Eight wind does not move

The nights in Hoh Xil are seldom peaceful. When he first came here, Zhou Hang would often toss and turn because of various strange sounds, whether it was the wind or wild animals, because such strange sounds would always make people feel uncomfortable. Fear is born, as if it can swallow people up.

But now, Zhou Hang is not only used to this kind of sound, he even feels that only in this natural sound can he sleep peacefully. The distant and ancient whistling, on the contrary, seems to spread a vast sea around him.

But at this time, he did not know how many times he was awakened by the wind tonight.

His back was soaked, Zhou Hang felt his heart beating hard, and his whole body was as cold as if soaked in cold water.

Ever since Bai Guangpin's accident happened, Zhou Hang was woken up frequently like this.

He reached out and touched Jiang Yu's waist. The other party made a slight movement, as if he hadn't fully woken up.

Jiang Yu came back a week ago. This time he patrolled around the Altun Mountain and touched several points. When Jiang Yu came back, he didn't talk much, and fell asleep. This week, Jiang Yu slept much more deeply than before.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yu asked Zhou Hang vaguely and in a low voice, "Is the window open?"

"No, the sound is terrifying."

"It's okay, we're not afraid." Jiang Yu seemed very sleepy, and he didn't even bite the last word clearly. Zhou Hang turned over again, and closed his eyes against Jiang Yu.

The wind is still blowing, the sound is loud and quiet, when the room is quiet, the tide outside the window is like a majestic tide, and I am like a boat in this sea, drifting with the current, ups and downs, and can be destroyed at any time.

He looked at the side of Jiang Yu with his eyes closed. Jiang Yu looked very quiet with his eyes closed, and his eyelashes trembled slightly.

When Zhou Hang was finally about to fall asleep again, Jiang Yu suddenly said, "Xiao Wen said, she's not leaving."

When he said this, he didn't open his eyes, but just murmured to Zhou Hang.

"Ah?" Zhou Hang woke up most of the time in an instant: "Didn't she buy all the train tickets?"

"Retired. She said that after Bai Zai left, there is a shortage of people here. She has professional knowledge, so it's best to stay."

"This won't work." Zhou Hang said seriously: "Bai Zai said before that she should go back to continue her graduate studies. There is no way to delay here."

Jiang Yu closed his eyes again: "But to be honest, the protection station needs talents like her."

Zhou Hang opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to continue. He finally sighed and said in a low voice, "That can't delay him..."

"When she figured it out, she would naturally figure it out."

When Zhou Hang tried to fall asleep again, his mind was full of Bai Guangpin.

They did not find Bai Guangpin's body. When he called Bai Guangpin's parents, he realized what Bai Guangpin meant by saying that he was never cared by his parents.

Their reactions seemed to be just ordinary sadness, and they politely thanked them. When Zhou Hang said that the body could not be found, the responses they got were, so be it, but they all asked whether Bai Guangpin died in the line of duty by the way. Martyrs, can my children get preferential points?

Zhou Hang dropped the phone.

Wen Ming, on the other hand, went to the mountain stream where Bai Guangpin's accident happened for several days, looking for Bai Guangpin's body.

The last time he searched for Bai Guangpin’s body, Zhou Hang drove there with Wen Ming. Halfway through the search, it suddenly rained. The pouring rain seemed to drench Hoh Xil. Zhou Hang rarely saw such heavy rain in Hoh Xil. He moved out from the riverside with deep kicks and shallow kicks, his voice was torn apart by the wind.

"Wen Ming, I'm going back—it's too dangerous—" Zhou Hang shouted, Wen Ming's small body was still walking along the shore in the heavy rain, so Zhou Hang had no choice but to go back and stop Wen Ming: "Let's go back, we will come back next time, and we will always find it."

"Brother Bai——" Wen Ming cried tremblingly in the wind, completely ignoring Zhou Hang: "Brother Bai, let's go home, let's go back to Yangzhou..."

"Brother Bai——Bai Guangpin—"

Zhou Hang didn't know whether his face was mixed with tears or rain, he half hugged and half dragged Wen Ming back, and the two of them were knocked down by the wind and rain once on the way, Zhou Hang realized that he couldn't cry.

"I'm sorry, Xiaowen..." Zhou Hang kept murmuring, "I didn't pull Bai Zai up, I'm sorry..."

Since coming here, he has experienced bullets and bullets. He has experienced being lost in the wilderness alone. He has met wolves and seen death. In this land, everything can happen, and everything is unpredictable, but Bai Guang He couldn't accept the accidental death of the recruiter anyway.

Bai Guangpin was from Yangzhou, and he told them that he would drive them to Slender West Lake for morning tea.

Bai Guangpin did not celebrate his 29th birthday, even though they had ordered the cake in advance, they took the cake back when they transported the supplies. Because of the bumpy road, Zhou Hang held the cake box along the way for fear of breaking it.

Zhou Hang always hopes that Bai Guangpin can become a happier person than them, and many people who know Bai Guangpin hope so.

Obviously, it was only a little bit short, and it was just a little bit close to holding Bai Guangpin's hand.

Zhou Hang turned over again, buried his face under the pillow,

"Zhou Hang? Are you okay?"

Jiang Yu stroked his hand tent on the side of his face, stroking back along the base of his ear.

"Don't blame yourself, it's really not your fault." Jiang Yu hugged Zhou Hang and patted Zhou Hang's back lightly.

Zhou Hang knew that Jiang Yu must be more sad than himself, he didn't want to bring his emotions to Jiang Yu, but when he closed his eyes, he felt tears streaming down his face.

"But Jiang Yu, besides myself, I don't know who to be angry with."

He was not only sad, he was also very angry, this kind of anger was very strange, he was angry at his own incompetence, angry at the status quo of this powerlessness.

Sangchi's missing leg, the dead Tibetan antelopes in the mountains, the poachers and volunteers who died in the cold night of Hoh Xil, the girl who lost her father.

whose fault?Who is wrong?

Bai Guangpin said that he wanted to find this answer. He said that good and evil are distinct, but also unclear. Sometimes you want to be angry, but you don't know who to be angry with.

Zhou Hang once felt that only silence can face all this, and the world is too complicated to evaluate.

But now he doesn't want to be silent anymore, he just feels that every blood vessel in his body is hot

If possible, Baiguangpin will turn into snow bar, lifted by the wind in Hoh Xil, drifting past one after another, and then land in the purest and cleanest Kunlun Mountains, carefree.

And he, just be a river close to the ground, galloping impotently and angrily, engulfing all the dirt and mud in the world.