Wear it until the scum A tortures the heroine

Song Jiao could not listen to such disappointing words.

Instead of talking about these heart-wrenching things, Omega wants to do something meaningful.

She stopped Xu Jinzhao's follow-up frustrated words with a kiss.

No matter what the future is, no matter what the future, Song Jiao just wants to stay in the present forever, stop the river flowing eastward, freeze the evening wind that blows the scarf, so that the moon will never set and the sun will never rise again.

Every moment spent together in these two months can actually be used as the end of eternity, drawing a successful full stop for them.

But the reality is cruel, time goes by bit by bit, fine sand flows down, and the strings in Song Jiao's heart are pulled tighter and tighter, on the verge of breaking.

Song Jiao once had a nightmare, dreaming that one day after she had lost Xu Jinzhao, she was walking around the city like a walking dead.

The gray sunshine made her dizzy, and the sound of car horns made her stomach churn. She saw so many laughing pedestrians all over the street, but none of them belonged to her.

In the dream, her head was swollen, her throat was sore, and she walked through it indifferently, thinking, another bad day.

After waking up, Song Jiao tightly grasped the quilt, resisted the urge to speak out in the dark, and looked sideways at the person next to her pillow.

Although she could only compare light and dark, she could vaguely see the brows of the other party tightened in sleep.

Xu Jinzhao's sleeping face is tinged with melancholy, he doesn't know what he is dreaming about, does he also have no future of his own?

Song Jiao didn't sleep with her eyes closed, nor did she get up, but lay on her side and looked at Xu Jinzhao.

If the other party woke up, it would obviously be a horrifying scene, but she didn't want to close her eyes, and she didn't dare to dream again, she was afraid of going back to the black, white and gray city and continuing that kind of life alone.

The wind from the river blew past the scarf, and Song Jiao stood on tiptoe and went to kiss Alpha like crazy. She wanted to hold her lover in her mouth and swallow her into her stomach, so that no one could take her away.

This is the painful kiss that Xu Jinzhao wanted to do just now, but tried his best to restrain his emotions and didn't give it to him.

The kitten bit the skin of her lips, but Xu Jinzhao didn't even increase the force of his palms on the back of her head, and he didn't respond with a fierce backbite. Instead, he lowered his head so that she wouldn't have to stand on tiptoe so hard. .

Not willing, not willing.

Xu Jinzhao was obsessed with this painful and warm kiss from Omega, and he thought in a daze, he was unwilling to let her hurt too, unwilling to be separated from her.

The indulgence and tenderness from her lover makes Song Jiao sink into the deep sea of ​​sweetness and bitterness.

Her eye sockets were sore and sore, and she was about to cry, but she tried her best not to let the tears fall.

She finally stopped going mad. During intertwined breaths, she kissed the deeply scarred lips bitten by herself, swallowed her sadness and regret, and then tremblingly touched Alpha's cheek. Trembling.

She heard Xu Jinzhao say, "Jiaojiao, don't be afraid."

This is the woman who understands her best and tolerates her the most.

Song Jiao didn't want to be separated from Xu Jinzhao, they still had a month left, but she already felt that life was going to be difficult.

The two stood in the night wind for a long time. Xu Jinzhao pulled up Song Jiao's scarf again and carefully covered it under the tip of his nose before taking back the scarf he had untied to keep out the wind, allowing the floating river surface and the distant road to reappear. appear in view.

Xu Jinzhao wrapped up his scarf, and Song Jiao grabbed hold of him as soon as he put down his hand, and they continued walking along the embankment.

The Cangjiang River grew so long that it seemed that it would never end, Xu Jinzhao vaguely felt that his cheeks were getting cold from the outside, and said softly to Song Jiao, "Let's go back."

The way back always felt longer than when we came here, and it took more time, but when we saw the car parked by the embankment in the distance, it seemed that the ground immediately began to shrink into inches, and it didn't take long to reach the side of the car.

The two of them got into the car to block out the increasingly fierce night wind. A crescent moon hung in the velvet-black night sky. The moon was bright, and there were no stars tonight.

Xu Jinzhao took off his hat, warmed up in the car for a while, and took off his scarf and gloves.

She heard Song Jiao say, "I want you to mark me forever."

Xu Jinzhao was taken aback by these words, and immediately turned to look at her.

Omega hadn't taken off the scarf around her neck, she seemed to be in a daze since she got in the car, holding the woolen hat in her hands, and flicked it unconsciously through the gloves.

Song Jiao also looked at her: "Xu Jinzhao, I—"

In the middle of speaking, Song Jiao stopped, and she saw firm disapproval on Xu Jinzhao's face.

Of course, permanent marks are difficult to wash off with current medical technology.

Once Omega is permanently marked, it will be difficult for the inhibitor to work on her, which means that if Alpha can't give Omega pheromone comfort during the binding fever attack in time, the latter will have to suffer by himself.

Xu Jinzhao knew this, and Song Jiao knew it even more.

But just now she inexplicably wanted an eternal trace that belonged to Xu Jinzhao, so that the other party would leave something for her. She wanted to be a permanent partner with Xu Jinzhao, even if they would be separated from each other in the future and never see each other again.

Song Jiao lowered her eyelashes in Xu Jinzhao's sight, and laughed at herself in a low voice: "I'm probably going crazy."

After saying this, she shook her head again: "Don't mention these."

After a moment of silence, Song Jiao took off her scarf, leaned over to put Alpha's neck on her side, and made a new request: "Kiss me."

This was undoubtedly a request that would be easily satisfied. She had already put her arms around her girlfriend's shoulders, and Xu Jinzhao just needed to get closer.

Xu Jinzhao didn't disappoint her, he bent down and put a warm kiss on Song Jiao's lips.

Outside the window was the dark night and the cold wind. They kept warm under the dim sensor lamps, and hid in a small, quiet world, ignoring all the wind, frost and swords outside, and pretending that this peace had no end.

Xu Jinzhao whispered, "Let's go home."

Song Jiao had already escaped from the previous feeling of melancholy and sadness. She felt that what Yu Lan said was right, the large amount of hormones produced by kissing could overwhelm bad emotions and forget everything.

She cupped Xu Jinchao's cheeks: "I want you to propose to me. I want red roses and a ring."

Her marriage with [Xu Jinzhao] is only a formality, without emotion, and the diamond ring from [Xu Jinzhao] is like an iron ring around Song Jiao's neck, icily locking her freedom.

For a time, Song Jiao only used this marriage to bind Xu Jinzhao to ensure that she would stay by her side.

Now she wants a marriage proposal from Xu Jinzhao, although Omega proposed it on her own initiative, but the rose ring is indispensable.

Xu Jinzhao kissed her palm and agreed, "Yes, I will order it tomorrow, okay?"

"Hurry up." Song Jiao said.

Back to Biwan from the Cangjiang River, the car parked in the garage.

Xu Jinzhao wanted to open the door and get out of the car, but Song Jiao grabbed her wrist. She turned her head and heard the other party say, "We won't go upstairs."

Xu Jinzhao suddenly realized something from the burning eyes of the other party.

Song Jiao was one step ahead of her, and opened the storage box to show the necessary supplies before Xu Jinzhao asked the question: "It's in the car, I put it."

Moreover, it is already 10 o'clock in the evening, and there are no lights in the small villa. The aunt should be asleep and will not come out to check.

Seeing Alpha raising his long eyebrows, his gray amber-like pale pupils reflected a warm light and a mocking smile.

The benefits of lack of shame are evident at this moment, and Song Jiao can even lean forward to tell her what she thinks without changing her face.

"You got me into leather..."

Two years ago, at the beginning of autumn in Juzhou.

Xu Jinzhao sat in the cab. She folded up her windbreaker, and she was wearing a gray-green taffeta dress with shoulders. Her skin glowed beautifully in the dim light of the car.

Alpha leaned over to get the shoe box under the co-pilot. Song Jiao remembered that she put her snow-white palms on the seat, made a slight rubbing sound between her fingers and the leather, and dug deeply into the leather.

Song Jiao thought at the time, Xu Jinzhao and black leather look really good together, if there is a chance, she would like to watch it again.

She usually always gets what she wants.

It was almost midnight when the two went upstairs.

It wasn't until he was lying on the soft bed after taking a shower that Xu Jinzhao said, "I was scared to death just now."

Song Jiaoyi was in her arms, playing with the other's palm, the soft kitten was lazy, and laughed at his girlfriend: "You are too timid."

Xu Jinzhao: "I thought it was Auntie."

Song Jiao pulled the back of her finger to her lips and kissed her. She had her own reasoning: "Auntie will just pretend not to see it when she comes out."

Xu Jinzhao was speechless, she pinched Omega's face with her backhand: "Your skin is so thick, it's terrible."

She didn't use any force, just squeezed it intimately.

Song Jiao took this as a compliment and accepted it calmly, and grabbed her girlfriend's finger again, held it in her palm, and looked up at Xu Jinzhao.

The kitten has innocent and beautiful drooping eyes, and the skin at the end of the eyes is extremely thin. It usually looks like a faint blush, but now it is intensified, and the cool little hands are holding Xu Jinzhao's fingers and rubbing them gently.

She pressed Alpha's fingertips into her lips and kissed her again. Without blinking her eyelashes, she raised her eyes boldly and stared brightly at the past.

Xu Jinzhao was blushing at the sight of his little girlfriend, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but he couldn't do anything, and muttered and criticized: "Oh, why are you so shameless..."

Song Jiao: "You obviously like it very much."

She felt that Xu Jinzhao would definitely like all of this, since she had no strength now, if she really didn't like being kissed by herself, Alpha would have escaped long ago.

Xu Jinzhao: "No."

She said so, but she still didn't forcibly retract her hand, even when the kitten bit her fingertips, she only rolled her eyes to avoid Song Jiao's gaze.

Song Jiao felt that the shy and upright appearance of the big beauty's girlfriend was very cute, so she moved up to the base of the other's ear and kissed her, praising her in a low voice.

Xu Jinzhao asked: "...Really?"

Song Jiao nodded to her, and Xu Jinzhao also leaned into her ear and talked. This conversation was much longer than Song Jiao's.

The two whispered intimately, snuggling under the warm lamp.

Xu Jinzhao slept for a long time during the day, but she has become more and more ill recently, and she is actually not very energetic at the moment, but she is not willing to miss this kind of time.

After a while, Song Jiao emphasized to her: "Don't forget what you promised me. I want roses, your proposal, and a ring."

Xu Jinzhao said softly: "There will be."

It is also bizarre, in the eyes of others they have been married for two years, only Xu Jinzhao and Song Jiao know that the normal love process started two months ago.

Thinking of this, it is inevitable to think about the remaining month and the future...

Song Jiao forced herself to stop her thoughts, she couldn't think anymore, she had to keep the happy mood she had recovered with difficulty.

She deliberately asked in a relaxed tone: "I have wanted to ask for a long time, what letters have you written to your friends?"

This is what Xu Jinzhao told her earlier. Alpha is going to write an email to each friend and send it regularly as a final farewell.

Song Jiao asked casually, without any sentimentality, so Xu Jinzhao also said, "I can't tell you about private emails."

Omega asked again: "Have you also written to me?"

This time Xu Jinzhao paused for two seconds before saying, "I wrote it, the letter I wrote to you is the longest, longer than all the others combined."

Song Jiao said, "I will check when the time comes."

This preoccupied look is not only funny, but also makes Xu Jinzhao feel sad, she said: "I have edited and added many times."

Song Jiao asked, "Did you say you loved me in the letter?"

Xu Jinzhao told her, "I said a lot."

Song Jiao laughed and asked in a low voice, "I want you to tell me now, hurry up."

Xu Jinzhao said to her:

"I love you, I love you... Jiaojiao, I love you so much."

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The author has something to say:

Today is a little shorter. I think this part should be independent and not mixed with the subsequent plot.