didn't know what he was waiting for.With a piece of pineapple in his mouth, he neither chewed nor swallowed it, and quietly looked into Fei Han's eyes.

There were two of himself in it, which felt a little funny, for a moment, he seemed to suddenly understand why those masters always like to work hard on the eyes.

Windows indeed, and he could see himself through the pair of windows.

It was a completely different self from the self in the mirror.

This feeling is very strange, but also very wonderful.

"Hey, I praised you, shouldn't you also praise me? Reciprocity, right? Even... even if it's a perfunctory sentence!" Fei Han couldn't bear it anymore, and mourned: "I'll help you escape Go to Beijing..."

"Thank you."

"you……"

"You're pretty good at drawing, too."

"I..." Fei Han couldn't laugh or cry, how perfunctory!He raised his hand in discouragement, rubbed Han Fei's head fiercely in revenge, and said angrily: "Forget it, forget it, you might as well not say this!" Whoever was asked to say something nice, still said Telling such hurtful truths!

Fei Han silently recited "You're killing me again", laughing out loud.He thinks that Han Fei is the same as himself, as indifferent as a ray of breeze, a little silly naive, innocent at best, stupid at worst, stupid and stupid.

Chapter 2