atypical romanticism

Zhou Yu was busy with the work at hand, and it was already past six o'clock. She quickly connected with Xiao Xiao and left the company.

She didn't want to stare at any data today, she just wanted to be by Xiang Sheng's side.The visiting time was not extended because of the holiday, it was still only half an hour, and she didn't want to delay even a minute.

Yu Hong usually doesn't call, firstly because she knows she is busy, and secondly because No. [-] Middle School does not have a holiday on New Year's Day, and as the teaching director, she needs to watch the evening self-study.

Compared with her daughter who has grown up for many years and is financially independent, the budding future of the motherland needs her dedication even more. Although the "future of the motherland" are at the age of youth and arrogance, they don't really want to take care of her old man's enthusiasm.

Although Zhou Zhou is usually "if there is nothing", he has a stronger sense of presence than Yu Hong during the holidays. Although Zhou Yu has already worked, he will still receive red envelopes from him, and the amount is two hundred—because the red envelopes are only Can send two hundred.

Zhou Zhou's salary card is connected to Yu Hong's mobile phone, and the 200 yuan is basically saved from the bird's words.

Zhou Yu has not received any red envelopes from him since he graduated from university, but this does not prevent him from continuing to send them out.

It was like when Zhou Yu first went to college, and when he returned home during winter and summer vacations, Zhou Zhou's desire to discipline her would surge, as if to make up for his absence from Zhou Yu's ten years of school age and adolescence.

Zhou Yu glanced at the phone screen, sent a sentence of "Happy New Year's Day" to Yu Hong and Zhou Zhou respectively, and then set WeChat to Do Not Disturb.

Every New Year's Eve, the Green Tower Building, as the center of the city, would be crowded together, and the already lively place would become even more lively. Zhou Yu didn't take the bus at all, but took a taxi instead.

The phrase "People's Hospital, the sooner the better", let her experience what it means to take off on the spot.Zhou Yu got out of the car and didn't regain the feeling of "down-to-earth" until he finished walking uphill.

Zhou Yu glanced at the time, heaved a sigh of relief, and hurried to catch up without wasting time.

She rushed to the ward, Xiang Sheng sat on the bed, her back was facing her, and she wore a blue cold hat on her head. Unlike before, this time she did not chat with the nurse, nor did she listen to music with earphones. Against the backdrop of the hospital gown, it looked extraordinarily thin.

Zhou Yu noticed that the patient who was lying on the other bed was not here, the bed was neat and tidy, and the sheets were new.

"What's the matter?" Zhou Yu sat next to Xiang Sheng and said, "You also read the annual summaries of the major apps today?"

Xiang Sheng chuckled and said, "I don't have many apps in my phone, so there's nothing to summarize."

"Then why are you unhappy?" Zhou Yu asked, holding her hand.

"I'm not unhappy," Xiang Sheng breathed out, "I'm a little tired."

"Then let's have a rest." Zhou Yu stood up and kissed her forehead lightly. "The weather forecast says it will snow tonight. If it snows, I will wake you up."

Xiang Sheng's eyes paused for a long time before he said slowly, "Unfortunately, I can't take pictures of you anymore."

Last time, their first group photo was also at this time.

Xiang Sheng once thought that he had already died once, but this time it was just repeating a procedure, so there was nothing to be afraid of.But when that day was getting closer, she realized that she was not as free and easy as she imagined.

What is the experience of death?

My mind was dizzy, and I could hear the sounds of doctors and nurses busy in the rescue, but I couldn't feel the pacemaker pressing on my body. The surrounding was full of noise, and gradually became quiet.

It's hard to say how painful it is, because the body organs have failed, and the person has fallen into a deep coma, and can't feel any strong stimulation, so he doesn't feel pain.

She was just a little reluctant.It's hard to get the word out, it's hard to be together, but in the blink of an eye, heaven and man are separated forever.

The rules of the realm of nowhere are clear, and every undead who is looking forward to rebirth, no matter whether he succeeds or fails, has no chance of rebirth.She couldn't even pray to God for an afterlife.

Being able to live again is already a blessing from the gods.

Outside the window, Bai Xue came quietly, spreading a thin layer of plain brocade on the ground.

"Xiang Sheng, it's snowing." Zhou Yu caressed Xiang Sheng's pale side face, Xiang Sheng held her hand, rubbed her palm affectionately, and murmured: "It's snowing."

"Mr. Zhou, Happy New Year."

Zhou Yu smiled slightly: "Happy New Year."

"It's a pity that I can't eat dumplings with you this New Year's Eve." Zhou Yu stretched out his little finger and said, "Take a check and eat together on New Year's Eve."

Looking at her, Xiang Sheng's tears flowed like a bank breaking, and wet Zhou Yu's palm.Zhou Yu's tears rolled in his eyes, but he still didn't put away his hand: "Teacher Xiang, give me a check."

Xiang Sheng didn't say a word, and hugged Zhou Yu into his arms, as if he wanted to carve this person into his flesh and blood—every word of Zhou Yu was a knife in her heart.

New Year's Eve is here, and she should go too.How should I eat dumplings with her?

"Zhou Yu," Xiang Sheng calmed down, and said, "I want to transfer to the ward."

"Turn over to your ward where I don't need a time limit, okay?"

Tears blurred Zhou Yu's vision. She knew what Xiang Sheng said about the "ward that does not require a time limit". There is no special hospice hospital in Shanghua City, and the People's Hospital has a special hospice ward.

"Not good, very bad."

Zhou Yu's tense emotions collapsed in an instant when Xiang Sheng said these words, and Xiang Sheng is not the only one who has been holding on!

They have just fallen in love, they have never experienced life and separation, and they are about to die.

Zhou Yu sometimes felt that God was playing with her?

After finally mustering up the courage to live a good life, and finally meeting someone who wants to stay together for the rest of my life, why, why did you tease them like this?

Xiang Sheng didn't speak, she hugged Zhou Yu tightly, letting Zhou Yu's tears wet her shoulders.

Zhou Yu has survived the first month of taking medicine, and now her mood is relatively stable, so she is not too worried that Zhou Yu will stop taking medicine suddenly.

But Zhou Yu suddenly thought darkly, if he could make a scene like when he first met Xiang Sheng, would Xiang Sheng continue to stay here?

The answer is yes.

But Zhou Yu just thought about it, she couldn't bear to force Sheng.Xiang Sheng is free and enthusiastic, and he shouldn't be trapped because of her.

The pain of chemotherapy is unbearable, but the more tormenting pain is the mental devastation.The death rate in the tumor ward is not lower than that in the ICU. Here, Xiang Sheng witnesses death and the joys and sorrows of the world every day.

"There is no filial son before the long-term sick bed" sounds cruel, but when I am really in that situation, there is no way to express the despair in my heart.

They know that the time of the patients on the hospital bed is numbered, and the patients themselves know that the days left for them will have to be passed on their fingers.But from the moment a patient lays in the hospital bed, the decision whether they live or die is out of their hands.

The family wanted to keep their loved ones alive on the hospital bed. When the heart stopped, a pacemaker was put on; when breathing was difficult, a ventilator was put on; when they couldn’t eat, a stomach tube was put on, and finally the three-in-one nutrient solution appeared. This struggle is over. .

They paid a price in real gold and silver, but in the end their loved ones passed away, and they suffered great physical pain and mental torture during their lifetime.

No one wants to leave this beloved world with all the tubes and no dignity at all.

We will eventually cross the river called death, whether we want to or not, there is no avoidance and no escape.

Zhou Yu couldn't bear to let Xiang Sheng suffer, the emotion passed, she still said: "Okay, but uncle and aunt..."

"Uncle and aunt?" Xiang Sheng raised an eyebrow, "Mr. Zhou, the change fee given by our parents is due? How about I make it up for you?"

Zhou Yu was amused by the serious look of her about to use her mobile phone to give out red envelopes. Seeing her smile, Xiang Sheng smiled and said, "I'm in a better mood now."

"I'm not in a bad mood," Zhou Yu added after finishing speaking, "Before you provoke me."

"Then I apologize to you." Xiang Sheng hugged her shoulder, leaned on it, and said like a baby, "Mr. Zhou, I was wrong, please forgive me?"

"Fuck you," Zhou Yu lowered his eyes, "I wasn't angry with you at all."

"Okay, okay, don't be angry, we Xiaoyu better coax, we can coax ourselves well."

Xiang Sheng said brightly, "My parents are fine, it's not the first time I have this disease, they all understand."

Zhou Yu nodded, looked at the falling snow outside the window, and said, "I won't leave tonight."

Xiang Sheng rubbed her head and coaxed: "If you don't leave, the sister nurse will come and invite you out soon."

"I'm on the bench outside." Zhou Yu's forehead rested on her shoulder, and his nasal voice became heavy because of crying, "It's New Year's Eve today, and we two are lonely and alone."

"Don't make trouble," Xiang Sheng said softly, "It's cold~"

"Teacher Xiang, what you said fully demonstrates your lack of physics knowledge," Zhou Yu said, "It's not cold when it's snowing, but it's cold when it melts, you know?"

Before Xiang Sheng agreed, the sister nurse knocked on the door and interrupted: "Xiang Sheng's family, it's time."

"Okay." Zhou Yu agreed, got up and quickly kissed Xiang Sheng on the face, Xiang Sheng subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab him, but Zhou Yu quickly ran out of the ward, "I'm right outside, You can't drive me away!"

The night is getting darker, and the snow outside the window is getting bigger and bigger, and there is no tendency to stop.

Zhou Yu sat on a bench in the corridor, the inpatient area was completely silent, occasionally a nurse on night shift came to round the ward.Perhaps because Chuxue hit the New Year's Eve, all the patients were safe and sound tonight.

The bell rang at twelve o'clock, and the Green Tower Building not far away was bustling and bustling. The laughter and laughter were the farewell words of the old days and the expectation for the new 365 days.

Zhou Yu's cell phone vibrated, and it was a WeChat voice message from Xiang Sheng:

"Teacher Zhou, happy new year, new year, don't forget me."

Zhou Yu walked to her ward, Xiang Sheng looked at her with a slight smile, Zhou Yu raised his mobile phone, and took a photo with Xiang Sheng through the glass - in the photo, Xiang Sheng's hand cooperated with Zhou Yu to make a pair of scissors, But he didn't look at the camera, his eyes were full of Zhou Yu holding the camera.

"Happy New Year, Xiang Sheng," Zhou Yu sent the photo to Xiang Sheng, turned to look at her, and said every word very preciously, "I want to spend the rest of my life like this with you, if you leave first, then I will I love you forever."

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Something will happen tomorrow, it may not be updated, or it may be updated.If there is no update, there is a high probability that it will be finished the day after tomorrow (there are about three chapters left, let me see if I can code it out in one go)

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