atypical romanticism

After the filming was completed, Xiang Sheng handed over the post-production work to his three small employees, and then packed himself up and sent him to the hospital.

The body is her own, she knew from the day she was diagnosed that she would die, it was just a matter of time.This time it was more direct, and he even knew when he would die.

But I can't say how relaxed the mood is. After dying once, I feel more nostalgic for the fireworks in the world.Everything has a price, not to mention, Hearthstone chose it by herself, and she was willing.

"Computer, camera, digital control board," Zhou Yu looked at Xiang Sheng's packed luggage, and glanced at the person sitting on the sofa, "Mr. Xiang, are you going to the hospital for treatment, or are you going to work?"

Xiang Sheng laughed a few times, got up and hugged Zhou Yu from behind, and said, "Of course I'm going to see a doctor, but the days in the hospital are a bit boring, and there's always something to do before chemotherapy."

"Yao Lu has always followed me. This is the first time he has done post-production by himself. Although Jiang Meng and Zhao Yan specialize in photography, they are nearing the end of the period, so I will give them a holiday in advance. As for Lu Jun returning He's just an accountant, so you can't count on it," Xiang Sheng said, "Yao Lu finished a set and sent me a set. I'll confirm that there's no problem. Before you turn over, this last shoot can be considered a successful conclusion."

Zhou Yu paused, feeling unspeakable pain in his heart, all kinds of emotions boiled down to one sentence - Xiang Sheng is too kind.

So good that she couldn't help but wonder why she liked herself.

Xiang Sheng didn't give her a chance to ask, she showed her love again with actions, she lightly pecked Zhou Yu's earlobe, side face, and finally kissed her lips.

It was an extremely gentle and lingering kiss, like a net, trapping Zhou Yu in a corner, she didn't want to go there, she just wanted to stay in this small home, guarding Xiang Sheng and her lover .

Xiang Sheng is the only one who knows that parting is coming.

But they have at least one New Year left before parting ways.

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Xiang Sheng was placed in the tumor ward. According to the regulations of the People's Hospital, family members of patients in the tumor ward and ICU wards have a prescribed visiting time, at most half an hour, and they cannot accompany them all day like family members in ordinary wards.

Zhou Yu couldn't accept it, but he could understand it—the condition of patients in the tumor ward and ICU ward may change at any time.Even if the family members know some medical knowledge, they don’t know as much as the doctor, and they may question the doctor’s diagnosis in a hurry because the person lying on the hospital bed is their own family member, thus delaying the treatment, and finally causing trouble in the hospital, and they will not be at peace.

"You have to be good," Zhou Yu hugged Xiang Sheng, buried his face in her arms, and understood whether he should feel uncomfortable or uncomfortable, "I will come to see you after work, if I see that you don't cooperate well For treatment, I will..."

Xiang Sheng rubbed her hair, and asked softly, "What do you want?"

Zhou Yu held her arm tightly, and said, "I'll go and apologize to the doctor, and tell them not to give up your treatment."

Before Xiang Sheng could comfort her, a strange female voice came from her side: "What are you apologizing for, I'm still swollen for causing trouble to the doctor, let her go by herself!"

Zhou Yuxun raised his head, and the person speaking was a middle-aged woman, but the age group of "middle-aged" could not be well reflected in her.

She is tall and slender, reaching Xiang Sheng's shoulders. She has a very good figure, her back is straight, and when she walks, she breathes heavily on her waist, making her look energetic.He was wearing a white woolen coat and simply matched it with a gray scarf. His skin was as delicate as the word "middle-aged". His makeup was exquisite, and his eyebrows and Xiang Sheng could be said to be carved out of the same mold.

Zhou Yu complained: This will not be...

"Mom, why are you here?" Xiang Sheng said with a helpless sigh.

Zhou Yu gasped - she had thought about meeting Xiang Sheng's family on a certain day, but she never thought that it would be in the hospital.

"Hello, Auntie." Zhou Yu tried hard to keep calm, but he still couldn't control his voice and trembled.

Xiang Sheng held her hand, signaled her not to be nervous, and then said to Ke Qin: "Can you inform me in advance before you go to Jiangnan, the place where the family is reunited is in the hospital."

"Our family," Ms. Ke Qin said calmly, "you were still doing homework in the hospital all day when you were young."

After teasing her daughter, Ms. Ke Qin nodded reservedly to Zhou Yu, which was a response to the "auntie" just now.

But in fact, Ms. Ke, who is calm and self-sufficient on the surface, has clenched her hands in her pockets, and her mind is full of: "This is the girl. She is so handsome, but she is too thin."

"She greeted me, should I return one?"

"Would I make the girl feel uncomfortable if I do this?"

Before she came, she knew from Lu Jun's reply that Xiang Sheng had found a girlfriend, and she had a fit of anger at home.

It's not because I can't accept the girly turn, after all, compared to giving up treatment and dropping out of school, what is finding a girlfriend?She was just worried that Xiang Sheng would be kicked out of the house by the girl's parents and take to the streets to parade.

Ms. Ke put herself in another position. If it was her, what would be more difficult to accept than accepting that her daughter is gay is that her daughter found a partner who was terminally ill.

Whether it’s falling in love or getting married, it’s because life is too long, and I want to find someone to accompany me for a while; parents who urge their children to marry, in the final analysis, because they know that they can’t accompany their children for a lifetime, and they are afraid that their children will be too lonely. .

Although the lonely family is free, it always sounds lonely.

When she knew that Xiang Sheng was willing to be hospitalized because of Zhou Yu, Ms. Ke couldn't sit still anymore, and her thoughts of Xiang Sheng being beaten up by her parents became more and more real in her heart.Secondly, she is also curious about what her son-in-law looks like.

The day before she came to Shanghua, Ms. Ke asked for leave to make a face, bought a low-key, luxurious and connotative outfit, and bought a set for Xiang Bei.

Ms. Ke Qin imagined what kind of expression she would have when she met her son-in-law, but the premise was that the son-in-law was a "male". What if he dumped Xiang Sheng?

In the end, the couple rushed to Shanghua with four pockets and a red envelope in each pocket, and looked at each other with Zhou Yu, not knowing what to say.

The awkward atmosphere was broken by the nurse who had seen the big scene: "Is it Xiang Sheng? Your hospitalization has been completed, and I will take you for an admission medical examination."

As she spoke, she glanced at the three people beside her and asked, "Are you all family members?"

"Yes," Ke Qin blurted out pointing to Xiang Bei and Zhou Yu, "This is her father, and this is her lover."

As soon as the words fell, both Xiang Sheng and Zhou Yu were stunned for a second.

Xiang Sheng's reaction was faster, he hugged Ke Qin in a bear hug, and said happily: "Mom! I love you so much!"

Zhou Yu looked at them in a daze. Before that, she could feel that Xiang Sheng came from an open and humorous family, but when she really witnessed the way Xiang Sheng got along with her mother, she still felt a feeling of envy in her heart. feelings.

She was born in a family completely different from Xiang Sheng's.

Xiang Sheng can hug Ke Qin in public, and can blurt out "I love you", but she can't get along with Yu Hong like this.

She seemed to have never hugged Yu Hong before, and she didn't dare to imagine what kind of "end of the world" would greet her if Yu Hong knew that Xiang Sheng was her girlfriend.

"Are you in love with me?" Ke Qin was not surprised by Xiang Sheng's sweet words, but because it was a public place, he didn't say anything. He handed the person stuck to him to the nurse and started to chase him away, "I didn't see anyone nurse I've been waiting for you for a long time, go now!"

Xiang Sheng looked at Zhou Yu, Zhou Yu smiled slightly, waved at her, and said, "Go quickly, my uncle and aunt will go to the ward and wait for you first."

Xiang Sheng was still worried, and before he could tell Ke Qin not to ask random questions, Ke Qin said quietly: "Your mother looks like I can come up with 500 million money to send the little girl away from you?"

"It's not like." Xiang Sheng chuckled, and said to Zhou Yu: "Mr. Zhou, help me take care of my queen mother first."

The "Queen Mother" obviously does not need other people to take care of her. She has very strong social skills and has already chatted with the head nurse.Zhou Yu and Xiang Bei stood behind her, both of them were very cramped.

After finally waiting for Ke Qin to finish chatting with the head nurse, the three of them sat in a row on the bench in front of the ward, looking at each other silently.

If it was someone else, Zhou Yuda could take out his phone and start pretending, but this is Xiang Sheng's parents, although Zhou Yu was a little timid, he didn't want to fool them.

She cleared her throat, and Xiang Bei and Ke Qin, who were sitting across from each other, looked up at her at the same time: "Uncle and aunt, let me introduce myself first. My name is Zhou Yu. I am not from Shanghua, but I studied in Shanghua. Now working for a magazine."

"I met Xiang Sheng in September. At that time, I had a bipolar disorder and almost died at home. She saved me."

Zhou Yu clenched his hands into fists, his pale knuckles were particularly eye-catching on the black coat.It took most of her courage to tell Xiang Sheng, but at that time she still had support in her heart, because she was vaguely sure that Xiang Sheng would not leave.

But now, what she wants to tell is Xiang Sheng's parents.

"Parents love their children and seek far-reaching goals for them." Although her illness is not terminal, it is a ticking time bomb for those around her.

If she forgot to take the medicine or stopped the medicine without authorization, her emotions would be a roller coaster, either she would become a waste of despair and depression, or become the most amazing/powerful wisdom in the world from her arrogance.Even though Zhou Yu will not stop the medicine without authorization and his mood has stabilized a lot, it is still like a dormant volcano, and he does not know when it will erupt.

As a parent, can you accept that you also need someone to take care of your daughter and take care of another person?

Zhou Yu lowered his head, waiting for the final "judgment".

Suddenly, Ke Qin patted her shoulder lightly with his well-maintained hand, and said softly, "My child, you are really great."

"It wasn't Ah Sheng who saved you that day, it was you who saved yourself," Ke Qin said, "A person who really has no desire for life can't be saved by gods."

"I was puzzled at first, because Ah Sheng hadn't shown signs of liking girls before, but now I understand."

"What attracts her has never been pure gender, but your passionate and unyielding life. A Sheng looks so free and easy and doesn't care, but in fact he is very timid and loves beauty to death. Back then, he said that he would die like autumn Ye Jingmei', to be discharged from the hospital is brave but also timid.

But her father and I really can't bear to let her suffer again, because we all know that this time is a useless crime. We respect her choice, and learning to choose is also our education for her since childhood.

Before this time, her father and I had already made preparations to fly around the world to deal with her funeral affairs in the future, but it should not be necessary now. "

Zhou Yu was stunned, and she didn't realize that she was crying until tears fell on the back of her hand.Ke Qin wiped away her tears with a paper towel, the sun shines through the window and fills the corridor, and the fine dust under the beam of light slowly falls.

"We want to thank you."

Ke Qin winked at Bei, and hurriedly stuffed the red envelope in Zhou Yu's hand into Zhou Yu's hand, and said, "When we were at home, we have been thinking about what to give you when we meet. The traditional red envelope is the most suitable as a meeting gift, you must keep this red envelope, otherwise your aunt will be so worried that she won’t be able to sleep all night.”

Ke Qin patted Xiang Bei reproachfully, and said, "You're the only one who talks too much!"

Xiang Beihan smiled twice, and said to Zhou Yu who was at a loss with the red envelope: "Put it away, kid. You don't know, your Auntie Ke has always been worried that you would break up with A Sheng, so she went to the department The young people in the village ask how much the red envelope is, and those who receive the red envelope are embarrassed to break up. These two red envelopes are 999, and your aunt's little thoughts are all in it."

Zhou Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "Auntie, we won't break up. I really can't take this red envelope."

As he said that, he was about to return the red envelope to Ke Qin. Ke Qin hurriedly hid, as if what Zhou Yu was holding was not the red envelope but a grenade.

Xiang Bei took the red envelope quickly, stuffed it into the pocket of Zhou Yu's coat, and said, "It's already in the pocket, so I can't return it. The meaning of returning the red envelope is not good!"

"Why is there still such a saying, no..." Before Zhou Yu finished speaking, Ke Qin came out from behind Xiangbei, took her hand and said, "You put it away, this is our heart, If you don't break up, this is the change of mouth fee."

When Xiang Sheng came to look for Zhou Yu after finishing the physical examination, she saw Zhou Yu sitting on a chair with red eyes. She knew Ke Qin and Xiang Bei well, and knew that they would not say anything excessive to Zhou Yu.

But Zhou Yu was crying, she didn't have time to think, she walked quickly to Zhou Yu's side, protecting him behind her: "Mom, what did you say?"

Before Ke Qin could explain, Zhou Yu reached out and grabbed the corner of Xiang Sheng's clothes, and said with a smile, "No, my parents didn't say anything excessive to me, so don't worry."

"Then you..." Xiang Sheng was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and asked Zhou Yu in surprise, "You just said...what did you say?"

Zhou Yu hugged her, tiptoed slightly, repeated in her ear, and then added: "Teacher Xiang, I love you."

"Also, thank you for loving me too."