tear up a white paper

"I often watch him sleep, when he doesn't know." Yuan Hua squeezed a bitter smile. Like a pervert with eccentricities, he secretly ran to the dormitory and squatted at the door, sitting on the ground beside the bed, When he woke up and watched him sleep, he actually felt happy.

"He is like a child. Occasionally, when he is awake, he will act like a child. He is very mischievous, can be regarded as naughty, and makes people feel helpless. But this is rare." Yuan Hua said: "When he sleeps, he still hugs him. What are you nesting into a ball?"

"Insecure."

"Well, he hugs things when he's upset. He can't leave his backpack when he walks. There are drawing books and pens in the bag."

Shen Yang asked suddenly: "Do you think he is dependent on painting?"

"?" Yuan Hua was puzzled and looked at Shen Yang.

Shen Yang said: "The person who brought him said he was having convulsions and thought he was taking illegal drugs."

Yuan Hua turned pale in shock, and said, "This is impossible!"

"Yes, I've checked, and there's nothing wrong with it." Shen Yang first affirmed Yuan Hua's words, and then asked: "So the convulsion...what's going on?"

"He might..." Yuan Hua smiled wryly, his eyes were reddened with anxiety, and he felt more and more distressed when he saw Han Fei, "He just wants to draw, just give him paper and pen."

"As you all know, he...he doesn't like to chat, and he doesn't like to talk and do boring things. He thinks it's meaningless. He only talks when he needs it. Compared with getting along with others, he actually prefers I like to be alone." The more Yuan Hua talked, the more sad he became, and he said in a low voice: "In fact, he only needs to be able to paint, and he doesn't need anyone to accompany him, and he doesn't need anyone to talk to him. Talking to him is just an interruption. .When I first went to his dormitory, he was not used to it...it was me who broke into his world with a shameless face and insisted on it so hard that I was able to stay."

"..." So you know!Shen Yang patted Yuan Hua's shoulder reassuringly, and asked again: "As far as you know, how many times has this happened? How long does it take for you to stop painting?"

"The time he injured his hand, he couldn't paint for a month. His hand had to be wrapped, so he couldn't paint." Yuan Hua sniffed, recalled a little, and counted it carefully: "When I was in the studio with the art class, I couldn't paint." , although he taught them not to paint, but..."

"There are similarities but the same effect."

"Yes, but since the winter vacation, he locked himself in the dormitory. He spent the whole winter vacation. Although I have been sitting by his side all the time, it doesn't affect him much if I don't have me. He ... If it wasn't for that "Mian", I wouldn't even know that he painted me." Yuan Hua frowned, and the outdated word "Chuan" appeared on his young forehead, and the more he counted, the more he felt these unusual and unusual The small details seemed to imply deep meanings, he said: "As for later, after he started working in March, he didn't seem to have much time to draw. But at that time, I was busy with the assignment, so I didn't pay much attention."

Shen Yang nodded, indicating that he heard it.

"It stands to reason that he drew on the first day of the exam, and on the second day, and on the third day at X University. Maybe he didn't draw on the fourth day, the fifth day, and the sixth day..."

"Come here on the seventh day." Shen Yang stretched out his finger and spun on the glass, picked up Yuan Hua's words, and said: "Based on the time you gave, the result is guessed like this, and now three days is the limit. "

"But those people don't paint for him, and don't let him paint—" Yuan Hua gritted his teeth bitterly, thinking of those educators who were like cruel officials, he got angry!What those people are best at is what you want to do but not let you do, let you sit alone but don't give you anything, it's all mental pressure and traumatic punishment, and they are complacent, thinking that they are doing a good job, Great result!

Just abominable!

Where did Han Fei experience this before!A person who is as free as the wind, who has never been imprisoned by shackles since childhood, is suddenly put into a bottle and sees the world he is familiar with through the transparent glass. How can he bear this!

Shen Yang thoughtfully, rubbed his palms subconsciously, and said, "From one month to three days, the changes during this period are too great, and there are too many variables."

"Did you see his backpack when he was brought here?" Yuan Hua couldn't help kicking the corner of the wall, and said, "He will definitely carry a backpack when he goes out. If he has a backpack by his side, it will be better!"

"No." Shen Yang shook his head, "I'm not the original attending doctor, I don't know what happened the day I came here. But when I took over, it was already like this."

"According to your description, I preliminarily believe that he has a certain degree of depression. Whether it can be diagnosed to what extent can only be determined after he wakes up. So let's not talk about the severity, but there is a certain psychological disorder. Do you think Woolen cloth?"

Yuan Hua nodded in approval.It was very comfortable to talk to this doctor. He always cared about him, which gave him a sense of satisfaction of being treated equally. He couldn't help but follow the other person's words, and he could still think of many details that he would not normally notice.

"I think so too. Although he is very good at laughing and pretends well in front of the students, I know that he is not happy and his mood changes rapidly. He has worked hard to resolve himself, not listening or watching or thinking about those things. There are rumors and gossips, but... the school's discussion has never stopped, and then there are those outside—"

"That's one aspect." Shen Yang nodded his fingers, indicating that those in the news on his mobile phone had seen it, and muttered to himself: "If you don't listen or watch or think about it, you don't face it, you just avoid it."

"?"

Shen Yang smiled, suddenly changed his face, and said solemnly: "You kissed Wang Bin."

"Is it too flat?"

"..."

"..." Shen Yang laughed, so straightforward and simple to deal with!Only then did Yuan Hua realize that he had been tricked, so he blew his beard and stared in embarrassment, "This is not funny!"

Shen Yang said: "Look, most people react like this when they hear such rumors. Do you still remember his reaction?"

"!" Yuan Hua was startled, and panicked: "He... said kissing is a disgusting and dirty thing, and it was proved on the spot that the grade director was wrong, and looked at Wang Bin with disdain, and he left."

"At the time, I just thought I was wrong. I thought it was the wind and the rain, and hit Wang Bin without checking it out. But now..." Yuan Huajiao said, "He's done it himself!"

"Yes, he clarified and succeeded." Shen Yang casually made a mark on the glass, and glanced at the person on the other side of the window without any trace. "It's not resistance or guilt, you remember, but clarification."

"..." Yuan Hua always felt that these words were weird, but he couldn't figure out why the doctor said that, so he nodded and remembered the words firmly.

"You might as well try to think about it, after all, you have been closest to him this year." Shen Yang pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose, keeping his eyes on the person on the hospital bed, as if he could see through the glass, solemnly said : "How would he react when he knew that someone said he had sex with his beloved father?"

"!!" Yuan Hua just thought for a moment, and his face turned pale with shock.

It's so deceiving, he can be wronged like crazy!

"As you said, he is really dependent on his father. The relationship between father and son is very good, which is extraordinary," Shen Yang said in a statement tone, with a calming voice that made people irresistible. He asked quietly He said: "But his father has passed away. After driving you away, who else can he confide in his feelings? Where did he go that night? Where is the safe haven for him to confide in himself?"

"..." Yuan Hua shook his head blankly. He didn't know that Han Fei didn't confide in him, nor did he say where he went.He just...just forgave his stupidity again after seeing him go back.

"This question is very important. Where will he choose when it is unavoidable." Shen Yang made another mark on the glass and said, "This is what we will figure out next."

Yuan Hua nodded, indicating that he understood.

"You..." Shen Yang suddenly asked in a low voice, familiarly: "Do you guys kiss?"

"..." Yuan Hua took a step back and shook his head violently with blushing cheeks.

"Then... have you kissed him secretly?"

"..." Yuan Hua glanced subconsciously out of the corner of his eye, and shook his head again.

"If there is, you can admit it. I won't tell him, and I won't tell him!" Shen Yang tried his best to gain Yuan Hua's trust, and said, "Don't worry, this will be our secret."

"...It's not that I don't believe you." Yuan Hua shook his head and smiled bitterly, and said shyly, "I... I really don't dare. I'm afraid he won't talk to me anymore..."

"...So that's how it is!" Shen Yang sighed softly, and kissed him on the shoulder with unknown meaning, and the two of them bumped into each other's shoulders, and narrowed their eyes and said narrowly: "It's okay, I haven't kissed yet." What about someone you like!"

"..." Yuan Hua was immediately blushed by the sudden liking words, like a cockscomb flower, yes, he just liked him, liked him very much, the kind of liking called love in the legend .

Hearing what the doctor said, the last estrangement and defense in Yuan Hua's heart disappeared with this collision, he lowered his head slightly and whispered to Shen Yang.

Fei Han suddenly couldn't hear what they were talking about, and when he looked over, he saw the two of them were like teenagers who got together in the middle of the night to discuss their favorite female stars, but they were clearly discussing the one lying on the hospital bed!

They're... downright cramped and repulsive.

"cough!"

"That gentleman!" Shen Yang beckoned Fei Han to go over, and joked: "As the relevant person who signed the family name column, it seems that the patient doesn't remember you at all. Do you have anything to explain?"

"I can't blame me for this." Fei Han's first sentence was to shirk responsibility. It's strange. It's not a dispute at a family meeting. attitude!

He coughed in embarrassment first, the words were too smooth.He approached the two of them and said: "We won the award that year. According to regulations, we should go to Beijing to attend the award ceremony first, but he didn't go, and asked the teacher to find me. Of course I'm upset. If there's anything he doesn't like Will you talk about it yourself? What’s the matter with the interlayer relationship? I was really upset, so I went to him after returning from Beijing and asked him to treat me to dinner..."

It was so lively and well-known back then, but in the end it was just a few words.

As Fei Han said, he sighed, he seemed full of resentment, he didn't have half the temperament when he first entered the office, he mourned like an abandoned woman, and said: "We agreed to go to Paris together, but he didn't see you the next day I couldn't find him at all, and he didn't have a phone, and he didn't go back to the dormitory. As soon as I got angry, I left by myself. "

Chapter 51