Wear it until the scum A tortures the heroine

Xu Jinzhao's brain was dull, and now the speed of operation was terribly slow.

She said it, and it took another four or five seconds before she realized what she had said to Song Jiao.

The expression on Omega's face was extremely weird, she looked very dazed, and she also looked puzzled like a fool.

Xu Jinzhao knew she had made a slip of the tongue, so she tried to explain to the other party.

"No, I mean, your look, I mean your behavior, ah no, the way you look..."

She spoke upside down, but in the end she didn't explain why, no matter how she changed her words, it was not quite right.

The bewilderment in Song Jiao's expression gradually disappeared, leaving only the part looking at the fool.

Xu Jinzhao decided to give up the rescue.

She covered her face, hid herself from the sight of the person opposite, and said sullenly: "Please, forget about this too."

Song Jiao was a little puzzled by the 'also' in her sentence, and it took a moment to realize that the other thing Alpha asked her to forget was probably the lie about "calling her mother".

Song Jiao: If you don't mention it now, I really don't remember the lie I told.

She looked at Xu Jinzhao's body language that clearly refused to talk, and thought to herself, her threshold for shyness is so low.

Song Jiao didn't have so much shame, and she never kept the so-called embarrassment in her heart. She thought it was one of her great strengths.

She was still thinking about whether she should impart some experience to her friend, but the other party had silently repaired herself and put down her hand covering her face.

Xu Jinzhao didn't know that Song Jiao was thinking about whether to teach her experiences such as 'how to blame the blame naturally', 'I do bad things, but I am confident', 'how to be calm after making a mistake and pretend nothing happened' and so on.

She muttered: "You know, although I always seem to be stupid in front of you, most people think I'm quite reliable."

Alpha paused when she said this, she hesitated, as if she wanted to say something, but was swallowed back.

Song Jiao had been paying attention to her all the time, so she took this detail into her eyes, and she asked, "What do you want to say?"

Xu Jinzhao's hesitation to speak was actually quite subtle, but it was only a short moment.

She originally hid those questions, including the clumsy and incompetent self that was hated by others, but it was revealed in Song Jiao's questions.

Xu Jinzhao raised his eyes to look at the other party, Omega's pure eyes showed a considerable degree of tolerance and tolerance, which inexplicably gave her courage.

Xu Jinzhao: "There is a person—"

"She's a friend of mine," she emphasized. "Her other friends like her very much, but there are three people who she values ​​​​very much, and they successively comment on her selfishness. She wonders whether she is really a Selfish people?"

Song Jiao thought: Are you kidding me? If Xu Jinzhao's behavior is considered selfish, how can there be anyone in this world who can be called selfless?

Song Jiao asked: "So, Jiang Chao asked you for help?"

Xu Jinzhao: "Ah, it's not Jiang Chao... well, it's indeed Jiang Chao."

She silently apologized to her tool-type friend Jiang Chao in her heart: "In short, she is very conflicted. Among these three people, one grew up with her, and the other got along very well with her."

At this point, Xu Jinzhao paused, and Song Jiao urged her, "What about the third one?"

Xu Jinzhao spoke slowly: "The third one betrayed her, which made her very sad. She had thought over and over whether she had done anything wrong to the third one, and the conclusion was that she hadn't."

Song Jiao said: "First of all, exclude the active betrayer. If the betrayer's words are not credible, then it's just two people saying so."

She spoke simply and decisively, and then suddenly asked: "You just said 'other' friends, how much are others?"

The tone of this sentence was actually sour, and Song Jiao was indeed a little sour, even very resentful and resentful.

It turns out that Xu Jinzhao has many friends, and she is not the only one.

Xu Jinzhao thought for a while, and replied: "There are four people who are very close, and the rest are not bad friends, and there are many who can eat and go shopping together occasionally. It is not easy to calculate the number."

Song Jiao: "..."

She stared at the innocent Alpha, her teeth were itchy, and she really wanted to grind her teeth with something in her mouth, such as Xu Jinzhao's fingers or ears, they both felt good and would definitely be a good choice.

Xu Jinzhao didn't know the burning flame of jealousy in Song Xiaomao's heart, but felt that the other party's eyes were a little bright, and she emphasized, "That's all."

Heh, Song Jiao, who only has one friend, thought darkly, you only have me now.

She was very angry at first, but after realizing this, she became proud again.

That's right, Xu Jinzhao is the only one around now.

"Take a step back," Song Jiao regained her composure, and she said to Xu Jinzhao, "Even though you were really a selfish person, from my current point of view, you have nothing to do with this word. The attitude shown in front of him was even selfless."

"I actually don't understand why you treat me well without paying back."

It was rare for Song Jiao to confide in her heart, and she immediately asked Xu Jinzhao, "Is your attitude towards me all fake?"

The meaning of this sentence is not to ask for proof, because Song Jiao only believes in her own judgment, and she asked this to force Xu Jinzhao's confidence.

Sure enough, Xu Jinzhao immediately said, "Of course not!"

Alpha was a little anxious, trying hard to prove his truth.

Song Jiao looked at her: "You once told me to trust your performance, now I can tell you, I trust you. What about you, are you willing to trust me?"

Xu Jinzhao couldn't believe what she heard, and she stared blankly at Song Jiao about the part that promised her trust.

Song Jiao added emphatically: "I believe in the reformed you, I am willing to give trust to you, and you will repay me the same trust, right?"

Song Jiao knew that Xu Jinzhao was a little concerned about the difference between herself and [Xu Jinzhao].

She will always pretend to be nonchalant and try it out, asking around from her mouth, once she gets a good result, she will be very happy.

Song Jiao felt that this behavior was a bit stupid. Is there any comparison between Xu Jinzhao and her?Some people think that fish eye matching and pearls are more valuable together?

But Xu Jinzhao persevered, and Song Jiao also began to feel that the other party was seeking the recognition of self-worth through such behavior.

If we look at it from the latter perspective, combined with Xu Jinzhao's personality, Song Jiao can understand it again.

An emotional, sentimental man with 4 close friends and a few good acquaintances is suddenly thrown into an unfamiliar environment.

Having lost all her relationships and her past life, of course she needs to find something to prove her existence.

Prove that she is not Xu Jinzhao, but herself.

Song Jiao understood Xu Jinzhao's hesitation, but she was also glad that she was hesitant, which gave her the opportunity to enter, replace, and fill in.

She will take advantage of the void, seize the position in her heart, and be her only important person in the future.

Her thinking lacks empathy and is not moral, but Song Jiao has never been a moral person. Whatever she wants, she has to do everything possible to get it.

As now, she induces hints: you have to trust me, you can only trust me.

She heard what she wanted to hear.

"Of course I believe you."

Song Jiao smiled, it was a real smile, because she could always get what she wanted.

She stretched out her hand, held Alpha's warm palm across the table, and said firmly: "You are fine now, you are the best person I have ever seen."

Xu Jinzhao looked very touched, but after a while, her expression became serious.

"That person is Jiang Chao, not me."

Song Jiao: "..."

Don't pretend, you are as easy to reveal as the dumplings you made.

Seeing Song Jiao's speechless face, Xu Jinzhao laughed. She squeezed Song Jiao's palm affectionately, and sincerely thanked:

"Thank you, Song Jiao, you are also a very good person, and I like you very much."

Song Jiao was inexplicably happy, but she still emphasized: "But I didn't say I like you, please don't use 'also'."

"Okay," Xu Jinzhao didn't insist, she smiled, just like Song Jiao firmly believed in her own observation, she believed in what she saw, "I like you unilaterally, okay?"

Song Jiao needs to correct her previous judgment.

Xu Jinzhao's shame threshold is not fixed, it is free to move, and it will fluctuate up and down according to different situations.

What a strange person, as it happens, Song Jiao is also a strange person.

Like attracts like, weirdos with weirdos, it makes sense, it's just right.

Xu Jinzhao said softly: "I am very lucky to have met you. Song Jiao, thank you for your enlightenment. I will no longer be obsessed with meaningless things."

She has indeed learned a lot from Song Jiao. Omega's unyielding in the face of adversity and her absolute confidence in herself are all worthy of her reference.

I may not be able to learn Song Jiao's perspective of self-examination, calm and cruel, which is Song Jiao's unique talent.

Xu Jinzhao also appreciates the strange vitality brought about by this state, and thinks it is a kind of beauty.

Her Omega is beautiful.

The look in Xu Jinzhao's eyes was a bit confusing to Song Jiao, but it was always positive.

She said to Xu Jinzhao, "The dumplings are getting cold."

"Ah!" Xu Jinzhao turned pale with shock, quickly let go of her hand, and buried himself in cooking.

Aunt Li made the dumplings neatly in the kitchen, and arranged the raw dumplings in the fresh-keeping tray, ready to put them in the freezer.

She could hear the voices of the two people outside. Aunt Li thought they were both very interesting, and Mrs. Song, who was a little cold before, was also a lovely young man.

Aunt Li is thinking about the recipe for tomorrow. There are fresh lotus roots in the market, which can be sliced ​​or diced and stir-fried. The taste is sure to be good.

Let’s make sweet-scented osmanthus glutinous rice and lotus root. Mrs. Xiao Song likes to eat sweet.

The dark mine that was once detonated by the same fuse also destroyed Xu Jinzhao's confidence in emotion and career.

But after the conversation that night, she began to gradually regain her confidence.

At the same time, Xu Jinzhao's work in Xu's marketing department is also on the right track.

Xu Jinzhao is extremely self-confident to the extreme. She is unwilling to act like the other party, but she will not go to the other extreme.

Huo Song noticed Xu Jinzhao's performance and often conveyed it to Xu Boyang.Xu Boyang was extremely proud of this and thought he had made the right choice.

Xu's employee benefits are good, and the meals served in the company canteen are very good. Xu Jinzhao used to be picky and self-confident, so he refused to come to the canteen.

When Xu Jinzhao appeared in the cafeteria on the first day, he also attracted the attention of many employees, who looked at him openly or secretly.

At first, not many people dared to get close to her, for fear of offending this moody young lady.

Now that more than a week has passed, Xu Jinzhao's continuous gentleness finally dispelled the hesitation of others.

This is exactly what Xu Jinzhao is looking forward to. People are social animals and need social activities. She does not have the mentality of Xu Boyang and his daughter to enjoy being feared by others, and she will not treat people harshly outside of work.

It was in her nature to be kind to others, and it was painful to suppress it.

When painting was her job, if she was disturbed during the creation, she would mercilessly get angry, but outside the studio, Xu Jinzhao was very talkative.

These habits have been brought into Xu's daily life.

Xu Jinzhao ordered a meal at noon and sat down, and two small supervisors also sat down with dinner plates.

Both of them were Betas, and one of them smiled and asked, "Manager Xu is eating Longjing shrimp again today?"

Xu Jinzhao said: "This dish is delicious, I recommend you to try it too. Aunt Dafan told me that there will be more tomorrow."

The three of them are chatting here, not talking about work, just talking about trivial matters to relieve boredom.

While talking, the female supervisor who spoke first gave Xu Jinzhao a subtle wink and motioned her to look to the side.

Xu Jinchao glanced over from the corner of his eye and saw it was Xu Yanhe.

Xu Yanhe is in the finance department, and usually sits with his own people in various departments. Just now, the small leadership group of the finance department is not far away.

Now that the meal was over, he walked towards Xu Jinzhao.

Xu Yanhe took the initiative to say hello: "Today."

Xu Jinzhao is now slowly changing back to his own style, not to mention that he changed his address when he was not in front of Xu Boyang: "Brother Xu, what's the matter?"

This was the first time Xu Jinzhao met Xu Yanhe face to face after he came to the marketing department.

This Alpha, who is defined by Song Jiao who is good at observing others, has wolfish eyes, looks quite gentle, and smiles a little when seeing people.

Xu Jinzhao changed his attitude. He didn't show any surprise, but was friendly as usual: "I heard that you are doing a good job in the marketing department. I'm on the financial side. If you need any help, just come to me in the future."

Xu Jinzhao knew that Xu Yanhe was not as easy-going as he appeared on the surface. If he really had nothing to do with the world, he would not be able to sit in his current position.

Xu Yanhe said this, but she didn't bother to guess the intention behind it, she just smiled slightly: "That would be very grateful."

Xu Yanhe's eyes stayed on her face for a moment, and after a few words of pleasantries, he left.

After Xu Yanhe walked away, Xu Jinzhao said again: "What arrangements do you have for the National Day holiday the day after tomorrow?"

Xu Jinzhao had dinner early and finished eating early.After she got up to leave, the two supervisors lowered their voices and started the real conversation.

"Madam Xu has really changed her temper."

This is what Xu Jinzhao was called in the past. Although she is Xu Boyang's special assistant, anyone with a discerning eye can see how much Xu Boyang values ​​her because of her background.

Xu Jinzhao used to be not domineering in the company, but he was not easy to get along with, very much like Xu Boyang.

Betas are the majority in various jobs. After all, the gender ratio is here, and the number of male and female Betas far exceeds Alpha and Omega.

Xu Jinzhao's attitude towards Beta employees is vaguely contemptuous, thinking that Alpha naturally has an advantage.

She won't discriminate against anyone, but she has more contact with the same kind of Alpha, and she has a kind of high-level overlooking for the employees below.

Now Xu Jinzhao's attitude has changed drastically.

Another supervisor said: "This is not very good, I hope she can stand up, with that one on top, let alone Omega, Beta will not be able to get ahead."

He was alluding to Xu Boyang. The company's internal personnel transfer data was there. Mr. Xu made it clear that he favored Alphas, and few Betas were promoted.

The female supervisor glanced in Xu Yanhe's direction, and snorted slightly: "I'm afraid this young master is in a hurry."

The male supervisor lowered his voice: "Who is he? He doesn't have the life of a phoenix, but he has a disease of the phoenix."

He spoke harshly, Xu Yanhe imitated the old Mr. Xu in every way, and went to and from school. He looked gentle and gentle, but he also had Xu Boyang's gender-only style.

The female supervisor laughed softly: "He tried every means to win over his colleagues, but to no avail. Mr. Xu still prefers blood relationship."

Two people gossip like this with emotion.

The center of the topic shifted to Xu Yanhe, but there were plenty of talking heads.

Ingratiating himself to his boss, being sweet-talking, having a heart smaller than the tip of a needle, smiling like a tiger, and being duplicitous are all his trademarks.

The female executive covered her mouth: "If someone is so good at flattering the higher-ups, maybe one day Manager Xu will become Mr. Xu, and he will do his best for Mr. Xu."

The great resentment between the two is only because they often run into a wall at Xu Yanhe.There are not a few middle and low-level employees in the company who complain like this.

Xu Yanhe's cell phone vibrated in his pocket, and he smiled apologetically at the people around him: "Go and answer the call."

He walked to a secluded place, looked left and right for confirmation, and then answered the phone.

"Xiao Jian," the old female voice called her, "You haven't been home for a long time..."

Before the other party finished speaking, Xu Yanhe's face changed slightly, and his tone was a little stiff: "How many years have I changed my name, call me Yanhe."

Xu Ma's voice lowered: "Mom, aren't you used to it?"

Xu Yanhe hated his original name, which was vulgar and meaningless, just as he hated his origin and his ordinary family.

"Is there something wrong with calling me back?"

He didn't even want to call that place home.

"Haiqing has been ill for several days and has been running a fever." Mama Xu said, "Your wife took him to the city hospital..."

Xu Yanhe interrupted her again: "Mom, you are confused, I don't have any wife."

Xu Yanhe didn't think what he said was wrong, he did not have a legally recognized marriage relationship.

His future wife will not be a woman who only went to junior high school. Even if the other party loves him wholeheartedly, she will not be able to help him in his career.

He said: "It's nothing. I hung up. I'm busy with work and I'm in a meeting. Also, don't come to the city and don't make trouble for me."

Just as Xu Yanhe hung up, a new call came in. He picked it up with his usual gentle tone.

"Second Young Master Qin."

What did the person on the other end of the phone say? Xu Yanhe laughed and promised:

"Of course, don't worry, we have the same goal after all."

Xu Jinzhao got off work and drove home.

Song Jiao seems to be busy with something recently, and sometimes she comes back later than her, so Xu Jinzhao doesn't bother to ask.

Now that the weather is getting colder, Xu Jinzhao passes by the mall, parks his car, and goes to the counter to buy gloves.

Now that the temperature has dropped so badly, Song Jiao still runs outside all the time, wearing those half-fingered gloves all the time, and she saw her fingertips turn red from the cold several times.

Song Jiao was too careless about herself, Xu Jinzhao felt that her hands could not feel the cold, and reminded her to change a pair of gloves before, but it turned out to be the same pair.

Xu Jinzhao was helpless, so he decided to buy her another pair of warm gloves that could be worn in winter, once and for all.

She picked out a pair of lambskin gloves lined with cashmere. They were soft and waxy to the touch, and the leather was of good quality. After trying them on, she felt that they kept warm well.

Xu Jinzhao knew the size of Song Jiao's palm well, so he chose the caramel color, and asked the cabinet sister to get the right size, and packed it away.

She thought that Song Jiao would be busy outside again, but when she parked the car in the garage, she found that Audi was parked in her place.

Xu Jinzhao already knew that Song Jiao was at home.

She came home with a gift, straightened her waist, and shouted when she entered the door: "I'm back."

This voice is louder than usual.

Xu Jinzhao's voice was full of anger, and Song Jiao heard it from the balcony. She put down the watering can for watering the flowers and went out to meet this childish ghost.

When she walked into the living room, she saw that Xu Jinzhao hadn't taken off her coat or changed her shoes. Song Jiao drove her away without politeness: "Go and change your slippers. Aunt Li just finished mopping the floor."

Xu Jinzhao also forgot for a while, and went back to change his shoes in a hurry.

After changing her slippers, she showed Song Jiaoxian the bag in her hand: "Guess what it is?"

Song Jiao looked at the small paper bag, pretending not to know, and shook her head.

She purposely wore half-fingered gloves and waved in front of Xu Jinzhao, waiting for now.

Xu Jinzhao opened the bag, took out the glove and handed it to Song Jiao: "Try it on and see if it fits."

This is actually nonsense, she is very clear about Song Jiao's hand.But it's hard to say that I shook hands with you many times, found out your size, and picked out a pair of gloves that fit your hand.

Song Jiao took the glove. It was very soft, and the inside was woven with cashmere. After wearing it, it was not too big or too small, and it just fit your hand.

Omega raised his eyebrows, knowing that it must not be a coincidence.

She raised her hands and opened and closed them for Xu Jinzhao to see.

Soft lambskin gloves wrapped Song Jiao's slender palms, and the caramel-colored leather contrasted sharply with the creamy white wrist and arm skin.

Xu Jinzhao cleared his throat: "Why are your sleeves rolled up?"

Song Jiao said, "I'm watering the flowers."

There have always been potted plants in the house, which used to fend for themselves. After Aunt Li came, they had a good life and thrived.

Song Jiao got a pot of spider plants from somewhere and hung them on the balcony.

She wakes up every morning and comes home at night to take care of her plants.

Xu Jinzhao looked at her serious and beautiful face, and couldn't help telling: "Don't water the flowers to death."

Song Jiao said to herself, "No, it's fine."

She said, and asked Xu Jinzhao to go to see Chlorophytum.

That Chlorophytum is a small plant, planted in a big flower pot, it looks so pitiful.

But the leaves are green and look really healthy, Xu Jinzhao couldn't help asking a silly question: "When will it grow up?"

Song Jiao also answered seriously: "Wait a minute, it has a little Chlorophytum, and I'll give you one."

The two stared at Diaolan under the light, and Song Jiao suddenly said, "I'm going to worship my mother during the public holiday."

Xu Jinzhao was taken aback, vaguely remembering that Song Jiao's mother, Qiao Chu, had indeed passed away unexpectedly during the holiday, and the National Day holiday in "Jiao Jiao" was the anniversary of Qiao Chu's death.

Previously [Xu Jinzhao] would also arrange for a driver to take her to worship at Song Jiao's request.

Before Xu Jinzhao could think up what to say, Song Jiao's eyes turned from Diao Lan to her.

"You can go with me and see my mother too."

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The author has something to say:

Rounding it up, does it count as seeing the parents?

PS: It is still an explanation to prevent misunderstandings. It is not selfish at present, and everyone can see it from daily life.I won't say any more, because spoilers are involved.