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It was raining all the time in this city, and all the subsequent plans fell through.The two stayed in the hotel for two or three days.

Su Chengbei's health improved, and he said to Qin Feiyang: "Why don't you go back, you can't do anything here, it's a waste of money to stay in a hotel."

Qin Feiyang didn't really want to go back, "It's good for us to breathe some fresh air here, why go back so early, and school hasn't started yet."

"But..." Su Chengbei felt that they were just burning money and it was unnecessary.

"It's not bad to try the food in this city, can't you also order takeaway?" Qin Feiyang looked at him and said again.

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"Anyway, it's my dad's money, so just treat it as being with me." Qin Feiyang was afraid that Su Chengbei would insist on going back, so he persuaded him with words.

Seeing that Qin Feiyang refused to go back, Su Chengbei couldn't leave him behind, so he had to stay with him when he went back alone.

Seeing that he was willing to stay, Qin Feiyang was overjoyed.Qin Feiyang didn't have any interest in looking at the scenery outside at this moment. The north of Sucheng was his scenery, and he couldn't get tired of looking at it every day.

Su Chengbei has always regarded Qin Feiyang as a brother with a different surname, never thought that Qin Feiyang would have any thoughts, Qin Feiyang would only look at him unscrupulously when he was not paying attention.The two of them maintained a superficial calm.

Qin Feiyang saw that Su Chengbei was occasionally lost in thought, so he couldn't help but wonder what he was thinking about. Also, has he ever been in love?Although it felt unlikely, Qin Feiyang still asked curiously, "Brother, do you have someone you like?"

Su Chengbei didn't expect Qin Feiyang to ask him this question suddenly, he was startled, glanced at him, then quickly withdrew his eyes, a little panicked, "I...why, suddenly asked this?"

Looking at his reaction, Qin Feiyang became even more skeptical, "Could it be true?" When Qin Feiyang asked this sentence, he felt uncomfortable.He thought that his brother was a blank piece of paper, studying hard at school, and would not have any dirty thoughts. It was strange, it was normal to have someone he liked, why did he feel so dirty?

"Well, that's right." Su Chengbei responded softly.

"Are you in a relationship?" Qin Feiyang couldn't help asking again, "Auntie, do you know? You are a puppy lover." Qin Feiyang has always called Su Chengbei's mother and aunt, but now because of Su Chengbei's relationship, he is willing to call her mother, and brother The same title made him feel strange.

"She doesn't care about me." Su Chengbei said softly.

"You, did you really talk about it?" Qin Feiyang couldn't believe it. Su Chengbei came to his house, and there was no movement, and he didn't go out much. How did this talk?

"It's all in the past." Su Chengbei didn't want to talk too much about the past, so he just said: "We broke up."

"Oh," Qin Feiyang felt relieved after hearing this, and asked again after a while: "What kind of girl does brother like?"

"?" Su Chengbei was asked, what kind of girl does he like?That's right, normal thinking should be what kind of girl he likes. He thought that Qin Feiyang had the same brain circuit as him, knowing that he liked boys.It wasn't until I was asked like this that I realized that normal people should like girls, but he is abnormal.

"Well," Su Chengbei thought for a moment, he had never liked girls before, so he had to describe them according to Lu Qin's ex-girlfriend Lin Yawei, "gentle and beautiful, polite, very gentle, and very temperamental."

"Oh," Qin Feiyang felt a little lost when he heard it. He asked the question himself, and he felt lost again when he heard his brother's answer.

Qin Feiyang was upset, and his words were not so pleasant, "But my brother looks so motherly, will there be girls who like it? Boys like him are more likely to like you. What kind of eyes do girls who like you have?"

"..." After hearing this, Su Chengbei's complexion was a little bad. Qin Feiyang's tone was full of sarcasm. Su Chengbei didn't know why Qin Feiyang said that suddenly. Maybe he had no intention of speaking?

Su Chengbei realized that the "brotherly love" he thought hadn't happened, it was just his own affection.

They were originally reorganizing their family. Qin Feiyang was originally full of hostility towards him, but suddenly changed his attitude. Maybe he saw him being bullied and sympathized with him, but he thought they were brothers and could take care of each other.

Su Chengbei has never been a brother before, so he doesn't know what to do.Now that Qin Feiyang was mocking him, he didn't know how to respond, but just responded in silence.

Qin Feiyang saw that his complexion was not very good, and he felt a little guilty in his heart. When he wanted to say more, Su Chengbei said: "I want to sleep a little longer, I am a little tired."

"Oh, then go to sleep." Qin Feiyang could only say after hearing the words.

Su Chengbei lay down again, and the door of his heart that was originally open to Qin Feiyang was closed.

Su Chengbei warned himself in his heart not to be sentimental anymore, and not to take other people's goodness for granted.He and Qin Feiyang are not blood brothers, so there is no need for them to treat him well.

Su Chengbei couldn't even get angry when he thought of being dependent on others.Very helpless.It's fine if it's in your own home, and it's fine if it's in city A.

But how can I go back?Such a terrible thing happened, Su Chengbei has a shadow when he thinks about it.He didn't dare to pay attention to the Internet, fearing that one day he would see something that would break him down.

Su Chengbei thought of Lu Qin again, thinking of blackmailing him would drive him half to death.I don't know how he is, do I miss him a little bit?

If only he wasn't so promiscuous.Su Chengbei felt very sad when he thought of Lu Qin's promiscuous love.

Qin Feiyang looked at Su Chengbei lying with his back facing him, and felt very regretful, why did he say those words without restraint.He must be upset, Qin Feiyang wanted to apologize, but lost the best time.

Once some words are spoken, they can never be taken back.

Afterwards, Su Chengbei behaved as usual, and still treated Qin Feiyang as a brother, but with a lot of differences.

Qin Feiyang saw that Su Chengbei had separated from him, and his heart was filled with anger. He was afraid that he would do something irreversible on impulse, so this time he proposed to go back early.Su Chengbei listened and had no objection.The two packed up and headed back.

The meaning of this trip has long been forgotten, and it is just to come out to relax.

After Su Chengbei went back, he studied even harder, only looking forward to the college entrance examination as soon as possible, to take the exam to a distant place, and to leave here.

It was difficult for Su Chengbei to trust anyone and open up to anyone.One failed attempt, and he backed off.He retracted into his shell again.

In order to divert his attention from Su Chengbei, Qin Feiyang forced himself to do other things.Whether it's playing, studying, or talking about a girlfriend, no matter what, as long as you stop paying attention to him.Don't think about what's there or what's not.

In the third semester of high school, there was very little communication between the two.It's rare to go back together.

No one in the class knew that they were brothers, Su Chengbei ignored everyone, and just focused on studying.Qin Feiyang is always waiting for Su Chengbei to go home, Su Chengbei walks fast, he follows behind, walks late, he just waits.

When it comes to talking about girlfriends, Qin Feiyang is not very enthusiastic.He and his girlfriend were walking behind, and seeing his brother being hit by someone from a distance, his heart ached, and he wanted to rush over and grab the person who hit him and ask him if he didn't have eyes.

Qin Feiyang felt that he was really crazy, how did he become like this?If this continues, he may be impulsive enough to confess.Then the man would not even want to see him.

For Su Chengbei, Qin Feiyang began to call Ye Xiaomei's mother instead.This is the only connection between them.When Ye Xiaomei heard that sound, her mother was so shocked that she didn't recover for a long time. When she realized it, he had already gone upstairs.Ye Xiaomei was overjoyed, as if she was back all of a sudden.When Dad Qin came back, she added more details.

The family enjoyed themselves at the dinner table.Because of Qin Feiyang's mother, Ye Xiaomei's thoughts were more on him, and she wanted to cultivate the mother-child relationship between the two.Su Chengbei watched his mother show great hospitality to other people's sons, and saw the family of three enjoying themselves happily, while he looked like an outsider, which made him feel very uncomfortable.There was no expression on his face.

Speaking of which, Qin's father and Qin Feiyang treated him pretty well, but Su Chengbei was sensitive and delicate, and any bad thing would be infinitely magnified, and he felt that he was dependent on others and could not really integrate into them and this family.As an "outsider", Su Chengbei hopes to disappear, rather than sticking around here to hinder other people's happiness.

Qin Feiyang always looked at Su Chengbei intentionally or unintentionally, and gave him some food so that he could eat more.Seeing that their brothers lived in harmony, Ye Xiaomei was never dissatisfied.He also advised Su Chengbei to eat more.Su Chengbei didn't say anything, just ate with his head down.The food is stuffed in the mouth, so you don't need to talk.Sometimes, he didn't even bother to talk.

After the college entrance examination, Suzhou City North filled volunteers and chose a city in the north, which is far away from AB and AB.Qin Feiyang kept asking Su Chengbei what he wanted to fill in, but Su Chengbei couldn't bear the disturbance, so he reasoned that he filled in a southern city.Qin Feiyang heard that he also filled in the southern cities.

The admission notice came, and the two went south and north.Only then did Qin Feiyang realize that he had been cheated.He was very angry with Su Chengbei.I was so angry that I wanted to hit him.

But Su Chengbei packed up and saluted, saying that he would go back to his hometown, pay respects to his father, and tell him the news by the way.

After Su Cheng went to the north, he didn't come back, and went directly to the north to go to university.

After graduating from university, he stayed in the local area to work and rarely returned home.

Qin Feiyang went to see him several times, and Su Chengbei also met him, but the conversation between the two brothers became less and less.Qin Feiyang watched Su Chengbei grow from an immature boy to an outstanding young man, and his longing for him increased day by day, but he only said to him jokingly, "Are you talking about a girlfriend?"

After being asked many times, Su Chengbei couldn't help telling him once, "Actually, my first love is a man."

"The man?" Qin Feiyang's eyes widened when he heard this, "Then he, you..." Qin Feiyang wanted to ask Su Chengbei if he still thought about him, but he didn't know if he wanted to know the answer.

Knowing that he likes men, how does it change him?Anyway, the person he likes won't be him.

Qin Feiyang thought that his brother would probably never know that he loved him very much.

"Then have you talked about your boyfriend?" Qin Feiyang smiled helplessly and asked again.

"Yes." Su Chengbei responded, and under Qin Feiyang's shocked gaze, he said again: "But we only talked for a week, and we broke up."

"Ah, why?" Qin Feiyang looked at him and asked, but felt sore in his heart.

"No reason." Su Chengbei said softly, without further explanation.

"Brother," Qin Feiyang called him suddenly. Now he wanted to call him brother, but hated calling him brother. Why did he want to be his brother?

"What?" Su Chengbei's clear eyes looked at him, Qin Feiyang looked into his eyes, couldn't bear to see those eyes disappointed in him, originally wanted to reveal something, so he had to change his words: "I hope you live a happy life .”

"Thank you." Su Chengbei said sincerely, "You too."

After Qin Feiyang left, Su Chengbei remembered that brief relationship.He was the one being chased, and it wasn't annoying to look at the other party. He thought it was time to remove the shackles Lu Qin had set for him, and start over.So he agreed.

But the man was too impatient, which made Su Chengbei very scared.He couldn't accept being raped by someone other than Lu Qin, maybe there was something wrong with him.He just couldn't take it and felt disgusted.In the end, the two sides broke up unhappy.

Su Chengbei thought that the underlying reason why he couldn't accept others was probably because he still wanted to reunite with Lu Qin and start over.

Many unhappiness in the past gradually faded as time went by.All he remembered was Lu Qin's tenderness and kindness to him.That was his first love, sweet and warm, affectionate and deep-seated.

Su Chengbei didn't even know if Lu Qin was still in his heart, and set foot on the land of City A again.

He didn't tell anyone that he was back.

After seven years, he came back again.