Wear it until the scum A tortures the heroine

Song Jiao read Yu Lan's text message for a few seconds before realizing what she meant.

It can't be blamed for Song Jiao's slowness, but she is depressed and has no relevant experience in this area.

In the past, I occasionally chatted with Yu Lan about things outside of work, and the other party seldom made such jokes with her, so Song Jiao didn't understand the specific content of Yu Lan's text messages for a while.

At this time, she looked at the giggle at the end of the last one again, but she tasted a different taste, and Yu Lan had obviously hinted at this.

Song Jiao's first reaction was: Is it so magical?

The accumulated emotions can really be resolved through these. Isn't Yu Lan trying to deceive her?

Of course, Song Jiao's doubts cannot be asked directly in this way. The persona she set up in front of others is "Xu Jinzhao's beloved wife" and "a winner in life with a happy marriage".

She only has obstacles in emotional cognition, and she is not a fool who does not understand the common sense of physiology and marriage. Of course, she understands that there must be regular bed movements between truly loving partners.

It's just that the spiritual bond between herself and Xu Jinzhao is not easy to define, and she can't explain it to outsiders. She also wants everyone to witness the beautiful relationship between the two of them, so she chose the image of a "partner" that is generally understandable as an external display.

Song Jiao has managed a stable personality for so long so that it will not collapse at this time. At the same time, she is also curious about the omnipotent effect Yu Lan described.

She thought for a while and replied like this.

[That makes sense, how do you all play?Tell me for reference. ]

This made Yu Lan agitated, and she confirmed it with Song Jiao very coyly and artificially.

Yu Lan: [Ah, do you want to ask for details, really?If I say so, don't spread the word, I have always been a serious person to the outside world. ]

Song Jiao felt that what she said between the lines was 'quickly ask me the details', she replied.

[Who can I tell?If you don't want to talk about it, forget it. I'll figure it out myself. ]

This tactic of retreating into advance is very effective, Yu Lan immediately stopped pretending to be reserved, and sent a lot of unsightly words.

Song Jiao read it carefully with an almost academic research mentality, and the more she read it, the more she didn't believe it.

But she soon realized that she was vaguely looking at these things with a negative attitude, which was tantamount to pre-arranging herself in an opposing position. Under this premise, she could not be persuaded by the other party.

The purpose of chatting with Yu Lan is to learn the experience of getting along and solve the current predicament, not to question the use value of the props.

What's more, with Yu Lan's character, she obviously genuinely thinks they are effective, and the excitement in the text is about to overflow from the screen.

This person used to be particularly resistant to socializing, like any human being, but now he is enthusiastic about playing with Qin Lingyue.

Song Jiao adjusted her mentality. She changed her sitting position to make herself more comfortable lying on the sofa, and tried to connect the key words mentioned by Yu Lan with Xu Jinzhao.

Leather collar, Xu Jinzhao is indeed very suitable for wearing leather products.

Imagine putting a black leather collar on Alpha's slender and tall neck. The black leather contrasts with the dazzling white skin, and there may be metal rivets adorning the leather goods.

Lock the throat of a beautiful human with a collar that imprisons a domesticated beast...

Song Jiao understood Yu Lan and Qin Lingyue a little bit, the collar was indeed a great idea.

As for the leg rings, Xu Jinzhao has a pair of unparalleled good-looking long legs, and a good skin covered with snow and silver makeup.

The calf is firm and slender, and the thigh has just the right sense of movement, neither too fit nor too slender, which Song Jiao likes.

If you put leg rings on this round and beautiful snow-white thigh.

Lace, satin, leather, no matter what kind of material it is, it’s better to tighten it a little bit, let it sink into the skin slightly, and create a little stretch marks...

Song Jiao slid her fingertips on the cushion, and she began to envy normal couples, and realized for the first time that she had missed so many couple benefits that were at her fingertips.

But Xu Jinzhao obviously doesn't have the character to do these things with people who really love each other. It's not difficult to see from the daily relationship that Alpha is even quite conservative.

She is always in the habit of appearing in front of her only when she is fully dressed, pajamas, home clothes, and regular clothes. Song Jiao has almost never seen Xu Jinzhao walking around the house disheveled.

Song Jiao was somewhat unwilling, but her understanding of Xu Jinzhao made her clear that the other party's need for affection was far higher than anything else.

Yu Lan's suggestion is basically impossible to practice here.

She seldom sighed, feeling melancholy all over.

In this way, looking at Yu Lan's different kind of joy of life, it is extremely hateful, and it even reveals the other party's complacent little show off.

Song Jiao chose to change the subject.

[I never asked before, how did you find out that you like Qin Lingyue? ]

She just mentioned it casually, trying to avoid the topic, but Yu Lan's answer caught Song Jiao's attention.

Yu Lan: [Every time I see my sister, my heart speeds up. You know, it seems like I am in palpitations, but I can't help but want to see her, want to get close to her, even if I am stupid in front of her or laughed at by her, very happy. ]

Song Jiao couldn't help but think of the tachycardia she once felt when staring at Xu Jinzhao, the strange feeling that her heart beat uncontrollably and made her breathe faster, her head was dizzy, and her hands and feet were weak.

But does this mean you like it?If yes, she quickly regained her composure, does that mean that her liking for Xu Jinzhao was only in the few minutes when her heart was throbbing?

Before Song Jiao could figure out how to word the question safely, a new text message came in again.

Yu Lan: [At the end of the year, my sister came to my apartment to give a New Year gift, and she said she would leave after a while.After she came in, I didn't want to end the conversation with her. I kept trying to find a topic and said a lot of stupid things, which was quite abnormal. ]

It's really abnormal, Song Jiao thought, Yu Lan has always been resistant to socializing, and any mistake in face-to-face language expression will make her extremely uncomfortable. Under normal circumstances, she should have taken the initiative to ask people to leave.

Yu Lan: [My sister told me that she has nowhere to go and will probably spend New Years Eve in a hotel.I said, if she wants, she can stay with me and we celebrate the New Year together. ]

Yu Lan: [After saying this, I suddenly knew, I'm done, I like her so much, I like her so much.What should I do, Xu Jinzhao said that she is loved by many people, will I be liked by her?I am nothing, what am I? ]

Song Jiao was attracted by Yu Lan's description, and she couldn't help asking: [Then what? ]

Yu Lan: [I felt uncomfortable for a long time, and then I thought, I should at least do what I can to make her happy, to make her happy. As for whether I can be with my sister, it doesn't matter, I just leave it to fate. ]

Yu Lan: [Later, my sister was playing with me, and her brother called. I answered the phone for her and scolded that trash. ]

Yu Lan: [Hung up the phone, my sister suddenly asked me, she said, Yu Lan, can I kiss you?I said yes, we are together.So God was kind to me, I didn't want anything, but gave me everything. ]

Therefore, one party needs to suddenly realize, cooperate with persistent behavior expression, and add an opportunity for the other party to realize his intention and give feedback?

Song Jiao felt that she seemed to understand a little bit, but how did Yu Lan come to realize the "sudden understanding" in her description?

She chose to ask someone who had been there.

Song Jiao: [When you realized that you liked Qin Lingyue, how did you feel? ]

Yu Lan: [Boss, you are such a gossip, I really admire you today. ]

Yu Lan: [It’s hard to describe, it’s amazing, it’s like an instinctive awakening, an epiphany, something that I couldn’t think clearly before it happened, I instantly figured it out. ]

Yu Lan: [You should also understand, you are so good with Xu Bodhisattva.That's all. ]

Song Jiao didn't understand. She was thinking about how to deal with it when she heard footsteps in the corridor.

Shocked, she responded quickly.

Song Jiao: [Stop talking, Xu Jinzhao is back. ]

She didn't care about Yu Lan's follow-up response, she jumped off the sofa and put on her slippers.

There was the sound of a key turning the lock cylinder at the door. Xu Jinzhao opened the door and came in. Song Jiao stepped forward to meet her. Alpha looked a little tired, but still smiled at her:

"Wow, did you come to greet me on purpose?"

It's ten o'clock in the evening, and Xu Jinzhao came back after a long journey. Song Jiao asked, "Eat something? Aunt Li saved food."

Xu Jinzhao shook his head: "No, eating late at night is not a good habit."

She hung up her carry-on bag, changed into slippers with slippers from the shoe cabinet, and gestured to show off her biceps: "Besides, I also want to keep fit."

Song Jiao urged: "Then go take a shower quickly, I have something to ask you later."

Xu Jinzhao asked her, "What?"

Omega refused to say, so Xu Jinzhao went back to the room to get a change of clothes and bath towels, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Song Jiao leaned against the bed, thinking about how to ask Xu Jinzhao about what she heard from Yu Lan at first.

Although he knew that there was a high probability that Xu Jinzhao would not nod, what if?In case he was mistaken, did Xu Jinzhao really need this?

Then she can take advantage of it... No, she can tell her logically: You can come to me, and I will not resist cooperating with you.

They are each other's legal wives.

If Xu Jinzhao is willing to show her sexy lingerie, she can also show it to Xu Jinzhao. It's fair, isn't it?

Unless Xu Jinzhao didn't like her type and thought she was unattractive.

Thinking of this, Song Jiao suddenly became a little nervous, and immediately got out of bed and went to the dressing table to look in the mirror.

[Xu Jinzhao] used to be very fascinated by her, and Song Jiao never cared about doubting her appearance, but now she is staring at the pretty face in the mirror, subconsciously judging and picking.

Are her features bright and mature enough?Is the chin too pointed?Is the shape of the eyes very sad?

The more she looked at her, the less confident she was, and she actually felt that she was not in good shape. Xu Jinzhao was used to exercising, would he like a thin person like her?

She lifted up her nightgown and observed her legs, no matter how she looked at them, she felt that they were not as strong and slender as they are now.

Song Jiao became depressed like never before.

Xu Jinzhao changed into his pajamas, opened the door and walked in. What he saw was a listless kitten.

Song Jiao lay prone in front of the mirror, motionless as if she had lost her soul.

Xu Jinzhao couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

She closed the bedroom door and approached the dressing table, Omega slowly raised her face buried in her arms.

Song Jiao's long hair was scattered behind her back, her white face was listless, her long eyelashes covered her pupils, which had lost most of her expression, and her whole body seemed to have faded.

"What's the matter?" Xu Jinzhao lowered his voice and asked her softly, "Why are you unhappy?"

Song Jiao: "Am I ugly?"

Xu Jinzhao: "?"

Xu Jinzhao couldn't understand Song Jiao's thoughts, but said firmly, "It's not ugly, it's very beautiful."

Song Jiao's eyes regained some brilliance, and finally raised her eyelashes, looking over expectantly.

Xu Jinzhao thought that even by the strictest standards, Song Jiao was definitely a beauty. She stretched out her hands, gently straightened her face, and made her face the mirror.

Alpha said briskly: "Don't say this outside, people will think you are showing off."

Song Jiao was not satisfied with such deceptive words, she asked: "Then do I meet your aesthetic standards?"

Xu Jinzhao didn't think much about it: "Of course."

This is of course an appearance that meets her aesthetic standards, so that when Xu Jinzhao becomes [Xu Jinzhao] and sees the appearance of the person under him, the first reaction is not who she is, but how beautiful she is.

A beautiful and lovely little woman, crying pear blossoms with rain, making her heart cry.

But in the later getting along, perhaps because she was in the position of a protector, she began to call each other more girls, and regarded Song Jiao as a little girl who needed to be taken care of by herself.

The next moment, the little girl in her imagination asked an explosive question: "Then, Xu Jinzhao, if you want to sleep with someone, would you consider me?"

Xu Jinzhao was startled, and subconsciously let go of his hand.

"...Why do you ask such a question suddenly?"

Song Jiao looked a little annoyed: "Oh, it seems that what you said earlier was lying to me. I am not beautiful at all, and I am not sexual|attractive to you, am I?"

How can it be!

Xu Jinzhao just felt that he couldn't argue with it. You know, just because Song Jiao agreed that the two of them had to sleep in the same bed, she now deliberately started using slow-release inhibitors!

Think about it, a beautiful girl who is very attractive to you, sleeps next to your pillow every day, and occasionally haunts you in your sleep, sticking you as a heater.

Xu Jinzhao had never been so close to a serious girlfriend before.

She has always had a relatively stubborn idea of ​​what to do at each stage, and believes that it takes two people to develop a deep relationship before they should go further, instead of completing the blending and sublimation of the true love in advance.

Xu Jinzhao felt that it was a premature exhaustion of expectations, but she herself failed to fulfill this expectation in the end.

But she is an adult woman after all, and she is not indifferent, not to mention that as an Alpha, her physiology determines that she will become particularly easy to be teased by Omega during the susceptible period.

When Xu Jinzhao realized that he seemed to be fantasizing about the people around him, he broke out in a cold sweat.

She immediately found an excuse to leave the room, took out the pill and took it to calm herself down.

Xu Jinzhao didn't want to be a beast dominated by instinct.

It just so happened that a slow-release version of the inhibitor was launched on the market. One injection can guarantee no seizures for three months, which is more convenient than ordinary inhibitors with a short duration.

Now that Song Jiao asked a fatal question, Xu Jinzhao didn't know how to answer it.

She finally chose to be honest: "Yes, you are my type. But I don't have this idea now."

This is absolutely true. Xu Jinzhao doesn't have much sense of belonging to this world. Even though she has lived here for more than half a year, she still feels strange and absurd from time to time.

The friends around him are real, and their career is real, but apart from Song Jiao, who is a solid bond, they are not so real.

It is difficult for Xu Jinzhao to figure out what kind of psychology this is. Perhaps she has always separated herself from the world, and is concerned about those people and cities that belong to the real Xu Jinzhao.

With such a mentality, it is difficult for her to have the idea of ​​starting a relationship, let alone carry out the sublimation of her naive conception.

Song Jiao seemed to be finally happy with this answer, she emphasized: "If you have an idea someday, you can come to me anyway, don't cheat, you understand?"

Xu Jinzhao laughed, and she promised: "No."

Song Jiao didn't know which part she was referring to, whether she was saying that there would be no demand, or that she would not cheat, but it was already a good thing that she confirmed that she was Xu Jinzhao's aesthetic orientation.

She began to comb her hair with delight, and was satisfied with how she looked in the mirror again.

Xu Jinzhao always felt that Song Jiao's words were abrupt today, and she asked, "Why did you remember to ask this?"

Song Jiao said: "Chat with Yu Lan, she and Sister Qin are very good now, and she shared a lot of tips with me."

Xu Jinzhao: "..."

Yu Lan, the persona remains unchanged, as long as she is separated from the Internet or mobile phone, she is the most unrestrained person.

Xu Jinzhao didn't want to ask about the details at all, she couldn't discuss this with someone she once had sexual fantasies about, so she chose to lie down in bed silently.

Song Jiao was still combing her long hair, fiddling with some things, making slight noises.

Xu Jinzhao was extremely tired today, he closed his eyes unknowingly, and soon fell asleep.

After hearing that Alpha's breath became evenly long, Song Jiao stopped and turned to look at her.

Even though he was asleep, the demeanor of this beautiful face revealed the gentleness and gentleness that belonged to Xu Jinzhao, neutralizing and softening the natural aggressiveness of his appearance.

Omega tiptoed around to the other side and got on the bed lightly.

She didn't lie down immediately, but stared at the other person's peaceful sleeping face, and gently touched the cheek of the person next to her with the back of her finger.

The skin under his fingers was warm and tender, Xu Jinzhao was probably really tired and didn't notice being touched at all.

So the slightly cool fingertips slid down along with the snowy skin, and stopped on the hotter side of the neck.

Only a leather collar was missing, Song Jiao thought, it would definitely look good.

These thoughts caused her heart to start to speed up, and she put her other hand on her heart, feeling the exciting beating.

It's very strange, do you like it?

She thought that Xu Jinzhao would have a tachycardia when she thought of wearing a collar. Does she like Xu Jinzhao?

The next morning, Song Jiao was going to the company.

Friends record is a little farther away from Dangang than Xinhu Plaza where Wanwutong is located, and it takes more than ten minutes by car.

It's not that Song Jiao didn't consider commuting when buying a house, but that Xinhu Square is too close to Tangang.

This is really a coincidence. Xu Jinzhao also said: "Xinhu Square was clearly recommended to me by Wang Xiaoqian. Those who didn't know thought I was using power for personal gain."

Wang Xiaoqian was one of the original founders of Wanwutong, a native of Hwaseong. When he was considering moving again, he recommended the newly completed Xinhu Plaza Building to Xu Jinzhao.

Before Omega left, Xu Jinzhao made an order.

"be careful on the road."

Song Jiao picked up the bag and nodded at her face: "Farewell kiss, hurry up."

Because the tone was joking, Xu Jinzhao really bowed his head and kissed her on the cheek, and said, "I'll give you half of my good luck today."

Song Jiao went downstairs in a happy mood, drove out of the community, and went to the company.

Everything was normal at first, no different from the past, but an accident happened when I was about to go to the company.

Seeing that the lights at the intersection were about to change, Song Jiao slowed down the speed of the car, but the car behind her failed to stop and hit it from the rear to the front.

It happened so fast that she didn't even know where she had hit. She just felt that her eyes suddenly went dark, and her consciousness disappeared.

After a few seconds, she gradually came back into the cage again, but the world in front of her eyes was blurred and blurred, and she felt nauseated intermittently.

Song Jiao seemed to hear someone screaming beside her, but she couldn't hear what was said, and felt dizzy.

Fortunately, Xu Jinzhao gave me half of his luck...

Before fainting again, this thought flashed through Song Jiao's mind.

When Xu Jinzhao arrived at Xinhu Square, she was inexplicably flustered, and for some unknown reason, she couldn't calm down.

Barely suppressing these strange palpitations, she received a call from Yu Lan as soon as she started working.

This is obviously a strange thing, Yu Lan hardly calls anyone, and only sends text messages when she has something to do.

Xu Jinzhao picked it up, and the other party yelled, "Come to Hwaseong Hospital quickly, Song Jiao has had a car accident!"

There was a buzzing in Xu Jinzhao's head, his hands and feet turned cold for a moment, and he could hardly hold the phone steadily.

Yu Lan's side was very confused, and she continued to say: "I'm not sure what's going on, she passed out, we're in the ambulance, come here quickly!"

Xu Jinzhao: "I'll go right away."

Her voice was so weak that she was trembling, and after hanging up the phone, she tried her best to calm herself down by pinching her palms.

Xu Jinzhao stood up, took a few deep breaths while supporting the table, and immediately ran out of the office.

Everyone was busy, and Xu Jinzhao almost stumbled all the way out, almost knocking Jiang Chao down.

Jiang Chao grabbed her and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xu Jinzhao said: "Song Jiao got into a car accident, you keep an eye on the company, I have to go to the hospital."

Jiang Chao was also taken aback and didn't stop him anymore.

Xu Jinzhao took the elevator downstairs, her fingers trembling the whole time. She felt that she couldn't drive in this state, so she directly hailed a taxi.

She seemed to have countless thoughts in her mind, and it seemed to be blank, her soul was drained.

He clearly said before that he would go to Hwaseong Hospital for a physical examination, but why was he sent there by ambulance?

After arriving at the hospital, Xu Jinzhao called Yu Lan again, but the other party didn't answer. She almost went crazy and dragged the emergency nurse.

"Is there any patient in a car accident? The female patient, Song Jiao, where was she sent?"

Xu Jinzhao was on the verge of collapse, but fortunately Yu Lan called her back, saying that she had finished the examination, went through the hospitalization procedures, and was in the ward.

"How is she? Is she okay?"

Yu Lan comforted: "It's okay, I woke up on the way. The doctor said that I had a mild concussion and I need to observe it for a few days."

Xu Jinzhao's heart fell to the ground, his feet softened, and he almost fell down.

She stabilized her mind, but when she saw Song Jiao lying pale on the hospital bed, her heart ached again.

Xu Jinzhao asked Yu Lan, "What's going on?"

Yu Lan said: "I was rear-ended near the company. I recognized Song Jiao's car. The guy who caused the accident ran away for some reason. I called the police and called an ambulance."

Xu Jinzhao hated her so much that she said to Yu Lan, "Do you have to take notes? Go back to the company directly after you're done. I'll ask Auntie Li to help. I need your help to take a look at the friend records."

She understood Song Jiao's character, and Song Jiao would never let Yu Lan give up her job and stay here.

Yu Lan hesitated a little, Xu Jinzhao urged: "Go, lest Song Jiao slow down and scold you later."

She said this, naturally, to ease Yulan's heart. The female Alpha sighed, cursed a few Juzhou dirty words in a low voice to greet the driver who caused the accident, and explained clearly about getting the inspection report, and then reluctantly left.

Xu Jinzhao called Aunt Li, but Aunt Li was too frightened and said to come over immediately.

After hanging up the phone, she sat by the hospital bed, guarding Song Jiao.

Song Jiao looked dazed, and whispered, "Don't tell Xu Jinzhao, she's busy there."

Xu Jinzhao almost shed tears and told her: "No, I didn't tell Xu Jinzhao."

Song Jiao seemed relieved, but after a while, she muttered again: "Don't let Xu Jinzhao come..."

Xu Jinzhao felt very uncomfortable, Song Jiao was like this, and she was still thinking that she was busy, so she was not allowed to come over.

When Aunt Li arrived at the hospital, Xu Jinzhao entrusted Song Jiao to her and showed the doctor the film.

The doctor looked at the two films with a viewing light and told her, "Fortunately, there are no fractures or bleeding."

Xu Jinzhao just breathed a sigh of relief, but the doctor asked again: "You are the family member of the patient, right?"

"Yes, she is my wife."

The doctor warned: "Then you should know her medical history, and pay more attention to her mental state after the patient wakes up."

Xu Jinzhao didn't understand: "Mental condition?"

The doctor said: "From the film, your wife's brain has already suffered from organic disease. The concussion this time is not very serious, but you should pay more attention to it."

"After all, there are many precedents of mental patients whose symptoms aggravated after a car accident."

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The author has something to say:

The previous article has done a lot of foreshadowing, about empathy, morality, shame... Jiaojiao does have the brain of a mentally ill patient.

We all know that this is due to nature, but the doctor mistakenly thought that Jiaojiao was an organic brain lesion caused by a serious mental illness, so he kindly told Jinzhao to pay more attention to her.

Here I can finally explain my setup in detail:

Jiaojiao's emotional cognitive impairment is congenital and caused by a natural abnormality in the brain structure. When she was young, her family failed to discover it in time, and she was neglected to accompany her. Later, her family was ruined and her family was destroyed, so she has been confused.

Genetics + acquired environment, created by dual reasons.

She could have felt the recognition slowly and gradually got better.

PS: Everything is just a fictitious novel setting duck, please don't take it seriously, compare your heart.