Wear it until the scum A tortures the heroine

Xu Jinzhao couldn't describe his feelings.

She was completely cold from head to toe, and she was clearly in a warm room in late summer and early autumn, but she felt a bone-chilling chill pouring down from her head.

Xu Jinzhao's teeth were almost chattering. Looking at the Omega's surprised and delighted little face in front of her, unspeakable despair swept through her heart, and she couldn't even try to smile to reassure him.

Song Jiao had no time to look at Xu Jinzhao's expression anymore, she noticed that Alpha's infusion needle on the hospital bed had rolled, and the back of her hand was slowly swollen.

She hurried forward to stop the drip, tore off the medical tape, pulled out the needle, pressed her fingertips to stop the bleeding, and rang the bell to call the nurse.

The invisible barrier separating Xu Jinzhao from the world suddenly melted away with Song Jiao's series of movements and the touch of the skin with his fingers, like a huge bubble covering his whole body being punctured, allowing Xu Jinzhao to finally feel the reality again.

She was released back to nature from the frosted fish tank, but her body was still in a state of rigidity, unable to swim with her tail, and she was supported by the small hands of the people around her so that she would not sink to the bottom of the lake.

Xu Jinzhao was breathing slowly. She didn't have much strength at all, so she raised her other hand with all her will and placed it on the back of Song Jiao's hand.

Song Jiao was pressing the medical cotton for Xu Jinzhao, and the backs of her fingers were covered by the gently falling palm of the other party.

The touch was extremely light, and the palm was extremely cold. She had never seen Xu Jinzhao's hand so cold before. It was as if it had just been soaked in ice water, and it did not have the temperature of a normal person.

Omega couldn't help being frightened, and looked up at Xu Jinzhao closely, not talking to her, for fear of consuming Alpha's energy and falling into a coma like in an amusement park at noon.

Song Jiao was terrified at the time, and she only left for a few minutes. Before she left, Xu Jinzhao was fine, and when she called someone to go back, she leaned against the bench and couldn't wake up.

She was completely flustered, so she forced herself to calm down and sent Xu Jinzhao to the hospital. After the examination, she found out that the coma was caused by an overdose of inhibitors.

Song Jiao regretted and blamed herself, thinking that there should be no mention of the playground. Xu Jinzhao must not want to disappoint her, so he concealed his physical discomfort, and he had to accompany him to inject inhibitors.

Although the doctor reassured that the patient would wake up soon, she was inexplicably uneasy.

Unspeakable panic and fear surged in Song Jiao's heart. Looking at the pale and unconscious Alpha on the hospital bed, she was lying there, but Song Jiao felt that Xu Jinzhao was so far away from her, so far away that she could feel it even when she held her hand. less than her presence.

Song Jiao tried her best to tell herself that this was a hallucination, she was just too nervous to think wildly, and when Xu Jinzhao woke up, she might laugh at her for making a fuss, but her heart flustered intermittently.

Now that Xu Jinzhao finally woke up, the joy of regaining what had been lost didn't last long, and the heavy stone in her heart was pressed back again.

An invisible chord in Song Jiao's mind was desperately sounding the alarm, telling her that something must have happened.

The ward fell into dead silence for a while, Xu Jinzhao couldn't speak, Song Jiao didn't dare to speak, the two could only stare at each other helplessly and desperately, until the atmosphere was broken by the rushing nurse.

The nurse switched hands for Xu Jinzhao again, asked Alpha to lie down and rest again, and asked Xu Jinzhao how he felt, and Song Jiao answered on his behalf:

"She seemed to have no strength to speak."

The nurse checked Xu Jinzhao's physical signs, recorded them in the medical record, and said to Song Jiao, "It's still normal. It should be that he just woke up from a coma and is weak. The doctor will come over later."

It wasn't until the nurse left that Xu Jinzhao slowly got rid of that powerless fear and regained his ability to speak.

She knew that her behavior just now must have made Song Jiao flustered.

Song Jiao was still holding Xu Jinzhao's needle-rolling hand, carefully avoiding the back of the hand, and only holding the fingers. The other person's body temperature was slowly warming up, and it was no longer as terribly cold as when he just woke up.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but she didn't dare to rest assured. The string of intuition warning was still tense, and everything hadn't completely improved.

Xu Jinzhao asked her, "What time is it?"

When she spoke, she found that her throat was dry and hoarse, and her voice was extremely low, not much higher than Quine.

Song Jiao said, "It will be three o'clock in the afternoon soon."

Omega tried his best to keep calm, and even smiled at Xu Jinzhao.

She has always been a master of camouflage, but this time her smile was so forced that Song Jiao herself felt that her expression was wrong, so she lowered her head to cover up her adjustments.

Xu Jinzhao's mind was in a mess, but he still couldn't help feeling sorry for her, and said softly, "I'm fine."

These were the only comforting words she could say. Xu Jinzhao couldn't lie to Song Jiao. The other party would definitely see that she was dishonest, and it would only make Omega feel more at ease.

Song Jiao nodded and repeatedly emphasized:

"Of course it's fine. You have no major problems. The doctor said it was an overdose of inhibitors. Now you are given medicine. You should be hospitalized for observation. You may be fine tomorrow."

She spoke firmly.

This was indeed the doctor's guarantee. Song Jiao could not believe it before, but telling Xu Jinzhao now was not only comforting the other party, but also comforting herself.

Only now did Xu Jinzhao know the reason for his abnormal situation in the amusement park.

This week, she used five inhibitors, and just stopped for a day. She felt that the pheromones were not completely stable, so she injected another one in the morning because she was afraid of something going wrong.

But compared to the 'trailer' she got in a coma, these are nothing.

Xu Jinzhao recalled all kinds of discomforts in her body that became more and more serious in the previous days. She did all the checks that should be done, but still couldn't determine the cause of the disease.

Only now did she realize that this might also be a reminder from the world.

Xu Jinzhao asked in his heart: [Why? ]

She wondered why, as she had asked aloud in that corridor, why had she brought her here on her own initiative, and then thrown her back without explanation?

But no matter how much Xu Jinzhao shouted, he couldn't get an answer, as if the voice he heard when he first woke up was just an auditory hallucination.

Xu Jinzhao gradually understood that he was not qualified to negotiate, and letting her get angry, cry, and plead would probably not shake the world's will in the slightest.

The time I can stay here is only three months.

Xu Jinzhao felt absurd and sad, and Song Jiao saw these changes in expression. Omega didn't know what happened, so he could only look at her blankly.

The doctor entered the ward and asked Xu Jinzhao how he was feeling in detail, whether he had dizziness or nausea, his previous use of inhibitors, and so on.

Xu Jinzhao answered one by one. Her mood had calmed down. After the doctor left, Xu Jinzhao said to Song Jiao:

"Jiaojiao, I want to drink some water."

Alpha didn't often call her that way, and even though Song Jiao felt uneasy, she was still a little cheered up by this, and went to pour water for Xu Jinzhao.

Xu Jinzhao had accumulated some strength and was no longer as weak as before. He sat up by himself and took the water glass from Song Jiao.

She drank half a glass of water and stared at Song Jiao again.

In the past, there was no three-month countdown hanging above her head, and Xu Jinzhao never felt a sense of urgency. She always felt that their time was still too long, too long to see the end.

But now that a deadline is suddenly given, Xu Jinzhao realizes that life is limited, not eternal, and the time she spends with Song Jiao getting longer and shorter.

Xu Jinzhao said softly, "You have changed a lot."

She recalled that a long time ago, Song Jiao would smile, lower her eyebrows and eyes obediently, and talk to her softly, as docile as a temperless cotton doll.

Of course Xu Jinzhao knew that Song Jiao was acting, so he didn't notice anything strange about her.

I just think that Song Jiao's eyes are so clear, so clean and beautiful, they are a pair of eyes that are so innocent.

It wasn't until later that Xu Jinzhao vaguely realized that the other party's expression lacked some humanity. No matter how fake he imitated, it just lacked the finishing touch.

Song Jiao is too good at acting, if she hadn't been observing closely and for a long time, she wouldn't even have such a vague discovery.

Xu Jinzhao can't remember when the changes in Omega started, he only knows that she gradually developed a temper, would be coquettish and self-willed, always beg her carefully, hold her hand warmly and persistently, and make all kinds of requests to her .

Little by little, this little robot has come to life.

To this day, she casts eyes full of admiration and longing on herself, and tentatively asks: "Do you know the meaning of kissing on the Ferris wheel?" ]

Now she knows how to love, and she knows how to boldly ask for kisses from the one she loves.

Xu Jinzhao felt sour in his heart. If he hadn't felt uncomfortable like struggling in boiling oil at that time, he would have raised his hands in surrender in the ambiguous atmosphere, giving the kitten the kiss he wanted, and satisfying her.

When they get off the small Ferris wheel, holding hands will have a different meaning. They will taste the sweetness together, endure hardships, and support each other in the future.

This is not perfect for Xu Jinzhao, but belongs to Song Jiao's beautiful life.

Xu Jinzhao can't say that this is all she wants, that would be too hypocritical, because after all, this is not her world, and half of her soul still cares about reality.

The sourness turned into a prickly pain, and Xu Jinzhao begged in his heart: [After I leave, can Song Jiao forget me? ]

If someone has to suffer, then let her bear it alone, let her be the person who can't get out of it for the rest of her life, free Song Jiao, let Omega forget about her, and live happily.

If the world can pull her here, she must be capable of fulfilling this little wish, right?

Maybe she didn't hear any response today, just like when she was questioning before, she seemed to be talking to the sun and the moon high above, making efforts that were destined to be fruitless.

Song Jiao was still looking at her, with a little puzzlement on her pretty face, waiting to hear her follow-up words.

Xu Jinzhao stopped thinking about the illusory and evil will of the world, and focused his attention back on the person in front of him.

She told Song Jiao: "You know what, you look great. You used to say you were abnormal, you didn't know how to give back your emotions, you were better at imitating performances, and you didn't want to be found abnormal, but you don't have any abnormalities now Now, you don’t lack anything now.”

It was only then that Song Jiao realized that what Xu Jinzhao was talking about by 'change' referred to these. She unconsciously raised her hand to touch her cheek, thinking: Have I become normal?

Maybe, maybe yes?

The panic when he found out that Xu Jinzhao passed out was not fake, and the euphemistic confession that he was unable to control himself on the small Ferris wheel was not fake, even if the time with Xu Jinzhao was aside... How long has it been since I deliberately showed my emotions play?

Song Jiao asked her in a low voice, "Is there really nothing abnormal about me?"

Omega looked a little unbelievable, and asked cautiously, with his fingertips stuck to half of his cheek, with a confused expression, looking pitiful and cute.

Xu Jinzhao was used to casual physical contact with her, so he resisted the urge to rub Song Jiao's long hair, and smiled and nodded at her.

Song Jiao's eyes gradually lit up, and Xu Jinzhao said softly, "You really should see your current expression with your own eyes, even the best actors can't play you like this."

Hearing what Alpha said, Song Jiao couldn't help but look around, trying to find the mirror.

She remembered that there was a bathroom, subconsciously stood up, and felt that it was inappropriate, so she sat back on the bed.

Song Jiao said, "I believe in you."

Seeing her so happy, Xu Jinzhao suddenly couldn't control her emotions. She wanted to continue smiling, but she couldn't. The cup in her hand was shaking, so she had to put it down.

She wanted to take a deep breath to calm down, but she let out a little whimper. Xu Jinzhao immediately lowered his head in haste, and covered his face with the hand that was not on the drip and whose back was swollen from the needle rolling.

So stupid, so useless, why cry!

Xu Jinzhao scolded herself in her heart, trying to hide her inability to cry, she felt Omega's little hand on her shoulder.

The other party asked helplessly: "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Jinzhao couldn't answer, she was gritting her teeth desperately, not letting her voice and tears overflow from her fingers, she felt guilty, desperate, she hated it.

She had always thought that it was not meaningless to come here, at least it would turn around Song Jiao's life.

But what is this now? It allowed Song Jiao to live a stable and good life for less than two years, and made Song Jiao happy. Song Jiao had to face life and death.

Xu Jinzhao knows very well how much Song Jiao is afraid of parting. Omega has pestered her countless times to promise that they will be together forever, so that she will not leave him.

She didn't consider the possibility that she would be forcibly taken away by force majeure at all, and shortsightedly thought that she would not change her love and concern for Song Jiao, so she rashly agreed again and again in exchange for Song Jiao's peace of mind.

Xu Jinzhao's heart was twisted and colic. How happy they were together before, how sad it is to say goodbye now.

She was going crazy trying to find the will of the damned world that brought her, to fight him, to curse him with the most vicious words she knew, but she couldn't do anything!

She can only hate and rage here, cry sadly, she doesn't even know what she will be like after she leaves, this body just dies——

... Or change back to the previous [Xu Jinzhao]?

The last thought of the possibility made Xu Jinzhao suddenly feel cold all over. After she woke up, her thoughts were always limited to emotions, completely forgetting that she was [Xu Jinzhao] now, and she was the one who occupied the magpie's nest.

This body has long been different from [Xu Jinzhao], but there is no guarantee that it will not change back.

Alpha raised his head, his face was covered with tears, his eyes were flushed, and the tip of his nose was reddened by his palms, his expression was miserable and flustered.

Song Jiao had never seen Xu Jinzhao in such a mess before. It wasn't that the other party had never shed tears before, but he had never cried so badly, and he seemed completely out of control.

Seeing these tearful eyes, Song Jiao didn't know why she broke down, and she had no idea of ​​persuading and comforting her, so she could only wipe Xu Jinzhao's face with a tissue.

She asked, "Why are you crying?"

Omega's voice was extremely panicked, and the movement of wiping Xu Jinzhao's tears was a bit heavy.

Xu Jinzhao grabbed Song Jiao's hand. She wanted to ask for a divorce immediately, but she changed her words.

Xu Jinzhao said to Song Jiao: "You believe me, Jiao Jiao, I don't want to be separated from you, I really don't want to."

She couldn't maintain her composure, and she kept recalling the episodes that abused Song Jiao in the original work, and she was angry and afraid at the thought of the possibility of [Xu Jinzhao] coming back.

Song Jiao also panicked: "I believe you, of course I believe you, but what are you talking about..."

Xu Jinzhao gasped for breath, she no longer shed tears, and stared closely at Omega.

"We have to divorce, yes, and we have to divide the property. I will give you the shares of Wanwutong, and return 5% of the friends. I can keep nothing."

Xu Jinzhao said this quickly, and she would never give [Xu Jinzhao] any chance to harass and interfere with Song Jiao's life.

Song Jiao was stunned, listening to her stupidly.

After Xu Jinzhao arranged all these in one go, Omega suddenly threw her away forcefully. This was the first time Song Jiao broke free while being held by Xu Jinzhao.

"I won't leave!"

Song Jiao yelled at Xu Jinzhao, it was as if a basin of ice water had been poured over her head, which made her whole body cold and shivering uncontrollably.

The worst nightmare came true, and Song Jiao couldn't calmly think about why Alpha did this.

She was still desperately trying to figure out why Xu Jinzhao lost control, but now she was going crazy.

Grievance, panic, countless negative emotions surged up, Song Jiao had been hanging on his heart these days, and now his defenses were completely overwhelmed.

She felt a pain in her heart, never felt such pain before, Song Jiao really wanted to throw something, or yell, but the remaining sliver of reason told her it was useless.

The pain in her heart was still swelling, these emotions had nowhere to vent, and they began to drill upwards, making her throat sore and her eye sockets sore.

Song Jiao cried aloud, her vision blurred for a moment, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

She choked helplessly, thinking that she must be ugly now, but maybe she will divorce her today, so what's the point of being ugly or beautiful?

Xu Jinzhao panicked to see her Omega wife's eye sockets turning red.

Those deer-like drooping eyes were wide open, and tears rolled down in a second, looking like the sky was falling and the earth was falling, and the grief was overwhelming.

The little wife who once claimed to not shed tears asked her in tears.

"What's wrong with me? Why do you want to divorce me?"

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The author has something to say:

Alas, the dog cries and the kitten cries.

Today, if you want to beat me and scold me today, and if you add Jiaojiao tomorrow, it will be scolding for two people.