It's my turn to cry after the scumbag

The last time Ruan Yubai met Qingling, it wasn't the long rainy day of Lawrence, but the first performance of Qingling's band in Anguo.

It may not be appropriate to say that it was a public performance. After all, there were not enough underground bands at that time, the venue was simple, and only a few people came to the place surrounded by the audience.Compared to her, at this time, the photos of Ruan Yubai's practice room had just become popular, and the debut songs that had already dropped off the charts were recalled to play songs again. It can be said to be the black and red miracle among the six generations of girl groups.

The sudden rise in fame also means countless itineraries.Most likely it was the old days when Qingling spoiled her.Even if he is a trainee, Xianyu can guarantee eight hours of sleep every day. Unfortunately, after his debut, these eight hours have to be divided into three days, which is not counted as the journey. He sleeps by the car window past time.

Compared with the sudden weight loss, the effect of coffee is more obvious in the bruises under her eyelids that cannot be hidden, and the electric poles that she hit when she was walking because of sleepiness.

Although some TV station seniors and hosts will make things a little difficult for newcomers who have just debuted and are not liked by their agencies, but due to the resurgence of Zoo's popularity, these are not too big a problem, and the number of people is constantly increasing Assistants and upgraded dormitories also verified this point.

Ruan Yubai also thought that he could do it, after all, it was no big deal.Even during her menstrual period, she can still wear a sweet smile and jump around in the pouring rain with vigor. Even if her high heels slipped and fell and hurt her knee, she can get up and change rapidly in three seconds. formation.

After all these difficulties have been overcome, there is really nothing wrong with it. After all, Ruan Yubai is not only himself, but also has friends and teammates who support him.

As time passed, Ruan Yubai also gradually forgot Qingling's departure, and those sad and angry feelings were smoothed away by the day-to-day itinerary.She can also smile and give perfect answers to harsh questions from reporters without any personal guidance.

The opportunity that prompted her to change was so small that Ruan Yubai even forgot that morning? Did he sprinkle salt into the coffee as a sugar packet, or squeeze facial cleanser on the toothbrush as toothpaste?

But just when Ruan Yubai was cleaning the cup in frustration and sitting on the sofa with her head empty, she suddenly missed Qing Ling very, very, very much.

This is really an unbelievable thing. In fact, not long after Qingling left, Ruan Yubai guessed the truth from Nanzhudi's exasperated tone. Ask Qingling to choose one of the two paths.

Either let Ruan Yu leave in vain, or the two of them break the agreement and leave together.Unexpectedly, however, Qingling chose the third path that Nan Zhudi never thought of.

When she slipped her mouth, Nan Zhudi originally looked depressed, thinking that the girl who was stunned in front of her would just give up the agreement, but in fact? Ruan Yubai just nodded slightly, then turned and left the office, and helped the fool Nan Zhudi closed the door politely.

What is the truth of the matter? In fact, it is not important anymore? The only clear thing is that Qing Ling did abandon her on her own initiative and broke the agreement that the two of them had made.

Yes, even at this moment, Ruan Yubai didn't have any intention of seeing the betrayer again.But on this unremarkable morning, when she drank half a bottle of mineral water in one go to get rid of the bad smell in her mouth, she suddenly began to miss Qingling uncontrollably.

When the tears rolled down on the carpet in the third class, Ruan Yubai made a decision that looked insane in the future, and she suddenly gave up all the previous paranoid thoughts.After finishing the itinerary for the day, Ruan Yubai quietly booked the air ticket for that night without telling anyone, and went to the airport alone.

Later, countless don't worry about Zoo, but it doesn't mean that they fell in love with this group that they were scolded as savages before.But no matter what big or small black material there is in the group, Ruan Yubai will stand up immediately to express support. Such a group spirit and sense of responsibility are indeed difficult for many groups to achieve.

So no one will know that this so-called "Ace who carries the messy beam" once wanted? Nothing? Ignoring all the responsibilities that should have been borne, and just wanted to be a selfish deserter .

This is naturally extremely irresponsible, especially when there is a group Zoo schedule the next morning, but at that time, this young man, who had just grown up, seemed to be bewitched, he didn't care about anything, and only focused on it. Want to meet? A girl who will hug her gently.

When the first drum set was played, even the lead singer with the microphone didn't realize that the girl in the last row wearing a black peaked cap and sitting in the shadow was actually Ruan Yubai.

But Ruan Yubai, who was sitting in the backlight, didn't care. She just looked fixedly at the beautiful lead singer on the stage, who had lost a lot of weight, planning in her heart to run backstage when the first song was over Whether it's acting like a baby or forcing her, let her elope with her to a lonely planet where no one can find her.

Ruan Yubai doesn't want anything anymore, she only wants Qingling.

Maybe it’s because Xianyu’s appearance is too deceptive? Many people seem to have forgotten that Ruan Yubai used to be a very stubborn person. When he realized that he wanted to be friends with his envious senior, he gave up his lunch money and ran to Newsstands ten kilometers away buy magazines with very few issues, just to cut out a short interview in the middle of the last page.If you want to "present the perfect" idol drama in front of the other party, you can abandon Lei Da's unshakable habit of reading novels for many years, and you just want to present the most perfect stage play.

So at this moment, also for Qing Ling, Ruan Yubai can also give up the goal that he has struggled for for many years, and just wants to come and see her.

Exactly as Yan Lan once commented: "Ruan Yubai is not a love brain, she is an out-and-out lunatic."

The lights played on the simple stage are colorful and lively, but in fact they are always a bit cheap. The quality of the microphone is poor, and there are intermittent rustling sounds from time to time, but this does not hinder the audience under the stage. Moved by the atmosphere on the stage, he waved his arms and hummed softly.

The audience in the front row burst into tears for some unknown reason. She raised her mobile phone and couldn't believe what kind of bleak time the talented lead singer in front of her had endured. Only when she had the chance to stand in front of them, she asked in a hoarse voice: "Qing, what has supported you to persevere until now?"

The emotions of the people around her were also affected by her, and they all turned their eyes to the face of this foreigner with black hair and red lips, and loudly supported her.

This? It was a very touching scene.

But only Ruan Yubai didn't. At the moment the song ended, she had lowered the brim of her hat, and had already figured out how to rush over in the shortest distance.

She had already taken her first leg abruptly, and the people around her complained unhappily, while on the stage? The girl who was spitting out mist because of the cold held the microphone with constant noise and smiled.

It might be because of the cold weather. When Qing Ling spoke Anguo language, her voice was colder and harder, but Ruan Yubai only felt gentle at that moment.

"I didn't have a dream at first, but someone once said that she envied me, so I want to really become an admirable existence in her eyes."

I don't know who is asking: "Is she your lover?"

In the breath-holding silence, Qing Ling's expression remained unchanged, and she said softly, "Yes."

Amidst the huge booing and cheering, crimson and white were intertwined and cast on her beautiful profile face, and the cheap lighting also turned into expensive rose pink.

Just when he smelled the faint freesia that no one noticed, Ruan Yubai burst into tears inexplicably.

Ruan Yubai hates herself, she hates her stubborn temper without reason, and she hates herself for throwing everything away and running to Anguo to do whatever she wants, but what she hates the most is this moment?

Even at night? For a second, even if she has already held Qingling's hand while running in an empty street? No matter how regretful she is, even if she raises her arm and answers loudly "I'm here" That's fine too.

No matter how naive and ignorant you are, it's far better than her lowering the brim of her hat and rebooking her return ticket. Even her roommates in the same dormitory didn't notice the time difference of her traveling 24 hours a night. It's far better than this. I can't tell the real night when I can only sit quietly in a lonely corner.

Ruan Yubai looked at the endless dark gray night sky, under the transparent partition cover was the noisy night sound that would never be silenced.

At this moment in another country? At this moment, what is she thinking about?

Therefore, Ruan Yubai would not know that after she went back, she devoted herself to Zoo's itinerary. Even if Lin Yi's incident happened, she could only keep her head depressed and continue to drag the team that had just improved? Thoughts? She is not the only one.

On the show, when she vomited blood due to overwork, Ruan Yubai also found it funny that her first thought before she fainted was not to cry out for pain, but to calculate how to make up for the missing shots. Up? Can the follow-up game design link be re-shot later.

In the ward at night, when she learned that Ruan Yubai was going to visit the program team to discuss reshoots as soon as she woke up, even Lin Yi, who had the gentlest personality, frowned and said unceremoniously Pushing the girl who had opened the door of the ward back to the bed, "Do you still want your body?"

Ruan Yubai, who was wearing a striped hospital gown, was pale, but she still blinked playfully: "It's okay, I'm still young, you just treat it as me exchanging my youth for future pensions, and nothing will happen."

Lin Yi sighed, and said earnestly: "Baibai, I know you still can't let go of that senior Qingling, and even want to? Use work to numb yourself, but how can you pay for it by torturing your body? Even if she knows , I’m afraid you won’t be happy either.”

"No." Ruan Yubai's weak voice could not be relieved by taking glucose because he hadn't eaten for a long time, "It's not because of her."

"Besides, why would I torture myself? She is the one who is sorry for me."

Lin Yi was helpless, knowing that she couldn't stand her, so she had to change the subject, and put the bento box in her hand on the detachable table on the hospital bed, "I can't say no to you, but I always need something to eat. Speaking of which, there is another fun thing about bento, I didn’t come up by the elevator just now, there was another person on the ride with me…”

After swallowing a whole bowl of yam porridge with red bean granules in several mouthfuls, Ruan Yubai gave Lin Yi a thumbs-up while scanning strategically with his eyes, thinking whether to eat salty bean curd or apple puree pills next bite.

Mouth stuffed full, like a hamster storing food in winter, Ruan Yubai couldn't hear the following, and asked her curiously: "Who else?"

There is a rumor in Lawles that everyone tacitly agrees that if you want to pursue salted fish, you need to conquer the stomach of salted fish in advance.As early as the first day after airborne to the regiment Zoo, Lin Yi silently planned to attack the salted fish of the same team.

Naturally, Lin Yi didn't know that Ruan Yubai was emotionally hurt at the time, but she thought this was the best time to attack, needless to say, she also put her mind on food ?, I think I want to? It should be a piece of cake to attack the stomach of foodie salted fish.

But even Lin Yi didn't expect that Ruan Yubai, who seemed to love food, was picky. This doesn't mean that the latter only drinks dew and eats flower petals. It's just that Lin Yi has never seen her happy face looking at the food with shining eyes.

At that time, Lin Yi thought that the rumors about Laurels were unreliable. It was a false proposition that Ace, who debuted in the group, loved food, until she handed over a piece of earthworm that she forgot where she bought it. fudge.

This? It was also the first time she saw Ruan Yubai's eyes wide open happily, as if he had eaten the black skin of catnip, the slightly curved sweet? Almond eyes were finally not because of politeness, but because of genuine happiness.

It's a pity that since then, Lin Yi has never seen Ruan Yubai's lips curled up out of joy.

This bento is the second time since the last earthworm gummy.

In fact, this bento was not made by Lin Yi himself, but by another girl who came up the same elevator at the same time.

When she saw that she was going to the only lighted ward on the first floor, the girl in the mask who had been silent at first stopped her abruptly, and handed her the bento she had been carrying all the time, the white skin outside her finger bones Red marks due to the weight of the bento.

It's very strange, but Lin Yi is the only person whose voice can be described as quiet. The other person's eyes are dark and silent, and he can't hear any emotions. He just asks himself to bring the lunch box in.

"She probably wouldn't want to see me." The stranger with beautiful eyes withdrew his hand and said no more, just said "Thank you" silently before leaving.

Lin Yi couldn't help but think, this is indeed a bit of a weird person, although it's not a perverted black fan who deliberately sent garbage bentos, but she couldn't imagine how there would be someone who would provoke Ruan Yubai to refuse to meet him.

It won't be an old lover.

Thinking of this, Lin Yi couldn't help laughing, just about to share this joke with Ruan Yubai, when she saw the wet eyes of the girl she admired, she paused, swallowed what she wanted to say, Enchantedly said: "There is no one, as long as you like it, I will do it for you next time."

Ruan Yubai smiled, and his lips turned a little bloody: "No need to be so troublesome."

That person should go away, if that tall girl hears that she has taken the credit for taking the box lunch, I'm afraid she can't help but expose it.

"No trouble."

Lin Yi's heart was beating like thunder, and she didn't know why she could be so cheeky, and she could still say gently, "Didn't you like the food cooked by Senior Qingling very much before? I can cook it too, even better than her." .”

"She's not good." Dazed for a moment, Ruan Yubai shook her head lightly, pointing out her crimes with her fingers, "Betrayal, vicious and bastard, and always like to think that silently giving for others is a good thing, in fact, the whole person Stupid."

In the blink of an eye, Lin Yi saw the night walker walking alone outside the window, and suddenly realized who this person Ruan Yubai didn't even want to see.

Obviously the answer is already written in front of you, isn't it?

Lips opened and closed, Lin Yi turned her head to look at the hospital bed in a daze. A weak and quiet girl, listening to her smile with those delicate pink lips: "But I don't dislike Qingling."

This? A kind of innocence that borders on cruelty.

Lin Yi was belatedly aware of this, and finally realized this point. In the past, she only thought that she had lost to time. If Lin Yi had been the one who accompanied Ruan Yubai when she grew up, she would not have fallen into such a passive situation.

But actually, no.

Ruan Yubai is not a harmless girl like her appearance. There is a kind of willful stubbornness hidden in her personality. It would be more appropriate to say that she is cruel, but she is good at covering up this kind of hiddenness with an innocent and sweet appearance. Unhealthy substance in the depths.

Suddenly, Lin Yi thought of the gentle voice of the other party who declined when she confessed.

"Sister Lin Yi, you are fine." At that time, Ruan Yubai's eyes were red and swollen, not because of allergies to catkins, but because he missed the delicious and crispy tomatoes that he couldn't eat, but it looked like this? Care in the palm of your hand.

It was such a harmless and lovely girl who smiled and shook her head at her, as if pitifully predicting her future life at this moment.

"I just don't like you."

Lin Yi wanted to laugh out loud because of the absurdity, and wanted to bury this late night because of her embarrassment. It was also at this moment that she realized that Ruan Yubai was not just still trapped She couldn't get out of the previous emotional trauma, but she was witnessing herself sinking endlessly, and she refused to be rescued, and she never tired of it.

How could there be such a weird person in this world?

And why, such weird two people still love each other, and refuse to see each other knowing each other's difficulties??

Lin Yi couldn't figure out this absurd proposition for the rest of her life, but at the moment when she was about to give up out of self-deprecation, she stretched out her hand and closed the curtain clumsily, cutting off all possibility of the two meeting each other tonight sex?.

The gentle night wind blows gently through the glass window. If Ruan Yubai can look down at this moment, he will be able to know the thoughts of the silent girl downstairs without looking at each other. After all, this is exactly the same as the sleepless night in the band.

In the same way, it can be proved that if Qingling at that time could hold the microphone one second later, she would definitely think clearly about the desire in the heart of the girl looking at her with complicated eyes. ? One hundred overlapping.

God, if you exist in this world, can you suspend this night forever, so that tomorrow's sun will never rise instead of set.

...but they didn't.