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So Xu Yang may have gone on strike at the time, and he agreed.

Guan He suddenly felt an unspeakable sadness in his heart, Xu Yang is still alone now.

Although I don't know what happened behind, but I feel lonely for no reason.

During that time, Zhao Lintao lived an unusually fulfilling life, enjoyed it, and felt very happy.Even in the general environment, people's lives are not good, but Zhao Lintao is spiritually satisfied, so nothing else matters.

He is not a big talent, but a serious scholar, with aspirations for success, in this withered and dilapidated environment, he becomes stronger. After all, the country is in crisis, and after all, he is young and energetic.But after a few quarrels with his family, he calmed down, and no longer forced to go to the frontline military doctor, and opened a medical clinic peacefully, becoming a doctor.

Of course, An'an is on the surface, but secretly he is still doing some underground work.

There is a steady stream of patients as always. There is a large hospital in the city, but there are some poor families nearby who cannot go there. During the war years, many people lost their homes in an instant, and many of them just waited for the wounds to fester and bleed dry. died.Zhao Lintao made a decision very early on to minimize the cost of the hospital, and if he had money, he would give money, and if he had no money, he would not die.When the country is in crisis, many people will be in despair, many people will live on their last breath, and some people are not only eager to be wise and protect themselves.

Zhao Lintao didn't take his life too seriously, he just wanted to live a worthy life.

When Guan He was studying history, he heard many stories of martyrs who sacrificed themselves for others. It was actually hard for him to imagine their courage and determination.But now that he is on the scene, he feels that if he is useful, he can save some lives and extend some lives. .

Xu Yang is sometimes very busy, and sometimes disappears for ten days and a half months, but he will come back occasionally to stay. Zhao Lintao is always looking forward to the few days when he is free, so no matter how busy he is, he will not be decadent, like a spirit Like the pillars, suck a tube for ten days and a half months, and then suck again.This relationship is enjoyed by both of them.

Once, Zhao Lintao also asked Xu Yang: "You have those mysterious abilities, is there a way to stop the war?"

"I have no right to change the secrets of history. It happens naturally, so I can't hinder it."

"why?"

"I was supposed to oversee the normal operation of the cycle of life and death. Can I violate the rules myself?" Xu Yang explained a few words seriously, "I only care about your life and death, I don't care about other people, and I can't control them."

Zhao Lintao smiled, a little sadly: "Why, is it not a violation of the rules to care about me?"

Xu Yang patted his head, and by the way licked his hair a few times: "I just guarantee that you will behave according to the fate, and you will not die accidentally."

Zhao Lintao restrained his smile and became quiet.But Guan He heard him thinking in his heart: Then when I met you, did I not follow the fate?

Zhao Lintao had known for a long time that this person could see the fate of others, and Xu Yang joked again, asking if he should take a look and tell him, but Zhao Lintao thought about it and refused.

He didn't know if Xu Yang had read it, maybe he knew it a long time ago, so he knew how long he could get the company at most, and when he had to lose it, he was more calm.Although Zhao Lintao didn't want to know, but when that day came, he should still have a premonition very early.

Not to mention whether Zhao Lintao will get bored one day and break his promise to leave Xu Yang voluntarily, anyway, in Guan He's opinion, the possibility of this is very small.Maybe the two of them get along as cold as water, but Guan He can hear the firmness and enthusiasm in Zhao Lintao's heart.

But what was far from his wish was that that day came so suddenly.

Xu Yang took care of a group of people who used witchcraft to control ghosts. I don't know what these people were dreaming of commanding Yin soldiers. Although it was difficult, Xu Yang dealt with it.After packing up, it was time to go back.Xu Yang was in a good mood at first, and even went to buy some pastries from the only surviving stall on the street.

Then, he suddenly felt something, turned around and ran away without waiting for the boss to give the change.

He felt that the talisman he set on Zhao Lintao was broken.

That talisman can ensure that most ghosts and evil spirits cannot hurt Zhao Lintao.But the tao talisman was broken just now, which means that the evil spirit that came was very strong, enough for Xu Yang to work hard to seal it.

But how did such a dangerous evil spirit escape from the underworld?Xu Yang's mind went blank for a while, the bad premonition was too strong, and he felt very present in his heart.There was only the distance left across the street, Xu Yang punched through the wall, and it was a coincidence.

He saw an ugly wraith emerge from the body of a withered old man, and in its rotting hand pulled out a heart.

Then crushed, a blood mist burst out.The white soul in that body quickly dissipated, as if it had never existed before.

Xu Yang might have gone crazy at that time, and his face maintained a blank expression by inertia, but the murderous intent in his eyes had been released quickly, and for a while, the ghost stopped moving.

Li Gui's face twisted, and he smiled mischievously, with malice.

It didn't laugh a second time.

Xu Yang grabbed Li Gui's neck and exerted all his strength, as if he would be sorry for his anger if he kept it for a moment longer.This evil spirit has some skills, and it takes a while to clean it.

"Hey, is this still that unreasonable adult? Haha, why are you crying? I saw it. I die without regret hahaha..."

Xu Yang continued to increase his strength.

"Do you know what you did, how did it make me feel? You should know by now!" Li Gui smiled sternly and disappeared into nothingness.

Xu Yang let go of his hand, and the rapid panting was very obvious in the silence.He paused for a while, as if mustering up his courage, before moving to Zhao Lintao's side.

Guan He escaped when Zhao Lintao's soul was destroyed, so he was suspended in mid-air and witnessed the whole process.

He watched Xu Yang sitting next to the corpse, motionless as if he had lost all vitality.He saw that the wound he had torn from the fight with the ghost just now was bleeding gurglingly, and he couldn't help frowning.The blood flow dwindles over time and then almost freezes.

He can't talk about feeling anything, maybe in his current state, he only has his brain and his heart has been left behind.And the brain doesn't think anymore.He could only float in the air, changing his perspective at will, but he couldn't touch the people below.

After a long while, Xu Yang stood up with support.A bright brilliance surged between his fingers, dazzlingly bright.Then he saw that in the space, many things changed.He watched Zhao Lintao's soul condense out again, with his eyes tightly closed, being carefully put into the repaired body by Xu Yang.Then Guanghua gradually dimmed, blood dripped from the corner of Xu Yang's mouth, and flowed down his chin, and more and more, his face became paler and paler, but his expression was a calm sadness, even with a desolate smile meaning.

Forcibly reversing life and death, modifying fate, the punishment is quite heavy.

Then, a suction force sucked Guan He back, so he entered Zhao Lintao's body again, feeling his senses.But that desolate smile filled his heart like ice balls, no matter what it hurts.

The ghost took advantage of the old man's body and didn't cause much movement. After Zhao Lintao woke up, he seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep and forgot everything.

Therefore, his life, no matter whether it is smooth or poor, will be extremely normal in the future. Birth, old age, sickness and death, he will walk through this life peacefully according to his fate.I became a family, had children, fulfilled my wish, and lived a worthy life.

But Guan He remembered.I don't know why, watching Zhao Lintao live his life like watching a movie, I was touched by something in my heart, and for no reason, when his soul drifted to the underworld, the eye sockets were a little dry after knowing it.

He saw Xu Yang put another talisman on Zhao Lintao's body, it was almost engraved in his soul, and it floated with his soul.He vaguely felt something.

He drifted away with his soul, entered reincarnation, and then saw a newborn being born, saw the familiar hospital, and saw his mother's tired face.

Then, his vision blurred.Lost consciousness in the dark.

He opened his eyes, feeling that his eyelids were heavier than ever.He heard someone talking next to him, but couldn't hear clearly.

"Old Five, I just reported to the police. The police are coming soon, so there will be nothing wrong here. Go find the remaining talismans and curses, and clean them up."

The fifth child blinked his shiny cat eyes, and asked the question he wanted to ask the most: "Boss, what about the one behind you who wakes up?"

Xu Yang suddenly turned around and took a look at Guan He, and then yelled away the fifth child.

Guan He blinked, wiped away the remaining tears, felt that the other party looked at him very strangely, as if he was struggling with something, and finally failed to ask.

As if giving up on something, Xu Yang stretched out his hand to Guan He, and the white light in the palm of his hand was shining brightly.

Guan He realized something, immediately jumped up and backed up, "Wait a minute, don't touch me!"

Xu Yang was stunned for a moment, feeling that the scene was weird no matter how you looked at it, as if he was being forced into prostitution.

"Don't erase my memory again, you should at least respect my human rights."

Xu Yang didn't let go, sighed, and asked: "What did you see? Those are my responsibility, don't make trouble, come here, it will be fine soon."

"I refuse, I don't regret it, you can't delete my memory!" Guan He felt like a struggling little ant, so he shouted with some grief.

"Look, is there any good result? You will be hurt if you have a relationship with me. At first, I thought I could protect you," Xu Yang sighed again, thinking that there would be no more sadness, and it was still surging. At the end, "But, it seems that I can't do it, and I can't let you live your life smoothly according to your destiny, so," he seemed to be stuck, and took a deep breath: "Look at this, it's good for everyone. OK, isn't it?"

After finishing speaking, he looked up at Guan He, and hooked the corners of his mouth.

Guan He didn't know whether he was more sad or angry now. After a long time, he managed to say a word: "Are you still alone now?"

"..."

"I'm still willing." Guan He said, with a choked voice at the end.

"..."

The siren sounded outside the window, Xu Yang stood up as if evading, avoiding Guan He's somewhat menacing gaze, and went out to negotiate.

At night, a crescent moon is hazy in the black clouds, and the sky is a bit dark, making the street lights extraordinarily bright.

Guan He followed Xu Yang to the police station, Xu Yang finished explaining about the nagging cult gang, and walked out, the two of them and a cat walked on the empty, deserted street.

Xu Yang walked in front, the fifth child was half a step behind, and Guan He followed closely behind.

Finally, Xu Yang stopped under the "Corner Opportunity" sign and turned to look at Guan He.

Guan He stared at him intently, the night breeze was a bit chilly, but Guan He's heart was so blocked that he didn't feel it anymore.

Xu Yang didn't know what he thought of, and he sneered sadly, but he also looked extraordinarily gentle.

In the bleak autumn wind, Guan He stepped forward and hugged him.

About one day later, Guan He brought his younger sister to play, and while Guan Jiayu was teasing the cat, he asked the question he had been wanting to ask for a long time.It was the day he thought he was going to lose his good words.

"Did you keep looking at me that night?"

"Yes, it's just that I can see you, but you can't see me."

"Don't you think it's unfair? If you miss me, you can visit me freely; but when I miss you, I can only wait for you to appear in front of me."

"Besides, I should have been stronger than my age should have that day. You should believe that I can overcome sadness by myself."

"...I saw you were crying badly."

"how come?"

"Sometimes, people's overly intense emotions will be reflected in the soul..."

"...I see your soul crying."

Xu Yang thought: I never believed that you would be overwhelmed by grief and setbacks, but when I saw you cry, my heart ached.So, that's my cowardice.

He couldn't help laughing, Guan He gave him a strange look, clicked his tongue, and took a sip of cold water.

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Fifth child: Blind, blind.