solo traveler

Xu Yang leaned against the railing of the balcony, watching the night downstairs.

This city is a bit old, and there is an atmosphere of the times everywhere.The streets here are paved with filthy stone bricks that can no longer be washed away, and the streetlights that have accumulated dust for a long time are dimly lit, and one of them is flickering lingeringly.

Downstairs, the restaurants are almost closed, and now the barbecue stalls are active, and Uncle Zhang's hot pot restaurant seems to never close. The tables and chairs are placed outside the store, and beer bottles are piled on the side.

In this area, people's lives don't have any high-end tricks. Some people just work to support their families during the day and liven up in groups at night.This also seems to be at ease.The life in the small streets and alleys is always so simple, whether it is happy or sad, it can always be lived for a lifetime.

These years, Xu Yang always likes to stay in these secluded corners of the city.Open a dilapidated shop, no business, and happy to be idle.This pleasure is already cultivated very early.It was never easy for him to go to the center with dim lights and heavy traffic, and spend a day nestling in the small streets and alleys, living a life like an old man's.

Every era has its fashion, as well as its unique glitz and romance.

If you follow the trend after every update, there will always be times when you will be bored and tired.The so-called out of touch with the times means that a group of people are tired and unable to catch up.

Xu Yang is actually not out of touch with the times, he is now more willing to accept these rapid replacements.This is beneficial to his work, and he can communicate conveniently and effectively with those ghosts who can't think about it, and talk nonsense with ghosts who don't make sense.

Once, Xu Yang wanted to deal with a ghost. The ghost brother was a decent person before he was alive, but he was fooled by a telecommunication fraud, all things were empty, and it was useless to call the police, so he did a free fall from the rooftop to end it.But after he died, he entangled that liar, and when he couldn't meet him, he used Kazilan's big eyes to curse him viciously and sadly every day.Xu Yang talked to him about the truth for a long time, and it was useless to talk to him like this, but this ghost refused to listen to him, cried and screamed, and had no other skills, except that his skin was very thick, so it was difficult to be killed.

So, Xu Yang used some tricks to help Brother Gui transfer the money that the scammer defrauded him to his son, so Brother Gui floated away to reincarnate by himself, and the settlement was very peaceful.

The fifth child had enough to eat and drink, and had nothing to do at leisure.

So it went to the balcony and swayed blindly in front of Xu Yang.

People who think about life on their balconies ignore it.

The cat is bored.So it's going to start doing things.

"I said, boss, why do you have so many emotions about life today? It's been almost two hours since you've been blowing on the air, are you still awake?"

Xu Yang glanced at it, and the cat shrank its neck.

This cat hasn't been with Xu Yang for many years, so he doesn't know much gossip.This cat has been reincarnated seven times and 49 times, each life as a cat, with the memory of the previous life, now reincarnated and practiced tired, so he seeks refuge with the boss next to him, waiting for a chance to transcend the mundane world.

The fifth child got along quite happily with the new owner, but occasionally he was full of awe.

Xu Yang actually thinks that this cat has no future, with a lowly appearance and a curiosity about everything, it is estimated that there is no hope of ascension.So as a long-term errand runner, I agreed to it.

The fifth child now squeezed his cat face into a disdainful expression, looking at him with disdain at the stupid man he was having trouble with.

Xu Yang looked down at the cat squatting on the ground, endured it for a while, couldn't hold it back, and squatted down in front of it.

"I advise you to stop being curious about these trivial matters and take care of yourself, or I will send you to reincarnation with my own hands." Xu Yang said the first half of the sentence earnestly, but the second half of the sentence changed sharply, and the old five cents exploded, feeling that the autumn wind was very cold People, have got into its fur.

The fifth child raised his ass and left, secretly slandering that the old man was lonely for no reason. He said that he didn't care if he didn't listen or watch, but didn't he interfere in the end?Did the hands move by themselves?

As for how to intervene, Lao Wu is full of ridicule when talking about it.

Sister Guan He got sick when she was five years old.

Guan He was sixteen that year, when he was young and full of vigor. He looked at his sister like a small tender flower that was not very strong at all, and began to wither uncontrollably before it bloomed brilliantly.If we say that in the past, my younger sister who was often sick would wilt from time to time, but it is not like now. She can clearly feel the passage of her life, as if she is constantly being sucked away.

The young boy didn't dare to show a little sadness and despair to the little girl in the intensive care unit, but he couldn't help but turn his back on the way out and his eyes were red.At that time, he was 16 years old, and he had never experienced the death of a close relative, and he had never felt that the passing of life is so simple and unstoppable.No matter how strong his desire is in his heart, the reality will not go his way at all.

Guan He couldn't believe it.From the moment the medical certificate came out, he felt unreal, unable to believe that such bad luck happened to his lovely sister.He always felt that his younger sister had survived so many illnesses since she was a child, and although it was serious this time, it would always be bright.

Only when life is over will all illusions and unreality be shattered.

I have to accept the bloody reality and the loss that has been fixed for a long time.

At that time, Xu Yang watched coldly, but still couldn't hold back his strike.

He thought perfectly at first, and after that person passed away, he didn't care anymore, he lived as he liked, whether it was safe and smooth, or his fate was bad, and there would be no more entanglements in the future.But he still couldn't hold back and went to find his reincarnation.

Then he thought, he would sneak a few glances occasionally and never intervene, but just when he was worried that he would not be able to bear to watch him follow the laws of nature in a way that was unacceptable to him, and when he came to the end, he found that He overestimates himself.

Xu Yang couldn't even see that young man being sad, resentful at his own incompetence, filled with resentment for this skinny reality, and heartbroken for the loss of a loved one.He still has no way to accept this information, he is trying to avoid it as much as possible.

Young people of this age should be full of enthusiasm, believing that they can touch the highest sky, and that their future has no limits.

In the middle of the night that night, the Guan family was informed that the patient was critically ill, and his parents chose surgical rescue with a very low chance of survival. Guan He woke up suddenly, and stood guard in front of the operating room with his parents.

Xu Yang watched the boy tremble uncontrollably because of tension and grief, but he didn't seek comfort from his parents who were equally helpless, and just sat alone on the side, pursing his lips.

Xu Yang watched indifferently, he knew the girl's fate.

Then, he sighed.

In the cold operating room, the doctor looked at the gradually weakening heartbeat and felt that he could give up.

The doctor stopped moving, silently watching a life go away.

They were so familiar with the rapidly decreasing number that they became numb.

That number slowly ground to a halt.

began to increase gradually.

That day, Lao Wu was woken up by the sound of the door opening, which interrupted a good dream.

Then he heard a series of footsteps, but he felt that the footsteps were a little different from usual. Although they were deliberately covered up, they still showed a little vanity.

The fifth child was not surprised.

"Tsk tsk, a duplicity man." Lao Wu thought silently in his heart.It's just that at this time he didn't babble like before, even if that person was injured, it would still allow him to quickly start his miserable life.

Sooner or later, Guan He will face life and death one day, and will know that he is no different from other sentient beings, they are all as small as a mayfly, Xu Yang also knows this.However, at that time, he was as cowardly as Guan He, and chose to escape, so that that day would come slowly, so that when that day came, Guan He would be able to take better care of and relieve himself.Perhaps, Guan He later chose to study medicine, there are certain reasons for this.

However, at this moment, Guan He is probably able to comfort the patient with as gentle and considerate words as possible like any outstanding doctor, and face death with a numb heart.

That’s right, if you read too much, you’ll get used to it. If you feel turbulent about every life that you can’t save, wouldn’t those doctors feel like a magnitude [-] tsunami every day?

The cat that left the balcony muttered silently: "What is this lonely old man struggling with..."

Lao Wu suddenly felt a chill on the back of his neck, shivered, and closed his mouth obediently.