Eight wind does not move

The people who were rescued slept in the temporary shelter for one night. Zhou Hang slept with the group of young people, avoiding Jiang Yu on purpose. Like him.The matter was dealt with until the second night, Zhou Hang and the young people were criticized and educated for a whole half day.

Zhou Hang took the initiative to take a lot of responsibilities for his rhetoric. Naturally, he was the one who had been criticized and educated for the longest time, and even brought the matter to Lao Wang.

When they got out of the bureau, several young people got together again to discuss the next itinerary. Seeing Zhou Hang approaching him, everyone looked up at him with guilt on their faces.

"Brother Zhou, I'm sorry."

"Save your life and save some money." Zhou Hangyu said earnestly.

When I sent the young people away, I got along well with Zhou Hang, and I was quite reluctant to leave when I was about to board the car.

"Brother Zhou, your coat." The little girl in unlined clothes handed Zhou Hang's coat to him and folded it neatly: "It can't be washed, it's the only way."

"You keep it." Zhou Hang said: "The temperature difference between day and night here is too big, remember to pay attention next time."

The little girl's tears rolled in her eyes, and she sat back without saying a last word.

"Brother Zhou, you all have worked really hard." The boy with a short hair who had been criticized and educated poked his head out and said to Zhou Hang suddenly, "Be careful, brother."

Zhou Hang nodded, and the car door closed. He looked at the spot for a few seconds, and when he was about to turn around and go back, the little girl suddenly yelled at him.

The voice was a little soft, and he couldn't hear it clearly, so he looked back with puzzled eyes.

"You are the hero of Hoh Xil." The little girl shouted again: "Thank you."

Zhou Hang couldn't say anything for a moment, waved his hand, turned around and left completely.

After walking for a while, the sky was completely dark, and I saw Jiang Yu standing on the side of the road with one hand in his pocket, looking down at himself.

Sure enough, it was still the same look, frivolous yet sharp.

"Captain Jiang, what's the matter?" Zhou Hang asked him coldly.

"Put on a coat." Jiang Yu came over and threw Zhou Hang's clothes back into his arms. Zhou Hang reached out to catch them with an uneasy expression on his face.

"What's going on? You asked her to take this coat back? What about the girl?" He stared at Jiang Yu.

"None of my business."

"Jiang Yu! Are you talking in human language?" Zhou Hang became furious and threw his coat back on Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu looked down at Zhou Hang, who looked furious, and raised his hands in surrender with a smile: "Just kidding, I bought her a jacket just after I came back, one with fleece."

While talking, he stuffed the coat back into Zhou Hang's hand, patted Zhou Hang's shoulder, and motioned him to walk casually on the street. Zhou Hang walked slowly, saying no.

"What are you thinking about?" Jiang Yu patted Zhou Hang's head: "If you have anything to say, just say it. Didn't you agree yesterday to talk about it tomorrow?"

"You really don't mean anything, Jiang Yu."

"what?"

"You said..." Zhou Hang didn't look up as if he wanted to continue, but finally he just sighed: "Forget it, you are really the most outrageous person I've ever seen..."

"What did I say?"

"You said you wouldn't joke anymore..."

"what......"

Jiang Yu also suddenly remembered that he was stabbed severely in the leg that time. He didn't know if he was dizzy because of too much ischemia. He made a very exaggerated joke and then kissed Zhou Hang.

At that time, they hadn't confirmed their relationship, and he didn't know what he thought.

But at that time, Zhou Hang just stood there in a daze, without any resistance, letting his lips stick tightly to him.

The sunshine at that time was so bright that it didn't seem like a real memory.

Is that a forced kiss, a little presumptuousness that I joked so badly?

I have always been presumptuous.

"Jiang Yu?!"

When Zhou Hang reacted, his shoulders had already been firmly held down by Jiang Yu, and Jiang Yu's tongue violently pressed Zhou Hang's clenched teeth.

The alley was narrow, and Zhou Hang's arm hit the light box that said "haircut" in Tibetan. He wanted to pull away, but Jiang Yu didn't follow him, and Zhou Hang was completely pressed against the light box.

It seemed that the music had not been turned off in the closed shop, and Zhou Hang could hear faint Cantonese songs coming from the dark space behind him.

He wanted to say, go away.

But Zhou Hang hugged Jiang Yu tightly, and asked him when the other party looked up: "What do you mean now?"

"Suddenly wanted to kiss you, so I did."

"Then get out of here, I have more than twenty ways to throw you on the ground and smash your mouth."

"I don't want to break up."

Zhou Hang stopped struggling, and Jiang Yu kissed him again. Zhou Hang pushed and shoved a few times, followed Jiang Yu's entanglement, and even bit him viciously.

When Zhou Hang let go, Zhou Hang wiped his mouth, then crossed his arms and looked up at Jiang Yu. His hair was a little messed up because of Jiang Yu's roughness. He tilted his head, but his round and drooping eyes had a fierce look.

"You're jealous, Jiang Yu."

"Why am I jealous?"

"That little girl, you bought her another coat."

Jiang Yu smiled, made a hand to support his forehead, and then nodded and said yes.

"What do you want to do now? After kissing, do you still want to take off your clothes?"

Jiang Yu smiled slightly, stared at Zhou Hang, and shook his head.

"Then do you have anything to say?"

"I'm not good at talking." Jiang Yu replied, "Speak."

"You want to withdraw from my future, but my future is decided by myself. You are in my future. If you change my future without authorization, are you worthy?"

"Not fit."

"It's good to know that you are not worthy." Zhou Hang let go of his hands and lowered them. The two still looked at each other. Jiang Yu's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something.

"Team Jiang!"

Amon's voice came suddenly, scaring Zhou Hang back a small step.

"Captain Jiang, why is it taking so long?"

"Ah..." Jiang Yu touched his head and changed his smile: "Say something to Xiao Zhou."

"Hey! I thought you two were having conflicts before, but I didn't dare to say it."

Jiang Yu looked back at Zhou Hang, but the other party didn't look at him as if angry.

"Maybe there is still trouble." Jiang Yu said with a smile: "Let's go, Xiao Zhou, sit in my car."

In the car, Zhou Hang looked at the scenery that kept moving back, and suddenly thought of the words that the little girl yelled at him.

She said she was a hero in Hoh Xil and thanked him.

really?

"What are you thinking about?" Jiang Yu asked.

"I was thinking about myself." Zhou Hang lowered his head: "I told you a long time ago that I came to Hoh Xil because of my father."

"There are indeed some reasons, but at most half of the reasons are for me. I think in my heart that staying here for a year or two before going back will have a lot of benefits in the future." Zhou Hang said: "Maybe the act itself is a great thing. , but my purpose is not pure." He looked at Jiang Yu: "What do you think?"

"I remember I once said that everyone who stays here has a story."

Zhou Hang stared at Jiang Yu's profile, half of the other's face was covered by the shadow of the peaked cap.

"Actually, the meaning of the story is also because of selfishness." "Zhou Hang, no one is pure."

"I'll take you to a place." Jiang Yu said, "It's not far from here."

Suddenly it snowed, and the wasteland in the rainy season looked very depressed. Zhou Hang lowered his hat a lot, followed Jiang Yu, entered the Kunlun Mountain Pass, and entered Hoh Xil from Golmud City. This time, Jiang Yu did not follow the familiar route, but It went directly to a wasteland behind the protection station.

"Why did you bring me here?" Zhou Hang raised his head and asked.

"In this cemetery, the people who died here are buried."

Jiang Yu walked forward and said without looking back: "My father is here too."

The wind was so strong that it blew Jiang Yu's voice into fragments. Zhou Hang ran a few steps and followed Jiang Yu. As far as he could see, there was a wasteland, and there was a small piece of stone tablet, many of which looked old. up.

There is a big stone standing in the front, on which it is written in memory of the guardian of Hoh Xil, with prayer flags wrapped around it, and messages written in ink pens.

Zhou Hang saw a message with four big characters written on it, and the wind does not move.

"He died at the gunpoint of a poacher at the age of 34. He was still shooting at the moment before his death. He is an animal protection worker who will soon be forgotten by the world, and a hero of Hoh Xil who will never be forgotten. "

Looking at the words Bafengfufu, Jiang Yu's low voice suddenly reached his ears.

"This is......"

"This is my mother's report after my father's death. For the first time, this report loudly accuses everything that happened in this land." Wrote the report with shame after the violation."

"You said, isn't it ironic to use these four words to describe my father?"

"If I die here in the future, I think it's ironic to use these four words to describe me." Zhou Hang said with a smile: "I don't have any ambitions. What I want is to atone for my father and then be transferred back. Prioritize good positions, and the resume will be very beautiful."

After Zhou Hang finished speaking, he took a deep breath, filled with cold air: "Sure enough power, isn't it also ironic."

"Enough power." Jiang Yu nodded: "But you have the consciousness to lie here, you are already great enough."

"There." Jiang Yu pointed not far away: "There will be some buried there, poachers."

Zhou Hang followed Jiang Yu's fingers to look over, but he couldn't see what was there on the shady side.

There are many more poachers who died here than imagined. There is not enough food, the extremely harsh environment, and dangers are everywhere.Even so, in the face of the temptation of huge profits, there are still people who come here one after another, longing for luck and change.

Should it be sad?

Zhou Hang stepped forward on the broken ice and walked past the cemetery.

"Is this the source of the Yangtze River?" he asked.

The boundless river spreads in front of Zhou Hang, the snow-capped mountains and blue sky are reflected on the river, so vast that the sky and the earth seem to blend into one.

Jiang Yu slightly raised his head and said yes.

Here is the source of the river and sea, and it seems to be the end of the world.

Countless heroes are lying here quietly.

They are called heroes, and they are also individuals.

Zhou Hang suddenly can a person be judged by good and evil? The vicious poacher, the unmoved hero, the source of the world, the individual seems to be extremely pure, taking off layers of identities, each Individuals are awe-inspiring, each individual is small and great.

Then, each individual will be buried and judged, one side will be buried on the sunny side, and the other side will be buried on the shady side, and the complex individual will be split into two objective halves.

This is the end.

What if I change my environment, what if I have to carry a gun in order to survive, just like my father did back then?

Zhou Hang didn't know if he would point his gun at the chest of the Tibetan antelope. He didn't know. He only thanked himself for being in the sun and hoped that he could sleep in the sun too.

"Jiang Yu, what is your selfishness?"

Back in the car, Zhou Hang opened the window to the maximum, stretched his hand out of the window, tilted his head and asked Jiang Yu: "What do you want here?"

The rough wind in Hoh Xil could be felt in the palm of his hand, and the outline of Jiang Yu's side face was slightly blurred.

"I just want to be valued." Jiang Yu said softly: "I just want to be recognized...to be recognized by others...I want to be recognized by my mother...I not only Only my wicked father's son, I'm still Jiang Yu."

"I don't think I'm going to leave here until I get the recognition I want."

Zhou Hang thought that a long time ago, Bai Guangpin said that Jiang Yu was also like a person trapped in the wasteland of Hoh Xil.

Now he suddenly understood what Bai Guangpin said.

Well, it doesn't matter.

How did it all start?Maybe there is no answer.

The results of it?Maybe don't know where.

He just felt that the love didn't know where it came from, but the love was deep.