After the movie queen gets married, she always collapses

No matter what happens in the mental hospital, Su Xuanyuan's eyes have already shifted to Su Jindai.

"Su Zhongde is dead, as his biological daughter, don't you come back?"

Su Jindai leaned against the window of the hotel, shaking the wine glass in her hand, the red wine was shaken evenly by her, she looked at the busy street outside, and said indifferently: "From the moment I moved out of the Su family, I am no longer from the Su family."

Su Xuanyuan was dressed in black, not a single piece of white on his body, not to mention Dai Xiao, he didn't even bother to put on hemp, and he didn't even put on any pretense. He looked lazily at the guests who came to the funeral in grand attire, and said boringly: "Why bother, after all he only gave birth to you."

Su Jindai: "In his heart, only you are his son, and it has nothing to do with me."

She looked at the headline, the article "The well-known entrepreneur 'Su Zhongde' died, the Su family declared bankruptcy and liquidation, a generation of heroes, a century-old foundation collapsed, what is all this?" "has been listed as a blockbuster.

This handwriting can be seen as Su Xuanyuan's actions.

She sneered, took a sip of wine, and Su Xuanyuan's voice came from the receiver: "Do you really not want to come and see these hypocrites?"

"They all came for the Su family's old house."

Su Jindai was unmoved: "It's none of my business."

Su Xuanyuan: "Anyway, we have the same mother and half father, and I have done so many things for you. I really don't think about it. Come and help me at this time? Huh?"

Su Jindai hung up the phone directly, and sat on the sofa shaking her wine glass, with a confused expression on her reddish cheeks. She drank the red wine in her glass in one gulp, and then reached for the wine bottle on the table.

After shaking, the wine has been drunk.

She went to open another bottle, this time she didn't even bother to sober up, and blew directly on the bottle, just like drinking beer, although it was not as good as beer.

"Hiccup—"

She hiccupped for a long time, and laughed at herself: "Su Jindai, Su Jindai, what are you still counting on? Do you expect yourself to be a long-lasting person?"

"No one loves you, no one wants you, you're just a useless piece of shit!"

She was fascinated and walked in the room staggeringly, her whole eyes were spinning, and then she started to indulge herself recklessly.

"In this world... how can there be any family affection and... love..."

"The person you love, she doesn't want you..."

"She doesn't want to see you..."

"She would rather hide in memory than know you!"

Su Jindai's voice gradually choked, and her whole body was plunged into boundless darkness. She seemed to have fallen into an abyss. The person who originally saved her had already abandoned her.

"She doesn't want me, hahahahaha..."

"Hahahaha!"

Laughing and laughing, the tears couldn't stop flowing out.

After drinking another half bottle of red wine, Su Jindai was completely drunk, and fell asleep on the bed with the remaining half of the bottle of red wine in her arms. After today, she could no longer be indulgent.

Zuo Ruo, who had been obediently waiting for Su Jindai to come back in the ward, waited until the third day and still didn't see Su Jindai's figure. Every time she was about to step out, a voice would always appear in her mind, that voice told her not to go out, it was dangerous outside.

Every time she heard that voice, she hesitated, and when she hesitated, she couldn't get out even more.

She looked at Mi Ju with her legs crossed, and said pitifully, "Sister..."

Sitting beside her, Mi Ju said softly, "What's wrong?"

Zuo Ruo knocked on his head, painfully said: "I seem to have forgotten something..."

Mi Ju saw the news of the death of Su Jindai's father this morning, as well as the news of Su's bankruptcy.

Without Su's blessing, even if Su Jindai is indeed capable, but according to her temper, it may not be easy in the entertainment industry, and things will not be easy in the future.

It is estimated that Su Jindai will not come back for a long time to come.

She thought for a while and asked, "Does Ruoruo think that matter is important?"

Zuo Ruo puffed up his cheeks and said aggrievedly, "I don't know."

Mi Ju caressed Zuo Ruo's head, her drooping eyelids covered the thoughts in her eyes: "Since you don't know, then Ruo Ruo shouldn't think about it. If you can remember, you must remember, if you can't remember, you can't remember at all. .”

"But……"

Zuo Ruo buried his face in his arms, and said sullenly, "I always feel that it's a very important thing."

If you forget, bad things will happen.

Mi Ju is suddenly jealous of Su Jindai, she doesn't have to do anything, she can make Zuo Ruo desperately want to remember her, but she can't.

She completely forgot how Zuo Ruo, who would wake up every day and return to the same day, called out her sister.

"If you are good, eat first, and after dinner, my sister will take you out to play."

Although Zuo Ruo can't be discharged from the hospital yet, he can still play in the yard.

Zuo Ruo revealed a pair of watery eyes: "Is it really possible?"

Mi Ju smiled softly: "Well, it's really possible."

"Then Ruoruo wants to go out and play."

Zuo Ruo happily threw away the things she couldn't remember, and followed Mi Ju's footsteps.

When the two of them were eating, Ruo Ruo looked left and right, looking restless.

Mi Ju asked curiously: "What's wrong with Ruoruo?"

Zuo Ruo frowned, rubbed the hands holding the chopsticks twice, and said hesitantly, "Sister, have you seen my thermal box?"

"It contains the dumplings I brought for Orange, and it will be cold if I go late."

Zuo Ruo looked at Mi Ju pitifully, and asked, "Can we go find the orange?"

"If Ruoruo doesn't want to play anymore, Ruoruo wants to find oranges."

"Juzi is alone in the park, she must be very hungry."

Mi Ju's hand holding the chopsticks trembled slightly, as if... she remembered which day it was.

When she was abandoned when she was a child, the time for self-awareness was long past. Her parents were shot because they smuggled too many drugs.

The grandfather who didn't understand these things thought she was an unknown thing, took her far away on purpose, and then abandoned her near the orphanage.

Because of her parents, she never went to school, is illiterate, and doesn't even have a name, only the nickname that her grandfather often calls, Gouwa.

She wasn't even allowed outside of her home so she wouldn't be seen.

She has no household registration, no friends, and only two meals a day leftovers from her grandpa.

But she never expressed dissatisfaction, there are many such girls in the village.

When grandpa asked her to close her eyes and face the wall, and wait for him to come back in the park, she did so. Later, a kind-hearted person saw that she had not eaten or drank, so she called the police.

The police asked her about the situation, but she didn't know anything about it.

So the police sent her to an orphanage, and then met Zuo Ruo, who was wearing a [-]% new pink dress donated by volunteers for the first time.

Zuo Ruo, who was wearing a new dress, looked like the only Fuwa she had ever seen in a New Year painting. She was white and tender, full of vigor, not at all like her, dark and skinny as a stick.

But Zuo Ruo didn't despise her, instead, she was like a little princess who went down to earth and sympathized with all things. She looked at the silent Miju who was hiding behind the police uncle's legs, showing a small face like an angel, and stretched out her little fleshy hands to meet her. She said: "It's the first time we meet, my name is Zuo Ruo, you can call me Ruo Ruo."

"Don't be afraid, I will protect you."

At that moment, Mi Ju felt as if she saw the light outside the window, it went straight into her heart and warmed her cold blood.

But the other party's hand was too white, she looked at her own hand, and dared not hold it.

She was silent for a long time before she said shyly, "My name is... Gouwa."

"Dog baby?"

The little Zuo Ruo clapped his hands, took out a big orange from his small pocket and stuffed it into Mi Ju's hand, and said with a bright smile: "Gouwa doesn't sound good, why don't you call it Tangerine, it's big and sweet. It's delicious, and many people like it!"

Mi Ju looked at the big orange in the small black hand, and nodded silently, the name is just a title, it's the same no matter what it's called.

The dean looked at Mi Ju, and said to the police officer who sent her here: "Since you sent her here, it is destined, give her a name."

The policeman looked at Miju who was staring at the orange, fell silent for a moment, and said, "Let's call it Miju."

"I hope she can grow up healthy and beautiful, attractive and full of food, never hungry."

The named Miju looked at the policeman, not quite understanding what he meant.

The policeman knelt down/kneaded her head, and said gently: "From today on, you will be called Miju, this is your home, and they are all your family."

This police uncle also came from this orphanage, and he understands the pain of being abandoned, so he can only try his best to comfort Miju and let her not be sad.

At such a young age, Mi Ju sees things more clearly than ordinary people. Even if she doesn't understand anything, she understands that from today onwards, she will never go back to that little firewood house again.

She was silent for a moment, nodded, and accepted the name.

Although she would run away every time she ate, for fear that she would be abandoned if she ate too much, every time Zuo Ruo would find her with food.

Sometimes oranges, sometimes dumplings, and sometimes buns.

She hides every time, but can be found by Zuo Ruo every time. She likes this feeling, as if the light from heaven always follows her and shines on her.

This kind of life lasted for a short time, until one time she used to wait for Zuo Ruo to deliver food in the park, but Zuo Ruo didn't come on time, she got angry, felt that Zuo Ruo didn't care about her anymore, and her whole heart was full of sour water .

She waited in the park for a long time until Zuo Ruo limped to find her. Zuo Ruo's clothes were torn, his palms were bruised, and his knees were still bleeding.

Miju hid behind the tree, watching Zuo Ruo struggling to bend over to find her in various places, and still whispering her name.

Zuo Ruo searched for a long time, becoming more and more anxious, and finally cried, and Mi Ju came out with a calm face.

The moment she saw Miju, Zuo Ruo's eyes lit up, she rushed over to hug Miju and cried.

At that moment, Mi Ju felt her heart warm up again.

With a straight face, she looked at Zuo Ruo whose hands were empty, and said aggrievedly, "Why are you here so late?"

You come so early on weekdays, why is it so late today?And got hurt!

Zuo Ruo looked at her aggrievedly, and explained softly, "I saw a lost child who was still being bullied by dogs, so I wanted to help her..."

Mi Ju said angrily: "What does it have to do with you if she gets lost! Why do you want to help her?!"

Zuo Ruo's eyes were tearful, and her small hands were tightly held: "But...she looks like an orange."

Mi Juxin missed a beat. So, is it because she looks like herself?

She blushed, pursed her lips and said, "Then...then I will forgive you today."

Suddenly, she said fiercely: "Next time, don't save others just because they are like me, do you hear me?"

Because you are my own light, you can only illuminate me alone.

Zuo Ruo nodded ignorantly, and was carried back to the orphanage by Mi Ju after agreeing.

Now remembering this incident again, Mi Ju realizes that something is wrong, Zuo Ruo has been wandering around this day, could it be because she met...Su Jindai this day?

Su Jindai was the one who ate her own dumplings that day? !

Mi Ju suddenly felt a little dizzy, is it all such a coincidence?

Seeing that Miju was lost in thought, Zuo Ruo's eyes welled up with tears, she stared at Miju without saying a word and shed tears, wanting to fight.

When Mi Ju came back to her senses, she saw Zuo Ruo's face was full of tears, and wiped it away for her in distress, and said softly, "Why are you crying?"

Zuo Ruo cried and hiccupped: "I miss oranges."

Miju: "..."

She is here, where else can I find another 'orange' for Zuo Ruo?

She was silent for a while, and finally said: "Ruoruo, Juzi is far away now, and I can't come back to see you, shall we wait?"

But if Zuo Ruo became persistent, she couldn't even pull nine cows back. She said stubbornly: "No, the orange is in the park, she is in the park, and she won't leave!"

Mi Ju had a headache, she hadn't seen Zuo Ruo like this for a long time.

"But if you are sick now, you can't see the oranges, otherwise the oranges will get sick too."

She changed a way to coax Zuo Ruo, trying to make her give up looking for herself.

When Zuo Ruo heard that he might be infected with oranges, tears flowed even more: "Woooo, am I going to die?"

"Did I have a serious contagious disease, so the oranges can't come near me?"

Mi Ju: "Uh, no..."

The more you explain, the worse it gets.

"Woooooo, Ruoruo is going to leave Juzi, and Ruoruo can no longer make dumplings for Juzi, wow!"

Zuo Ruo cried loudly, and her voice was very sad, making the passing nurses think that she was being abused, but when she saw through the glass the helpless Miju sitting in front of Zuo Ruo, the nurse turned her head silently.

An adult who has a child's memory is also very troublesome for the family, and it is really hard.

When Zuo Ruo gradually stopped crying, she was already sleepy from crying.

Sobbing, she rolled into a ball, wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, and fell asleep with tears on her face.

Fortunately, she is not a particularly naughty child. She cries whenever she cries, and never causes other troubles to others. When she is tired from crying, she will cover herself with a quilt to sleep.

Miju finally breathed a sigh of relief, wiped off the sweat from his forehead, "Hoo..."

"Finally fell asleep."

Pete, who was waiting for her to see a doctor outside the door, knocked on the door and poked his head in. He whispered, "What's wrong? I seem to hear crying?"

Mi Ju: "It's nothing, she's already asleep."

She called the nurse to help keep an eye on her, and told her not to leave the ward at any time until she came back, and then she sat on a chair in the corridor, basking in the sun and invited Pete: "Doctor Pete, continue this time." ?"

Pete looked at the patients huddled together on the lawn not far away and raised his eyebrows: "It's here? Are you sure?"

Mi Ju: "It's okay, we're just chatting."

After thinking about the past, she was very open about these things. The darkness will eventually pass, and the era of light will eventually come.

Su Jindai, who was in a deep sleep, only felt that she had experienced a play, and in a hazy scene, the protagonist was her own play again.

In the play, someone gently holds my hand, and the voice tells me firmly: "Don't be afraid, I will take you out of here."

"Run, don't look back!"

"Su Jindai!"

The other party's voice became more and more anxious, but Su Jindai felt that her whole body was heavy, her breathing was a little suffocated, and her body was also cold, as if she had been immersed in ice.

She wanted to open her mouth, and a mouthful of cold water rushed straight into her mouth. The more she opened her mouth wide and wanted to breathe, the more her throat hurt, and the feeling of foreign objects intruding was too uncomfortable.

So sad……

Help……

help me……

Who can help me……

The cold river water soaked her body and corroded her soul. She seemed to have returned to that era when she was helpless and weak. She tried to struggle, but she still couldn't get rid of that terrible feeling.

"Su Jindai!"

Suddenly, the sound of breaking through the sky entered her mind.

She tried hard to open her heavy eyelids, and what caught her eyes was a ray of light and a blurry figure coming against the light. She stretched out her hand to touch it, but she couldn't.

who is it……

Are you here to save me?

Will someone save me...?

When she was sinking more and more, a hand held her, and she immediately embraced a familiar embrace, which was warmed by the sun and also felt reassuring.

She murmured subconsciously: "Zuo Ruo..."

The moment she broke out of the water, she smiled gratifiedly at the anxious and familiar face reflected in her blurry eyes.

It's you, sure enough...

"Don't be afraid... um!"

Before the smile on Zuo Ruo's face could rise, it was interrupted by the whistling stick.

"bump!"

Su Jindai's eyes widened, anxiously trying to hold Zuo Ruo's body down.

"Zuo Ruo—!"

"bump!"

It was another solid blow, and the brain was hit hard. Su Jindai only felt a sharp pain, and her vision became blurred.

The last thing that came into view was the face of the man twisting the stick with a distorted smile and Zuo Ruo's face that was bleeding and completely fainted.

Then a burst of darkness came, and the whole world became dark. She was locked in the darkness, and she could only hear some voices dimly.

"There is congestion in the patient's brain, which is a great opportunity for hypnosis..."

"The patient's consciousness is struggling too much. If he is forced to hypnotize, he may become schizophrenic or become a fool..."

"Do not care."

"The other one is hurt too badly, and hypnosis may harm her at this time..."

"continue."

After a burst of noise, another voice came: "Leave this to me, the doctor will hypnotize another serious one."

"But……"

"Nothing but."

The doctor's voice gradually faded away, and another sharp female voice sounded as if it wanted to tear her apart: "She knows our secret, we must give her the deepest hypnosis!"

"I know."

The man's voice was calm and oppressive: "As for the hypnosis operation, I will perform it myself, and it will achieve the result you want."

Woman: "Son, she is an obstacle on our way forward. If necessary, I allow you to attack her."

Man: "I know."

"The secret that I'm not biological, she'll 'forever' forget."

There was madness and resentment hidden in the woman's voice: "No, you have to remember, you will always be your father's 'natural' son, and only you are your own."

The cold voice merged completely with another group of people. That voice was... her father, and her two people who oppressed her since she was a child——mother and elder brother!

They want to hypnotize Zuo Ruo!

No, no!

"Zuo Ruo!"

"Cough cough cough cough!"

Su Jindai was choking her neck. When she woke up from her sleep, her eyes were filled with blood red. She frantically looked around, looking for the group of people everywhere, but in the end she couldn't find it, because this was not her dream.

Here is reality, also nine years later.

"Ha ha……"

Su Jindai let go of her hands, panting heavily, and sat on the bed slumped, and under her was the sheet that was soaked in red wine, which stained her color and smell.

That's why she had the dream of being suffocated by the river...

No, that was not a dream.

She lifted her long hair, her face was cold, that was a memory, that was her sealed memory.

It was the immature Zuo Ruo who saved him back then, but in the end he lost him...

"Zuo Ruo..."

Su Jindai clenched her fists, and she threw the wine bottle on the ground fiercely, breaking it into countless pieces.

She shook her head and got up, staggered towards the bathroom, shaking her unconscious head, she took off her clothes wearily, turned on the shower, and let the cold water wet her long hair that smelled of alcohol.

After washing up, she returned to that proud actress again. After paying the expenses, she left here with her bag.

Fortunately, she bought two sets of clothes before she came, otherwise she might not even have the clothes to wear when she went back.

She couldn't wait to buy the high-speed rail ticket and wanted to go back to see Zuo Ruo, she remembered, she remembered everything.

Although Zuo Ruo doesn't remember it all, it doesn't matter, I will use more love to protect the other party and make the other party happy.

"Ah Ruo..."

She stepped on the high-speed train and started the return journey back to City H.

Although no one else loves me, I have you.

You alone are more than tens of millions of people.

Since the collapse of the Su Corporation, various marketing accounts have begun to smear Su Jindai, for fear that she will come back to life, all kinds of big names, disrespect for people, disrespect for works, no principles, no acting skills, all are substitutes, and all kinds of In the circle, there are endless news about playing with Dang.

Without the Su family, everyone thought that she had no background anymore, and everyone wanted to step into the water.

This is the entertainment industry, as long as there is a slight disturbance, countless wolves will come to share a piece of the action.

As for Queen Su Jindai, who has stood at the top of the entertainment circle for many years, she has fallen so badly now that she was so highly praised before.

The once perfect goddess, the queen in many people's minds, has become a street rat that everyone shouts and beats. This gap is too great, and people feel resentment in their hearts.

And at this moment, someone unexpectedly broke the rumor that Su Jindai was not Su Zhongde's 'biological' daughter.

For a while, the rumors that she was an illegitimate daughter intensified, and some people secretly threw Su Zhongde's death on Su Jindai, saying that it was because they knew that she was not 'natural', so they couldn't think about it for a while. Died of cerebral hemorrhage.

And this kind of rumor is getting stronger and stronger, and the voice on the Internet is getting louder and louder.

No matter how hard Zhang Qi pressed, he couldn't stop.

It can be seen that this is not a family doing this, they really want to take the opportunity to crush Su Jindai to death so that she will have no strength to turn around.

And at this time, he couldn't contact Su Jindai, which made him extremely irritable.