A Legacy Inherited by the Licking Dogs

Lin Yue'an was ruthlessly kicked out of the house, and fled downstairs, completely awake from the slight drunkenness.Annoyance, remorse, shame, a lot of emotions made him breathless, and his mind was buzzing in a mess.

What to do, what to do, what to do, I was hated by Wen Yizhou.

What's even more frightening is that with those dirty thoughts of his being exposed in broad daylight, what would Wen Yizhou think of himself now, a bad friend who misses his brother's partner, a wretched man with sperm on his head, a man who takes advantage of The big villain who came in from nothing.

But...but...

It's all Wen Yizhou's fault, it's good to treat him coldly as usual, why did he show a captivating smile.Obviously, it's good to follow He Qian's past and care about it like in the past, why show the slightest interest in his life, make him get carried away, and make him lose his vigilance.

Lin Yue'an squatted down by the flower bed downstairs in frustration, scratching his hair and going crazy, he just wanted to yell loudly, or hit his head to death.Other residents of the community passed by one after another, the grandmother with the child and the woman returning home from get off work, all walked around him suspiciously.

Lin Yue'an was so embarrassed that he didn't stand up dejectedly until his mood eased a little, but he was even more devastated to find that his mobile phone keys were all in his bag, and the bag was still upstairs at Wen Yizhou's house.

Speechlessly, he raised his neck and stared at the apartment building. After wandering around the neighborhood twice, he finally had no choice but to go back and ring the doorbell.

Wen Yizhou opened the door very quickly this time, in the past he wouldn't even answer takeaways and door knocks, but today he probably lost his temper.

Lin Yu'an lowered his head, and only dared to poke his eyes out from under his eyebrows to take a sneak peek—after the other party opened the door and found him, he instantly showed an expression of shock in disbelief, and his wide eyes bluntly revealed, "Why do you dare to come back?" " and "What else are you doing?" double signals, both meanings made Lin Yue'an feel like a thorn in his back.

With a voice like a mosquito, he mumbled, "I...my bag."

Wen Yizhou's posture remained the same, and he didn't move away from the door either. He didn't know if he didn't hear clearly or he simply didn't want to talk.Lin Yue'an had no choice but to say it again: "My keys and mobile phone are in the bag."

Wen Yizhou still stared coldly at each other, neither made a sound nor gave way, the two stalemate for a long time, and he finally took a step back.Lin Yue'an found sadly that the other party was extremely reluctant and disgusted with putting him in this room again.

Lin Yu'an entered the room against the corner of the wall, being careful not to touch Wen Yizhou, he picked up the bag in the hallway, and then held the phone on the coffee table in his hand. Just as he was about to put it into the bag, he suddenly saw the middle layer of the bag Inside lies the key to Wen Yizhou's house.

After a long period of time, I will definitely not be able to come, it is better to say that I will not dare to come, maybe it is not surprising that I will be separated from each other like this, he thought.

Even if the key stays in my hands, it will probably be difficult to use it again, but he just doesn't want to take it out.

He thought a little angrily, He Qian forcibly stuffed it on me, and he didn't care if I was willing or not at the time, but now he wants me to take the initiative to hand it over, so I don't want it.

He stared at the thin piece of metal, almost burning a hole through it with his eyes, his stiff back was facing Wen Zhou motionless.

"What are you doing?" Wen Yizhou's voice sounded from behind.

Lin Yue'an suddenly realized that deep down in his heart, there was actually a trace of luck.This luck is accompanied by a sense of joy of going all out—he is no longer alone in enduring the silent torture, and this absurd incident just happens to be a selfish opportunity for him to throw his troubles and struggles to others.

So Lin Yue'an turned his face and looked down at him directly.

Wen Yizhou frowned suspiciously—the other party was tall, but he always exuded a gentle and harmless atmosphere, but at this moment it was completely different.After putting away all the smiles, Lin Yu'an's eyes were heavy under his drooping eyebrows, which made him feel a strange and unpleasant... oppressive feeling, is it oppressive feeling?

"Sorry……"

Wen Yizhou gritted his teeth and rolled his eyes, and was about to open his mouth, but he heard the other party complete the sentence: "I don't know how to say it."

"What?" Wen Yizhou thought he had heard wrong.

"I won't apologize," Lin Yue'an said in a quiet but clear voice, "A few months ago in the ward, it was Brother Qian who held my hand and asked me to take care of you after he left. I didn't like it at first. Yes, but in the end I said yes."

"Okay, then you don't need to..."

Lin Yue'an quickly interrupted him: "But I'm not all because of Brother Qian. I agreed, not all because of his entrustment. After all, I'm not a selfless good person."

"Taking care of you is what I want...and what I am willing to do."

Wen Yizhou stared at him as if he didn't know him, his expression changed ever-changingly, as if a rice cooker in front of him suddenly spoke.

"I, I know you too... I have known you for many years. Of course, I am very sorry about what happened to Brother Qian, and I also sympathize with what happened to you, although I know you don't need anyone's sympathy. You have always been strong and independent , smart, talented, and courageous, completely different from me, I know it all."

Wen Yizhou pursed his mouth tightly, narrowed his eyes dangerously, Lin Yue'an deliberately ignored all these signs of something bad, and continued with a straight neck: "But I did all this not because of entrustment, nor because of my friend's request. Camaraderie, because it's all just an excuse."

His mouth seemed to take over his brain, and he said uncontrollably: "Actually, I treat you, in fact, I have always..."

"Are you crazy?" Wen Yizhou interrupted him immediately, and said word by word: "Lin Yue'an, are you crazy?"

"I didn't! I admit that I was impulsive about what happened just now, and I was indeed a little dizzy for a while. I...I apologize to you." He took a step forward anxiously, "But everything I said now, what I want to say It's not a joke. I'm not crazy!"

"You chose this time to tell me this? Are you not crazy? What are you?" Wen Yizhou's beautiful lips kept trembling with ruthless words, "Look at what you are doing, you are still a fucking human ?"

Lin Yue'an raised his head in panic—if it was early summer for Wen Yizhou with a gentle smile, and late autumn for Wen Yizhou with an expressionless face, then he at this moment is the most bitterly cold midwinter.In stark contrast behind him is the photo of him and He Qian placed on the cabinet, that is the appearance of him being happy and letting go of his defenses.

Did I read it wrong, Lin Yue'an thought blankly, he just treated me as a close friend and said a few nice words to me before, and I was greedy beyond my means.What the hell was I thinking? Maybe I was really crazy.After all, brother Qian has only been away for a few months, Wen Yizhou can't even carry on a normal life, and I still throw such innocuous messages to disturb him.

But why not?

he thought again.Why can't it be about me once, why can't there be a time when I'm the protagonist of the story.Even just once, Wen Yizhou was completely looking at me, thinking about me all the time?

Just like now, just like this moment.

Seeing that he lowered his eyes and stopped talking, Wen Yizhou secretly heaved a sigh of relief.He looked left and right irritably, and the unknown fire in his heart became more and more intense.

He waved his hand: "Forget it, you go back first..."

"I don't want it." Lin Yu'an said quickly, "I don't want it! That's right, it was Brother Qian who met you first, and you two got together first, but I haven't made any mistakes over the years, I didn't do anything wrong Nothing, I'm not sorry to anyone! I've been... I've been trying my best to restrain myself, you don't even know how painful I am, but now..."

There is no chance. If you say this, there will be no chance to look back.He was very clear.

But if he left like this today, all of this would be over, and the past seven years would also be over, he was not reconciled.Only then did the drunken and ambiguous kisses of Wen Yizhou's impulse come back, it was a desperate impulse with no tomorrow.

"Shut up, stop..." There was a crack in Wen Yizhou's voice.

"I can't do it! I just hope that there is no chance at all!" Lin Yu'an finally shouted, "I didn't dare to think about it when Brother Qian was here, but now it's already..."

Wen Yizhou's voice suddenly rose, almost screaming: "Shut up! Lin Yue'an, I'll tell you to stop!"

But he suddenly discovered that there was a smile on the other party's face, that smile could even be regarded as a bit of relief, this discovery made him feel cold all over his body.Lin Yue'an seemed to be slowly retreating with his back to the cliff, and said silently, "Come here, come here."

Wen Yizhou took a deep breath, and found that his chest trembled slightly: "Lin Yue'an, think clearly, you are drunk, stop talking nonsense. That's it for today."

Think clearly, hehe, Lin Yue'an curled the corner of his mouth bitterly, yes, he has always thought clearly, hasn't he?

It's not that he hasn't imagined it.He imagined that one day He Qian and Wen Yizhou would no longer love each other, and he imagined that the two would break up.He even imagined that He Qian would find another new love, the more bastard and hateful it would be, so that Wen Yizhou would give up on him completely.He imagined that the two would part ways due to differences in career development, and it would be best to go to different cities.The only thing he never fantasized about is He Qian's death—in the end, not only were the two of them not defeated by time and getting along, but they let He Qian take the first step.

In this way, he will always be perfect, he has become an ex who cannot be touched, let alone let go, and even all the memories about him have become holy.

He was so jealous, he was madly jealous.

"I know, I know I can't replace Brother Qian, but I also have mine..."

"Replace him?" Wen Yizhou was furious, and sneered, "Lin Yue'an, are you out of your mind? Who do you think you are, huh? What do you think you are! You really think you are someone like me ? Do you think you are my guardian?"

"Or do you think we are friends? If it weren't for Brother Qian, do you think there would be any intersection or relationship between us?"

Lin Yue'an looked at him in shock, as if he hadn't expected him to say such hurtful words.

"You like your good friend's boyfriend. It's fine if you don't know how to avoid suspicion, but you still shamelessly go around in front of us every day. Sometimes I really don't know what's going on in your mind. In the past, Brother Qian didn't point it out, so you can really Persist for so many years with a thick skin?"

Every word Wen Yizhou uttered was like a sharp knife, cutting open his chest, prying open his skull, and mercilessly poking at the drill. "No, he didn't do anything before, just because he felt sorry for you. Ha! I didn't expect that you are usually so nice, but when Brother Qian walked away, you actually ran in front of me and ran to' We're coming home and launching this madness."

Lin Yue'an was shaking all over, and was poured a basin of cold water on his head. All his impulses and love were frozen into ice. He had never felt so embarrassed in his life.

He knew it, Wen Yizhou he knew it a long time ago.

He thought he had a sour and sweet crush, but He Qian and Wen Yizhou had already seen it.

He is the stupidest fool in the world, the most ridiculous clown, and the biggest joke.

His whole body was numb, but there was no way to avoid it, there was only this naked and ugly truth between the two of them.

Wen Yizhou seemed to be mad with anger, and continued to add insult to injury in a sharp voice: "Do you think I gave you some kind of privilege by letting you into my house? Do you think that you can make a big difference and come to me and say such nonsense Did you? If it wasn't for Brother Qian's face, do you think I would take care of you at all?"

These terrible words were continuously squeezed into Lin Yu'an's mind, but at the same time, he was distracted and recalled another past event.

Once He Qian was busy with work and didn't have time to pick up Wen Yizhou who came back from a tour, so he asked him to be the driver.At that time, he naturally went there in a fart, and secretly laughed in his heart for two days.After receiving the phone, it happened to be meal time, and the two had a meal together. Although there was no other communication or progress, he secretly sweetened it for a long time.

Thinking about it now, I was a complete tool man from the beginning.It was like this when He Qian was alive, and even more so after his death—at least he used to need others to ask him to do so, but now he is taking the pole to humiliate himself.

What did Wen Yizhou just say?If it wasn't for He Qian's face, he wouldn't even be able to enter this house.

Indeed, after all, they are not even friends.

It turned out that he was just a tool used to remember He Qian, and the other party was just trying to listen to him racking his brains to tell about He Qian's past, so he suppressed the discomfort and kept him by his side as an eyesore.Wen Yizhou clearly knows that he has unreasonable thoughts about him, but this infatuation is not worth his attention or heart at all.

Wen Yizhou finally understood what he had always thought of himself.

It's pathetic, it's ridiculous.After tonight, it would be disgusting to add another one.

Because of his silence, Wen Yizhou finally had enough of scolding, he clenched his fists tightly, his negligently trimmed nails were deeply embedded in his flesh.His shoulders trembled visibly to the naked eye, not sure if it was from anger or nausea.

Before Lin Yu'an rushed out the door again, he saw the group photo on the wall again, and the gentle smile of He Qian, who had always been ignored by him before, was extremely dazzling.The moment he looked away, strong resentment suddenly surged in Lin Yue'an's heart.The friend he had always respected and was always close to, the senior who was impeccable and always able to do his job well, he had envied him so much, envied him so much, and longed to be him so much.

He was so envious of the other party, so inferior that he even had some reservations about not being reconciled.It turned out that at the very end, I became a clown who was played with the palm of my hand again--the last words left by He Qian were ulterior motives and hard-hearted.

He is using me as a touchstone of their love, he is just to prove, to show off.

Look, Wen Yizhou is mine, even death cannot separate us.