After the movie queen gets married, she always collapses

will relapse again...

relapse……

Mi Ju clenched the space between her brows, as if these words were carved in her head with an awl, which made her feel a little suffocated.

Thinking of never seeing Zuo Ruo's smile again, Mi Ju felt her heart throbbing with pain.

"I see, I will take her for a review as soon as possible, don't worry."

As soon as the phone was hung up, Mi Ju bought a plane ticket to return home that day, and rushed to the airport without any time to eat.

After hanging up the phone, seeing the unfamiliar number automatically cut by the assistant, she dialed it decisively. She had a hunch that this must be Zuo Ruo's new number.

While waiting for the phone call, she was so anxious that she seemed to be roasting on a fire.

Finally, after the fifth beep, the other party finally picked up.

"Hey?"

The familiar voice appeared next to her ears, making Miju's eyes sour, and she couldn't help crying for a second.

She tried her best to calm down her voice, but she couldn't help but choked up when she opened her mouth: "Ah Ruo..."

"Orange? Don't cry..."

Zuo Ruo, who was eating instant noodles, put down her fork and panicked. She was at a loss while holding the phone.

"Don't cry, I'm fine."

"You scared me to death, you know that?"

Mi Ju wiped away her tears, ignoring the strange gaze of the driver in front of her through the perspective mirror, and finally let go of the fearful and worried boulder in her heart.

She grabbed the phone and growled in a low voice: "I call you and you don't answer, and I send you WeChat messages but you don't reply. I can't find you anyway. If you disappear without saying a word, you are going to be scared to death." me?"

"Do you know Doctor Li... how to put it, I almost thought I would never see you again!"

Zuo Ruo said cowardly: "I'm sorry, Orange..."

"I didn't disappear on purpose."

Mi Ju grabbed a handful of her long hair, and Zuo Ruo's sudden action broke her nerves a little: "Of course I know you didn't disappear on purpose, but you should give me an accurate message before you disappear, I'll wait I haven't heard from you for a whole morning, do you know how worried I am?"

"Su Jindai called me and said that she didn't know where you went, and you didn't know where you were born, so I thought you were kidnapped, do you know?"

"If I had known that you would disappear, I shouldn't have told you what happened back then, so you wouldn't..."

Zuo Ruo interrupted her: "It's not because the dean took the money back then."

Mi Ju: "Then why?"

"Because of……"

Zuo Ruo stopped in the middle of the conversation, she pursed her lips, and did not continue to explain this matter.

"Anyway, it's not because of this matter. You don't need to blame yourself for this matter. I left purely because... I don't like her anymore."

"What nonsense are you talking about, weren't you so happy with her before?"

The pause in Zuo Ruo's words made Mi Ju instantly think of Su Jindai. Except for Su Jindai, there should be no one who can make Zuo Ruo become like this. Yes, you are not the kind of fool, something must have happened here. You tell me, if she bullies you, I will help you get revenge even if I take everything, don't be afraid. "

Zuo Ruo quickly shook his head and denied: "No, she didn't bully me, on the contrary, she was very kind to me."

"It's just that I don't like her anymore."

Mi Ju didn't believe it: "You have to give me a reasonable reason, like this kind of thing, it can't end suddenly."

Zuo Ruo: "I just don't like her all of a sudden, there is no reason, and there is no need for a reason."

"Okay, don't mention her anymore, I don't really want to hear her name for the time being."

As soon as Mi Ju heard it, she knew that something must have happened, and the matter was very serious, otherwise Zuo Ruo would not have escaped to such a state, but Zuo Ruo would definitely not be able to find out about this matter, so she could only ask Su Jindai .

"Okay, don't talk about her, where do you live now?"

Mi Ju: "Your previous house has already been withdrawn, and you probably don't want to go back to her house. You have no place to go now, so you can live in my house first. You have the password of my house, so just go and live in it."

If Zuo Ruo thought of Su Jindai's appearance of never letting go of herself, she knew that she would do what she said, and would definitely block Mi Ju's house, and she would throw herself into a trap by going: "No, she knows that I only have you as a reality." Friends, she will think of everything you can think of, I have found a place to live, don't worry, I will not treat myself badly."

"Don't tell her my phone number, I don't want to see her."

Mi Ju pretended to be relaxed and said: "Then you have to tell me your current address, I have to take you for a reexamination, Dr. Li just called to remind you, saying that your condition is much better now, and you can switch to lighter medicines. "

In the case of Zuo Ruo's illness, Mi Ju chose to conceal the truth, and could no longer tell Zuo Ruo that her illness had worsened, otherwise he would definitely not be able to find her.

Zuo Ruo was silent for a while, but still chose to trust Mi Ju.

"I'm in Luokou Street, City H."

Mi Ju checked the map and was silent: "Why did you run so far?"

Zuo Ruo: "I want to live in another place."

Mi Ju: "Okay, I'm going back by plane today, and I need another plane to go to your place. I guess I will arrive at your place at noon tomorrow."

Zuo Ruo refused Mi Ju to come over: "I'll fly to City B, you don't fly, get more rest."

Mi Ju became suspicious: "Do you still have something to hide from me?"

Zuo Ruo: "No."

Mi Ju still doesn't quite believe it, she always feels that Zuo Ruo is lying: "You haven't found a place to live yet, have you? Did you mention a random place just to lie to me?"

Zuo Qiao laughed twice, holding a fork in his hand and unconsciously stirring the instant noodles, Gu Zuo said, "How could that be, I trust you the most, how could I lie to you."

Mi Ju: "You better not have lied to me. If you dared to lie to me, even if I tied you up, I would tie you back home."

Zuo Ruo: "..."

Subconsciously stuffing the medicine bottle next to her into her pocket, she quickly said, "Don't worry, I'm doing fine."

Zuo Ruo perfunctory Mi Ju again, and hung up the phone.

After throwing down her phone, she took out a bottle of sleeping pills from her pocket. It was a bottle of sleeping pills, because she often couldn’t sleep, but taking too much anti-epidemic medicine would have a strong burden on her body and internal organs, so the doctor prescribed a bottle of sleeping pills for her , Let her take one when she can't sleep.

She had already taken half of this jar of medicine, and later she met Su Jindai, who would hug her and coax her to sleep every time, making her get off the sleeping pills for a short time.

But since she came back, she couldn't sleep again and had to rely on sleeping pills to get by.

She opened the bottle and took one pill, then began to eat noodles, using the pungent taste of instant noodles to mask the bitter taste of the pills.

She doesn't like the taste of the pills, it's too bitter.

In the evening, Su Jindai subconsciously ordered two steaks and a bottle of red wine. After the meal was delivered, she realized that if Zuo Ruo was not by her side, no one would eat the other steak.

I want to return it, but I don't want to waste it.

So she opened the red wine by herself and poured it down one cup after another. The slightly astringent wine was slightly sweet in her throat, but she could only taste bitterness.

She didn't bother to cut the steak, so she directly used a fork to bite into a whole piece. If Zuo was not there, she would lose any interest.

One night, two steaks and a bottle of wine, she was so drunk.

Waking up from drunkenness the next day, she calmly packed herself up again, returned the room, booked a flight ticket back to China, and asked Zhang Qi to pick her up at the airport.

Waiting is not waiting for people, and taking the initiative is the future.

When Zhang Qi picked up Su Jindai at the airport, he realized that in just two days, Su Jindai seemed to have changed. Her temperament was colder and she lost weight. She looked lifeless and without any vitality. .

He was a little worried, for fear that Su Jindai would collapse suddenly.

Su Jindai stared ahead, the dark sunglasses covered up the indifference in her eyes, only the tight corners of her mouth could show her current bad mood.

"Drive well."

Zhang Qi stopped under the red light, turned to look at her worriedly, and said, "Are you okay?"

Su Jindai: "It's okay."

Zhang Qi: "But you don't look very good."

Su Jindai: "I'm fine."

The two chatted awkwardly, and Zhang Qi confirmed that Su Jindai was indeed in a state of anxiety and irritability, like a hungry lion who was completely awake, biting people aimlessly.

After sending Su Jindai home, he was about to leave when Su Jindai stopped him.

"Anything else?"

Su Jindai took off her sunglasses and threw them into the cabinet, put on her slippers, made herself a pot of coffee, poured a cup for herself and Zhang Qi, and said, "Arrange work for me."

Zhang Qi didn't drink, but continued to persuade: "Let's take a rest, your condition..."

"I'm fine."

Su Jindai looked serious: "I need to be exposed, and if she refuses to see me, then I will let me be everywhere all the time, so she can't see me even if she wants to."

This is one of her plans, as long as there is internet access, there will inevitably be stars, and she can do it.

Zhang Qi looked at the bruises in Su Jindai's eyes, and finally agreed.

It was the first time for an artist under him to be so active in business. He should have been happy, but Su Jindai's reckless appearance didn't make him happy at all.

Zhang Qi tried to persuade Su Jindai to give up Zuo Ruo. After all, as an actress, every action of Su Jindai was under the spotlight, and every sentence would be disassembled and analyzed by fans and the media. If she ruined herself like this for a woman, he would I don't think it's worth it.

"Some people may not be worthy of your treatment..."

Su Jindai immediately interrupted him: "She deserves it, and it's me who doesn't deserve to be treated like this."

The one who did the wrong thing is himself, and the others don't understand anything. The current result is self-inflicted.

"She did nothing wrong. I was the one who did the wrong thing. I don't deserve to be forgiven."

She looked at herself reflected in the pure bitter coffee without a little sugar in the cup, and took a sip, bitter to the bottom of her heart, but it couldn't relieve the thick grief in her heart.

Being able to make Su Jindai, who has always been proud, bow her head and admit all her mistakes consciously, Zhang Qi couldn't help being a little curious: "You and her..."

Su Jindai took another sip of the bitter coffee, and the sour taste surged up in her stomach, making her want to vomit, but she swallowed it forcefully: "I did one thing wrong, and the consequences for her are very serious. It's serious, but I never knew it, I thought I could keep it hidden and make her happy..."

"But... the reality is very skinny."

"Is it her illness?"

Apart from this, Zhang Qi couldn't think of anything else.

Su Jindai didn't want to talk about the details, but her silence made Zhang Qi understand. He remembered Zuo Ruo's case and fell silent.

If all the hardships that Zuo Ruo suffered came from Su Jindai, then Su Jindai was indeed not worthy of being forgiven. Even if it was him who knew Su Jindai the most, he was not sure whether he would like to see her again, let alone What's more, Zuo Ruo has not been with Su Jindai for a long time.

But he couldn't directly say this matter, after all he was Su Jindai's manager.

He opened his mouth, and comforted him dryly: "Don't worry, I've never seen you treat anyone so well, she won't complain about you... right."

Su Jindai smiled wryly and shook her head: "It's not that I'm being nice to her, it's that she's been pampering me and accommodating me. If she doesn't want to, it's impossible for me to go that far with her."

She saw this when she got along with Zuo Ruo for the first time. Zuo Ruo would not reject people, and would only be led away passively. many.

It's just that she never thought that this matter was brought by herself before, so she dragged the other party forward in her own way, but she never thought that the other party would let go of her hand halfway and give up on herself.

She put down the cup and buried her face in her hands, she was so decadent that she didn't know how to comfort Zhang Qi.

After thinking for a while, he could only take out his mobile phone, picked out a few good contracts from the contracts he had received and pushed them to Su Jindai, then changed the subject bluntly: "I think these cooperations are all good, although they are not luxurious. The price is relatively cheap, but they are all old brands with a good reputation and a high exposure rate at the basic level, which is very suitable for your requirements.”

Su Jindai's muffled voice came from the palm of her hand: "Next."

Zhang Qi: "Do you want to accept all of them? Two of them don't fit your image, and the quotation is a bit low. If you accept all of them, it will be bad for your image..."

Su Jindai said persistently, "Next."

If it was any other star, she would definitely choose luxury to increase her price, but Su Jindai, who has strength, acting skills, beauty and traffic, does not need these. She only needs to accept cheap brands to increase her sense of presence .

This is what she wants now.

She doesn't need extravagance to increase her price, she just wants Zuo Ruo to see her, and she has nothing else to ask for.

Zhang Qi also understood that the current Su Jindai couldn't listen to other people's persuasion, so she could only reply to these, and at the same time raised those low base prices a little.

After all, no matter how much you need it, you have to make the price worthy of Su Jindai's status. If you don't do this, it will be difficult for Su Jindai to get out in the circle in the future.

Even if the price has been raised, she is still very cheap compared to other people's prices, and some companies that cooperate sincerely have chosen to sign the contract immediately.

Two of them saw that Su Jindai's offer was so low, so they tried to negotiate again, and prepared to push it to the minimum. They were too aggressive, so they were refunded by Zhang Qi. There are really no shortage of these two.

Su Jindai didn't know about this matter.

After only two days, she started to get busy, running around to catch up on the announcement. She only had one requirement for the time, the sooner the better.

Although the merchants didn't understand why she wanted to be fast, there was no bad news about Su Jindai in the circle, so they speeded up, and a promotional photo appeared the next day, announcing that Su Jindai had become the endorsement of the brand.

After that, within a month, products bearing Su Jindai's photo and signature appeared on the shelves, and tens of millions of copies were directly sold for pre-orders.

Everyone thinks it's worth the money.

But after forcing the notice for a month, Su Jindai turned pale and was taken to the hospital by Zhang Qi while clutching her painful stomach.

But this is already a matter of later.

What happened now was that Miju received a call from Zuo Ruo the next day, and she had already arrived in City B.

Miju put on her clothes, took her mobile phone and rushed out of the hotel. When she saw Zuo Ruo, who was wearing a thin coat and wrapped up tightly, standing under a tree, she had a sore nose and rushed over. hugged her.

"You scared me to death."

Zuo Ruo remained silent, letting Miju hug her, and when Miju calmed down, she said softly, "I want to change doctors."

Mi Ju took a deep breath, held Zuo Ruo's hand, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong with the doctor?"

Zuo Ruo shook his head: "No."

"I can't live here anymore. It's inconvenient to come to Dr. Li for a follow-up examination."

Miju knew that she just didn't want to see Su Jindai, but she didn't want to delay Zuo Ruo's condition because of Su Jindai, and she hadn't seen her in less than two months. Zuo Ruo was much quieter than before. of.

She considered it for a while, and persuaded: "But Dr. Li is a well-known psychiatrist in China, and the medicine he prescribed works, doesn't it?"

Zuo Ruo lowered his eyelids: "I see."

Mi Ju choked, and grabbed Zuo Ruo's hand tightly. She hesitated again and again, and said, "Then let's change doctors, one closer to City H, shall we?"

Zuo Ruo could see the compromise in Mi Ju's eyes, she pursed her lips: "No need, just him."

"If you don't like it, we can return it..."

"No dislike."

Zuo Ruo's eyes were dim, and he calmly pulled away Mi Ju and held his hand, his voice seemed to make no waves: "Let's go, the appointment time is coming soon."

Mi Ju paused: "Ah Ruo..."

Zuo Ruo turned away and didn't speak again, the two of them went to the hospital in silence all the way. Before entering the hospital, Mi Ju suddenly held Zuo Ruo's hand again.

Zuo Ruo turned around: "What's wrong?"

Mi Ju said seriously: "If you don't want to, let's change it."

Zuo Ruo paused for a moment, then calmly said: "No need."

Anyway, no one will listen to her advice, and any of her suggestions will only bring trouble to others, so she is used to hiding her true thoughts and acting according to other people's thoughts.

Although the doctor said that she should be more selfish, how easy is it to change the habits she has developed over the years?

Behind the black-framed lenses, her eyes returned to a pool of stagnant water, calm and unwavering.

After entering the department, the doctor on duty today was Li Jiao. Seeing Zuo Ruo's calm appearance, he sighed in his heart. He took out the thick medical history information belonging to Zuo Ruo, and pointed to the chair next to Zuo Ruo. she sits.

He pushed his glasses and said with a serious expression: "Today is a very serious conversation. I hope that Miss Zuo can answer me honestly for the next questions."

Zuo Ruo looked at Mi Ju, Mi Ju left the diagnosis room knowingly, she took off her mask after Mi Ju left, and looked at Li Jiao calmly, her expression did not change at all, as always.

Li Jiao typed up the documents, put one hand on the folder, took out the pen in his breast pocket with the other hand, and asked, "I haven't seen you for two months, does Miss Zuo know that her condition is getting worse?"

"Judging from the last re-examination survey, Ms. Zuo's heart is more closed. Has she ever had suicidal tendencies?"

Zuo Ruo: "Yes."

Li Jiao took a deep breath and continued to ask: "How many times? Can you still hear voices that don't belong to you?"

Zuo Ruo: "Innumerable, I can hear it."

This is troublesome, which means that Zuo Ruo's spirit is indeed in a state that is about to split immediately, and he may lose control of himself at any time, and thus become another self.

Li Jiao clenched her lower lip, and wrote down her diagnosis and Zuo Ruo's words under the information. Zuo Ruo sat quietly watching him write down the notes. She couldn't remember how many times this kind of thing happened.

"Forgive me for saying something that may be difficult for you to accept. Your secondary personality may be born soon."

Zuo Ruo asked in a very calm voice: "If she is born, will I still exist?"

"Maybe, maybe not."

Li Jiao folded his hands and propped his chin: "According to medical records, there have been cases where the sub-personality murdered the main personality, but these are a minority. Most of the sub-personalities will merge with the main personality after treatment."

"If you can untie the knot in your heart and keep happy, you can control the generation of secondary personality with the help of drugs."

Zuo Ruo knew himself very well: "If I could untie it, I wouldn't be sitting here."

Li Jiao was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "Yes."

"However, it's good that you have this heart."

"Many people may not realize that there are many knots that cannot be solved."

"This time, more medicines have been prescribed. Recently, several medicines that are more effective for anti-inhibition have been researched in medicine, and the effects of the medicines are not particularly violent, but the effect is not bad. You may try it."

Zuo Ruo: "Doctor, as you know, drugs that are not effective enough don't work for me."

"Yes, but these drugs are very effective against depression."

Li Jiao wrote down the diagnosis record in his notebook, and said softly: "The medicine you are taking now is too burdensome on your internal organs. If you take it for a long time, it will have a great impact, ranging from loss of appetite and weakened body immunity. At worst, your internal organs will fail."

"It's three-point poison. If you take too much of the same medicine, you will develop resistance to it and make the medicine lose its effect. You have been taking those medicines for a year. It's time to change a batch."

Zuo Ruo looked at the figure of Mi Ju standing close to the door, fell silent for a moment, and agreed: "Let's change."

"I don't have to ask you to do anything. You should treat yourself better and don't always force yourself to accept things you don't want to accept."

Li Jiaowen said softly: "I said back then, you have to learn to say no and let go of yourself, instead of restraining yourself for others and letting yourself be in a state of wronged forever, this will only aggravate your own illness."

"If I'm not wrong, there should be some deviations in your current perception of direction."

Zuo Ruo was silent.

When she arrived at the hotel where Miju was staying this morning, she walked down that street five times with the navigation, and finally found that the hotel was actually just around the corner.

There was indeed a cognitive bias in one of her nerves.

The reason why she didn't refuse was because she found that her deviation in direction was getting bigger and bigger, and she couldn't control herself from going astray.

Obviously there are many things in front of her eyes, but she just can't see them, and occasionally forgets which direction to go when following the navigation.

Zuo Ruo frowned for the first time today, because all her symptoms had been explained clearly, which made her a little uncomfortable.

Li Jiao: "I know that some people find it difficult to accept some of the symptoms they have committed, but if you have received orthodox treatment and can be released from a mental hospital, it proves that you have been cured."

"I hope you can trust me completely, and I will not send you in like the previous doctors."

Only if Zuo Ruo completely trusts himself, can he give the other party the most prepared treatment.

Especially now Zuo Ruo needs to find someone to open up.

"You tell me the truth, and you are saving yourself, your relatives, she is very worried about you."

Zuo Ruo suddenly said: "Even you think I'm a burden to the other party?"

Li Jiao pushed his glasses, and felt that he had grasped the reason why Zuo Ruo was unwilling to open up to him completely: "Why do you ask that?"

"Don't you think so? Don't you think I'm just like a burden, only dragging others down everywhere?"

Zuo Ruo played with his fingers, and said calmly: "Maybe you think so too, but your medical ethics don't allow you to tell me so bluntly."

"I think you are a good doctor. At least in these few treatments, I am very satisfied."

Li Jiao took the opportunity to say: "If you are really satisfied, can you open your heart to me and trust me once?"

Zuo Ruo lightly smiled and said, "Is this an invitation?"

Li Jiao jokingly said: "As long as it is my patient, I will do my best. I also hope that my patients can tell me their knots, so that I can lead everyone to untie them and regain their happiness, instead of sacrificing their eyes. Say to me, Doctor, are you inviting me?"

Zuo Ruo was slightly taken aback, then smiled.

She relaxed herself under Li Jiao's joke, and began to tell the story she hadn't told: "My story is not long. Don't know what happened back then, but recently, I figured it out."

Li Jiao made a 'please' gesture and said gently: "I am honored to hear your story."

Zuo Ruo: "I am married to my 'enemy'...."

Li Jiao: "Hmm..."

Zuo Ruo recalled Su Jindai's voice and appearance, everything seemed to return to the day they first met, she looked at Su Jindai's mask, and the other party pulled her to drink, with a slightly drunken warmth in her eyes.

She calmly said: "Before I was always covered by her, but in fact she always knew that she was the one who made me fall into the shadow back then, but she never told me, and she was very kind to me, so good... "

"Let me really fall into her tenderness and give my heart."

Zuo Ruo didn't know that Su Jindai didn't know that she was the one who cast a shadow on her back then, she thought that Su Jindai who 'confessed' to herself knew.

She smiled wryly and continued: "The moment she told me the truth, I realized that since I didn't hate her as much as I imagined, I loved her, maybe even more than I imagined."

"But my heart does not allow me to be with her, because I can't forget the pain I have experienced in these years and the pressure of the people around me. She is very good, but I..."

Can't let go of grudges.

He obviously didn't die back then, and it wasn't because of himself that he fell into the water. Why did people have to lie to him that he fell into the water to save himself?

After so many years, why have I never gotten up to look at myself and tell myself the truth?

What are you?

But now, he was finally coming out, why should she appear in front of his eyes, let him get used to her, and fall in love with her?

Are you just a toy?

Take it for fun if you need it, throw it away if you don’t need it.

After listening to the whole process, Li Jiao probably understood why Zuo Ruo cared so much.

Even if it was him, I'm afraid I can't persuade myself to let go. After all, it's not a short-term psychological shadow, but a long-term psychological treatment.

Li Jiao: "I probably understand what you think, so what are you going to do? Now that person has appeared in front of your eyes again, and he also appears by your side as your partner. Do you want to refuse?"

Zuo Ruo lowered his eyes in silence: "...I don't know."

"I couldn't forgive her, but I didn't want to just hate her, so I ran away."

Li Jiao asked: "What if she continues to pursue her?"

Zuo Ruo: "I don't know..."

Li Jiao: "Then is there any possibility for you to start over?"

Zuo Ruo covered his head, his expression gradually became irritable: "...I don't know."

"I don't know anything, please stop asking about her, okay?"

Zuo Ruo was breathing heavily, her expression was a little panicked and complaining, and there were suppressed expectations and desires in it. Being asked this question again and again, Zuo Ruo felt restless, she didn't want to continue, She couldn't get the answer she wanted here.

She doesn't want to think about this question by herself, she hopes that others can give her an answer instead of throwing the problem to her for her to face.

Through Zuo Ruo's small movements and the emotions in his eyes, Li Jiao saw Zuo Ruo's true thoughts, and said sharply: "I probably know the problem. The reason why you have been running away is because you care too much about her. You don't want to be separated from her, so you want other people to tell you that you can't live without her and that you should be with her instead of running away from her."

Zuo Ruo took a rough breath, but didn't immediately deny it.

Li Jiao: "If I tell you now that you can follow your inner thoughts and be with her, you may refute me."

Zuo Ruo turned his head away, not wanting the other party to see through his heart.

Li Jiao pushed his glasses, and said strictly: "As a qualified doctor, I can't make directional actions to you, so I can't help you make any directional decisions."

"But as a friend who has treated you for a year, I can tell you responsibly that your condition is worse now than it was a year ago."

"But your relatives told me before that you were very happy when you were with that person. Although I haven't seen that person, nor have I seen your state at that time with my own eyes, but judging from your reaction when you mentioned that person , maybe she is the key to healing you."

Zuo Ruo was agitated, stood up and quickly refuted back, his voice was almost broken: "She is not!"

"I don't want to see her."

Li Jiao: "You are so guilty, isn't it because you miss her so much?"

He closed the notebook and said solemnly: "A person's life is very short. Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal. No one knows what will happen to the next moment if it is fine at this moment."

"Since you are in love with someone, you should work hard on yourself and don't let the future leave regrets."

He quickly took the case and prescribed medicine. This time, he persisted in prescribing a new medicine, and continued to prescribe a bottle of sleeping pills for Zuo Ruo. After finishing writing, he handed it to Zuo Ruo, and said softly: "Try the new medicine, new medicine." There is always something to like.”

Zuo Ruo's expression was still agitated, a little bit angry at being pointed out, but also obedient to the doctor's words that could not be refuted.

Li Jiao didn't let go of these thoughts of hers, and kept them all in his heart. He was going to write them down after Zuo Ruo left, and he could review them at night, so as not to miss any points, which would cause Zuo Ruo to ask Zuo Ruo in the next conversation. Close your heart to yourself again.

Li Jiao smiled softly at her: "Go and get the medicine, it will get better."

If Zuo grabbed the medical records, turned around and left with a sullen face, she would never go to Su Jindai as instructed.

Absolutely not!

She put on the mask again, opened the door forcefully, and Miju, who had been eavesdropping on the door, came face to face with her. Miju panicked, and quickly explained: "...Listen to me, I'm not So..."

"Let's go and get the medicine."

Zuo Ruo doesn't want to hear any explanations now, and doesn't want to know whether Mi Ju knows about the exacerbation of her condition. She is in a mess right now and doesn't have the heart to think about other things.

Mi Ju paused, followed Zuo Ruo and walked downstairs.

"Should we change doctors?"

"..."

Zuo Ruo remembered Li Jiao's clear eyes looking at him, the corners of his mouth pulled down, he pulled up the mask, and said in a low voice: "No, just him."

"Anyway, it's the same for anyone."

The result will not change in any way.

Hearing what Zuo Ruo said, Mi Ju chased after her and walked side by side with her, and asked with a worried expression, "Did Doctor Li say something?"

Zuo Ruo quickly denied: "No, he didn't say anything." Fu pretended to be relaxed and said, "He said that my condition is much better, and I can change to some less effective medicine."

Mi Ju was thoughtful: "Really..."

Since Zuo Ruo refused to say anything, then she went back and asked on WeChat, it was about Zuo Ruo, she had to guard against it.

The two went down to line up to get the medicine, and then walked back with their things, Mi Ju suddenly remembered that she hadn't been shopping with Zuo Ruo for a long time, and it was rare that Zuo Ruo came here today, and the two of them happened to be able to go shopping and eat.

"How about we go have a meal first?"

Zuo Ruo originally wanted to agree, but thought of Li Jiao's words, he couldn't always accept and not refuse, it was wrong.

She took a deep breath and rejected Miju's invitation for the first time after losing her memory: "No, I want to go home."

She wanted to go back to her own home and wrap herself in a quilt instead of exposing herself to the public like she is now. She felt that everyone was watching her, which made her feel bad.

Even though she was wearing a mask and a hat, she still shivered involuntarily, feeling very uncomfortable.

Mi Ju was also taken aback when she was rejected, she didn't expect that Dr. Li could actually persuade Zuo Ruo to start learning how to reject people, obviously the previous year had no effect.

When she came back to her senses, a smile flashed across her eyes, and she said softly, "Okay, do you want me to see you off?"

Zuo Ruo bluntly refused again: "No, I can do it myself."