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That's amazing, Xu Jinzhao thought.

How bad was this porridge, that Song Jiao changed her face face to face and pushed it out?

Perhaps because Song Jiao's performance was too frank, she just didn't want to drink it, with resistance written all over her body, she would rather blatantly cheat his wife than drink it.

Xu Jinzhao was not displeased because she shared the 'wash pot water' with him.

When Xu Jinzhao walked into the ward, Aunt Li seemed to be looking forward to a savior.

"Hurry up and persuade Xiao Song to eat something. All day long, I only drank a bottle of milk and ate boiled eggs. I asked her what to eat at night, and she said it was all right, but she didn't eat it when she bought it."

Xu Jinzhao looked at Omega on the hospital bed. Her complexion was much prettier than when we parted, and she was looking at her with an innocent face.

She turned her head to comfort Aunt Li: "I put the things down and come back to persuade her to eat."

The two are like adults arranging disobedient kindergarten children, and they hit it off.

Xu Jinzhao opened the locker, put the toiletry bag he brought in, and went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

Aunt Li found a backbone who could discipline Song Xiaojiao. She was full of energy and carried a kettle to the water room to fetch water.

Xu Jinzhao sat beside the hospital bed, and on the small table were lunch boxes and plastic bags for dinner.

In addition to the bowl of porridge, which was evaluated as a dishwashing pot, there were also a few steamed buns, a fried organic cauliflower, and a small portion of sliced ​​and packaged braised beef.

Xu Jinzhao pretended to be surprised: "It's really good, the dinner is quite rich, much better than what I ate."

Song Jiao didn't take her eyes off her face. Hearing what she said, she immediately scrambled along the pole.

"Then you can eat some more, do you want porridge?"

Xu Jinzhao deeply felt Song Jiao's dislike for that bowl of porridge. She poked her head to look at the bowl of millet porridge.

Song Jiao complained: "You don't know how bad it tastes, it has no fragrance at all, I don't want to drink it after taking a sip."

Xu Jinzhao reached out to bring the porridge bowl in front of him, picked up the spoon that Song Jiao was stirring just now, and found that the rice grains salvaged from a spoonful could be counted clearly with the naked eye.

Xu Jinzhao couldn't help laughing: "Don't tell me you were counting rice grains just now."

Song Jiao said, "I'm not that bored, I just want to procrastinate."

"Okay," Xu Jinzhao put down his spoon, "Then let's eat something else instead of porridge? I think this stewed beef is okay."

Her voice was soft, as if she was coaxing a child, and because she was too determined, it had a hint of ridicule.

Song Jiao held her cheek again with the back of her finger, and said sullenly, "I don't want to eat, and I'm not hungry."

Now Xu Jinzhao is sure, no wonder Aunt Li is nagging education and suing, some people are clearly willful and refusing to eat.

"Aunt just said that you only drank milk today."

Song Jiao corrected her: "I also ate two boiled eggs, one at noon and one at night."

Xu Jinzhao caught a glimpse of the eggshells in the plastic bag on the table, and she said, "That's not enough. Fairy Xiao Song, do you want to drink dew and absorb the essence of heaven, earth, sun and moon?"

Song Jiao: "I just don't want to eat..."

She suppressed her voice pitifully, as if she was acting like a spoiled child, maybe Jin would indulge her in other things, but not now.

Xu Jinzhao: "Eat a little bit, you have to supplement your nutrition, be obedient. I'll feed you, okay?"

Omega, who had turned to bury his face in his hands and pretended to have a headache, immediately looked up.

"Really?"

Her movements were not large, her fingertips were still supporting her forehead, and her long hair was scattered around her cheeks, covering a little of her face.

Xu Jinzhao reached out to lift up her disobedient long hair and put it behind her ears, exposing her fair and beautiful face.

"It's still fake."

Alpha really picked up the chopsticks and asked solemnly: "Madam, what do you want to eat? I'll give you cloth dishes."

Song Jiao groaned: "Only two dishes, what's there to do, I want to eat cauliflower."

She put her hands back under the table, obviously not intending to do it herself, waiting for someone to feed it to her mouth.

Xu Jinzhao happily coaxed her to eat more, picked up the cauliflower and fed it to her: "Madam, open your mouth."

Song Jiao bit the cauliflower, rolled it into her mouth with the tip of her tongue, chewed slowly, and commented after swallowing:

"It's not as delicious as Aunt Li's."

Xu Jinzhao said: "It's just a fast food restaurant. It's abnormal to have Aunt Li's level. After you leave the hospital, let Auntie cook a big meal."

Song Jiao: "Auntie said she would cook porridge in a casserole for me."

Xu Jinzhao fed her another cauliflower, and said with a smile, "I heard that, and I also heard that someone falsely accused me of eating delicious food outside."

The villain Song Xiaomao complained first: "Okay, you eavesdrop on our speech."

Xu Jinzhao didn't care about this accusation, she asked, "Do you want to eat beef?"

Song Jiao: "Eat."

After the stewed beef was fed, Song Jiao was busy chewing the beef, and Xu Jinzhao said: "The world is wronged, my wife opened the door to talk, I thought it was a default that anyone can listen."

She also said: "I ate two sandwiches for dinner. They said they were two, but they were actually cut in half. You really know how to do business."

After a few mouthfuls of food, Song Jiao's mouth felt a little dry, and she stretched out her hand hidden under the table to hold the porridge bowl, and she didn't dislike the unsavory millet porridge anymore.

She took two sips and asked Xu Jinzhao.

"Then are you hungry? Eat some more. I can't eat so much. Aunt Li has already eaten outside."

Xu Jinzhao said with a smile, "I'll eat after serving my wife."

Seeing that she was still making fun of master and servant, Song Jiao was not ashamed, but instead urged: "Don't dawdle, the dishes are already getting cold."

Omega took out the disposable chopsticks from the packing bag, unpacked half of the package, and handed it to Xu Jinzhao.

Xu Jinzhao took the chopsticks and returned Song Jiao's pair to her: "Your pair are our chopsticks?"

Song Jiao said, "Yes, Auntie brought it along."

Xu Jinzhao tore off the outer bag of the disposable bamboo chopsticks: "Auntie came here quickly in the morning, I saw her pack a big bag of things."

Song Jiao thought of Aunt Li's face of surprise when she regained consciousness, and the caring care she had taken all day long. She said softly:

"Auntie and you are the same kind of people."

Xu Jinchao paused his chopsticks hand and looked at Song Jiao.

Omega's expression was very calm, she lowered her eyelashes, and stated the facts she had seen.

"You are all good people, and you will always take the initiative to take on some responsibilities that do not belong to you, and Yu Lan is the same. You are the same kind of people."

This is not the first time she has discovered this. Song Jiao's only trouble with this in the past was that she was out of place, and it is the same now.

It was just trouble, not too much sadness or regret, even though she was lifting the veil to Xu Jinzhao, she didn't have too many mood swings because of her lack of sense of responsibility and morality.

Song Jiao had a hunch that even if her emotions became more and more vivid and complex, she might never reach the moral level of a normal person, let alone be like the good people she cared about.

Xu Jinzhao realized something from Song Jiao's words, and she asked, "You..."

Song Jiao raised her eyes, and in those beautiful drooping eyes, there was the answer to Xu Jinzhao's unfinished question.

Human eyes can convey information, especially for two people who are familiar with and trust each other, sometimes a look at each other is worth a thousand words of communication.

Xu Jinzhao suddenly felt sad and guilty.

She thought that she understood her enough and gave her enough things, but the fact is that Song Jiao may still be living in a loneliness that no one understands.

Aunt Li came back from fetching hot water, which washed away their heavy stares.

"There's something wrong with the hot water room."

The aunt explained the reason for her late arrival, and when she saw Song Jiao holding the chopsticks, she became happy: "The food in the fast food restaurant is not good, so let's make do with it first, and wait for Xiao Song to be discharged from the hospital, and then I will cook something delicious for you."

Xu Jinzhao cheered up, and she said, "Auntie, you've been busy all day, go back and rest, come back in the morning, I'll be here with Song Jiao."

Aunt Li waved her hands again and again, refusing to do so.

"I'm fine, Xiao Xu, you are busy with work, you go home after dinner with Xiao Song, I will watch over."

Xu Jinzhao insisted: "I happen to have something to talk to Song Jiao about, so you should go back early and rest early."

Song Jiao also said, "Auntie, bring me the laptop tomorrow, don't forget the power cord."

The two of them agreed, and Aunt Li couldn't agree with you. Before she left, she told Xu Jinzhao.

"Don't let Xiao Song get out of bed and walk around, the doctor said to rest."

After sending Aunt Li away, after dinner, Xu Jinzhao packed up the lunch box and other items and threw them into the hospital's garbage room.

This ward is in the southwest corner, at the end of the corridor.

It was dark night outside the window, and the black velvet that covered the world was dotted with city lights. When Xu Jinzhao came back, Song Jiao was looking at the night sky through the window.

Xu Jinzhao sat beside her and looked out together.

Song Jiao said: "I have been abnormal since I became conscious."

Xu Jinzhao withdrew his gaze and turned to Song Jiao's face.

The latter was still staring out the window, and the neon lights lit up in Hwaseong at night were reflected in her deep pupils.

"I first thought that other people, like me, would intuitively imitate the emotions, emotions, gestures and body language displayed by adults, and adults also learned these from their parents. Performance."

Song Jiao finally turned her face, and Xu Jinzhao found that Omega's expression was quite calm.

"Of course, I didn't know it was acting at the time."

The more calm she was, the more uncomfortable Xu Jinzhao felt, but she didn't speak and chose to listen quietly.

"Not sad, not happy, this is my previous state," Song Jiao described her feelings to her, "Occasionally there will be ups and downs, but not many times. Most of the time, I just feel nothing."

Song Jiao calmly stated: "Among the few emotional ups and downs, I am more angry and fearful. I will be angry because my hair is torn by a bad child, and I will be afraid when I fall from a tree."

"Happiness also exists. With my parents around, I have a higher chance of feeling happy."

She paused, and said softly: "When my mother died, I was very sad, and my heart hurt a little. I told myself, it's okay, in fact, my mother didn't spend much time at home, so I gradually got better."

"My dad was very calm before he went to the hospital to identify the body, and he was very calm when he came back. He was also very calm when he held the funeral for my mother. I thought he thought the same as me."

"But when the urn was about to be buried in the cemetery, he began to tremble and cry. He was a very tall man at that time, but he couldn't even stand upright, fell to the ground and struggled."

Song Jiao looked at Xu Jinzhao's uncontrollable sad expression, and she stated: "This is the difference between me and you. I couldn't even empathize with my relatives at that time."

"He was crying all the time, and his tears were running dry. I felt his eyes were about to bleed, and I advised him not to cry anymore. Later, when I went to the bathroom, I heard people who came to the funeral comment. They said that Song Jiao was a bit strange, and she When Mom died, she didn't shed tears, she was so calm, it was scary to watch."

Song Jiao raised her hand and touched her eyes with her fingertips.

"It was only then that I realized that I am a different kind, I am abnormal, I am a weirdo who can't even cry for my mother's death, and my performance will make ordinary people resist."

Xu Jinzhao felt as if her throat was stuffed with cotton balls soaked in salt water, which made her throat sore that she couldn't make a sound.

Song Jiao skipped the part related to [Xu Jinzhao], she reached out her hand to Xu Jinzhao, and the latter immediately got up and sat beside her, holding her hand firmly with his warm palm.

She drew warmth and strength from it, staring at the female Alpha who was suffering for her past self.

"You know what, you're in color now."

Song Jiao felt that the other party would definitely understand what she said, and Xu Jinzhao was such a person who was good at empathy and understanding:

"My world used to be gray, but you have brought about a change. This is not a sudden change, but I don't know when, I gradually feel that the world has become different."

"I never knew that the world with colors could be so beautiful. I thought about it and realized that this is what you showed me. I just thought, I have to keep you because I want to continue to see and see more, I can't have it and then lose it."

Song Jiao saw that Xu Jinzhao's eyes were turning red, and she said:

"I don't want to go back to the past. This is what I think. I think it's so good and beautiful now. It's so kind of you to bring me this. I hope you can be so happy, as happy as I am."

Tears were streaming down Alpha's cheeks, but the other party was still looking at her with beautiful eyes moist with tears.

Song Jiao wiped her tears with the hand that was not tightly clenched, her heart was a little sore, but that was all.

"Look, here's what I can't do."

"I still can't do it," she muffled.

Xu Jinzhao felt that her face must be ugly now, she lowered her head, let go of Song Jiao's hand, and hastily pulled the paper bag on the bedside table.

She stuffed Song Jiao with tissues and asked him to wipe his hands, and then pulled out a few more to wipe her face.

Song Jiao didn't speak any more, Xu Jinzhao tried his best to calm down.

When she finally calmed down, she raised her head and tried to smile: "Actually, being too emotional is not a good thing, just like me, I tend to lose my composure in front of people."

Song Jiao said, "No, at least it's a good thing for me. If you don't have such strong emotions, I might not have the opportunity to feel these things."

This was a joy from the bottom of Song Jiao's heart.

She is thankful that Xu Jinzhao is Xu Jinzhao, her good at empathy, her habit of being willing to help others and being responsible for her actions.

Perhaps in the opinion of many people, these are not advantages (including her in the past).

But if Xu Jinzhao abandons her, or treats her plainly, treats her not so well, not so tolerant, her life may not have a chance to be brightened.

Song Jiao didn't care about other people's evaluation from any angle, this woman who was barely smiling was the perfection in her eyes, a charming flame that attracted her closer.

She told her: "I assure you, everything I'm saying now is the truth, nothing fake. If I lied just now, let me go back to the world of gray tones."

Xu Jinzhao shook his head at her, but her voice was still hoarse.

"Don't make such a poisonous oath to yourself, Jiaojiao, I also hope you will be happy forever."

Song Jiao asked expectantly: "So, we will still be the same as before, won't we?"

That's why she chose to explain the whole story clearly. She was afraid that if she didn't explain it to Xu Jinzhao, Alpha would look at her through colored glasses and misunderstand her words and deeds.

Xu Jinzhao stretched out his little finger at her, and Song Jiao immediately hooked it with her little finger.

Omega's skin is still slightly cool, like a cold-blooded little snake, eager to wrap itself around with the tip of its tail.

But Xu Jinzhao knows that her malice will never be revealed to him, and the reason why she is closely entwined is only because she is afraid of being abandoned.

Xu Jinzhao gave a thumbs up, and the two fingertips met, and a small poke was stamped on it. She promised:

"Of course, otherwise, what do you want? Are you whipping me with words every day like you used to bully Yulan?"

Song Jiao couldn't help laughing, her joy was hard to hide, making that pretty face shine brightly.

"Don't think I don't know, Yu Lan has been telling you bad things about me behind my back."

Xu Jinzhao said: "After you treated her mildly, she basically stopped talking."

She let go of Song Jiao's bondage hand, and asked the other party: "May I bring you a toothbrush and a cup?"

Xu Jinzhao planned to let Song Jiao wash up by the bed, and Aunt Li brought all kinds of utensils, and she saw a familiar washbasin in the bathroom of the ward.

Song Jiao shook her head, "I'm not in the way anymore in the afternoon. I don't feel dizzy or vomiting anymore. I can walk by myself."

Xu Jinzhao's persuasion was fruitless, so she had to let her get up and go to the bathroom by herself.

Song Jiao walked steadily, and Xu Jinzhao kept watching her movements, and found that it was indeed okay, so he opened the locker to get the toiletry bag that was put in it before.

She took out her dental kit, went into the bathroom, and stood side by side with Song Jiao.

Opposite the sink in the ward was a large mirror. Xu Jinzhao squeezed toothpaste on his toothbrush and brushed his teeth.

Song Jiao looked at Alpha in the mirror, and occasionally glanced at herself from the corner of her eye to confirm that she really existed.

This made her extremely satisfied, the person she cared about was standing by her side, not going anywhere.

Now is not the time for the two of them to go to bed every day.

But considering that Song Jiao was still in the observation period after the concussion, she should sleep more to nourish her body. After washing up, she drove Song Jiao to bed.

Song Jiao: "What time is it..."

Xu Jinzhao: "The patients in the next ward are all sleeping, so lie down quickly."

Song Jiao had no choice but to obediently go to bed and lie down.

But she refused to close her eyes and looked at Xu Jinzhao: "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Xu Jinzhao said, "I'll go to the nurse's station and rent a bed for an escort, and I'll be back in a while."

Song Jiao had a flash of inspiration, she moved towards the bed like a caterpillar, and made room for her: "Sleep next to me."

Xu Jinzhao was helpless: "Aren't you crowded, aren't you hot?"

Song Jiao insisted: "It's not crowded, the hospital bed is quite big, enough to sleep the two of us. I'm not too hot, go get the pillows, I saw Aunt Li put them in the locker."

"No wonder Auntie came with a big bag and brought all the pillows..."

Muttering to himself, Xu Jinzhao opened the locker, and inside was the big bag that Aunt Li had brought, and there was indeed a small pillow in the bag.

Xu Jinzhao patted the pillow: "This is on our sofa."

After turning off the light in the ward, she put the small pillow next to Song Jiao's pillow, turned on the bed, and pulled up the railings on both sides of the bed.

Song Jiao stared at Xu Jinzhao's actions, and the latter explained to her, "I'm afraid we'll fall."

This hospital bed is not small, but it is definitely not wide enough for two people to lie comfortably.

If she doesn't pull the railing properly, it's okay for her to fall herself. Song Jiao's injury is still not healed, and it will be a bad thing if she hits it again.

Xu Jinzhao lay down with his clothes on, and the two of them were close together, shoulders almost rubbing against each other.

Just as she was about to close her eyes, she felt something was wrong above her ankle. Someone was dishonest and trying to scratch her with her toes.

Xu Jinzhao laughed: "What are you doing?"

Song Jiao: "No reason."

Xu Jinzhao: "Little short leg, don't make trouble with me."

Song Jiao: "First, my legs are not short, but I'm not as tall as you. Second, I'm within the normal height range of Changnan girls. I'm a big fool."

Xu Jinzhao: "Little short legs."

Song Jiao: "Stupid."

The two quarreled, and finally Xu Jinzhao stopped the fight, and she grabbed Omega's hand that wanted to scratch her stomach.

"sleep."

Being held by Alpha's warm hand in midsummer was actually quite hot, but Song Jiao somehow felt relieved.

"I lied just now, you are not a big fool, you have a good figure."

She told Xu Jinzhao so.

Xu Jinzhao: "I was joking with you too, um, your hands and feet are small, very cute."

She also squeezed the little hand in her palm.

The two finally stopped being noisy and funny, and they sank into darkness.

Song Jiao spent a total of three days in the hospital.

In fact, there were basically no adverse reactions when I woke up the next day. To be on the safe side, I stayed in the hospital for observation for another day.

On the evening of the third day, Song Jiao was finally discharged from the hospital.

After going through the discharge procedures, she changed into her regular clothes and packed the things she had brought with Aunt Li.

Aunt Li muttered: "After returning home, throw away all these clothes and towels, and then sprinkle some salt in the house to avoid bad luck. This time is really bad luck..."

Song Jiao packed her personal belongings into her bag and listened absent-mindedly.

When mentioning the driver who caused the accident, Aunt Li switched to the Juzhou dialect mode, and quickly and ruthlessly reprimanded the other party.

The driver himself was detained, and his family members came to the hospital to apologize that afternoon and sent a lot of supplies. Later, there was no ambiguity about the compensation.

But when Aunt Li heard about the perpetrator driving away from Yu Lan who was watching the people the next day, she immediately changed her face, and together with Yu Lan scolded the other party for being heartless.

Song Jiao persuaded her: "Auntie, I'm fine now, I have a headache when you read it."

She just exaggerated casually, but Aunt Li turned pale with shock: "Ah, why do you have a headache again?"

Song Jiao: "..."

For her aunt's excessive concern, she was very helpless and had to hold Aunt Li who was going to see a doctor to explain.

Xu Jinzhao finished the work urgently, drove to the hospital to pick up the person, and saw the scene of Omega being helpless to Aunt Li.

She laughed secretly in her heart, thinking that one thing is one thing, Song Jiao is afraid that the well-meaning elders will talk about it.

Seeing her appear at the door, Song Jiao hurriedly said to her aunt, "Xu Jinzhao is here."

Xu Jinzhao smiled at the two of them. She took out a small jewelry box from her bag and shook it in her palm.

Song Jiao asked, "What is this?"

Aunt Li deliberately left space for young people to get along with each other privately: "Take a look to see if there is anything left behind, and I will go and say thank you to the doctor."

Aunt Li has left, and a patient is now living in another bed in the ward.

Xu Jinzhao waved to Song Jiao, and the two went to the corridor to talk.

Xu Jinzhao opened the jewelry box and took out a red string with a small pendant: "Auntie said to ward off evil spirits and get rid of bad luck, so she asked me to buy a red string, and I picked the one with a beckoning cat."

Song Jiao saw the smiling little golden beckoning cat on the red string, and curled her lips: "Auntie will definitely not be satisfied if you buy this kind."

Xu Jinzhao put the jewelry box back into his bag, and unfastened the red string buckle.

Song Jiao stretched out her hand, and Xu Jinzhao tied the red string to her wrist. Omega's wrist was white and slender, and it looked pretty.

Xu Jinzhao smiled and said, "This kitten looks like you, how lucky you are."

Song Jiao stared at the round-faced kitten for two seconds, then stretched out her hand to tap her cheek.

Xu Jinzhao understood that this was asking for a good luck kiss, so he lowered his head generously and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

Song Jiao looked enigmatic and scratched Alpha's chin with her fingertips.

"So nice."

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The author has something to say:

Jinzhao: Ah, the bad kitten has not changed his scheming nature.