kiss your brow

Song Ying parked the car outside the community, put his fingers on the steering wheel, and looked at the dark night.

Chu Ning nodded and thanked, "Thank you for sending me off."

Song Ying: "Your family lives here?"

This neighborhood is older. There is a security guard sitting in a dilapidated pavilion, with a black dog sticking out his tongue beside him. The houses here have been washed away by the rain, and the paint has peeled off one by one, like an abstract painting.

Chu Ning said in a low voice: "I'll go first, be careful on your way back, and be careful."

She unscrewed the door, found that it was not open, and unscrewed it several times. She had been in a bus, but never in a taxi or car, so she hesitated for a moment and didn't know how to open the door.

The corners of Song Ying's mouth slightly curled up, and he pressed the unlock button, with a click, "It can be opened."

Chu Ning opened the door and got out of the car quickly. It was nearly 12 o'clock now, and mosquitoes were densely surrounded in the air at night.

Standing by the window, he said to Song Ying, "Thank you, then, then I'll go back, please drive slowly."

Song Ying smiled slightly, "You're welcome, go back."

The two separated in place.

Chu Ning went up the stairs and opened the door when she got home. The house was still terribly deserted.

She walked to the master bedroom, saw the woman lying down, and said softly: "Mom, I'm back."

Chu's mother sat up slowly after hearing the sound, staring blankly at the front, Chu Ning didn't come back, she was in a state of half-asleep and half-awake, afraid that something might happen to this girl outside.

Mother Chu couldn't see, touched her hand, and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Well, I've eaten." Chu Ning turned on the light, and the bedroom was brightly lit.

"Is it safe to work part-time? Why is it so late every time? I don't worry about you walking around at night with a girl's house."

She went in, sat on the edge of the bed, pulled the thin blanket on her, and the electric fan was blowing beside her.

She stroked her mother's hair, one side was gray, her heart was extremely distressed, and she comforted her: "It's okay, you, don't worry about me, it's still safer to work there. You have to eat well at home, and put the hot rice in the microwave to heat it up , it’s more convenient. Your eyesight is bad, you can’t move around much, if you want to go out to relax, tell me, I’ll accompany you.”

Mother Chu nodded and sighed: "I am only worried about your safety now. No matter how poor your family is, you must be safe and healthy. Hey, if your father was here, you would not have worked so hard. Unfortunately, he left early and lost Give it to our orphans and widows. I don’t want to take this medicine, because my family has no money, and taking it will drag you down.”

Chu Ning pursed her lips, her heart felt sore and uncomfortable, her eyes turned red instantly, she touched her nose and said with a smile: "I will pay my salary right away, I will have money, I can take good care of you, go to sleep Mother."

After comforting her mother, she went back to her room, turned on the old lamp on the table, sat on a chair and took out the test papers.

Chu Ning has always been self-disciplined. She studies when it is time to study, and occasionally relaxes. Her wish is to go to university. After studying, she will have more opportunities to work and work hard to earn money so that her mother can live a good life.

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The morning class passed in the blink of an eye.

There were teenagers and girls coming and going in the cafeteria of No. [-] middle school students. From time to time, they would see a few unusual girls passing by. Their hair was permed and dyed, which attracted the attention of the female students.

Chu Ning finished the meal, and sat next to the back door with the plate, where the cool breeze disperses the heat from her body, making people quite refreshed.

She took off her school uniform, and she was slender and thin. She was white and clean at first glance. She was wearing a simple and plain plaid old shirt, and her long fluffy hair was docilely attached to her chest.

Ding Pengpeng went out to eat today, so she had to eat in the restaurant alone.

"Student Chu, can I sit here?"

Chu Ning looked up.

Holding the dinner plate, Xu Shujiao smiled at her and said hello, "Can I sit here?"

Chu Ning held Zhang Xiuli's face and nodded slowly, "Yes."

Xu Shujiao saw that she looked cute and cute, giving people a feeling of being quite indifferent to world affairs, and she was alienated.

Maybe this girl has the same beautiful and bright eyes as hers, which makes Song Ying feel very kind, so she will come into contact with her.

Xu Shujiao smiled sweetly at her, "You are alone, why didn't Ding Pengpeng come to eat?"

Chu Ning nodded and said politely, "She, they went out to eat."

"Oh, so." Xu Shujiao sat down.

Chu Ning continued to eat quietly, and the men and women in the middle of the road were chatting with each other. There were many couples in the school, and some of them showed their affection in broad daylight, so they didn't take it seriously.

Of course, none of this had anything to do with her, it was just noisy.

"You have a good relationship with Song Ying, right?"

Chu Ning raised her eyes slightly, and stammered: "I, she is my deskmate..."

"Song Ying used to have a deskmate. She fell ill and dropped out of school within a few days. After that, she didn't want to be at the same desk with others. She was always alone until you were assigned to class nine and became a deskmate with her. She didn't drive you away."

Chu Ning was ignorant, swallowed the food in her mouth, recalled and said: "She, she is not such an unreasonable person. Song Ying is very gentle, treats people very well, and does things more prudently."

Xu Shujiao said, "You really see her like this?"

The more Chu Ning listened, the more confused she became. This person mentioned Song Ying because he wanted to know something.She learned from Ding Pengpeng that Song Ying dated her and then broke up with her. These are all Song Ying's affairs, and it's not easy for her to ask.

"You are very similar to me. When I first met Song Ying, I was so innocent."

"No, everyone is unique and will not overlap with others." They were not born to the same parents, how could they resemble each other.She bowed her head to drink the soup.

"Student Chu, I am very happy to be able to talk to you today. Actually, I have always liked Song Ying. She is your deskmate. Can I trouble you?"

"Ok?"

"I want to win back her heart, can you help me?"

Chu Ning thought for a while, then was shocked, "Me?"

Xu Shujiao propped her chin, distressed: "Yeah, I'm not in Class [-], I only have the chance to meet her after class and after school, and you can see her all the time, I don't know how to win back her heart, feelings just need Working hard alone, I know that talking about this will bring you distress, and I don’t know who to turn to for help. In KTV, I can see that Song Ying trusts you and takes care of you.”

Chu Ning didn't say anything, and listened to her quietly.

She will not comment on other people's feelings, every relationship is worthy of respect.

Xu Shujiao said: "Song Ying is gentle to everyone, but she doesn't love someone easily. I still don't want to give up on her. I can't accept others. Can you help me?"

It turned out that he was looking for her as an assist.

Chu Ning doesn't know much about emotional matters. It's easier to say if you love me or not. It seems that the twisted melon is not sweet.Or is it just an emotional transition of youth rebellion.

"I don't know anything about her, you are asking the wrong person."

"How could it be? You are her deskmate. How can you not know about the daily affairs?"

"Same, the same table is not good enough for that kind of relationship, not to mention I have never understood her personality, you have talked to her, you should know her better than me." Chu Ning murmured back a few words, A little dry, talking a lot, she is the least good at emotional aspects, got up and said: "I'm going to get water to drink, why don't you calm down for a while..."

Xu Shujiao held back her anger, tilted her head and said in a bad tone: "We have been calm for three months, and we will wait until the college entrance examination is over?"

"This……"

"Chu Ning, let's make a deal."

"……what?"

Xu Shujiao rolled her eyes, seemed to think of something and said with a smile: "I heard Ding Pengpeng say that you are short of money to go to work in KTV, it seems that you are very short of money. You can be my eyeliner, and help me keep an eye on Song Ying on weekdays. What did she do, who she met, and whether she has a girlfriend around her. Just report these to me, and I will remit you two thousand five a month."

Chu Ning's face turned red and she was in a panic.

How could she do such a thing.

"My cell phone number is 19XXXX, if you figure it out, tell me."

"I……"

"What are you talking about?"

The familiar voice echoed in the eardrums, Chu Ning's eyes widened in fright, her warm breath gently sprayed on her slender and fair neck, and the cold fragrance of white tea lingered in her nostrils.

Song Ying bent down to approach her. When she came back from lunch, she found that Chu Ning was not in the classroom, so she came to the restaurant to have a look.

The sun outside was too poisonous, she was sweating a little while walking all the way, and she frowned uncomfortably.

Chu Ning quickly backed away a few steps, keeping a distance from her, and looked at her with a guilty conscience.

"You, are you ready?"

Song Ying tilted her face, was very close to her, her eyes were dark, her left hand was lightly resting on her shoulder, and she hooked off the unsightly hair, her thin lips curled up, and her voice was low: "Well, you haven't eaten yet. over?"

"Quick, quick."

"I'll get the water first, you sit for a while." Chu Ning's heart was beating wildly, and she immediately ran away holding the water glass.

Now that Song Ying is here, if Xu Shujiao has anything to say, you can tell her.Others cannot participate in emotional matters.

Song Ying frowned, reached out and grabbed her hand from behind, and asked, "What's going on in the panic?"

Xu Shujiao sat on the side and looked at them, a trace of disgust flashed in her eyes.

She even took the initiative to touch Chu Ning.

"I, I'm thirsty." Chu Ning lowered her head in trepidation, her eyes stared at the lid of the water glass nervously, and the back of her white and slender hands was covered with a few fine veins due to excessive tension.

"Go get the water, I'll wait for you in the classroom." Song Ying withdrew her hand, turned and left without looking at Xu Shujiao next to her.

Chu Ning sighed, and didn't care about the love debt owed by Song Ying. There are too many people who like Song Ying. If they are all like Xu Shujiao and want to assist her, she will be too busy.

Chu Ning returned to the classroom and collected the group homework alone.

She is very boring, and she won't be suffocated if she doesn't talk all day long.

I don't understand why Xu Shujiao said those things to her, in order to reconcile with Song Ying as before.

The phone vibrated suddenly.

Chu Ning held a stack of test papers in one hand, and took out her mobile phone from her pocket with the other, and found that the call was from KTV.

She was suspicious for a while, not knowing why she was calling at this time, she put the phone on her ear, and asked softly, "Hi, manager."

"Chu Ning, it's like this. Our KTV is being rectified recently. You don't have to come to work during this period. I will transfer your salary to your card."

Chu Ning was stunned, her heart sank, "Well, thank you very much, manager."

After hanging up the phone, she stared at the phone in a daze, and went back to before liberation again. She lost her part-time job and didn't know what else to do. It was difficult for her to find a job as a minor.

Three flights of stairs.

Xu Shujiao and Song Ying stood on the steps, and they did not speak for a long time.

Song Ying spoke first, "Did you say something to Chu Ning?"

Xu Shujiao raised her eyebrows, "I didn't say anything, I just hope she can take care of you for me."

"I don't need you to worry about my affairs."

The girl's eyes were as deep as poison, but her tone was full of questioning, "Didn't I tell you at school that we broke up peacefully and don't get entangled anymore? Why do you want to find her? Do you think too highly of yourself?"

She froze for a moment, remained silent for a few seconds, and said in disbelief, "You... really let go of our relationship?"

"That relationship just made me clear about my sexual orientation. I told you that if there is any entanglement between us, we don't need to try to date. You forgot how you promised me?"

Xu Shujiao held her hand and said eagerly: "But, I have feelings for you. When you said dating, I was full of joy, thinking that I had walked into your heart. What I want is not to try to date, I want to What I want is to be your girlfriend all the time, to be with you."

"We are not suitable." Song Ying said plainly and concisely.

Xu Shu Jiaoping raised her lips, laughed at herself, her heart became more and more heavy, her eyes were full of bitter coolness, and she said in a hoarse voice: "Do you think that if you get rid of me, you can live in peace, my sincerity can be trampled on by you at will. I Why do I have to like you? It is said that the relationship between two girls is the most fragile, so I can't take it seriously, why do I have to squeeze my head in?" She said, her eyes were moist, and the sadness of her lowered eyebrows became clearer , the thick black eyebrows rippling with a hint of coolness.

"I just looked for her, and I didn't make things difficult for her. I just asked her about you. I hope she can take care of you for me. If you don't believe me, you can ask her." Xu Shujiao turned around, took a deep breath, and continued: "It's my business to like you, indeed you don't have to like me."

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Class Nine was full of voices, and the noise was so loud that the roof could be blown over, the bastard class really lived up to its reputation.

Chu Ning leaned against the wall, hanging her head in frustration, thinking about where to find a part-time job.

"Unhappy?" Standing by the window was a girl in a shirt and trousers. She was pure and beautiful, with a thin smile.

Chu Ning turned her head and saw Song Ying standing by the window, opened her mouth and said, "No."

Song Ying pressed the milk tea in her hand to her face, and she recovered from the surprise with the warmth and stimulation.

"Bringing it to you from the milk tea shop outside."

"Thank you." She caught it flattered and bowed her head in thanks.

The people in the classroom were still making noise, and the remaining few students were usually good students, who didn't like to chew their tongues and did their homework seriously.

Song Ying smiled lowly: "Seeing that you are in a trance, what's going on?"

Chu Ning pursed her lips, "I, I have nothing to do."

"If you accept the notebook, you will also accept it in reverse."

"I..." Chu Ning quickly turned over the paper with guilt, her eyes suddenly stopped when she saw her, her heart skipped a beat, but she didn't say anything.

Should I tell her that I lost my part-time job? Song Ying might feel sorry for her, and would usually help her. If I tell her, what if she is mistaken for a vampire?

Song Ying looked at her in the half-bright light and shadow through a window.

Chu Ning's life is elegant and gentle, so soft that it is fluffy and lacquered, white and clean.

She touched her head, "If you have anything to tell me, don't hold it in your heart."

Chu Ning smiled and nodded, "I know."

I sighed helplessly in my heart.

So confused.

The air conditioner is blowing, and the summer wind is always so hot.

Insects and birds crawled on the trees and chirped happily.

The first class in the afternoon was physics class. The physics teacher was a 30-year-old man, who was concentrating on doing experiments on the stage, fascinated by each one.

Looking at the battle of the physics teacher, [-]% want to create a Martian ball.

Chu Ning stared at the books on the table, propped her chin, and thought hard.

Without money, she can't live. She is surrounded by enemies, and it is still too early to be in her prime.

She is a fish in a rut, and will die in this reality at any time. Although she really wants to have a good friend, but she is poor now, and she is not even qualified to make friends.

She looked at Song Ying's desk sadly. She ran away from this class again. The teacher took it for granted and didn't care about her.

Chu Ning rubbed her temples, lowered her head to turn on the phone, entered a series of numbers, struggled with pain for a long time, and didn't know whether to send that message.

She edited the message she was going to send many times, removed it, edited it again, removed it.

In the end, he was defeated by himself.

She re-edited and sent: Song Ying didn't come to class, and didn't date any girls. Don't worry, nothing major happened.