After the movie queen gets married, she always collapses

Zuo Ruo waited for a while, and found that Su Jindai really refused to speak, so she could only turn her head aggrieved, puffed up her cheeks and said, "Are you really unwilling to speak?"

Su Jindai looked strange: "Do you really want to know?"

Zuo Ruo pretended not to care and said, "If you want to say something, I'll listen."

Su Jindai pursed her lips and snickered, deliberately teasing her: "But I don't want to say it."

Zuo Ruo: "..."

She turned her head, looked at Su Jindai angrily, and said aggrievedly: "Do you have to ask me to beg you?"

Su Jindai tilted her head and kissed the corner of Zuo Ruo's mouth, and said with a light smile, "If you beg me, I'll think about it?"

"Hmph, dreaming."

Zuo Ruo pushed her away, put away her grievances, and sneered, "Surnamed Su, is it because you didn't do good things in the past, that's why you deliberately refused to talk about it?"

Su Jindai had no choice but to ask, "Why did this happen to me again?"

Zuo Ruoli said confidently: "Because you keep refusing, so it must be your problem."

Su Jindai: "?"

Is this also possible?

She pretended to remember it, and said with a smile: "How to put it, we were very, kind, and loving in the past."

Zuo Ruo looked at Su Jindai with an expression of 'You seem to be suffering from some serious illness', Su Jindai felt chills behind her, and said quietly, "Please be serious, I remember that I was only fifteen or sixteen at that time. Excuse me, I am fifteen or sixteen years old, what do you want to do to me so that I don't look so perverted?"

Su Jindai: "Ah..."

It seems to be the case.

"Don't worry, although there is a little difference, our relationship is indeed good."

Su Jindai thought for a while, then nodded affirmatively.

Seeing her like this, Zuo Ruo felt that the past must have been bad.

Zuo Ruo: "You're right, it won't be..."

Su Jindai: "Huh?"

Zuo Ruo hesitated to speak, and said, "Nothing."

Anyway, whatever it was, her intuition told her that she might be ashamed if she found out.

Su Jindai, who didn't know what the other party had imagined: "?"

Why does my wife always make up some inexplicable things in my head?

Having watched nearly four or five movies starring Su Jindai, Zuo Ruo was also sleepy, yawned, tears welled up in his eyes, and said, "I'm sleepy."

"Go to sleep."

They spent their lunch and dinner watching movies. After the whole day, Zuo Ruo's tears never stopped. Every time she thought that she might not be abused, she would be followed by unstoppable abuse. , her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her whole body fell into a feeling that this abuse will be even worse next time.

Zuo Ruo got up and applied a mask, touched her cheeks that were drenched with tears but still sore, her eye sockets couldn't help getting wet again, it hurt too much.

Seeing Su Jindai coming behind her in the mirror, Zuo Ruo complained, "It's all about you, you acted so well that I couldn't stop crying."

Su Jindai blew on Zuo Ruo's cheeks distressedly, and comforted her: "It will be fine after a dozen or so movies, and the rest are all from childhood, none of which have starring roles, and some of them only have guest appearances for a few minutes."

When she was a child, she was fooled into making guest appearances everywhere. There were little ghosts, zombies, corpses, beggars, and alien experimental subjects and some inexplicable characters. Some of them had no lines, just a few seconds of flashing shots.

When she was older and her acting skills improved, she started to take more lines. The protagonist was young, and her main job on weekdays was still guest appearances.

Once she also played a cameo role as a human-like dog. During that time, in order to learn the demeanor of a dog, she almost couldn't get rid of crawling on all fours several times.

Everyone said that she is the most talented young actor, born for acting, but the hardship and hard work behind this talent are also very important.

No one is born overnight.

Zuo Ruo put on the mask and looked at Su Jindai, who was halfway applied and just about to tidy up, and suddenly said: "You should like acting very much, right? When I watched you act when you were young, your eyes were full of light."

Su Jindai's hand paused, "Maybe."

"But didn't you promise the fans that you won't quit the circle at this time?"

When Zuo Ruo came back last time, the question asked by a ten-year-old fan who happened to meet on the road, Su Jindai was very happy at that time, but why turned her head and said that she was not suitable?

If she is not suitable, who else is suitable?

"If you like it, don't let it go. You taught me this. Now I will give it back to you."

After Zuo Ruo walked out of the bathroom, Su Jindai was stunned. She stared at herself in the mirror, and said slowly, "If you like it, don't let it go..."

For many years, she has lived numbness, but now she doesn't need it.

A melody flashed across her heart, and she felt that maybe she could write another song.

Zuo Ruo had already returned to the room, and Su Jindai went to the workshop, then took out the five-line book and began to record the score that flashed through her mind just now.

It took her half an hour to write two songs of completely different styles, one of which was called "Is It Night" and the other "Winter Night With You".

These two songs echo each other and cherish each other, just like she and Zuo Ruo, who are completely different, but are entangled together and will never be separated.

Zuo Ruo waited in the bedroom for a long time but didn't see Su Jindai coming over. He rubbed his eyes and walked towards the workshop. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Su Jindai facing the door with her arms in her arms. A ukulele is playing the song I just wrote, and I am going to revise it while the inspiration is still there.

Hearing an unfamiliar song, Zuo Ruo looked at Su Jindai who was immersed in the song with her eyes closed, and lightened her movements. In order not to hinder Su Jindai's composition, she simply sat cross-legged by the door.

At the end of the song, Su Jindai finally opened her eyes. She picked up a pen and corrected some unsmooth places in the middle, and then played it again.

After confirming that the song was not blocked, Su Jindai came out of the mysterious feeling.

"Clap clap clap."

Zuo Ruo stood up and applauded, Su Jindai looked sideways and put down the ukulele.

"It's very nice to play, this is the new song."

She walked over to look at the staves that she couldn't understand, and recalled the score she heard just now, and only then did she feel that the people around her could write songs.

"The lyrics haven't been filled yet."

Su Jindai directly picked up the score and showed it to Zuo Ruo, without feeling that the score was fate.

Zuo Ruo took it carefully, for fear of breaking it: "Need someone to write the lyrics?"

"Ah."

Su Jindai got up to pour a glass of water and came back, saying, "I'm not very good at lyrics, and the lyrics I made don't match the song, so I only write lyrics for my singles."

Zuo Ruo remembered the song he was listening to before he fainted, and subconsciously blurted out: ""Yu Ai"?"

Su Jindai: "Have you heard of it?"

Zuo Ruo nodded embarrassingly: "...I heard."

It didn't end well, but I did hear it once.

Knowing that Zuo Ruo had heard it, Su Jindai's face flushed a little, she coughed lightly, touched her nose, and said, "That song is for you."

Zuo Ruo blinked, a little in disbelief: "Give it to me?"

"Ah."

Su Jindai recalled the mood when she wrote this song. At that time, she was only 17 years old. Although she acted at the age of four and accumulated a lot of popularity and fans in more than ten years, she never made her debut song.

So in order to make up for this vacancy, she was forced to join a girl group and debut as an idol again, and this single is her famous song. She sang very few times, only a few times, but she was very serious every time.

Less than four months after she completed this debut song, she left Huaguo, and she seldom got in touch with this aspect of things after that. Afterwards, she sang for movies or TV dramas.

So to be precise, this is the only masterpiece of her songs.

Zuo Ruo didn't expect it to be like this, subconsciously pushed his glasses, and thanked earnestly: "Although I don't know and don't remember, I still want to thank you."

Su Jindai shook her head: "It's my problem to create without your consent."

"That song is very nice."

Zuo Ruo looked into Su Jindai's eyes and said seriously: "This song is also very good."

"These two songs were also written for you."

Su Jindai put down the water glass, took the sheet music of another song, and said with a chuckle, "Only you can make me want to create. You are the source of all my thoughts."

Zuo Ruo said seriously again: "I'm very honored."

Su Jindai pinched her cheek with her lips pursed and smiled lightly, raised her hand to flatten her raised hair, and jokingly said: "Don't be so serious, no matter what I do, I do it voluntarily, but you do it for nothing my source."

Zuo Ruo shook her head, looking at the music score, her eyes were gentle, she seemed to be able to see Su Jindai when she was a teenager through the music score, writing stroke after stroke of the past she didn't know under the dim light.

"Do not."

"I am very honored to be able to receive such an honor, and to be able to bring you inspiration that I have not experienced in the time that I have not participated in."

She returned the sheet music to Su Jindai, showing a bright smile: "Thank you for writing me into your youth."

Seeing Zuo Ruo who is so straightforward and honest, Su Jindai couldn't help but want to say something more: "Because I have seen you who was so radiant when I was young, I dare not recognize you, but I am not willing to end like this , so I wanted to leave something behind, but after thinking about it for a long time, I still don’t understand what I can do for you.”

"So I wrote this song."

"This song records my hidden gratitude and feelings for you, and there are also many gratitude and fantasies that I haven't had time to say."

It was the first time I heard Su Jindai mention the story behind this song. Zuo Ruo listened carefully to Su Jindai who he didn't know, to the other party's inferiority complex, and to those unspeakable emotions.

"When I actually made this song, I actually didn't want to release it. I just want to listen to it for you alone. I hope you can understand my feelings and give me a response."

Su Jindai, who has never experienced ordinary people's feelings because she has been going around in various production groups, does not understand what it is called, but she reads the explanation in the book she brought from the acting teacher.

It talks about a feeling called liking.

Su Jindai pushed back the long hair on Zuo Ruo's forehead, looked down at the other party's sincere eyes, and said softly: "But you tell me, if you like it, you have to be able to say it out loud."

So, I released this song.

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The author has something to say:

I don't understand what they are thinking at all, they even gave me a blind date behind my back, and let the man come to the house? ?

just looked at my dad speechlessly

Ever since he said last time that I don't want to help my brother, he has started looking for a blind date for me, even if he said it nicely, tsk