Mei O is reborn after falling out of love 99 times

"Yun Shu, I brought the pacifier. After using it, I won't feel uncomfortable soon." Mingming called Wen Yunshu's name, but Chu Hanyun seemed to be saying to himself, the voice was not loud, and he was in the room Can't stir up any waves.

As if she was afraid of disturbing Wen Yunshu's rest, she also took off her slippers at the door, and stepped barefoot on the ground covered with a deep red carpet.

"Hiss, when did the glass break here?" Chu Hanyun didn't take a few steps with his bare feet, but felt pain in his feet. When he took a closer look, the shards of glass on the ground were like stars in the night sky, shining on the red carpet. With bright light.

She seemed to be extremely unlucky tonight. After her face and hands, even the soles of her feet were bleeding.

This might be her revenge for cheating and playing with Wen Yunshu.

Chu Hanyun gave a wry smile, casually kicked away the shards of glass pierced into his flesh, and made a detour to the master bedroom.

She booked a presidential suite, and the master bedroom is a room behind the corner of the living room, which is well concealed.

She gently opened the door, and she saw a messy quilt and an empty bed.

Chu Hanyun's already bitter smile froze on her face with a funny arc, and she couldn't help but burst out: "Wen Yunshu?!"

There was no one in the bed, and the light was on in the bathroom.

Even though the air in the room didn't circulate very well, and the temperature was much higher than outside, Chu Hanyun still seemed to be standing in the cold wind, and his body cooled down a little.

It seems to be a little numb, and it seems that there is no reaction.

Chu Hanyun walked into the bathroom with stiff steps, the inside was so foggy that even the mirror was blurred, and in the vast expanse of whiteness, the blood red in that pool seemed to be the red plum blossoms of Baixue Ge, which was dazzling and disturbing. Keep your eyes open.

Chu Hanyun felt that she was being choked by the throat for a moment, and no air could enter her lungs along her throat and nasal cavity. The pacifier in her hand fell to the ground weakly along her legs, and said softly " Click" sound.

Under the blinding light, Chu Hanyun staggered and knelt beside the bathroom, hugging her treasure from the blood red.

Wen Yunshu was sleeping quietly on her chest, her slightly long eyelashes cast a shadow, and she was still smiling gently and softly, silently revealing the hideous scars on her wrists.

It was already four o'clock in the morning, and there was no need to set her alarm, and the apology was suppressed for the time being, leaving only a trace of sobs protruding from her mouth.

Chu Hanyun didn't have time to be shocked and pained, even if his hands trembled, he called the emergency number in an orderly manner.

Although she has already resigned from Tianzong and broke away from the Ye family, this does not mean that she has no ability of her own. However, after more than ten minutes, when the hospital had just arranged the staff, she hugged Wen Yunshu and sat on the bed. car to the hospital.

After a lot of twists and turns, when Chu Hanyun finished the hospitalization procedures and sat in the rest area to rest, the sky had completely brightened.

She had a long scar on her face, her right cheek was still red, and there were a few scratches on her arms, and her feet were dripping with blood, making her look extremely embarrassed.

There were also doctors who advised her to treat her own wound first, but Chu Hanyun just shook her head, she really lost the strength to act now, she just felt that her emotions had been stripped away, tired, and unable to sleep.

The remorse and bitterness in her heart spread through her body inch by inch, making her tremble uncontrollably.

In the final analysis, the reason why Wen Yunshu did such extreme things was because of her.

It was her fault.

Chu Hanyun hardly had time to calm down and think about what kind of mentality Wen Yunshu should have after learning that she had memories, and how he should face himself. She seemed to be a cloud floating in the sky, and she looked like that. Going a little further, she suddenly changed again, unable to touch or see through, so she could only let her float in the sky.

"Fortunately, it wasn't too late." The doctor handed Chu Hanyun a cup of hot water, "It should be time to save her. Is she your lover?"

Chu Hanyun opened her mouth, and after she calmed down, she didn't know how to describe her and Wen Yunshu's identities.

——Even though she just called Father Wen in the name of her partner to sign on her behalf.

"No matter what their identities are, suicide is not a way to solve the problem." The doctor sighed in a seemingly clear way, obviously treating the two of them as shady identities.

"I'm sorry for her." Chu Hanyun felt a sudden pain in her temple, and the continuous and long pain made her eyes darken.

Those people she found were sent back by her after they were delivered. Now she is not willing to let anyone see Wen Yunshu.

Except for Tian Ke, Chu Hanyun thought.

She just went to the doctor in an emergency, and unexpectedly made a phone call to Tian Ke's mobile phone, which scared the little sweet girl who was sleeping at home for a beauty sleep, so she directly booked a late-night plane, and it was estimated that she would arrive in W City in two hours .

Chu Hanyun has no right to stop Tian Ke from meeting Wen Yunshu, what's more, in Wen Yunshu's eyes, she is probably more annoying than Tian Ke.

The doctor looked at her sadly, apparently thinking of Chu Hanyun as one of those scumbags who played with little girls' feelings.

Chu Hanyun thought for a while, then said in a low voice: "She just split up today...will it affect it?"

"Differentiation?" The doctor's hand holding the plastic water cup suddenly tightened, and a lot of warm water in it was squeezed out unsteadily, but no one cared about it. He widened his eyes, "You mean, this little girl Cut your wrists and committed suicide just today?”

"Probably since..." Chu Hanyun paused, but still couldn't say the word, he could only vaguely say, "How many hours ago..."

"Peaceful or temporary marker?"

"None."

"This!" The old doctor was so angry that his beard almost turned up, "What did you do to me! If you are in a sensitive period, the risk will be much greater. A little carelessness may cause other complications in the body... ..."

Chu Hanyun's face was pale, and he moved his lips, but he couldn't say a word.

If she didn't go to drink to drown her sorrows, how could she be drunk by two glasses of fruit wine; If it weren't for her slipping the tongue, how could Wen Yunshu have an emotional breakdown and commit suicide.

In the final analysis, whether it was in the previous life or the present life, she was the one who harmed Wen Yunshu like this.

"I don't want to either..." she murmured in a voice so weak that almost no one could hear, "I love her."

The doctor looked at the dejected person in front of him who seemed to be able to enter the emergency room in a second, shook his head, no longer calmed her emotions, turned around and left.

Chu Hanyun sat from sunrise to full sun, but did not see the green light of the emergency room turn on, and signed the critical illness notice several times, and each time became more urgent.

The phone next to her had rang over and over many times, but she didn't answer it once, except for moving her body when signing, she seemed to be frozen on the chair.

She was thinking about the impossible outcome.

If Wen Yunshu died, would you still be able to live?

There was a voice in her heart asking repeatedly.

—she will not die.

If she died.

—she will not die.

if……

let me die.

Chu Hanyun covered her head in pain, bent down and retched crazily, but she didn't eat dinner or breakfast, and vomiting for a long time, it just made herself more like a bereaved dog.

Wen Yunshu...you must live.

Otherwise, Chu Hanyun would die too.

……

I don't know how long I waited, the gloom and anxiety receded together, and what came next was a strange calm and despair. Chu Hanyun even calmly brushed his messy hair, and used his fingers to brush the hair The ground is smoothed, as if to maintain the final beautiful image, and the machinery is particularly infiltrating.

——This is what Tian Ke saw when he came over.

Wearing a pair of leather shoes with some noise, she rushed to Chu Hanyun's side, and hurriedly asked in a low voice, "How long have you been waiting? How is the situation?"

Chu Hanyun straightened his collar blankly.

Tian Keya was about to gnaw his teeth, and his best friend was suddenly lying in the emergency room without knowing whether he was alive or dead, and the only person who knew him was still outside like a wooden man.

"Chu Hanyun!" She suppressed her voice and roared in a low voice, "Hurry up and talk to me!"

Chu Hanyun dug the scab on his arm with his fingernails, and blood ran across his arm little by little.

"Crazy!" Tian Ke cursed secretly, and slapped Chu Hanyun on the face without hesitation, "What did you do to Yun Shu, don't play dead for me!"

"She promised me to accompany me on a trip to Kyoto the day before yesterday. How could she commit suicide today?"

After all, Chu Hanyun had a little reaction. She covered her faintly hot cheeks, and laughed nervously: "Well done, it's more symmetrical now."

"You give me some normalcy!"

"Ah."

"Hmm, how is Yun Shu doing now?"

Tian Ke completely abandoned her ladylike appearance. Not only did she come here without makeup, she didn't even bring her luggage, and she rushed to the hospital.

"It's been seven hours." Chu Hanyun narrowed his eyes and stared blankly at the ground.

"What happened?" Tian Ke hated this toothpaste-squeezing way of speaking, "You refused her confession? No, how could she confess to you? It was she who refused you and then you stalked me? "

"Why didn't she confess to me?" Chu Hanyun's voice was a little stiff, as if asking an extremely profound question, "Obviously as long as..."

Tian Ke rolled his eyes without hesitation, and spat at her: "Who do you think Wen Yunshu is? Her requirements for choosing a mate are many times higher than mine."

"If you want me to say, if you were just getting to know me, or if you were still working in Tianzong, Wen Yunshu might still be able to say that he likes you, but based on what you did later... just say what I know , Mr. Chu, you really have no chance at all."

Tian Ke yelled at Mr. Chu in a strange way, and he lost the closeness of being a friend in his eyes.

"What do you mean?" Hearing this answer, Chu Hanyun seemed to suddenly have some vitality. She grabbed Tian Ke's shoulder and asked urgently, "What do you mean it was possible to like it before, but it is impossible now?"

Tian Ke was startled, quickly broke away from her hand and took a step back, looking at this person with lingering fear.

"Tell me quickly." Chu Hanyun turned to begging in a low voice.

Tian Ke sighed, looked worriedly at the closed emergency room, and said to Chu Hanyun, "It starts with Yun Shu's family environment."

"I know all of this." Chu Hanyun interrupted impatiently, "Can you just say it straight?"

Tian Ke let out a "heh", and the lively expression on his face also fell silent: "I am a high school classmate with her, and I don't know much about her previous life, but Wen Yunshu used to tell me that she hates her." Seen through her mother's cowardice, but also hated her father's cruelty, two extreme personalities appeared in her parents, and Yun Shu often fell into self-doubt."

"Self-doubt?" Chu Hanyun repeated the word blankly.

In her eyes, Wen Yunshu has always been a little sun who has a firm goal and comforts the people around him with a warm smile. Before the incident last night, she never knew that Wen Yunshu was so fragile .

"Yes, while she resented her father's violence, she was also influenced by her mother's character. She couldn't help but want to pursue this kind of power, but she didn't dare to rely on herself. In layman's terms, she wanted to find someone stronger. As a pillar in life, not to make yourself stronger. You probably understand it?"

Tian Ke smiled wryly: "Although I often joked with Wen Yunshu that we will be together with her in the future, in fact, both of us know that it is impossible. I am just a delicate girl raised in a greenhouse , where is there anything that can give Wen Yunshu the strength to rely on."

"That's why I said you started to have a chance." Tian Ke couldn't help but glanced at the man in front of him who was so depressed that he could almost be buried in the ground, and still felt that the world was unpredictable, "Wen Yunshu likes the strong, or , she prefers people with a strong aura, and you start to fit this image perfectly."

Chu Hanyun opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

How is it possible... What Wen Yunshu likes is her original character?

But isn't she still her?

"To be honest, when Yun Shu asked me to arrange Alpha status for her, I was shocked, and I was also happy for a long time, because in my opinion, this is the sign of her trying to change herself to a strong side. She I used to always feel that I was either a Beta or an Omega, and I still acted like I was resigned."

Wen Yunshu is indeed much colder than previous lives, Chu Hanyun continued to think, but this will not affect her love for Wen Yunshu.

"Then she..." Chu Hanyun said, "Isn't she a good match for me?"

Tian Ke was almost stunned by Chu Hanyun's irrational and brazen questioning. She held back and held back, but she still couldn't hold back, and cursed "grass".

"What a fart!" Tian Ke almost wanted to shake the water in her mind, "If you hadn't come out suddenly, Yun Shu would be much happier!"

"At that time, I went shopping with her, and Yun Shu told me seriously that she didn't want to be in a relationship in her life, and wanted to travel alone and live her whole life."

"Because she found that it was impossible to find what she liked, and there would never be such a person in this world."

Chu Hanyun was stunned: "This is impossible! Did she say it herself?"

Tian Ke choked for a moment: "...This is what I summed up, but I think she actually meant the same thing."

"You're wrong, it's impossible."

"How is it impossible?" Tian Ke continued, "She said that what she likes is just that kind of arrogant and indifferent temperament, anyone can do it, and no one can do it."

"After being with Wen Yunshu, no one can maintain a cold attitude under her tenderness, and Wen Yunshu will no longer like people who lose this attitude."

Tian Ke looked at Chu Hanyun who seemed to be stunned in front of him, and pulled out a difficult smile: "It's sad, right? Yun Shu, she just wants to live quietly by herself and not harm other people."

"And you have to break into her life and force her to see the truth after she refuses."

She is such a nice person...

All along, just sick.

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"Wen Yunshu won't like anyone at all."

After listening to Tian Ke talk a lot, Chu Hanyun always felt that she was talking about another person.

How could the woman who loves her so much that she runs towards her passionately almost every life be like what Tian Ke said.

"Stop talking." Chu Hanyun's voice was so hoarse, it was full of depression like rotten wood, "I won't believe it."

This must be a lie made up by Tian Ke to keep her away from Wen Yunshu. How could her Wen Yunshu be such a person.

Looking at the self-deceiving woman in front of him, Tian Ke felt sorry for her.

However, she never thought that President Chu, who was originally arrogant and self-confident, would turn into such a weak appearance after falling in love with Wen Yunshu...

Silence returned in the corridor, and Tian Ke stood at the door of the emergency room, silently praying for his friend in his heart.

……

I don't know how long I waited until Tian Ke felt that his feet were numb before Wen Yunshu was out of danger and was transferred to the ward for observation.

Chu Hanyun drank too much and didn't eat, and his mood went up a lot. Not surprisingly, he also knelt down at the door of the emergency room and was sent to another ward.

Tian Ke asked for leave from the company, talked to Ni Chun, and immediately served as a bed companion in the hospital. Of course, he only looked at Wen Yunshu.

——Although Chu Hanyun struggled to get up the next day and sat outside Wen Yunshu's ward.

Chu Hanyun's words were like the last straw. Wen Yunshu didn't wake up after he was out of danger, and slept deeply on the hospital bed, so pale that he seemed to be melted by the sun at any moment.

Tian Ke has been trying to find out what exactly Chu Hanyun did to cause Wen Yunshu to take such an extreme path, and in the end he could only get a sentence like "I lied to her for a long time" without any cause or effect.

"You might as well go back, let alone when Yun Shu wakes up, even if she wakes up, I guess she doesn't want to see you either."

Chu Hanyun paused for Wen Yunshu to adjust the quilt, and said softly: "I just want to apologize."

"Why do you need the police if an apology is useful?" Tian Ke said bluntly.

Chu Hanyun's hand holding the quilt was tightly put away, squeezing out the pleats of the neat quilt, and after a while, she let go as if suddenly awakened, she patted, the pleats on the quilt stood brightly, pressed Does not return to a flat appearance.

"The matter between me and her is more complicated than you think."

"I'm sorry for her, but I want to make up for something more."

Tian Ke opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, he heard Chu Hanyun's phone ring.

"You answer the phone first."

Chu Hanyun looked at the no-remark number displayed on the phone, and vaguely remembered that it was Uncle Jian who she met when Wen Yunshu and Wen Yunshu went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, that is, the one who kept saying that Wen Yunshu was his wife's college student The old man.

"Do you know what happened at Wen Yunshu University?" She didn't pick up immediately, but asked Tian Ke first.

Tian Ke was silent for a while, then replied: "I don't belong to the same school as Yun Shu, but I have heard that she was punished for a painting."

"reason?"

"She didn't tell me."

Chu Hanyun made a gesture and answered the phone that rang a lot.

"This is Chu Hanyun."

"Xiao Chu, I'm Grandpa Jian. Didn't I invite you and Xiao Wen to our house for a meal last time? It's been several months. Your grandma Shu asked me to ask you, when are you free?"

Chu Hanyun glanced at Wen Yunshu, who was motionless, and said sadly: "We are in another place now, and we can't go there for the time being."

"Oh, can that make Xiaowen answer the phone? Just say that Professor Shu wants to apologize to her. "

"She has hurt her throat a bit, and she can't speak recently. She is right next to me. Why don't I go out first, and you can just tell her directly."

Uncle Jian's voice was far away for a moment, and it seemed that he had discussed it with Professor Shu.

When Tian Ke heard that it was about Wen Yunshu, he kept signaling Chu Hanyun with his eyes.

"Okay, then you give her the phone, we don't need her to say anything, it's really our fault."

Chu Hanyun made some noise and turned on the loudspeaker.

"Can you hear me, Yun Shu? I'm Shu Zezhen, the professor who guided you to compete in the sophomore year. If you have a sore throat, don't force yourself to speak. The teacher has been looking for you for a long time, cough cough, but your phone number changed after you graduated Yes, I asked a lot of your classmates, but no one knows your number."

"Your painting of 'Moon Night' is fine. The teacher shouldn't speculate on your thoughts subjectively, but instead forced you to go to psychotherapy." Professor Jian's voice was a little choked up, "Your painting is really good, Cough cough, I just wanted to persuade you to be positive, but I didn't expect to be listened to by caring people, discrediting you, causing you to be framed and punished."

"At that time, I happened to ask for leave for medical treatment due to physical reasons. When I came back from overseas training, you had already graduated. But now I have proved it for you, and the punishment has been released. Teacher, I am sorry for you. If there is a chance next time, I hope we We can meet, and I will solemnly apologize when the time comes."

Chu Hanyun listened to her calmly, paused for two seconds, and said to the phone: "Yun Shu said that she will visit you when she is free."

"That's good, that's good." Professor Jian coughed a few times, but he was obviously relieved.

When the phone was hung up, Chu Hanyun hurriedly asked Tian Ke: "What happened to that 'moon night'?"

Tian Ke searched for information on his mobile phone, and finally found a dead post in the campus forum of Z University, which was discussing Wen Yunshu's matter.

She slid her fingers quickly, and her brows became more and more wrinkled: "This painting by Yun Shu was originally going to be sent to the city to participate in the competition, but it was detained because of the professor's report. It's Yun Shu who is psychopathic and has done something bad."

She said mockingly: "There are many 'victims' gathered under this post."

Chu Hanyun pursed her lips: "What does the painting look like?"

Tian Ke turned the phone over.

The painting is very simple, and it is drawn with oil paint. Large areas of black and red are dyed on the canvas in a blooming way. The so-called moon uses a blended crimson, which really looks a little depressing and peaceful. Discomfort, I painted a few white strokes in the lower left corner of the picture to outline a simple figure, as if looking at the moon and crying, or yearning for something.

The weak figure is just a small corner in the grand background, but people can't help but look at him.

Tian Ke pursed her lips: "I don't have much artistic talent, so I can't see what Yun Shu wants to express, but she really won't hurt others."

"She is a person who is so gentle that she will not hurt others if she hurts herself."

Looking at this painting, Chu Hanyun thought about the portraits that Wen Yunshu drew for her in the first life. It can be said that each of Wen Yunshu's portraits of Chu Hanyun was lifelike, except for the expression. This joke has made Wen Yunshu laugh too much, why does he always paint himself as facial paralyzed.

One is realistic and the other is abstract. Do the two different painting styles represent different psychological processes of Wen Yunshu?

But it's obviously happier after being with her...

Chu Hanyun's nose sore, she thought of the voice in the void.

"If you want to save her..."

Chu Hanyun was still in a daze, but Tian Ke got up suddenly, which startled her.

"I want to go to the psychiatrist that Yun Shu was in college." Tian Ke slapped the table and was filled with righteous indignation, "It was her report to Yun Shu that caused Yun Shu to be splashed with so much dirty water."

"No, I want to look at Yun Shu." Tian Ke paced back and forth, and said to Chu Hanyun, "Why don't you go find it?"

"Can't reach you by phone?" Chu Hanyun didn't want to leave, she wanted to watch Wen Yunshu wake up.

Tian Ke sat back on the chair irritably: "It's easier to beat up when we meet."

Chu Hanyun silently took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Zheng Duo: "Psychiatrist files will not be thrown away, even after a few years, there will be electronic files, I just ask Zheng Duo to check it." .”

"Didn't you resign?"

"He's my assistant." Chu Hanyun emphasized, "Even if I resign from Tianzong, it doesn't mean I can't manage it, and the shares haven't been handed over. I still pay his salary."

Tian Ke sneered, slandering in his heart, feeling that Chu Hanyun's resignation was all for selling out to Wen Yunshu, so it's all good now.

Zheng Duo's efficiency was still very high, and he quickly sent the information to Chu Hanyun's mobile phone. At the end, he asked her about the relationship between Wen Yunshu and her with some concern.

Chu Hanyun ignored his reply and clicked on the diagnostic chart directly.

There are very few words, only a few lines, obviously there is no record of Wen Yunshu's main complaint, only a few unreasonable conclusions.

"The patient is depressed, slow in thinking, and still maintains a smile under great pressure. He has symptoms of smiling depression, and the degree is relatively deep. It is not ruled out that other symptoms will appear, and he will show aggressiveness or self-harm tendency to the outside world. (Note: The patient sees the pressure Larger pictures are actually more pleasant, and it is not ruled out that there is a certain tendency towards masochism).”

Tian Ke leaned over to look and frowned. She was sure that Wen Yunshu didn't have any scars on her body before this time, and her smile didn't look like a fake smile. sex.

"Quack doctor." She made a final conclusion, "Yun Shu is not like this, she just has a strange concept of choosing a mate, so how could she be depressed."

Tian Ke paused, glared at Chu Hanyun, and added: "Before I met you."

Chu Hanyun started to lose his mind again. She didn't think the diagnosis was fake, but it gave her a reason to think carefully about the things that seemed to be taken for granted in her memory.

After she and Wen Yunshu were together in the first life, she did feel that she became a little cold, and even became obsessed with painting, but Wen Yunshu still treated her with a gentle and considerate appearance, which made her feel that it was because of work.

On the day Wen Yunshu had an accident, it was she who proposed to go to Xishanyu to sketch. It was also the first time Wen Yunshu proposed to paint anything other than portraits after they got together.

Then Wen Yunshu fell to his death, and when she was distraught, she heard a voice in the void saying "save her".

Now it seems... What is it that needs to be saved?

One is Wen Yunshu's life, and the other is... her spirit.

When contacting Tian Ke, Chu Hanyun closed her eyes in pain, holding the mobile phone and falling powerlessly on the hospital bed, just like her mood at the moment.

She can no longer lie to herself.

Wen Yunshu never liked Chu Hanyun, he just liked the feeling of being rejected by her.And she added countless snowflakes to Wen Yunshu's spirit that was already on the verge of collapse, making her fully aware of her morbidity and despair.

In the final analysis, in this morbid love affair where both of them went against each other, Chu Hanyun's biggest mistake was that she greedily relied on Wen Yunshu's lack of memory to get close to her and play with her feelings, which aggravated her psychological state. lust.

Therefore, Chu Hanyun lost, completely.

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