After the movie queen gets married, she always collapses

After deciding to see a doctor, Su Jindai called Mi Ju over.

Mi Ju looked at her, feeling a little ashamed to face her, but for Zuo Ruo, she still came.

"What did you call me for?"

Su Jindai walked out of the ward, sat down on a bench in the corridor outside the door, and said calmly: "Zuo Ruo can't continue like this, she is a normal person and has more possibilities in her life, she must not stay in this day forever."

Miju, who probably guessed something, lowered her eyelids: "What do you want me to do?"

"She has been looking for you. You have grown up with her since you were a child. Something special must have happened on this day, and it has something to do with you."

Su Jindai's face was dimmed under the light: "Since she keeps repeating this day, let's use this day to repeat it."

"As long as we recreate the day she's been looking forward to, we can figure out what she's thinking."

Mi Ju looked at her and said bluntly: "What if this day doesn't go as you wish? What if what happened this day is beyond your understanding?"

Su Jindai's eyes were firm: "No matter what happens on this day, it doesn't matter even if I am completely absent from this day. It doesn't matter whether she is for me, for you, or for other people."

"Because I love her."

Su Jindai's eyes were full of tenderness, thinking of 'little' Zuo Ruo's dependence on her, she said with a smile in her eyes: "As long as I love her, that's enough."

Is "just love her..." enough?

Mi Ju lowered her head: "I promise you."

When Zuo Ruo woke up early the next morning, she was still very tired and her spirits were a little low. She yawned, looked at Su Jindai who was lying beside her bed, and said confusedly, "Good morning, sister."

Su Jindai was awakened by the sound of Zuo Ruo getting up, and wanted to ask her what was wrong, but she heard her calling her sister.

She...she remembers herself?

Su Jindai looked excited, pointed to herself, and stammered, "You...you remember me?"

Zuo Ruo rubbed his eyes: "Yesterday's...sister?"

Su Jindai couldn't help grabbing her hand, fixed her eyes on her, and asked repeatedly: "Yes, do you still remember me?"

Zuo Ruo was a little curious and didn't understand why she was so excited, she nodded and said honestly: "I remember you, yesterday you said you would take me to find oranges."

Su Jindai's hands trembled with excitement, her eyes were moist: "Yes, I'll take you to find oranges."

Zuo Ruo was instantly full of energy, so excited that he didn't even care about Su Jindai scratching her wrist: "Really? Then are you willing to go find oranges with me?"

"Orange... Orange is in the park, yes, in the park, I'm going to deliver food to her, she will be angry if she doesn't see me, I didn't go yesterday, she must be starving."

Zuo Ruo said to himself: "She's a picky eater, she won't eat anything except what I give her."

"But Orange is a good child, she is very poor, I love her the most."

Su Jindai looked at Zuo Ruo who was caught in her own thoughts, and jealousy flashed in her eyes. Miju was so important in Zuo Ruo's heart, so important that she couldn't see herself in Zuo Ruo's heart.

She interrupted Zuo Ruo's thoughts, and said softly: "Then let's go find oranges after breakfast, shall we?"

Zuo Ruo obediently agreed: "Yes!"

Today's breakfast was very rich, including a large plate of dumplings, Zuo Ruo only ate one, and then she drank a bowl of porridge and a plate of small beans.

Su Jindai thought she didn't like dumplings, and just about to throw them away, she saw Zuo Ruo looking at her eagerly.

Su Jindai: "?"

Zuo Ruo looked at the dumplings and licked his mouth, curiously asked: "Doesn't sister like eating dumplings?"

"like."

"Then why doesn't my sister eat?"

Su Jindai touched her warm little face and said, "Because my sister is already full, I want to save the dumplings for my lovely baby."

"Ruoruo is already full."

Zuo Ruo patted her belly, and showed Su Jindai her belly.

Su Jindai was amused by her action, and stretched out her hand to touch it. Zuo Ruo felt itchy, so she hid it, her ears were bright red.

"Well, my sister has touched it, and she is indeed very full."

"So this dumpling..."

Zuo Ruo grabbed the bag, and said with glowing eyes: "Can I give it to Ruo Ruo?"

Su Jindai let go of her hands, allowing her to stuff the dumplings into the big sweater pocket, and asked curiously, "Do you want this as a snack, baby?"

Zuo Ruo shook his head and said seriously: "This is for Ju Zi, Ju Zi likes to eat dumplings."

She whispered: "Sister, don't tell Juzi that I didn't make this dumpling myself. Juzi is a picky eater. If she knows that I didn't make it, she won't eat it."

Su Jindai's expression was slightly distorted, and she said with a blunt smile: "That orange is really happy, there is a baby who treats her so well, my sister is so envious (jealous)."

Zuo Ruo raised her small chin and said arrogantly: "Because Orange is also very kind to me, she is kind to me, and I am also kind to her. We are the best family."

Su Jindai's eyes were dark and she said: "It's great, I can be a family with Bao Bao, and I want to be a family with Bao Bao."

Zuo Ruo said innocently: "Ruo Ruo also likes sister, and wants to be a family with her."

Su Jindai was taken aback for a moment: "Ruo Ruo is willing to be a family with my sister?"

Zuo Ruo nodded: "Ruo Ruo is willing."

"Because sister, you look so lonely."

Su Jindai's eyes darkened, and she hugged Zuo Ruo, whose eyes were full of clarity, and said in a deep voice, "As long as Ruoruo is around, my sister will not be lonely."

So Zuo Ruo has seen people so thoroughly since he was a child?

Zuo Ruo patted Su Jindai on the back like a 'little adult', and comforted him: "With my sister around, Ruoruo is not lonely."

But it would be nice if the oranges were there too, so she wouldn't be lonely even more.

Su Jindai suddenly said: "Then let's go find oranges, shall we?"

"now?"

"Ah."

Zuo Ruo tidied up his clothes nervously, and said expectantly, "Then let's go."

"I know where the oranges are, I'll take my sister there."

Zuo Ruo murmured in a low voice: "Juzi likes to hide the most, and she hides in the same place every time, so it's easy to find."

Su Jindai followed her words and said, "Really?"

"Ok!"

Su Jindai took Zuo Ruo's hand and led her out, asking as she walked, "Then how did Ruoruo guess where she has been?"

"Because Ruoruo followed the orange several times, and found that the orange always went there, and it never changed."

Zuo Ruo was obediently interlocked by Su Jindai's fingers, and said in a lonely voice, "The dean's mother said that the orange was abandoned there by her grandfather, and I was also abandoned there by my mother."

"It was winter when the dean's mother picked me up. I was wrapped tightly and hid under the chair, and then my mother left. When the dean's mother passed by, she picked me up and gave me a name. "

When mentioning his own affairs, Zuo Ruo's voice was muffled: "The dean's mother never told us about our background, and everyone in our courtyard knew that he was abandoned by his family."

Seeing that Su Jindai listened seriously, for fear that she thought she would be angry with her mother, she seriously explained to Su Jindai: "But we are not unhappy, because we have the dean's mother, she is very kind and treats us well. She is very concerned, so when Ruoruo grows up, she must earn money well and honor the dean's mother."

Su Jindai thought of the news she found, and didn't know how to answer.

The dean may be a good person, but she also has a big heart. She can sacrifice one person in exchange for the happiness of a group of people.

It's like taking over the money back then and choosing to hide the truth.

But there is no need to tell 'little' Zuo Ruo about this matter, 'little' Zuo Ruo just needs to keep his innocence.

"Well, Ruoruo is really powerful, the idea is really great, Ruoruo will definitely succeed."

Zuo Ruo nodded sweetly: "Yeah!"

"Sister, let's go find oranges now."

"it is good."

Su Jindai led her out of the hospital, stepped into the car, fixed her seat belt, and then drove to the park near the orphanage.

This park has been around for a long time, and the facilities are old and aging, but it is still open.

Zuo Ruo looked curiously at the strange buildings around her all the way, feeling that it seemed to be different from the place in her memory.

"Sister, are we going the right way?"

"No, baby."

"Oh."

Zuo Ruo leaned against the glass and looked at the passers-by and the street, with a silent expression and tightly knit brows.

But...it's really different.

When she arrived at the park, she still couldn't believe it.

Su Jindai unbuckled her seat belt and said softly, "Here we are, baby, it's time for us to get out of the car."

Zuo Ruo uneasily unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car, following behind Su Jindai, he didn't dare to walk around by himself, even if it was the same as before, she didn't dare to walk around.

She said anxiously: "Sister, I don't seem to see oranges."

Su Jindai was puzzled: "Isn't this the park where Juzi has been hiding all along?"

This place was given to her by Mi Ju herself, is it wrong?

Zuo Ruo frowned even tighter, and kept muttering: "It's not the same... It's not the same..."

"It's not like this...it's not like this!"

She ran forward in a panic, looking for something in her memory, wanting to prove something.

Su Jindai closed the car door and followed.

Soon they came to Miju's hiding place, looked left and right, but didn't see any familiar people or things, she was flustered, the whole person was a little confused, the sky and the earth were spinning, everything in her vision was blurred up.

"No...not...different..."

"It's not like this, it's not like this..."

She covered her head and yelled, then squatted down, her head throbbing with pain, scene after scene was forcibly washed in her mind.

The familiar dizziness spread all over her body, making her want to open her mouth to shout but afraid to spit it out.

Su Jindai rushed up and hugged Zuo Ruo who was trembling, and asked distressedly: "Hey, baby, tell me, what's different?"

"Do not……"

As soon as he opened his mouth, a feeling of nausea rushed up, Zuo Ruo pushed Su Jindai away, turned his head and vomited out: "Ugh..."

After vomiting, the dizziness is much better.

Zuo Ruo's mind also cleared up a lot, Su Jindai was pushed away, she got up again to support Zuo Ruo, Zuo Ruo pushed her away again, this time, her eyes were much clearer.

Su Jindai wanted to go forward, but was pinned in place by her stubborn eyes.

She called softly: "Ah Ruo..."

But Zuo Ruo didn't seem to hear it, she walked forward step by step until she reached the mushroom hole under the slide, she bent down and looked with her head.

Hidden in the hole are Mijus wearing exactly the same clothes as those back then.

The two looked at each other, Mi Ju hugged her knees and looked at Zuo Ruo, Zuo Ruo suddenly smiled: "Orange..."

"I'm... on time this time."

As soon as the words fell, Zuo Ruo fainted.

Mi Ju immediately crawled out, the hole was still a bit small for her now.

Fortunately, Su Jindai followed Zuo Ruo all the time, and caught him the moment he saw the man go soft.

She nervously patted Zuo Ruo's small face, and whispered, "Ah Ruo? A Ruo?"

Mi Ju crawled out and looked at Zuo Ruo who was lying in Su Jindai's arms with a dazed expression.

It turns out that Zuo Ruo has always remembered the matter of being late that year, and she has never let go of it. She always remembers that she was hungry.

She stared blankly at Zuo Ruo's drowsy face, tears streaming down without warning.

Su Jindai was not interested in seeing Miju cry, so she picked up Zuo Ruo and walked to the parking lot, where her car was.

When she hugged Zuo Ruo and just opened the car door, Mi Ju followed up from behind, she insisted: "Take me."

Su Jindai looked at her and did not refuse: "Get in the car."

When the three of them returned to the hospital, She Zheng was already waiting. When he saw the fainted Zuo Ruo in Su Jindai's arms, he felt a little relaxed: "It seems that things are working."

Some people will resist because of the past, some people will be indifferent to the past, and some people will recall many things when they go back to the past.

Coincidentally, Zuo Ruo is the last one.

After a series of inspections, Shezheng confirmed that Zuo Ruo's condition has improved a lot. He took off his gloves and threw it into the trash can, and said calmly: "Her current condition should be confusing for a while. Also spend more time with her and help her smooth out her memory, then she will be able to recover her normal memory soon."

"It's just that her mental state is not like ordinary people after all. She still needs to take some medicine to suppress it, otherwise she will be easily stimulated again."

She Zheng took out a pen to record the condition and the medicines that needed to be replaced, and said: "I don't care what you think, but I must tell you that her spirit is very fragile, and it will be good for her to enlighten her more on weekdays."

"Because you have been mentally injured, it is difficult to return to a normal state. You must be mentally prepared for this."

Su Jindai nodded, she had already prepared for this.

Mi Ju looked at Zuo Ruo and nodded, as long as Zuo Ruo was healthy, she didn't care about the rest.

Su Jindai: "When Zuo Ruo is discharged from the hospital, let her live with me, my place is safe."

"This is not an inquiry, but a notice."

Mi Ju took a deep breath, and did not object as before. It was time for her to let go. If Zuo Ruo's life was entrusted to Su Jindai, the other party would do better than herself.

"I see."

"I entrusted her to you, I hope you don't always miss it like me."

Su Jindai said firmly, "I won't."

She has missed it twice, this time, she must not miss it again.

It was already midnight when Zuo Ruo woke up, she sat up clutching her dizzy head, just in time to see Su Jindai who came back with boiling water.

Zuo Ruo: "..."

Seeing Zuo Ruo's embarrassed and confused expression, Su Jindai tightened her fingers on the hot water bottle, then covered the complexities in her eyes, walked in and put down the hot water bottle pretending to be nonchalant, and said calmly, "Are you awake, are you hungry?"

Zuo Ruo was a little embarrassed by her question, and didn't know how to answer, so he could only purse his lips and pretend to be indifferent: "Why are you here? Where am I?"

Su Jindai poured her a cup of hot water, brought her a box of lunch that was still warm, and replied, "Psychiatric hospital."

Hearing these four words, Zuo Ruo's hands trembled, and he almost missed the box lunch. These four words were once her nightmare and the source of all her dark memories.

She silently watched Su Jindai skillfully open the dining table, then sat across from her and opened the dishes, as if preparing to eat with her.

She suddenly lost her appetite, as if the bitter taste of the medicine was still in her mouth.

The chopsticks poked the rice grains unconsciously, and she whispered, "Why did you send me here, and why did you come to accompany me by yourself?"

"I remember that I should have handed you the divorce agreement, and you should have signed it by now."

Su Jindai didn't answer this question, instead she picked up a roasted duck leg and urged, "Let's eat."

Zuo Ruo was irritated by her nonchalant appearance, flicked the chopsticks irritably, and said angrily: "Don't always be like this, okay, don't always pretend to be like this and take care of me, I don't need I can take care of this by myself.”

Su Jindai listened silently, and when Zuo Ruo finished speaking, she took out a pair of chopsticks and put them next to Zuo Ruo's lunch box, then picked up the discarded chopsticks and threw them into the trash can, but did not respond to Zuo Ruo's growling.

Seeing her silent and patient appearance, Zuo Ruo felt even more uncomfortable. What she wanted was not like this. She obviously didn't want to lose her temper with Su Jindai, but...

But she couldn't control her mouth.

Zuo Ruo gasped and looked at her, as if Su Jindai didn't give an explanation that she wouldn't be able to eat today.

Su Jindai picked up a piece of meat and handed it to Zuo Ruo's mouth, and said naturally, "Ah~"

Zuo Ruo: "..."

Her eyes were suddenly wet, she didn't understand why this happened, obviously all the pain was brought to her by this person, but she just couldn't hate it.

She thought, she should hate her, she should get rid of this person immediately, if it wasn't for her, Orange wouldn't waste time working part-time just to treat her illness.

How much does a minor need to pay to get enough money to get himself out of a mental hospital?

But looking at the black eyes of the person in front of me, and the haggard face without makeup, the other party's clothes are also full of wrinkles, not the clothes that have no wrinkles and the always delicate and flawless clothes when I am with you. makeup.

All that Su Jindai had paid made her unable to utter the word 'scroll'.

Su Jindai didn't know how many memories she had of turning back into "little" Zuo Ruo, maybe she didn't have any at all, but it didn't matter, whether she remembered or not, she would always be with her.

She looked at Zuo Ruo persistently, waiting for her to open her mouth.

The two sides stalemate for a long time, and finally Zuo Ruo slowly opened his mouth and bit the duck meat, and Su Jindai showed a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth.

"This is the signature dish of Zuichunlou, Drunken Wind Duck."

Zuo Ruo ate the meat sullenly, without saying a word, trying to fight in this way.

Su Jindai didn't care that she ignored her, and introduced the dishes on her own: "This is cabbage in soup, West Lake vinegar fish, Sixi meatballs..."

Zuo Ruo interrupted Su Jindai's introduction: "Su Jindai."

Su Jindai: "I'm here."

Zuo Ruo muffled: "Don't be so nice to me."

Su Jindai gently reached out to wipe off the grease from the corner of her mouth, and said, "Sorry, it's hard for me to do this."

"But because of you..."

"I know."

Su Jindai knew what the lump in her heart was, and Zuo Ruo, who had recovered her memory, was still willing to talk to her, which already made Su Jindai feel very honored.

As for the rest, she has no extravagance.

"I know what you want to say. I'm really sorry for what happened in the past. I know the impact of the past on you and Miju."

She looked at Zuo Ruo seriously, and said, "I also know why you want to divorce and leave me."

"However, Ah Ruo, you are not in a good state of mind now, even if I agree to divorce, the court will not judge it."

Zuo Ruo remained silent, she didn't want to hear this.

Su Jindai stretched out her hand to hold Zuo Ruo's hand on the table, and said softly, "No matter what you think, we can't get divorced until you are in good health."

"So, let me take care of you, okay?"

"When you recover from illness, I will follow you whether you want to be together or divorce."

Zuo Ruo hesitated a little: "Really?"

She knew that according to regulations, during the period of serious illness, one party would not be sentenced for divorce.

But I don't know what's going on with her condition. What if she doesn't get better?How could she be worthy of Orange?

She already knew the truth, so she couldn't take it for granted, because it was not only her who was hurt, but also Mi Ju.

"I know you're worried that Miju will disagree. She's been here too, and she's in the hotel outside now. She'll come to see you tomorrow. When you tell her the truth, she'll agree."

Su Jindai had already discussed with Miju, and Miju also agreed to help her, so she was not at all worried that Miju would betray her.

But lost the memory of the period of memory loss, Zuo Ruo didn't believe Su Jindai's words at all, and Mi Ju's words of gnashing her teeth to get her a divorce still echoed in her ears, how could she believe that the other party would agree to her words of not divorcing? ?

Moreover, their marriage was wrong from the beginning, and they shouldn't be entangled together to cause this bad relationship.

Seeing that Zuo Ruo was struggling, Su Jindai took the initiative and said, "If you can't open your mouth, then I will come, let me tell you, don't worry, let her come to me if there is anything."

"Thousands of mistakes are all my fault. If she beats or scolds, I recognize it."

As long as the other party doesn't take Zuo Ruo away, even if she is asked to kneel down and admit her mistake, she will accept it.

Zuo Ruo frowned, subconsciously defending Miju: "Juzi is my family, she won't do anything to me."

"She's a nice person."