After going through a lot of things in her heart, Shen Jiaoyue packed up her mood and went to sleep seriously.

Some people say that sleeping can relieve a lot of people's emotions. After a good night's sleep, many things become easier to accept.

Others say that sleeping is a form of escapism.

……

The atmosphere in No. [-] Middle School has been a little tense recently, and the monthly exam is about to begin. This is the first exam of the new school year, and many people are still very concerned about it.

Especially the first and second graders of senior high school, when they go to grades in the future, what they look at is the comprehensive score of each major exam. If they want to enter the key class or even the rocket class, they must treat each exam with a very serious attitude.

The most obvious one should be Xie Weina. On weekdays, when she is in a good mood, she will study very seriously.

Now, she can't wait to move into the book, and she can even find reasons not to go to the gym between classes, just to stay in the classroom and study.

She was in the key class from the first year of high school to the second year of high school, but she didn't want to fall into the ordinary class during the critical period of the third year of high school.

Jiang Lincan couldn't bear it, fearing that she would be fooled by reading, so she went to her seat after class: "Go, go buy an ice cream."

The sun at three o'clock in the afternoon makes people feel suffocated just by looking at it. It is so bright that people can't open their eyes. It is dry and hot, and it is impossible to go out to drive a camel.

Xie Weina was brushing up the practice questions, when she heard this she shook her head: "I don't want to eat."

Jiang Lincan: "...Do you not want to eat or go?"

Xie Weina didn't raise her head: "If you are willing to take it for me, I didn't say anything."

This?

Before Jiang Lincan had time to persuade her, Xie Weina scolded: "Fuck, I didn't notice this condition!"

Jiang Lincan chose to give up.

Glancing at the empty seat next to her, Jiang Lincan scratched his head.

Exams are coming up recently, Jin Ye still hasn't been to school very often, at the end of the day, he sometimes wonders if he has seen her.

Her current state of depression made him feel inappropriate, but Xie Weina said that she couldn't be coaxed well, so she had to let her come out by herself.Also, a lot of restlessness and irritability, most of the time, are self-imposed.

"Will Jinye come to take the exam then?" Jiang Lincan asked.

Xie Weina suddenly put down her pen and looked up at him, "Let's go, let's go buy ice cream."

Jiang Lincan: "???"

Seeing his expression as if he had some serious illness, Xie Weina couldn't help but get angry: "You have been chattering beside me just because you want me to accompany you to buy ice cream, very good, you did it, go quickly, don't pretend gone."

Jiang Lincan was silent, obviously he wanted to take her out for a walk to relax her body, that kind person was obviously him, well, now that Xie Weina said that, she suddenly became like taking her to take her out of her busy schedule. The fairy friend who bought ice cream, the ignorant person turned out to be himself.

/I am a clown/

Xie Weina rummaged in the refrigerator for a while, picked out one of the ice cream she used to eat, and another one of Chi Jinye's usual food.Seeing this, Jiang said, "You don't need to buy so much."

Xie Weina woke up suddenly like a dream, and put the other one back.Youyou sighed, and the two ate ice cream and left the canteen.

Shen Jiaoyue came out of the beverage cabinet next to the ice cream refrigerator, holding a cup of yogurt in her hand, passing by the refrigerator, she looked down, thought for a while, opened it, took out the one that Xie Weina had just put back, and paid the bill.

The classmate who came to buy drinks together saw it and asked strangely: "Qiaoyue, don't you eat ice cream, which is high in calories and sugar?"

Shen Jiaoyue smiled: "It's too hot, I'm hungry."

What happened? Threesome, how did it become two?

……

The monthly exam came as scheduled, and the exam room was set up in the afternoon. Xie Weina put on her schoolbag and planned to go home and continue her review.

When she arrived at the fork in the community, she stopped for a while, and finally turned to the Internet cafe.

Qingche familiarly walked to the place where Chi Jinye usually stayed, but she didn't see her figure. Xie Weina was stunned, and asked the network administrator, who said that Chi Jinye hadn't been to the Internet cafe today.

Xie Wei was a little worried and hurriedly called her.

Called twice but no one picked up, Xie Weina went straight to Chi's house with a blank mind.

When we arrived at the door, we rang the doorbell and knocked desperately. After a while, the door opened, and Chi Jinye poked his head out in a set of pajamas, thinking who the hell was making such a big noise.

Seeing her unexpectedly, Xie Weina was surprised, happy and angry.

First he rushed over and hugged her for a while, and then, while Chi Jinye was at a loss what to do, he pinched the soft flesh around her waist fiercely.

Chi Jinye pinched her hand and screamed.

"What are you doing!"

"I still want to ask you what are you doing!" Xie Weina was more majestic than Chi Jinye: "If you don't answer the phone, don't go back to school, why are you missing!"

Chi Jinye, who can't stand the noise: "..."

"What the hell are you doing?!"

……

It turned out that Chi's mother had been at home all the time. In order to avoid embarrassment, Chi Jinye always went home and went out on time, and ate at home every other day.

Today, Chi's mother finally went on a business trip again, and Chi Jinye was free to occupy the whole house, so he didn't go to the Internet cafe at all, and just stayed at home.

Xie Weina entered Chi Jinye's room, and saw that there was an open exercise book on her desk, she looked at Chi Jinye in disbelief.

Chi Jinye was a little embarrassed, and murmured to explain: "Isn't this thinking about the exam tomorrow, so I planned to hold the Buddha's feet temporarily, who knew it would be so difficult, I was sleepy and fell asleep without knowing it. "

Studying is poisonous, and you will fall asleep as soon as you study.

And the phone was muted, so she didn't receive a call from Xie Weina.

Don't talk about the monthly exams, even the final exams are nothing ordinary to Chi Jinye, she doesn't care at all, even her key classes are entered through the back door.

But it's different now, how to match the bottom one is related to the first place in the school.

The goal she set for herself was not to be among the bottom three in the class in this monthly exam.

Xie Weina was relieved to hear that, and the fear of not being able to find Chi Jinye just now gradually passed away.

What is she thinking, how could someone like Chi Jinye do something stupid, she still has a favorite CP that she hasn't got yet.

"Okay, I'll review at your place tonight, just ask me if you don't know anything." Xie Weina sat down in front of the vanity mirror beside the desk like a merciful Bodhisattva, and took out a book from her schoolbag. Published the book and started my own sprint.

Chi Jinye went to get two cans of drinks, put one in front of her, and then went to study with her.

Ten minutes later, the screen changed to Xie Weina holding a pen and angrily knocking on the table to give a lecture to Chi Jinye.

I just wish that it wasn't the table that I knocked on, but Chi Jinye's head.

Ike Jineki tried his best to keep up with her speed.

A private teacher who doesn't need money should be coaxed first.

commit a sin.

……

The seat information of the exam is arranged according to the results of the final exam of the previous semester. The lower the grade is, the higher the floor will be.

Chi Jinye went up to the top floor and was so tired that her legs and feet were sore. She didn't enter the examination room immediately, but took a look at the scenery outside the corridor.

From here, one can vaguely see the situation of the teaching building over there in the third year of high school, and one can see bustling crowds on the small half of the corridor exposed over there.

The top students will not enter the classroom immediately, and may read a book outside for a while, or share knowledge with each other.

I don't know what Jiaojiao is doing at this time, whether she has already arrived at the examination room and sat obediently, or is like those people who are racing against the clock to watch for a while.

But someone as strong as Jiaojiao should be waiting for the exam in the exam room with confidence.

She hasn't looked for Jiaojiao recently, she hasn't adjusted herself well, and she doesn't have the confidence to look for her.

Didn't you say that if you want to love others, you must love yourself first.

How dare you covet the moon in the sky when you are deeply mired.

The first subject was Chinese, and Chi Jinye seemed to understand everything, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that he didn't understand anything, so he just took the test one subject after another in a daze.

On the night after the exam, Chi Jinye bought a ticket back to his grandma's house in the countryside.

Grandma has always lived in the countryside. She doesn't like city life, but when she was in elementary school, grandma left the country and came to the city to take care of her.

Later, until grandma left, I couldn't go back to the countryside again.The only thing she can do is to bury her grandma back to the countryside with green water and green mountains, so that she will never leave the place she likes.

The old house at home has not been lived in for a long time, and it has been in disrepair for a long time. Chi Jinye glanced at the door, as if he saw the blue color inside.

Stayed overnight in a hotel in town.

The environment of the small hotel is not very good, there are a few cockroaches running around in the corner, and the lights are dim.

The only advantage is probably that the floor is quite high. On the seventh floor, it is already the tallest building nearby, and you can roughly see some scenery of the town.

Chi Jinye bought two dozen beers and drank them by the window until dawn.

In the early morning, facing the dew and the morning light, Chi Jinye bought a fruit basket, picked a handful of sunflowers by the roadside, bought a hoe and a hatchet, and went up the mountain.

Grandma's cemetery is a little down from the top of the mountain. The Feng Shui master said that this place is good, and it won't be too sunny if you sit high and look far.

Because I haven't been here for a long time, the tomb is overgrown with weeds. If it weren't for the sycamore tree next to it, Chi Jinye would not be able to find this place.

First remove the grass in front of him, Chi Jinye put down the flower and fruit basket, and began to cut off the surrounding grass with a knife, and then scraped the remaining roots on the ground with a hoe.

At the beginning, I was not proficient. I could cut the knife into the soil no matter what I did, but I had to work hard to clean it. I couldn't scrape it clean with a hoe. It took Chi Jinyi a long time to get used to it.

When the sun is fierce, the whole person is like being in an airtight oven, and it is difficult to breathe.

Chi Jinye leaned under the plane tree and looked into the distance in a daze.

"Grandma, I miss you a little bit."

"It feels really liberating to die. You don't have to think about anything, and you don't have to worry about those troubles."

"It's just a pity that the person I like will never be seen again."

"It's hard to come to this world for the last time. Although I don't know what the purpose is, I still want to enjoy the present moment, love the people I love, and do what I want to do."

It's just that I get lost occasionally, but more often than not, I will stick to it.

"I also like my parents very much, and I can understand them. I can't imagine that if I give birth to a child... I have to take care of him to grow up, educate him constantly, give him the right direction in life, etc. How difficult."

"Sometimes I feel like I love them very much, but sometimes I feel like I'm cold."

And this feeling, she also got from her parents.

When she is happy, she feels that the person her parents love most in the world is her.When things were bad, she felt that it was completely meaningless for her parents to give birth to her.

Do more.

"By the way, grandma, I also met someone I like... Well, she is also a girl. The meeting and acquaintance with her was really dramatic. At the beginning, I hated a senior sister in school. We..."

……

Facing the setting sun, Chi Jinyi descended the mountain with nothing on his body.

I ate a bowl of noodles casually on the side of the road. Chi Jinye didn't even have the energy to take a shower. She didn't sleep for two days and one night. The tiredness finally won her mind. She took off all her clothes, covered her with the quilt, and fell into a dark sleep. .

I make peace with myself.

Every night, after all, it will wait until dawn.

……

No. [-] middle school is always the fastest to correct papers, and many results will come out on the day after the exam, but Chi Jinye didn't pay attention to it. She just arrived at the school on Monday, and the ranking of the whole school's monthly exam results was placed in front of her. .

Chi Jinye didn't need to deliberately understand, a lot of information just drifted into his ears.

For example, Xie Weina didn't perform very well this time, she only got No. 7 in the class, and suffered a Waterloo in life, while Jiang Lincan got into the top three in the class.

For another example, Shen Jiaoyue performed exceptionally this time and scored a high score of 739, ranking first in the city. Her homeroom teacher heard that she was so happy that she posted ten Moments in a row that night.

Chi Jinye felt that she should be the one who got such a high score in the test, otherwise how could she be so happy.

While rejoicing for Shen Jiaoyue, Chi Jinye also saw the sullen Xie Weina beside her.

Chi Jinye didn't know how to comfort her: "Why don't we go have a barbecue tonight, and get drunk to relieve our worries?"

With Xie Weina's drinking capacity, probably without a bottle, all worries will be gone.

Xie Weina sighed sadly.

The problem she did not do well in the exam this time was in physics. Physics in the second year of high school was not at the same level as that in the first year of high school. She didn't like this subject in the first place, so she swallowed it when she was studying and passed it.

Who can think of it, it will always have to be paid back.

"It's okay. I'll find a physics tutoring class and try to come back. Next time, I will definitely get back my top three throne!" Xie Weina gritted her teeth and clenched her fists.

Chi Jinye was pleased to see: "Seeing that you still have this vigor, I feel relieved."

Xie Weina: "???" Judging by her tone, she is really looking forward to seeing herself slumped, right?Still too lazy to comfort her?

Chi Jinye happily took out his mobile phone, intending to congratulate Shen Jiaoyue.

"You said that if I have dinner with senior sister tonight, will she honor me?"

Seeing Chi Jinye come back to life, Xie Weina was not used to it for a while.

"Maybe not..." Xie Weina pondered.

Chi Jinye, who just finished typing and still hasn't sent the message in the chat, was at a loss: "Why... the monthly exam is over..."

What happened to having dinner with her!She is her brother, and she doesn't even believe that she can do it, so how can she do it?

"I heard that she has been practicing in the school's dance studio at night recently. I don't know if there is some dance exam or something else. Even if she is taking the monthly exam during the day, she still goes to dance practice at night. She is extremely diligent." Thieves Xie Weina Xi Xi said.

Such a person who is single-minded and dual-purpose can still get such amazing results in the exam, maybe this is the difference between people.

Thinking of Xie Weina turning around and squatting on Jiang Lincan's table, he startled him who was reading comics: "What... what's wrong?"

"Do you know what Shen Jiaoyue has been up to recently!" Xie Weina asked viciously.

Jiang Lincan shook his head innocently: "I'm not that capable yet."

He is just acquainted with Shen Jiaoyue, and he is not Shen Jiaoyue's friend, so he can understand all her every move.

Xie Weina was satisfied, and just about to sit down, she glanced at the comic book in his hand: "So how did you get in the top three in the exam when you put it here every day to read comics?"

Beads of Jiang Lin's sweat slid down, and finally, she came to question herself: "Maybe it's because you didn't perform well?"

That's why he gave him an opportunity to snatch her throne.

How can I say that I was thrown to study when I was free at home.

Xie Weina turned around with an arrogant face, and just opened her mouth to Chi Jinye, but Chi Jinye stopped her: "I'm not deaf."

On the surface, he was inquiring about Shen Jiaoyue's situation for her, and secretly interrogated Jiang Lincan and Shen Jiaoyue's relationship, and also expressed his "concern" for Jiang Lincan's ranking in the top three.

Thank you, I have been shown.

Later, Chi Jinye still deleted the information to be sent to Shen Jiaoyue little by little.

After school in the afternoon, Chi Jinye went to the flower shop in front of the school to buy a bunch of platycodon flowers, and then sneaked to the school dance room with the flowers in his arms.

This is the first time she has come to this place. Before, she only knew that her school had a dance studio, but she had never been here.

Along the way, she could occasionally see students in gym uniforms coming and going, and she looked curiously at those holding flowers.

Girls who learn to dance are generally slender, beautiful and temperamental, and the words of boys are also quite attractive. It is not surprising that some people come to confess and give flowers.But people are curious, and sometimes they wonder which classmate has to be given flowers.

Chi Jinye found out that the dance room Shen Jiaoyue was in was the innermost one.

Going to the window, Chi Jinye took a look, and saw Shen Jiaoyue among the five or six girls at a glance.

At this time, she was stretching her legs under the guidance of the teacher.

The girls in a row were all standing on one leg, and the other leg was stuck to the wall in a straight line. Chi Jinye could see that he was clamping his legs tightly.

I didn't witness it with my own eyes, and I didn't feel that the vertical split was so shocking.

One or two girls were wiping tears while pressing their legs, and some were gritting their teeth and persevering. Only Shen Jiaoyue looked relaxed, and her eyes looked up and down boredly, as if it wasn't her own leg that was being pressed.

Chi Jinye looked at it and found it funny again.

It's no wonder she didn't like Shen Jiaoyue before, the contrast with others is so obvious, anyone who likes it must be envious.

During the break, I don't know who saw Chi Jinye outside first, pulled other people to talk, and finally Shen Jiaoyue followed everyone's eyes to see it.

Chi Jinye saw her look over, and waved his hand enthusiastically to greet her. He thought he would meet Shen Jiaoyue's soft gaze, but she just turned his eyes away, with an unhappy expression on his face.

Chi Jinye was stunned all of a sudden, as if his enthusiasm had been extinguished by a bucket of ice water.

Why did she change her face when she saw her, as if she had something dirty in her eyes.

It hurts.

When get out of class was over, everyone who came out looked back at Chi Jinye who was still waiting. Shen Jiaoyue was the last one to leave, and after everyone else had finished, she was still circling in the mirror.

Chi Jinye stood at the door, staring at the floor in a daze, wondering whether he should take off his shoes before going in, and was in a dilemma for a while.

Through the mirror, Shen Jiaoyue saw Chi Jinye, who was holding white and green platycodon flowers, hesitated there, and she stopped slowly.

It was obvious that she was here to find her, so Shen Jiaoyue couldn't pretend to turn a blind eye.

Shen Jiaoyue started to pack her own things, took off her dancing shoes and put them in the cabinet, put them on with a shirt, stuffed everything into her bag, changed her shoes, turned off the lights, and locked the door.

Chi Jinye stood by and watched her movements.

After locking the door, Shen Jiaoyue said expressionlessly: "What's the matter?"

Chi Jinye vaguely felt that she was angry, but she didn't know the reason, so she carefully sent the flowers: "Jiaojiao, you are so good, you did well in the monthly exam this time! Congratulations."

Shen Jiaoyue lowered her eyes to look at the delicate and beautiful flowers in front of her, and her heart was racing for a moment.

When nothing happened, she disappeared without a single message or a word of extraneous words, leaving her alone to ask herself if she did something wrong, and when she finally recovered, she suddenly appeared in front of her with a smile like a flower, holding her favorite flower, Disturb the wall of her heart that she has worked so hard to build.

Why did you come to find yourself at this time?

Does she really like herself?

She has a perverse personality, she should like Shen Jiaoyue who is outstanding in everything and makes everyone envious.

If she didn't get a score of 739 this time, and she wasn't No. 1 in the city, would she withdraw from her world and never come back?

She doesn't like her at all, but she likes the excellent Shen Jiaoyue, she just likes Shen Jiaoyue who can bring her to be looked at with envy by everyone.

She, Shen Jiaoyue, can be the signboard of No. [-] Middle School, and the princess that the Shen family can handle, but she can't be the face of Chi Jinye.

"Thank you for your kindness, but there is no need for flowers." After Shen Jiaoyue finished speaking, she turned around and left.

Chi Jinye didn't understand for a while, and caught up with her holding the flowers: "What's the matter Jiaojiao, don't you like platycodon flowers?"

When choosing flowers, she thought a lot, but in the end she still felt that such small and delicate flowers with a girlish feel were more suitable.

The knuckles of Shen Jiaoyue's hand holding the schoolbag turned white.

Her delicate voice made her upset.

Why bother, why come now.

She is not her pet in captivity. She comes to tease when she is in a good mood, and she just ignores it when she has something to do.

"Jiaojiao, you don't like that I won't buy this next time, don't be angry." Chi Jinye felt aggrieved.

It's been so long, Jiaojiao doesn't know that she misses her.

By the way, long time no see!Is Jiaojiao mad at this?

Just as Chi Jinye wanted to explain why he didn't come to her recently, Shen Jiaoyue in front of her suddenly stopped and turned around: "Don't call me Jiaojiao anymore, you don't deserve it."

Chi Jinye felt pain in his heart, and all the grievances on his face disappeared, leaving only paleness.

"You don't need to worry about my affairs in the future, and I won't like you either. Let's stop here."

Shen Jiaoyue was in a place where Chi Jinye could not see, with her nails sunk deep into her flesh. Only such pain could allow her to finish these words without trembling her voice.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. She will not let such a person appear in her life again and again, affecting her whole mind.

If I'm not worth it, don't give me any expectations.

Afterwards, Shen Jiaoyue turned around and left again.

The beautifully packaged flowers carefully selected in my hand no longer had the strength to hold them steady, and fell to the ground.

Just like Chi Jinye's heart at this moment, he was in a mess.

That's right, how can a person who can't even pass the exam affect a senior who is going to be admitted to the highest school.

作者有话要说:感谢在2021-07-1723:24:21~2021-07-1823:04:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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