tear up a white paper

"You—" Han Biao became anxious, and quickly raised his hands to cover Han Fei's ears, and held him in his arms, not letting him listen to these sad words, and said angrily: "You are too much, Xiao Fei is also your son !"

How could she treat Xiao Fei like this for the sake of her second child?

Han Biao was furious, and pointed at Liu Ying with trembling hands. At this moment, he regretted why he didn't listen to the country's words, the only child is good!

If there is only Xiaofei, the family of three can live happily and harmoniously as before!

"He is my son, but Xiaobin is also your son!" Liu Ying retorted loudly, about all calf-protecting females are so explosive, she suddenly roared like crazy: "You can treat one more favorably than another, why should I Can’t?! Han Biao, you have to be conscientious to be a human being. Feel your conscience and say, is the painstaking effort you spent on him these years the same as the hard work you spent on Xiaobin? Have you ever hugged Xiaobin like this? "

The voice was loud and resolute, like a sharp white blade piercing layers of camouflaged armor.

Speaking of which, Liu Ying was also very wronged. Looking at the father and son standing opposite, she burst into tears and hugged Han Bin even tighter. The mother and son sat on the ground, crying sadly: "Xiao Bin is yours!" Son, Xiaobin, Xiaobin is also your son, his palms and backs are full of flesh, how could you be partial to Han Biao?!"

The small and crowded room was full of high and low sobbing or crying, and the whole family suddenly cried together, and everyone was wronged.

Han Biao was left speechless by questioning.

He couldn't respond to Liu Ying's questioning.

Han Bin is also his son, yes, Han Bin is also his son, he knows, he has always known, but Xiaofei is the child he raised in his arms!

It's not that he is partial, but...they...the two children are really different!

He's changed his diaper, he's been spat out with milk, he's told him bedtime stories, he's seen him crawling, walking, and trotting towards him, he's being hugged by his stubble in his arms Zade giggled, hooked his neck with his soft little hand and kissed his cheek, and softly whispered in his ear the silly and intimate childish words that he would marry him when he grows up. ...

Han Bin has never experienced all of these.

Han Bin is not Xiao Fei.

Han Bin didn't have Han Biao in his childhood, even if he returned to Han Biao's side, there was still something between them.Han Biao has only instinctive responsibilities and obligations to Han Bin. He is not bad to Han Bin, does not owe him anything, and responds to every request, but he has to admit that his heart has been completely occupied by Han Fei.

Han Biao never hugged Han Bin once, and Han Bin never got close to Han Biao once.

Han Fei, who is already in his teens, looks lofty, eccentric and unapproachable to others, but to Han Biao, he has never changed.No matter how old he is, teens or a few months, the father and son are always the same as before, hugging and nestling together from time to time, watching TV, reading newspapers and whatever, they just stay close together.

Han Biao never thought that he doted on Han Fei, it was just others' prejudice against Han Fei.

He just loves his son very ordinary, because his son is very good, he is the best child in the world.His Xiao Fei is neither capricious nor selfish, he blames himself for being good.Although he had already given his son the best he could, he still blamed himself, why didn't he give him something better? !

"Liu Ying, you can't do this," Han Biao tried to reason with her: "Xiaofei is an older brother, he is Han Bin's older brother—"

Han Bin was stunned by Han Biao's slap in the face. Since Han Biao joined the quarrel, he has been crying in his mother's arms. , I don’t want my brother, I hate him, grandma said, it’s because of him that you don’t want me, you don’t hug me, you don’t love me, and you give him all the good food and clothes, not me! Why? There is him? Why is there him in this world? He robbed me of everything, he is not my brother—Mom—I don’t want my brother, I don’t want my brother, send him back, send him back quickly—”

"..."

"..."

"..."

The other three were stunned, watching helplessly as Han Bin smashed the photo frame by the bedside and tore up group photos, none of them could move.

They didn't want him, hug him, or love him, they... Liu Ying looked at Han Biao resentfully, hugged Han Bin tightly and wept silently.The latter let go of Han Fei in his arms, and covered his face with his hands.

He only admitted that between Han Fei and Han Bin, he was indeed partial, but he didn't dislike Han Bin, the palms and backs of his hands were full of flesh!

If Han Bin had been raised by his side from the beginning, Han Bin might not have these losses, would not be so lacking in love, would not be so resentful towards Han Fei, but...if that was the case, it would be impossible for Han Bin to grow up. The couple would also lose their jobs, leaving their family on the streets.

Han Biao took Liu Ying's hand, rubbed it on his palm, and wiped away the tears on her face. Both husband and wife were sad and sad.

It's not that they don't want him, but that they can't afford him.

Han Fei was speechless, without his father's embrace, he was shivering from the cold, even his tears dried up and stopped flowing, no wonder his younger brother hated him all the time.

But who is to blame for this?

Is it my fault?

Han Fei didn't know.

It's just that the family of three took up this mistake together by coincidence, and they all believed that they were sorry for Han Bin because they failed to give him the childhood and warmth he deserved.The three people with the same household registration are all sinners, they are all wrong, they should all be blamed, and they all owe Han Bin.

From then on, as long as Han Bin wanted, Han Fei would give in.He can give up everything, except painting tools, which is the only position he sticks to.

Han Fei only needs to draw.

The quarrel is like a bomb thrown into the lake. Although it hasn't reached the time to explode, it has already caused infinite ripples in the center of the lake.The seemingly calm surface of the lake is actually turbulent, because there are already stored irreparable dangerous goods with super lethality that will explode at some point.

Like the fragments of photo paper on the ground.

Han Bin...

Han Bin doesn't want his brother.

That year, Han Fei gave up the room he had lived in for more than ten years, moved into the dormitory of the boarding school, and began to live with his classmates.

Han Bin still repeats the grade.

For many years, only Han Fei won the award, and during the short period when his father was not sick, Han Bin smiled at him once.

It's not as shallow as a smile.

After his father died, he avoided going home for fear of offending his mother and younger brother.

He couldn't figure out why his mother would call him home suddenly.

"mom?"

"..." Liu Ying gave way to the door and said, "Sit down."

Han Fei carried the backpack and looked around nervously. The arrangement of the furniture had changed. He walked a few steps, sat down on the sofa, put the backpack away and looked at his mother.

"You..." Liu Ying hesitated to speak, turned around and poured a glass of water for Han Fei, put it on the coffee table, and wiped her hands on the apron. A sudden visitor.

Han Fei knew that his mother must have something to say, but it was a little difficult to say, so he asked first, "Mom, what's the matter?"

"Xiaobin...your brother is in high school..."

Han Fei counted silently in his heart, yes, Han Bin is going to high school too!

"Where did he go to?"

"He didn't get good grades, you know..."

Han Fei shook his head. He didn't know. After that time, he never asked about Han Bin's grades. He didn't even dare to mention his own school affairs at home, for fear of causing Han Bin's rebellious psychology to intensify.

As for the matter of winning the award, it was because of the constant reports in the newspapers that he couldn't hide it, so his family found out.

All four members of the family know that their brothers are not like brothers at all. The whole family is just maintaining a disguise to outsiders. It looks like a harmonious family and respectful brothers and friends.

"Including your dad for the past six months, he..."

"What does dad's illness have to do with Xiaobin's high school entrance exam!" Han Fei blurted out. During Han Biao's illness, Han Fei was the one who stayed in the hospital bed. Occasionally, there was his mother after get off work, but Han Bin wasn't there.Seeing that his mother's complexion was not good, he coughed lightly and asked in a low voice, "Where did he get into?"

"He misses Gaoxin International, and he has to pay some borrowing fees."

Gaoxin International, the full name of Gaoxin International Comprehensive School, is famous for its quality education. It is the only private provincial key school in the whole province, and it is also one of the only two schools in the five northwest provinces that are in line with international standards and can directly apply for foreign colleges and universities.

The other is the middle school attached to X University.

"Mom..." Han Fei understood, borrowing the reading fee... Heh!If the family had the money to pay the tuition fees, how could the father give up the treatment and go home to die.He disapproved and said: "High-tech International is the provincial key point, no less than the provincial key point of City No. [-] Middle School. If the scores are too far apart, it is useless to go. He can't keep up..."

"But the alumni are different. As you said, Gaoxin International is no less than the No. [-] Middle School in the city." Liu Yingzheng said, she has her reasons. Is a prestigious school the same as Pugao?Can the provincial focus be the same as the city focus?Just like the kindergarten in city X and the preschool in the countryside, can it be the same?She gave Han Fei a blank look. He knew this kind of thing better than anyone else, but he was making excuses here hypocritically.

Liu Ying said unhappily: "Forget it, I know you are not close to Xiaobin, it is normal not to care about him, I will find a way..."

"Mom! I didn't... I didn't say I don't care," Han Fei didn't know how to communicate with his mother, he sighed softly, and said, "I'm just telling the truth, he can't keep up, why go to Gaoxin International? "

"...You don't know High-tech International..."

"I was admitted!" Han Fei looked at his mother helplessly, how could their family afford the tuition fees of Gaoxin International!In the three years of high school, more than 1000 days and nights, Han Fei's living expenses and various miscellaneous expenses were almost entirely dependent on the scholarships he got in various exams such as monthly exams, final exams, and random exams. All living expenses were deposited into his card and filled into tuition fees.

Han Fei said: "I passed the exam, the score is enough, and because of the extra points for art, the school waived half of my tuition..."

Thinking of those days, Han Fei’s complexion was gloomy, and even his father didn’t know it. When he was 16 years old, he took his own painting, negotiated with the head of the school in the principal’s office of Gaoxin International, and signed a letter of guarantee before he was allowed to go to school. Things to pay tuition fees.

"But he..."

What about Han Bin?He's past his 17th birthday!

Borrowing the reading fee was something Han Fei couldn't even imagine.

"Then go and beg your teacher to see if you can accept him for a high amount. He is your own brother..."

"Mom..." Han Fei sighed silently, he didn't know what else he could say, he couldn't communicate with his mother, and he had been unable to communicate all these years!What he was talking about was not asking for help or paying money at all, but with Han Bin's grades, going to Gaoxin International would not benefit Gao Bin at all.

What's more, he really has no one to ask for, and he has no money to pay.

But both mother and Han Bin identified Gaoxin International.

Just because he studied at High-tech International University!

Chapter 6