A Legacy Inherited by the Licking Dogs

Before the day of returning to China, Lin Yue'an posted a circle of friends after a long absence, which was a group photo of all members of the study group.These three months have been quite a special experience for him. Not only did he meet colleagues from all over the world with similar jobs and interests, but the atmosphere in the group is quite good—everyone is usually very keen to share their usual physical fitness The experience during training is also willing to discuss the problems encountered by each other.And in private, except for the locally screened test group athletes, since everyone is a "tourist", they often pass the time together and talk about everything, and the relationship is so close that it is difficult to say goodbye.

"I'm going back to China tomorrow. I'm a bit reluctant, but more grateful. I hope everyone will see you again!"

Lin Yue'an's circle of friends quickly received several rows of likes, and the team members immediately posted messages downstairs:

"Brother Yuan is finally coming back!"

"Brother Yuan left No. 90 days, I miss him."

"Excited! See you on Monday!"

Lin Yu'an sharp-eyed saw Wen Yizhou also gave him a thumbs-up, and before he had time to think about it, Jacob had already slapped him on the back: "We're going to fly tomorrow!"

"Yes." Lin Yu'an nodded.

"What time is it? I'll see you off," Jacob said.

"No need, the flight time is very early, and the car to the airport has already been booked." Lin Yu'an replied.

"Okay okay," Jacob said, "Well then, I wish you the best of luck, and…"

Lin Yue'an: "Huh?"

Jacob scowled, "Don't forget me."

"how come!"

"And, don't be nice to others when you go back! Wait for me!" Jacob laughed.

"What hahahaha." Lin Yue'an also laughed.

Jacob's expression became a little more serious: "Don't be soft-hearted when that person finds you!"

Lin Yue'an was a little embarrassed: "No."

"Will you not look for you or will you not soften your heart?"

"No..." Lin Yu'an scratched his forehead, "He won't look for me."

Jacob waved his fists: "I'm so mad! Don't be so disappointing, you have to resist! Do you understand? Resist!"

"Hahaha I'm just kidding, I know." Lin Yue'an hugged him, and quickly let go, like a friend who is about to go on a long voyage but the date of reunion is expected, "Don't worry about it. Don't stay up late anymore Now, prepare for your dissertation defense, and I wish you a bright future."

"You too!"

It only took half a day for Lin Yue'an to get over the jet lag when he returned to China. Compared with his full mind on the previous journey, he almost slept all the way back on the return flight.No one has lived in the house for three months, and time and space seem to be frozen.Lin Yue'an replaced all the sheets and quilts with new ones, and simply cleaned up the dust, and then began to work on the content to be released on Monday when returning to the team, and at the same time perfected the new physical training plan he had organized.It wasn't until the night when he yawned with tears in his eyes and moved towards the bed that he realized what was missing today.

Wen Yizhou's fragmented diary-like news that lasted for nearly two weeks was not posted today.

Lin Yue'an turned on his phone and looked at it several times. He was even sure that the news had been stolen during the flight mode time, but he couldn't help falling asleep in the end.

Early the next morning, Lin Yue'an woke up refreshed, and when he opened his eyes and saw the familiar ceiling of his home, he had the illusion that he had never left before.

He returned to his familiar routine again. He got up, did morning exercises, had breakfast, took a shower, and rode his bicycle.After stepping into the long-lost training ground, Lin Yue'an was immediately rushed by a few players who arrived early—the boys in the team missed him very much, and he missed everyone very much.A group of people dragged him and chattered for more than half an hour, until the coach started yelling, and he reluctantly started training.

After the regular training, Lin Yue'an made a report to the team. At first, everyone listened lively and affectionately, and then became serious. The normal report plus answering questions lasted for two and a half hours.Finally, Lin Yue'an asked: "Are there any other questions? It's getting late today, and there are still things I want to discuss, so why not wait until tomorrow?"

Everyone looked at each other and nodded.

"Brother Niu, Yuan, if I can't handle this." A boy said - he is not yet a regular player, but he has a good sense of the ball and awareness, brilliant talent, but he always speaks directly.

"I used to think it was a pity that Brother Yuan was not an athlete, but now I think that the profession of fitness trainer is indispensable!"

"Hey," the person next to him warned him, "how do you talk?"

Lin Yue'an looked surprised: "Is that so?"

"Brother Yuan..."

"That's right!" He laughed, "That's right."

When everyone packed up the court and was about to leave, a boy suddenly thought of someone: "By the way, Brother Yuan, someone came to look for you before, when you went abroad."

Lin Yue'an asked curiously, "Who?"

"I don't know, a boy with long hair." He gestured to the length of his chin.

Lin Yue'an was stunned for a moment, his eyes suddenly enlarged: "Is it this tall, with fair skin and thin skin?"

"Right." The boy nodded.

Lin Yue'an couldn't believe it, the boy asked strangely, "What's the matter, who is he?"

"A...a friend," Lin Yu'an stammered, "What did he say?"

"He asked where you were, and I said you had gone abroad. He didn't seem to know it before, and he was quite surprised." The boy recalled, "Then asked when you left, and left after asking."

In an instant, Lin Yue'an's mind seemed to be running like a bullet screen, and countless questions came up one after another.

It was strange enough for Wen Yizhou to send him a message, and he even came to the team to look for him.

Wen Yizhou actually knew where his team was.

Why did Wen Yizhou come to see him?

Is it possible...

Lin Yue'an grabbed his hair - it was because he left a nonsensical message, and since then he didn't hear from him again, did he think that he could not think about committing suicide!

This must be the case. After all, although the other party doesn't like him, he is still a kind person. He must be afraid that something will happen to him when he suddenly receives a "goodbye" that is inevitably misunderstood.

Lin Yu'an's face turned red, and he wished he could find a hole to get in.

However, since Wen Yizhou had been to the team, the team members must have explained it to him, and at least he didn't call the police because of it, so he still had a bit of dignity.

Lin Yue'an, who was so relieved, never expected that when he returned home in 10 minutes, he would see this person immediately.

Lin Yue'an slammed on the brakes, and the other party looked over at the sound.

Under the gray-blue sky, the street lights have not yet been turned on. This is the time of day when people's eyesight is the worst.Lin Yu'an narrowed his eyes, checked several times with uncertainty, and slowly approached with his bicycle.That was indeed Wen Yizhou, standing downstairs in his own house, frowning, his expression seemed to reveal a trace of impatience, after seeing him, he brought a sense of relief.

Lin Yue'an was completely stunned, how could this person come.

After three months of "rehabilitation", he finally regained his calm mood, but all he needed was a few meters apart to see each other and everything collapsed.

After not seeing him for so long, the moment he saw him, Lin Yue'an felt like he was going to die.All those likings that were deliberately suppressed, tried to forget, and self-hypnotized all came back at once.

But at the same time, the pain of not being able to get what you want, the longing you can't get rid of, the embarrassment of being punctured, and the heartbreak of being cruelly rejected are also reactivated at this moment.

In the past, liking Wen Yizhou was a sweetness mixed with torture, but at some point, it has become full of torture.

Control yourself, don't lose face, don't look ugly.Lin Yu'an closed his eyes, took a deep breath and opened them again, trying to slow down and ask calmly: "Why did you come? How do you know..."

"I saw your circle of friends." Wen Yizhou said.

Lin Yue'an nodded clearly, but he was still not sure what he wanted to do, showing hesitation.

Wen Yizhou realized that he had a lot of things to say to him. During those days when he disappeared inexplicably, he had many doubts and questions that he could not answer; People listen; after learning that he still didn’t contact me after returning to China, and was determined to keep a distance and give up, I felt a lot of anger and had nowhere to vent; not long ago, I even had a lot of anxiety and self-doubt Hard to admit.

But at this moment, Wen Yizhou couldn't say a word.

No, you have to say it.

"I've been looking for you." Wen Yizhou spoke with difficulty.

"I...was waiting for you to come to me, but when you didn't come, I kept thinking about it, and I kept thinking about it."

Once started, other words are not so difficult to export.

"Because the show is over, so you don't come, I thought so at first, thinking it was just an excuse. But I sent you a message and you didn't reply. I waited for a long time, but there was no word, and then I realized You don't want to talk to me anymore. And you didn't tell me about going abroad, I only found out after a week. "

When Wen Yizhou said "You don't want to talk to me anymore", his expression was the same as usual, but his tone was somewhat aggrieved.

"Ah...I'm sorry..." Lin Yue'an said in surprise.

Wen Yizhou shook his head, and continued: "The kid from your team told me that you had gone abroad. At that time, besides being surprised, I was also very angry. Because you didn't tell me anything, you didn't tell me on purpose. "

"After that, I started to get angry with myself because you don't talk about yourself at all. I don't know anything. You know what I like to eat, you know all the details and habits of my life, and you even know my show. Every detail, and the whole rehearsal process, but I don't know anything about you, it's not fair."

"Did you not like to share your own things from the beginning? Or did you gradually stop talking because you thought I wouldn't care? To be honest, I tried hard to think about it for a long time but I couldn't remember it. I also feel very sorry for this." guilty."

"Wen Yizhou..." Lin Yu'an frowned.

"Because you are always by my side, aren't you? Looking at me all the time, I seem to take all this for granted. No matter how I treat you, it's okay to say bad things to you, or lose your temper hysterically, you I will bear it in silence." Wen Yizhou continued, his shoulders clasped stiffly, his fists clenched by his sides, almost gnashing his teeth, "During your absence, I realized how despicable and evil I am. Sun Yanqi said it was you Spoiled me, I want to ask you for proof, but I can't find anyone, I want to apologize to you, but..."

He let out a breath slowly, and his tone became calm again: "So I want to apologize to you, can you accept it? If you want, can you..."

Lin Yue'an's hairs stood on end when he heard these words falling on his ears.

"Can you, stay in my life." Wen Yizhou paused every word.

After saying these words, Wen Yizhou felt as if he was being fished out of the water. Although he was breathing heavily, he couldn't get any air into his lungs.It turned out that after throwing away the heavy protective shell, the feeling of holding the heart in the sun and rain is so fragile, he never knew it.

He will promise me, he will be soft-hearted, because he is always soft-hearted, and he likes me so much, hasn't he?Wen Yizhou thought.

Lin Yue'an also had mixed feelings.

He never thought that Wen Yizhou would say such a thing, but for some reason, after listening to it, he didn't feel much joy or emotion, but was accompanied by some kind of heavy oppression.

What exactly Wen Yizhou meant, he no longer wanted to speculate, he was tired.

After seven years of trembling and walking on thin ice, he had even forgotten that he could be free and happy without distraction.You don't have to worry about your dark unrequited love being exposed, and you don't have to carefully control your distance and distance. You don't have to speculate whether the other party will reject, dislike, or get bored at this moment, thinking that you have been abused out of the habit.

But there are some things that you have to stay away from the authorities to see clearly—he really still wants to pursue a more relaxed and pure life, which he only recalled in the past few months of "Wen Yizhou free"—— Even if it's fine to have no lovers or intimacy, he just doesn't want to go on like this anymore.

Who is it good for if it goes on like this?When Wen Yizhou didn't care about me, I was in pain. After he started to care about me, it was the other party's pain. Why did it have to be like this?

"Thank you very much for coming here to tell me this. Actually... I thought about it a lot before." Lin Yuean said, "You are right, we are not friends."

"I'm not! I'm not..."

Lin Yue'an raised his hand, signaling that he didn't need to explain: "You're right, we have nothing in common, our personalities are very different, and our life circles don't overlap at all. The only connection is Brother Qian. Now that he's dead, you Both I and I can be freed from this rote relationship."

"But I don't want to..." Wen Yizhou said hastily.

The look in Lin Yue'an's eyes forced him to shut up - it was so strange, he had never seen him like this before.That person seemed to have made some kind of determination behind his back, his gentle smile turned into a stern silence, his kind eyes were full of cruel determination, Wen Yizhou tried his best not to take a step back.

Why, why are you looking at me like that?

"In the past few months without you, I have lived a very good life, and my life and work are very normal. The previous goodbye without saying goodbye may have worried you, I am sorry." Lin Yue'an said.

How many times he wanted to stay away from Wen Yizhou because of the pain of unrequited love, but he was still reluctant.His instinct is to see the other party again, hear the other party's voice, and say even a word to the other party, which can support him for a long time.Whenever Wen Yizhou was mentioned in other people's conversations, he would uncontrollably prick up his ears, wanting to find out more about the other party.

But I don't know when it started, these are no longer enough.The sight of him with other people became harsh, his voice with others became harsh, and the fact that he couldn't quite get all of him became unbearable.

Because when seeing the other party, I can't help but want more, extravagant things that can never belong to me, now Wen Yizhou even maliciously released a little honey bait to confuse himself, but Lin Yu'an knew clearly , the other party will soon be scared off by his own greed.

I can only physically withdraw to dispel my thoughts and give up my fantasies.Lin Yue'an thought that the experimental period of the past three months has worked very well, so that's good.

"But in the future, I hope you don't come to me again." Lin Yue'an said, "The farewell last time seemed a bit hasty and caused ambiguity. Since I have the opportunity today, I can also say it in person."

Lin Yue'an finally smiled, but what he said was chilling: "Goodbye, Wen Yizhou, goodbye."

Wen Yizhou murmured: "I don't understand..."

"I'm saying goodbye to you. I've said goodbye to my past self. It's about time for you to come out of the past and start a new life. Brother Qian will not be resurrected, but time is gone forever. I'm all for a long time."

What does this have to do with He Qian?

Wen Yizhou was so dazed that he almost felt silly: "You, so you, don't you like me anymore?"

How is it possible, Lin Yu'an smiled wryly in his heart.

"Yes." But he said, "I'm sorry I lied to you before. After seven years, it turns out that I will indeed get tired of it. My love is over."